XXIV

The dry branch has come alive. The young Jeff Lydia had known through

Farvie was here, miraculously full of hope and laughter. Jeff was as

different after that day as a man could be if he had been buried and

revived and cast his grave-clothes off. He measured everything by his

new idea and the answers came out pat. The creative impulse shot up in

him and grew. He knew what it was to be a prisoner under penalty, every

cruel phase of it; and now that he saw everybody else in bonds, one to

an unbalanced law of life we call our destiny, one to cant, one to

greed, one to untended impulse, he was afire to let the prisoners out.

If they knew they were bound they could throw off these besetments of

mortality and walk in beauty. Old Addington, the beloved, must free

herself. Too long had she been held by the traditions she had erected

into forms of worship. The traditions lasted still, though now nobody

truly believed in them. She was beating her shawms and cymbals in the

old way, but to a new tune, and the tune was not the song of liberty, he

believed, but a child's lullaby. In that older time she had decently

covered discomfiting facts, asserted that she believed revealed

religion, and blessed God, in an ingenuous candour, for setting her feet

in paths where she could walk decorously. But now that she was really

considering new gods he wanted her to take herself in hand and find out

what she really worshipped. What was God and what was Baal? Had she the

nerve to burn her sacrifices and see? He began to understand her better

every day he lived with her. Poor old Addington! she had been suddenly

assaulted by the clamour of the times; it told her shameful things were

happening, and she had, with her old duteous responsiveness, snatched at

remedies. The rich, she found, had robbed the poor. Therefore let there

be no more poverty, though not on that account less riches. And here the

demagogue arose and bade her shirk no issue, even the red flag. God

Himself, the demagogue informed her, gives in His march of time

spectacular illustration of temporal vanity. The earthquake ruins us,

the flood engulfs us, fire and water are His ministers to level the pomp

of power. Therefore, said the demagogue, forget the sweet abidingness of

home, the brooding peace of edifices, the symbolic uses of matter to

show us, though we live but in tents of a night, that therein is a sign

of the Eternal City. Down with property. Addington had learned to

distrust one sort of individual, and she instantly believed she could

trust the other individual who was as unlike him as possible. Because

Dives had been numb to human needs, Lazarus was the new-discovered

leader. And the pitiful part of it all was that though Addington used

the alphabet and spoke the language of "social unrest", it did it merely

with the relish of playing with a new thing. It didn't make a jot of

difference in its daily living. It didn't exert itself over its local

government, it didn't see the Weedon Moores were honeycombing the soil

with sedition. It talked, and talked, and knew the earth would last its

time.

When Jeffrey tore up the life of his fellow prisoner he did it as if he

tore his own past with it. He sat down to write his new book which was,

in a way, an autobiography. He had read the enduring ones. He used to

think they were crudely honest, and he meant now to tell the truth as

brutally as the older men: how, in his seething youth, when he scarcely

knew the face of evil in his arrogant confidence that he was strong

enough to ride it bareback without falling off, if it would bring him to

his ends, he leaped into the money game. And at that point, he owned

ingenuously, he would have to be briefly insincere. He could unroll his

own past, but not Esther's. The minute the stage needed her he realised

he could never summon her. He might betray himself, not her. It was she,

the voice incarnate of greed and sensuous delight, that had whipped him

along his breathless course, and now he had to conceal her behind a

wilful lie and say they were his own delights that lured him.

