XXII

Within a week Jeffrey, going down town in his blue blouse to do an

errand at the stores, twice met squads of workmen coming from the

mill--warm-coloured, swarthy men, most of them young. He was looking at

them in a sudden curiosity as to their making part of Weedon Moore's

audience, when bright pleasure rippled over the dark faces. They knew

him; they were mysteriously glad to see him. Caps were snatched off.

Jeffrey snatched at his in return. There was a gleam of white teeth all

through the squad; as he passed in the ample way they made for him, he

felt foolishly as if they were going to stretch out kind detaining

hands. They looked so tropically warm and moved, he hardly knew what

greeting he might receive. "What have I done?" he thought. "Are they

going to kiss me?" He wished he could see Madame Beattie and ask her

what she had really caused to happen.

But on a later afternoon, at his work in the field, he saw Miss Amabel

carefully treading among corn hills, very hot though in her summer silk

and with a parasol. She always did feel the heat but patiently, as one

under bonds of meekness to the God who sent it; but to-day her

discomfort was within. Jeffrey threw down his hoe and wiped his face.

There was a bench under the beech tree shade. He had put it there so

that his father might be beguiled into resting after work. When she

reached the edge of the corn, he advanced and took her parasol and held

it over her.

"Ladies shouldn't come out here," he said. "They must send Mary Nellen

to fetch me in."

Miss Amabel sat down on the bench and did a little extra breathing,

while she looked at him affectionately.

"You are a good boy, Jeff," said she, at length, "whatever you've been

doing."

"I've been hoeing," said Jeff. "Here, let me."

He took her large fine handkerchief, still in its crisp folds, and with

an absurd and yet pretty care wiped her face with it. He wiped it all

over, the moist forehead, the firm chin where beads stood glistening,

and Miss Amabel let him, saying only as he finished:

"Father used to perspire on his chin."

"There," said Jeffrey. He folded the handkerchief and returned it to its

bag. "Now you're a nice dry child. I suppose you've got your shoes full

of dirt. Mine are when I've been out here."

"Never mind my shoes," said she. "Jeff, how nice you are. How much you

are to-day like what you used to be when you were a boy."

"I feel rather like it nowadays," said Jeff, "I don't know why. Except

that I come out here and play by myself and they all let me alone."

"But you mustn't play tricks," said Miss Amabel. "You must be good and

not play tricks on other people."

Jeff drew up his knees and clasped his hands about them. His eyes were

on the corn shimmering in the heat.

"What's in your bonnet, dear?" said he. "I hear a buzz."

"What happened the other night?" she asked. "It came to my ears, I won't

say how."

"Weedie told you. Weedie always told."

"I don't say it was Mr. Weedon Moore."

She was speaking with dignity, and Jeffrey laughed and unclasped his

hands to pat her on the arm.

"I wonder why it makes you so mad to have me call him Weedie."

She answered rather hotly, for her.

"You wouldn't do it, any of you, if you weren't disparaging him."

"Oh, we might. Out of affection. Weedie! good old Weedie! can't you hear

us saying that?"

"No, I can't. You wouldn't say it that way. Don't chaff me, Jeff. What

do they say now--'jolly' me? Don't do that."

Again Jeffrey gave her a light touch of affectionate intimacy.

"What is it?" said he. "What do you want me to do?"

"I want you to let Weedon Moore talk to people who are more ignorant

than the rest of us, and tell them things they ought to know. About the

country, about everything."

"You don't want me to spoil Weedie's game."

"It isn't a game, Jeff. That young man is giving up his time, and with

the purest motives, to fitting our foreign population for the duties of

citizenship. He doesn't disturb the public peace. He takes the men away

after their day's work--"

"Under cover of the dark."

"He doesn't run any risk of annoying people by assembling in the

streets."

"Weedie doesn't want any decent man to know his game, whatever his game

is."

"I won't answer that, Jeffrey. But I feel bound to say you are

ungenerous. You've an old grudge against Weedon Moore. You all have,

all you boys who were brought up with him. So you break up the meeting."

"Now, see here, Amabel," said Jeff, "we haven't a grudge against him.

Anyhow, leave me out. Take a fellow like Alston Choate. If he's got a

grudge against Moore, doesn't it mean something?"

"You hated him when you were boys," said Amabel. "Those things last.

Nothing is so hard to kill as prejudice."

