XXXII

The next morning, a sweet one of warmth and gently drifting leaves,

Esther went to call on Lydia, and Madame Beattie, with a satirical grin,

looked after her from the window. Madame Beattie's understanding of the

human mind had given her a dramatic hold on the world when the world

loved her, and it was mechanically serving her now in these little deeds

that were only of a mean importance, though, from the force of habit,

she played the game so hard. Esther was very fresh and pretty in her

white dress with an artful parasol that cast a freshening glow. She had

the right expression, too, the calmness of one who makes a commonplace

morning call.

And it was not Lydia who saw her coming. It was Jeff, in his working

blouse and shabby trousers, standing on a cool corner of the veranda and

finishing his morning smoke before he went out to picking early apples.

Esther knew at precisely what instant he caught sight of her, and saw

him knock out his pipe into the garden bed below the veranda and lay it

on the rail. Then he waited for her, and she was almost amusedly

prepared for his large-eyed wonder and the set of the jaw which betrayed

his certainty of having something difficult to meet. It was not thus he

had been used to greet her on sweet October mornings in those other

days. Suddenly he turned with a quick gesture of the hand as if he were

warning some one back, and Esther, almost at the steps, understood that

he had heard Lydia coming and had tried to stop her. Lydia evidently

had not understood and ran innocently out on some errand of her own.

Seeing Esther, she halted an appreciable instant. Then something as

quickly settled itself in her mind, and she advanced and stood at the

side of Jeff. Esther furled her parasol and came up the steps, and her

face did not for an instant change in its sweet seriousness. She looked

at Lydia with a faint, almost, it might seem, a pitying smile.

"I thought," said she, "after what I said, I ought to come, to reassure

you."

Neither Jeff nor Lydia seemed likely to move, and Esther stood there

looking from one to the other with her concerned air of having something

to do for them. It was only a moment, yet it seemed to Lydia as if they

had been communing a long time, in some hidden fashion, and learning

amazingly to understand each other. That is, she was understanding

Esther, and the outcome terrified her. Esther seemed more dangerous than

ever, bearing gifts. But Lydia could almost always do the sensible thing

in an emergency and keep emotion to be quelled in solitude.

"Come in," said she, "and sit down. Jeff, won't you move the chairs into

the shady corner? We'd better not go into the library. Farvie's there."

Jeff awoke from his tranced surprise and the two women followed him to

the seclusion of the vines. There Esther took the chair he set for her,

and looked gravely at Lydia, as she said:

"I was very hasty. I told him--" She indicated Jeff with a little

gesture. It seemed she found some significance in the informality of the

pronoun--"I told him I had found out who took the necklace. I knew of

course he would tell you. And I came to keep you from being troubled."

"Lydia," said Jeff, with the effect of stepping quickly in between them,

"go into the house. This is something that doesn't concern you in the

least."

Lydia, very pale now, was looking at Esther, in a fixed antagonism. Her

hands were tightly clasped. She looked like a creature braced against a

blow. But Esther seemed of all imaginable persons the least likely to

deliver a blow of any sort. She was gracefully relaxed in her chair, one

delicate hand holding the parasol and the other resting, with the

fingers upcurled like lily petals, on her knee.

"No," said Lydia, not looking at Jeff, though she answered him, "I

sha'n't go in. It does concern me. That's what she came for. She's told

you so. To accuse me of taking it."

With the last words, a little scorn ran into her voice. It was a scorn

of what Esther might do, and it warmed her and made her suddenly feel

equal to the moment.

"No," said Esther, in her softest tone, a sympathetic tone, full of a

grave concern. "It was only to confess I ought not to have said it.

Whatever I knew, I ought to have kept it to myself. For there was the

necklace. You had sent it back. You had done wrong, but what better

could you do than send it back? And I understand--" she glowed a little

now, turning to Jeff--"I understand how wonderful it was of you to take

it on yourself."

Jeff was frowning, and though facing her, looking no further than the

lily-petalled hand. Esther was quite sure he was dwelling on the hand

with inevitable appreciation. She had a feeling that he was frowning

because it distracted him from his task of pleasing Lydia and at the

same time meeting her own sympathetic tribute. But he was not. Esther

knew a great many things about men, but she was naively unconscious of

their complete detachment from feminine allurements when they are

summoned to affairs.

"Esther," said Jeff, before Lydia could speak, "just why are you here?"

"I told you," said Esther, with a pretty air of pained surprise. "To

tell Lydia she mustn't be unhappy."

Then Lydia found her tongue.