He sat there in his room writing on fiery nights when the moths crowded

outside the screen and small sounds urged the freedom and soft

beguilement of the season, even in the bounds of streets. The colonel,

downstairs, sat in a determined patience over Mary Nellen's linguistic

knots, what time he was awake long enough to tackle them, and wished

Jeff would bring down his work where he could be glanced at occasionally

even if he were not to be spoken to. The colonel had thought he wanted

nothing but to efface himself for his son, and yet the yearning of life

within him made him desire to live a little longer even by sapping that

young energy. Only Lydia knew what Jeff was doing, and she gloried in

it. He was writing a book, mysterious work to her who could only compass

notes of social import, and even then had some ado to spell. But she

read his progress by the light in his eyes, his free bearing and his

broken silence. For now Jeff talked. He talked a great deal. He chaffed

his father and even Anne, and left Lydia out, to her own pain. Why

should he have kissed her that long ago day if he didn't love her, and

why shouldn't he have kept on loving her? Lydia was asking herself the

oldest question in the woman's book of life, and nobody had told her

that nature only had the answer. "If you didn't mean it why did you do

it?" This was the question Lydia heard no answer to.

Jeff was perpetually dwelling upon Addington, torn between the factions

of the new and old. He asked Lydia seriously what she should recommend

doing, to make good citizens out of bamboozled aliens. Lydia had but one

answer. She should, she said, teach them to dance. Then you could get

acquainted with them. You couldn't get acquainted if you set them down

to language lessons or religious teaching, or tried to make them read

the Constitution. If people had some fun together, Lydia thought, they

pretty soon got to understand one another because they were doing a

thing they liked, and one couldn't do it so well alone. That was her

recipe. Jeff didn't take much stock in it. He was not wise enough to

remember how eloquent are the mouths of babes. He went to Miss Amabel as

being an expert in sympathy, and found her shy of him. She was on the

veranda, shelling peas, and in her checked muslin with father's portrait

braided round with mother's hair pinning together her embroidered

collar. To Jeff, clad in his blue working-clothes, she looked like

motherhood and sainthood blended. He sat himself down on the lower step,

clasped his knees and watched her, following the movements of her plump

hands.

"We can't get too homesick for old Addington while we have you to look

at," said he.

She stopped working for one pod's space and looked at him.

"Are you homesick for old Addington?" she asked. "Alston Choate says

that. He says it's a homesick world."

"He's dead right," said Jeff.

"What do you want of old Addington?" said she. "What do we need we

haven't got?"

Jeff thought of several words, but they wouldn't answer. Beauty? No, old

Addington was oftener funny than not. There was no beauty in a pint-pot.

Even the echoes there rang thin. Peace? But he was the last man to go to

sleep over the task of the day.

"I just want old Addington," he said. "Anyway I want to drop in to it as

you'd drop into the movies. I want to hesitate on the brink of doing

things that shock people. Nobody's shocked at anything now. I want to

see the blush of modesty. Amabel, it's all faded out."

She looked at him, distressed.

"Jeff," said she, "do you think our young people are not--what they

were?"

He loved her beautiful indirection.

"I don't want 'em to be what they were," said he, "if they have to lie

to do it. I don't know exactly what I do want. Only I'm homesick for old

Addington. Amabel, what should you say to my going into kindergarten

work?"

"You always did joke me," said she. "Get a rise out of me? Is that what

you call it?"

"I'm as sober as an owl," said Jeff. "I want these pesky Poles and

Syrians and all the rest of them to learn what they're up against when

they come over here to run the government. I'm on the verge, Amabel, of

hiring a hall and an interpreter, and teaching 'em something about

American history, if there's anything to teach that isn't disgraceful."

"And yet," said she, "when Weedon Moore talks to those same men you go

and break up the meeting."

"But bless you, dear old girl," said Jeff, "Weedon was teaching 'em the

rules for wearing the red flag. And I'm going to give 'em a straight

tip about Old Glory. When I've got through with 'em, you won't know 'em

from New Englanders dyed in the wool."

She meditated.

"If only you and Weedon would talk it over," she ventured, "and combine

your forces. You're both so clever, Jeff."

"Combine with Weedie? Not on your life. Why, I'm Weedie's antidote. He

preaches riot and sedition, and I'm the dose taken as soon as you can

get it down."