"As to the other night," said Jeffrey, "I give you my word it was as

great a surprise to me as it was to Moore. I hadn't the slightest

intention of breaking up the meeting."

"Yet you went there and you took that impossible Martha Beattie with

you--"

"Patricia, not Martha."

"I have nothing to do with names she assumed for the stage. She was

Martha Shepherd when she lived in Addington. No doubt she is entitled to

be called Beattie; but Martha is her Christian name."

"Now you're malicious yourself," said Jeff, enjoying the human warmth of

her. "I never knew you to be so hateful. Why can't you live and let

live? If I'm to let your Weedie alone, can't you keep your hands off

poor old Madame Beattie?"

Miss Amabel turned upon him a look where just reproof struggled with

wounded pride.

"Jeffrey, I didn't think you'd be insincere with me."

"Hang it, Amabel, I'm not. You're one of the few unbroken idols I've

got. Sterling down to the toes. Didn't you know it?"

"And yet you did take Madame Beattie to Moore's rally."

"Rally? So that's what he calls it."

"And you did prompt her to talk to those men in their language--several

languages, I understand, quick as lightning, one after the other--and to

say things that counteracted at once all Mr. Moore's influence."

"Now," said Jeffrey, in a high degree of interest, "we're getting

somewhere. What did I say to them? What did I say through Madame

Beattie?"

"We don't know."

"Ask Moore."

"Mr. Moore doesn't know."

"He can ask his interpreter, can't he?"

"Andrea? He won't tell."

Jeffrey released his knees and lay back against the bench. He gave a

hoot of delighted laughter, and Lydia, watching them from the window,

thought of Miss Amabel with a wistful envy and wondered how she did it.

"Weedie's own henchman won't go back on her," he exclaimed, in an

incredulous pleasure. "Now what spell has that extraordinary old woman

over the south of Europe?"

"South of Europe?"

"Why, yes, the population you've got here. It's south of Europe chiefly,

isn't it? eastern Europe?--the part Weedie hasn't turned into ward

politicians yet. Who is Andrea? This is the first time I have heard his

honourable name. Weedon's interpreter."

"He has the fruit store on Mill Street."

"Ah! Amabel, do you know what this interview has done for me? It's given

me a perfectly overwhelming desire to speak the tongues."

"Foreign languages, Jeff?"

"Any language that will help me beat Weedie at his game, or give me a

look at the cards old Madame Beattie holds. I feel a fool. Why can't I

know what they're talking about when they can kick up row enough under

my very nose to make you come and rag me like this?"

"Jeff," said Miss Amabel, "unless you are prepared to go into social

work seriously and see things as Mr. Moore sees them--"

Jeff gave a little crow of derision and she coloured. "It wouldn't hurt

you, Jeff, to see some things as he does. The necessity of getting into

touch with our foreign population--"

"I'll do that all right," said Jeffrey. "That's precisely what I mean.

I'm going to learn foreign tongues and talk to 'em."

"They say Madame Beattie speaks a dozen or so and I don't know how many

dialects."

"Oh, I can't compete with Madame Beattie. She's got the devil on her

side."

Miss Amabel rose to her feet and stood regarding him sorrowfully. He

looked up at her with a glance full of affection, yet too merry for her

heavy mood. Then he got on his feet and took her parasol.

"You haven't noticed the corn," said he. "Don't you know you must praise

the work of a man's hands?"

"I don't know whether it's a good thing for you or not," said she. "Yes,

it must have been, so far. You're tanned."

"I feel fit enough."

"You don't look over twenty."

"Oh, I'm over twenty, thank you," said Jeff. A shadow settled on his

face; it even touched his eyes, mysteriously, and dulled them. "I'm not

tanned all through."

"But you're only doing this for a time?"

"I don't know, Amabel. I give you my word I don't know the next step

after to-day--or this hill of corn--or that."

"If you wanted capital, Jeff--"

He took up a fold of her little shoulder ruffle and put it to his lips,

and Lydia saw and wondered.

"No, dear," said he. "I sha'n't need your money. Only don't you let

Weedie have it, to muddle away in politics."

She was turning at the edge of the corn and looking at him perplexedly.

Her mission hadn't succeeded, but she loved him and wanted to make that

manifest.

"I can't bear to have you doing irresponsible things with Madame

Beattie. She's not fit--"

"Not fit for me to play with? Madame Beattie won't hurt me."

"She may hurt Lydia."

"Lydia!"