"I'm not unhappy," she said, with a brutality of incisiveness which

offers the bare fact with no concern for its effect. "I took the

necklace. But I don't know," said Lydia, with one of her happy

convictions that she really had a legal mind and might well follow its

inspirations, "I don't know whether it is stealing to take a thing away

from a person who has stolen it herself."

"Lydia!" said Jeff warningly.

He hardly knew why he was stopping her. Certainly not in compassion for

Esther; she, at this moment, was merely an irritating cause of a spoiled

morning. But Lydia, he felt, like a careering force that had slipped

control, must be checked before she did serious harm.

"You know," said Lydia, now looking Esther calmly in the eye, "you know

you were the first to steal the necklace. You stole it years ago, from

Madame Beattie. No, I don't know whether it's stealing to take it from

you when you'd no business to have it anyway. I must ask some one."

Lydia was no longer pale with apprehension. The rose was on her cheek.

Her eyes glowed with mischief and the lust of battle. Once she darted a

little smiling look at Jeff. "Come on," it seemed to say. "I can't be

worse off than I am. Let's put her through her paces and get something

out of it--fun, at least."

Esther looked back at her in that pained forbearance which clothed her

like a transfiguring atmosphere. Then she drew a sharp breath.

"Jeff!" she said, turning to him.

The red had mounted to his forehead. He admired Lydia, and with some

wild impulse of his own, loved her bravado.

"Oh, come, Lydia," he said. "We can't talk like that. If Esther means to

be civil--"

Yet he did not think Esther meant to be civil. Only he was hard pushed

between the two, and said the thing that came to him. But it came empty

and went empty to them, and he knew it.

"She doesn't mean to be civil," said Lydia, still in her wicked

enjoyment. "I don't know what she does mean, but it's not to be nice to

me. And I don't know what she's come for--" here her old vision of Jeff

languishing unvisited in the dungeon of her fancy rose suddenly before

her and she ended hotly--"after all this time."

Again Esther turned to Jeff and spoke his name, as if summoning him in a

situation she could not, however courageous, meet alone. But Lydia had

thought of something else.

"I don't know what you can do to me," she said, "and I don't much care.

Except for Farvie and Anne. But I know this. If you can arrest me for

stealing from you something you'd stolen before, why then I shall say

right off I did it. And when I do it, I shall tell all I know about the

necklace and how you took it from Madame Beattie--and oh, my soul!" said

Lydia, rising from her chair and putting her finger tips together in an

unconsidered gesture, "there's Madame Beattie now."

Esther too rose, murder in her heart but still a solicitous sadness in

her eyes, and turned, following Lydia's gaze, to the steps where Denny

had drawn up and Madame Beattie was alighting from the victoria. Jeff,

going forward to meet her, took courage since Denny was not driving

away. Whatever Madame Beattie had come to do, she meant to make quick

work of it.

"Jeff," said Esther, at his elbow, "Jeff, I must go. This is too painful

for everybody. I can't bear it."

"That's right," said Jeff in the kindness of sudden relief. "Run along."

Madame Beattie had decided otherwise. At the top of the steps in her

panoply of black chiffon, velvet, ostrich feathers--clothes so rich in

the beginning and so well made that they seemed always too unchanged to

be thrown away and so went on in a squalid perpetuity--she laid a hand

on Esther's wrist.

"Come, come, Esther," said she, "don't run away. I came to see you as

much as anybody."

Esther longed to shake off the masterful old hand, but she would not. A

sad passivity became her best unless she relinquished every possible

result of the last ten minutes. And it must have had some result. Jeff

had, at least, been partly won. Surely there was an implied intimacy in

his quick undertone when he had bade her run along. So Madame Beattie

went on cheerfully leading her captive and yet, with an art Esther hated

her for, seeming to keep the wrist to lean on, and Lydia, who had

brought another chair, greeted the new visitor with an unaffected

pleasure. She still liked her so much that it was not probable anything

Madame Beattie could say or do would break the tie. And Madame Beattie

liked her: only less than the assurance of her own daily comfort. The

pure stream of affection had got itself sadly sullied in these later

years. She hardly thought now of the way it started among green hills

under a morning sun.

She seated herself, still not releasing Esther until she also had sunk

into a chair by her side, and refreshed herself from a little

viniagrette. Then she winked her eyes open in a way she had, as if

returning from distant considerations and said cheerfully:

"I suppose you're talking about that stupid necklace."