Then she looked at him, though affectionately, in sad doubt, and Jeff

saw he had, in some way, been supplanted in her confidence though not in

her affection. He wouldn't push it. Amabel was too precious to be lost

for kindergarten work.

When they had talked a little more, but about topics less dangerous, the

garden and the drought, he went away; but Amabel padded after him, bowl

in hand.

"Jeff," said she, "you must let me say how glad I am you and Weedon are

really seeing things from the same point of view."

"Don't make any mistake about that," said Jeff. "He's trying to bust

Addington, and Tin trying to save it. And to do that I've got to bust

Weedie himself."

He went home then and put his case to Lydia, and asked her why, if Miss

Amabel was so willing to teach the alien boy to read and teach the alien

girl to sew, she should be so cold to his pedagogical ambitions. Lydia

was curiously irresponsive, but at dusk she slipped away to Madame

Beattie's. To Lydia, what used to be Esther's house had now become

simply Madame Beattie's. She had her own shy way of getting in, so that

she need not come on Esther nor trouble the decorous maid. Perhaps Lydia

was a little afraid of Sophy, who spoke so smoothly and looked such

cool hostility. So she tapped at the kitchen door and a large cook of

sound principles who loved neither Esther nor Sophy, let her in and

passed her up the back stairs. Esther had strangely never noted this

adventurous way of entering. She was rather unobservant about some

things, and she would never have suspected a lady born of coming in by

the kitchen for any reason whatever. Esther, too, had some of the

Addington traditions ingrain.

Madame Beattie was in bed, where she usually was when not in mischief,

the summer breeze touching her toupee as tenderly as it might a young

girl's flossy crown. She always had a cool drink by her, and she was

always reading. Sometimes she put out her little ringed hand and moved

the glass to hear the clink of ice, and she did it now as Lydia came in.

Lydia liked the clink. It sounded festive to her. That was the word she

had for all the irresponsible exuberance Madame Beattie presented her

with, of boundless areas where you could be gay. Madame Beattie shut her

book and motioned to the door. But Lydia was already closing it. That

was the first thing when they had their gossips. Lydia came then and

perched on the foot of the bed. Her promotion from chair to bed marked

the progress of their intimacy.

"Madame Beattie," said she, "I wish you and I could go abroad together."

Madame Beattie grinned at her, with a perfect appreciation.

"You wouldn't like it," said she.

"I should like it," said Lydia. Yet she knew she did not want to go

abroad. This was only an expression of her pleasure in sitting on a bed

and chatting with a game old lady. What she wanted was to mull along

here in Addington with occasional side dashes into the realms of

discontent, and plan for Jeff's well-being. "He wants to give lectures,"

said she. "To them."

The foreign contingent was always known to her and Madame Beattie as

They.

"The fool!" said Madame Beattie cheerfully. "What for?"

"To teach them to be good."

"What does he want to muddle with that for?"

"Why, Madame Beattie, you know yourself you're talking to them and

telling them things."

"But that isn't dressing 'em in Governor Winthrop's knee breeches," said

Madame Beattie, "and making Puritans of 'em. I'm just filling 'em up

with Jeff Blake, so they'll follow him and make a ringleader of him

whether he wants it or not. They'll push and push and not see they're

pushing, and before he knows it he'll be down stage, with all his

war-paint on. You never saw Jeff catch fire."

"No," said Lydia, lying. The day he took her hands and told her what she

still believed at moments--he had caught fire then.

"When he catches fire, he'll burn up whatever's at hand," said the old

lady, with relish. "Get his blood started, throw him into politics, and

in a minute we shall have him in business, and playing the old game."

"Do you want him to play the old game?" asked Lydia.

"I want him to make some money."

"To pay his creditors."

"Pay your grandmother! pay for my necklace. Lydia, I've scared her out

of her boots."

"Esther?" Lydia whispered.

Madame Beattie whispered, too, now, and a cross-light played over her

eyes.

"Yes. I've searched her room. And she knows it. She thinks I'm searching

for the necklace."

"And aren't you?"

"Bless you, no. I shouldn't find it. She's got it safely hid. But when

she finds her upper bureau drawer gone over--Esther's very

methodical--and the next day her second drawer and the next day the

shelves in her closet, why, then--"

"What then?" asked Lydia, breathless.

"Then, my dear, she'll get so nervous she'll put the necklace into a

little bag and tell me she is called to New York. And she'll take the

bag with her, if she's not prevented."

"What should prevent her? the police?"

"No, my dear, for after all I don't want the necklace so much as I want

somebody to pay me solid money for it. But when the little bag appears,

this is what I shall say to Esther, perhaps while she's on her way

downstairs to the carriage. 'Esther,' I shall say, 'get back to your

room and take that little bag with you. And make up to handsome Jeff and

tell him he's got to stir himself and pay me something on account. And

you can keep the diamonds, my dear, if you see Jeff pays me something.'"

"She'd rather give you the diamonds," said Lydia.

"My dear, she sets her life by them. Do you know what she's doing when

she goes to her room early and locks the door? She's sitting before the

glass with that necklace on, cursing God because there's no man to see

her."

"You can't know that," said Lydia.

She was trembling all over.

"My dear, I know women. When you're as old as I am, you will, too: even

the kind of woman Esther is. That type hasn't changed since the

creation, as they call it."

"But I don't like it," said Lydia. "I don't think it's fair. She hates

Jeff--"

"Nonsense. She doesn't hate any man. Jeff's poor, that's all."

"She does hate him, and yet you're going to make him pay money so she

can keep diamond necklaces she never ought to have had."

"Make him pay money for anything," said the old witch astutely, "money

he's got or money he hasn't got. Set his blood to moving, I tell you,

and before he knows it he'll be tussling for dear life and stamping on

the next man and getting to the top."

Lydia didn't want him to tussle, but she did want him at the top. She

had not told Madame Beattie about the manuscript growing and growing on

Jeff's table every night. It was his secret, his and hers, she reasoned;

she hugged the knowledge to her heart.

"That's all," said Madame Beattie, in that royal way of terminating

interviews when she wanted to get back to literature. "Only when he

begins to address his workingmen you tell me."

Lydia, on her way downstairs, passed Esther's room and even stood a

second breathlessly taking in its exquisite order. Here was the bower

where the enchantress slept, and where she touched up her beauty by the

secret processes Lydia, being very young and of a pollen-like freshness,

despised. This was not just of Lydia. Esther took no more than a normal

care of her complexion, and her personal habits were beyond praise.

Lydia stood there staring, her breath coming quick. Was the necklace

really there? If she saw it what could she do? If the little bag with

the necklace inside it sat there waiting to be taken to New York, what

could she do then? She fled softly down the stairs.

Addington was a good deal touched when Jeffrey Blake took the old town

hall and put a notice in the paper saying he would give a talk there on

American History in the administration of George Washington. He would

speak in English and parts of the lecture would be translated, if

necessary, by an able interpreter. Ladies considered seriously whether

they ought not to go, to encourage him, and his father was sure it was

his own right and privilege. But Jeff choked that off. He settled the

matter at the supper table.

"Look here," said he, "I'm going down there to make an ass of myself.

Don't you come. I won't have it."

So the three stayed at home, and sat up for him and he told them, when

he came in, at a little after ten, that there had been five Italians

present and one of them had slept. Two ladies, deputed by the Woman's

Club, had also come, and he wished to thunder women would mind their

business and stay at home. But there was the fighting glint in his eye.

His father remembered it, and Lydia was learning to know it now. He

would give his next lecture, he said, unless nobody was there but the

Woman's Club. He drew the line. And next day Lydia slipped away to

Madame Beattie and told her the second lecture would be on the following

Wednesday night.

That night Jeff stood up before his audience of three, no ladies this

time. But Andrea was not there. Jeff thought a minute and decided there

was no need of him.