Lydia broke into a little laugh, she did not in the least know why,

except that Madame Beattie was always so amusing to her. Madame Beattie

gave her a nod as if in acknowledgment of the tribute of applause,

continuing:

"Now I've come to be disagreeable. Esther has been agreeable, I've no

doubt. Jeff, I hope you're being nice to her."

A startled look came into Lydia's eyes. Why should Madame Beattie want

Jeff to be nice to her when she knew how false Esther had been and would

always be?

"Esther," continued Madame Beattie, "has been a silly child. She took my

necklace, years ago, and Jeff very chivalrously engaged to pay me for it

and--"

"That will do," said Jeff harshly. "We all know what happened years ago.

Anyhow Esther does. And I do. We'll leave Lydia out of this. I don't

know what you've come here to say, Madame Beattie, but whatever it is, I

prefer it should be said to me. I'm the only one it concerns."

"No, you're not," said Lydia, swelling with rage at everybody who would

keep her from him. "I'm concerned. I'm concerned more than anybody."

Esther glanced up at her quickly and Madame Beattie shook her head.

"You've been a silly child, too," she said. "You took the necklace to

give it back to me. Through Jeff, I understand."

"No, I didn't," said Lydia, in a passion to tell the truth at a moment

when it seemed to her they were all willing, for one result or another,

to turn and twist it. "I gave it back to Jeff so he could carry it to

you and say, 'Here it is. I've paid you a lot of money on it--'"

"Who told you that?" flashed Esther. She had forgotten her patient calm.

"I told her," said Madame Beattie. "Don't be jealous, Esther. Jeff never

would have told her in the world. He's as dumb as a fish."

"And so he could say to you," Lydia went on breathlessly, "'Here's the

horrid thing. And now you've got it I don't owe you money but'"--here

one of her legal inspirations came to her and she added

triumphantly--"'if anything, you owe me.'"

"You're a good imp," said Madame Beattie, in careless commendation, "but

if everybody told the truth as you do there wouldn't be any drama. Now

I'm going to tell the truth. This is just what I propose doing, and what

I mean somebody else shall do. I've got the necklace. Good! But I don't

want it. I want money."

"I have told you," said Jeff, "to sell it. If it's worth what you say--"

"I have told you," said Madame Beattie, "that I can't. It is a question

of honour," she ended somewhat pompously. Yet it was only a dramatic

pomposity. Jeff saw that. "When it was given me by a certain Royal

Personage," she continued and Jeff swore under his breath. He was tired

of the Royal Personage--"I signed an agreement that the necklace should

be preserved intact and that I would never let it go into other hands.

We've been all over that."

Jeff moved uneasily in his chair. He thought there were things he might

say to Madame Beattie if the others were not present.

"But," said Madame Beattie dramatically, "Esther stole it. Lydia here,

from the sweetest and most ridiculous of motives, stole it from Esther.

Nobody knows that but us three and that cold-blooded fish, Alston

Choate. He won't tell. But unless Jeff--you, Jeff dear--unless Jeff

makes himself responsible for my future, I propose to tell the whole

story of the necklace in print and make these two young women wish I

hadn't. Better protect them, Jeff. Better make yourself responsible for

Aunt Patricia."

"You propose telling it in print," said Jeff slowly. "You said so

yesterday. But I ought to have warned you then that Weedon Moore won't

print it--not after I've seen him. He knows I'd wring his neck."

"There are plenty of channels," said Madame Beattie, with an unmoved

authority. "Journals here, journals abroad. Why, Jeff!" suddenly her

voice rose in a shrill note and startled them. Her face convulsed and a

deeper hue ran into it. "I'm a personage, Jeff. The world is my friend.

You seem to think because I've lost my voice I'm not Patricia Beattie.

But I am. I am Patricia Beattie. And I have power."

Lydia made a movement toward her and laid her hands together,

impetuously, in applause. Whether Madame Beattie were willing, as it had

seemed a second ago, to sacrifice her for the sake of squeezing money

out of Jeff, she did not care. Something dramatic in her discerned its

like in the other woman and responded. But Jeff, startled for an

instant, felt only the brutal impulse to tell Madame Beattie if the

world were so much her friend, it might support her. And here appeared

the last person any of them desired to see if they were to fight matters

to a finish: the colonel in his morning calm, his finger, even so early,

between the leaves of a book. As the year had waned and there was not

so much outside work to do he had betaken himself to his gentler

pursuits, and in the renewed health of his muscles felt himself a better

man. He had his turn of being startled, there was no doubt of that.

Esther here! his eyes were all for her. It meant something significant,

they seemed to say. Why, except for an emphatic reason, should she,

after this absence, have come to Jeff? He even seemed to be ignoring

Madame Beattie as he stepped forward to Esther, with outstretched hand.

There was a welcome in his manner, a pleasure it smote Lydia's heart to

see. She knew what the scene meant to him: some shadowy renewal of the

old certainties that had made Jeff's life like other men's. For an

instant under the spell of the colonel's belief, she saw Jeff going back

and loving Esther as if the break had never been. It seemed incredible

that any one could look at her as the colonel was looking now, with

warmth, even with gratitude, after she had been so hateful. And Esther

was receiving it all with the prettiest grace. She might even have been

pinning the olive leaf into her dress.

"Well," said he. "Well!"

Lydia was maliciously glad that even he could find nothing more to say.

"What a pleasant morning," he ended lamely yet safely, and conceived the

brilliant addition, "You'll stay to dinner." As he said it he was

conscious, too late, that dinner was several hours away. And meantime

Esther stood and looked up in his eyes with an expression for which

Lydia at once mentally found a name: soulful, that was what it was, she

viciously decided.

Madame Beattie gave a little ironic crow of laughter.

"Sit down, Esther," she said, "and let Mr. Blake shake hands with me.

No, I can't stay to dinner. Esther may, if she likes, but I've business

on my hands. It's with that dirty little man Jeff's got such a prejudice

against."

"Not Weedon Moore," conjectured the colonel. "If you've any law

business, Madame Beattie, you'd far better go to Alston Choate. Moore's

no kind of a man."

"He's the right kind for me," said Madame Beattie. "No manners, no

traditions, no scruples. It's a dirty job I've got for him, and it takes

a dirty man to do it."

She had risen now, and was smiling placidly up at the colonel. He

frowned at her, involuntarily. He was ready to accept Madame Beattie's

knowing neither good nor evil, but she seemed to him singularly

unpleasant in flaunting that lack of bias. She was quite conscious of

his distaste, but it didn't trouble her. Unproductive opinions were

nothing to her now, especially in Addington.

"You're not going, too," said the colonel, as Esther rose and followed

her. "I hoped--" But what he hoped he kept himself from saying.

"I must," said Esther, with a little deprecatory look and another

significant one at Madame Beattie's back. "Good-bye."

She threw Lydia, in her scornful silence there in the background, a

smile and nod.

"But--" the colonel began. Again he had to stop. How could he ask her to

come again when he was in the dark about her reason for coming at all?

"I have to go," she said. "I really have to, this time."

Meantime Jeff, handing Madame Beattie into the carriage, had had his

word with her.

"You'll do nothing until I see you."

"If you see me moderately soon," said Madame Beattie pleasantly.

"Esther, are you coming?"

"No," said Esther, with a scrupulous politeness. "No, thank you. I shall

walk."

But before she went, and well in the rear of the carriage, so that even

Denny should not see, she gave Jeff one look, a suffused, appealing look

that bade him remember how unhappy she was, how unprotected and, most of

all, how feminine. She and the carriage also had in the next instant

gone, and Jeff went stolidly back up the steps. There was sweat on his

forehead and he drew his breath like a man dead-tired.

"My son," began the colonel.

"Don't," said Jeff shortly. He knew what his father would like to do:

ask, in the sincerest sympathy, why Esther had come, discuss it and

decide with him whether she was to come again and stay, whether it would

be ill or well for him. The red mounted to the colonel's forehead, and

Jeff put a hand on his shoulder. He couldn't help remembering that his

father had called him "son" in a poignancy of sympathy all through the

trials of the past, and it hurt to hear it now. It linked that time with

this, as Madame Beattie, in her unabashed self-seeking, linked it.

Perhaps he was never to escape. A prisoner, that was what he was. They

were all prisoners, Madame Beattie to her squalid love of gain, Esther

to her elementary love of herself, Lydia--he looked at her as she stood

still in the background like a handmaid waiting. Why, Lydia was a

prisoner, as he had thought before, only not, as he had believed then,

to the glamour of love, but love, actual love for him, the kind that

stands the stress of all the homely services and disillusioning. A smile

broke over his face, and Lydia, incredulously accepting it, gave a

little sob that couldn't be prevented in time, and took one dancing

step. She ran up to the colonel, and pulled him away from Jeff. It

seemed as if she were about to make him dance, too.

"Don't bother him, Farvie," said she. "He's out of prison! he's out of

prison!"

She had said it, the cruel word, and Jeff knew she could not possibly

have ventured it if she did not see in him something fortunate and

free.

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