"Will you tell me," said he, looking down from the shallow platform at

his three men, "why I'm not talking in English anyway? You vote, don't

you? You read English. Well, then, listen to it."

But he was not permitted to begin at once. There was a stir without and

the sound of feet. The door opened and men tramped in, men and men,

more than the little hall would hold, and packed themselves in the

aisles and at the back. And with the foremost, one who carried himself

proudly as if he were extremely honored, came Madame Beattie in a

long-tailed velvet gown with a shining gold circlet across her forehead,

and a plethora of jewels on her ungloved hands. She kept straight on,

and mounted the platform beside Jeff, and there she bowed to her

audience and was cheered. When she spoke to Jeff, it was with a perfect

self-possession, an implied mastery of him and the event.

"I'll interpret."

After all, why not fall in with her, old mistress of guile? He began

quite robustly and thought he was doing very well. In twenty minutes he

was, he thought, speaking excellently. The men were warmly pleased. They

sat up and smiled and glistened at him. Once he stopped short and threw

Madame Beattie a quick aside.

"What are they laughing at?"

"I have to put it picturesquely," said Madame Beattie, in a stately

calm. "That's the only way they'll understand. Go on."

It is said in Addington that those lectures lasted even until eleven

o'clock at night, and there were petitions that The Prisoner should go

to the old hall and talk every evening, instead of twice a week. The

Woman's Club said Madame Beattie was a dear to interpret for him, and

some of the members who had not studied any language since the

seventies, when they learned the rudiments of German, to read Faust,

judged it would be a good idea to hear her for practice. But somebody

told her that, and she discouraged it. She was obliged, she said, to

skip hastily from one dialect to another and they would only be

confused; therefore they thought it better, after all, to remain

undisturbed in their respective calm. Jeff sailed securely on through

Lincoln's administration to the present day, and took up the tariff

even, in an elementary fashion. There he was obliged to be drily

technical at points, and he wondered how Madame Beattie could accurately

reproduce him, much less to a response of eager faces. But then Jeff

knew she was an old witch. He knew she had hypnotised wives that hated

her and husbands sworn to cast her off. He knew she had sung after she

had no voice, and bamboozled even the critics, all but one who wrote for

an evening paper and so didn't do his notice until next day. And he saw

no reason why she should not make even the tariff a primrose path.

Madame Beattie loved it all. Also, there was the exquisite pleasure,

when she got home late, of making Sophy let her in and mix her a

refreshing drink, and of meeting Esther the next day at dinner and

telling her what a good house they had. Business, Madame Beattie called

it, splendid business, and Esther hated her for that, too. It sounded

like shoes or hosiery. But Ether didn't dare gainsay her, for fear she

would put out a palmist's sign, or a notice of seances at twenty-five

cents a head. Esther knew she could get no help from grandmother. When

she sought it, with tears in her eyes, begging grandmother to turn the

unprincipled old witch out for good, grandmother only pulled the sheet

up to her ears and breathed stertorously.

But Madame Beattie was tired, though this was the flowering of her later

life.

"My God!" she said to Lydia one night, before getting up to dress for a

lecture, "I'm pretty nearly--what is it they call it--all in? I may drop

dead. I shouldn't wonder if I did. If I do, you take Jeff into the joke.

Nobody'd appreciate it more than Jeff."

"You don't think the men like him the less for it?" said Lydia.

"Oh, God bless me, no. They adore him. They think he's a god because he

tells their folk tales and their stories. I give you my word, Lydia, I'd

no idea I knew so many things."

"What did you tell last night?" said Lydia.

"Oh, stories, stories, stories. To-night I may spice it up a little with

modern middle-Europe scandal. Dear souls! they love it."

"What does Jeff think they're listening to?" asked Lydia.

"The trusts, last time," said Madame Beattie. "My Holy Father! that's

what he thinks. The trusts!"

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