The word leaped out of some deep responsiveness she did not understand.

"Don't you know how much they are together? They go driving."

"Well, what's that? Madame Beattie's a good old sport. She won't harm

Lydia."

But instead of keeping up his work, he went on to the house with her.

Miss Amabel would not go in and when he had said good-bye to

her--affectionately, charmingly, as if to assure her that, after all,

she needn't fear him even with Weedie who wasn't important enough to

slay--he entered the house in definite search of Lydia. He went to the

library, and there she was, in the window niche, where she sat to watch

him. Day by day Lydia sat there when he was in the garden and she was

not busy and he knew it was a favourite seat of hers for, glancing over

his rows of corn, he could see the top of her head bent over a book. He

did not know how long she pored over a page with eyes that saw him, a

wraith of him hovering over the print, nor that when their passionate

depths grew hungrier for the actual sight of him, how she threw one

glance at his working figure and bent to her book again. As he came

suddenly in upon her she sprang up and faced him, the book closed upon a

trembling finger.

"Lydia," said he, "you're great chums with Madame Beattie, aren't you?"

Lydia gave a little sigh of a relief she hardly understood. What she

expected him to ask her she did not know, but there were strange warm

feelings in her heart she would not have shown to Jeff. She could have

shown them before that minute--when he had said the thing that ought not

even to be remembered: "I only love you." Before that, she thought, she

had been quite simply his sister. Now she was a watchful servitor of a

more fervid sort. Jeffrey thought she was afraid of being scolded about

her queer old crony.

"Sit down," he said. "There's nothing to be ashamed of in liking Madame

Beattie. You do like her, don't you?"

"Oh, yes," said Lydia. "I like her very much."

She had sunk back in her chair and closed the book though she kept it in

her lap. Jeffrey sat astride a chair and folded his arms on the top.

Some of the blinds had been closed to keep out the heat, and the dusk

hid the deep, crisp lines of his face. Under his moist tossed hair it

was a young face, as Miss Amabel had told him, and his attitude became a

boy.

"Lydia," said he, "what do you two talk about?"

"Madame Beattie and I?"

"Yes. In those long drives, for instance, what do you say?"

Lydia looked at him, her eyes narrowed slightly, and Jeffrey knew she

did not want to tell. When Esther didn't want to tell, a certain soft

glaze came over her eyes. Jeffrey had seen the glaze for a number of

years before he knew what it meant. And when he found out, though it had

been a good deal of a shock, he hardly thought the worse of Esther. He

generalised quite freely and concluded that you couldn't expect the same

standards of women as from men; and after that he was a little nervous

and rather careful about the questions he asked. But Lydia's eyes had no

glaze. They were desperate rather, the eyes of a little wild thing that

is going to be frightened and possibly caught. Jeffrey felt quite

excited, he was so curious to know what form the lie would take.

"Politics," said Lydia.

Jeffrey broke out into a laugh.

"Oh, come off!" said he. "Politics. Not much you don't."

Lydia laughed, too, in a sudden relief and pleasure. She didn't like her

lie, it seemed.

"No," said she, "we don't. But I tell Anne if people ask questions it's

at their own risk. They must take what they get."

"Anne wouldn't tell a lie," said Jeffrey.

She flared up at him.

"I wouldn't either. I never do. You took me by surprise."

"Does Madame Beattie talk to you about her life abroad?"

He ventured this. But she was gazing at him in the clearest candour.

"Oh, no." "About what, Lydia? Tell me. It bothers me."

"Did Miss Amabel bother you?" The charming face was fiery.

"I don't need Amabel to tell me you're taking long drives with Madame

Beattie. She's a battered old party, Lydia. She's seen lots of things

you don't want even to hear about."

She was gazing at him now in quite a dignified surprise.

"If you mean things that are not nice," she said, "I shouldn't listen to

them. But she wouldn't want me to. Madame Beattie is--" She saw no

adequate way to put it.

But Jeffrey understood her. He, too, believed Madame Beattie had a

decency of her own.

"Never mind," said he. "Only I want to keep you as you are. So would

father. And Anne."

Lydia sat straight in her chair, her cheeks scarlet from excitement, her

eyes speaking with the full power of their limpid beauty. What if she

were to tell him how they talked of Esther and her cruelty, and of him

and his misfortunes, and of the need of his at once setting out to

reconstruct his life? But it would not do. This youth here astride the

chair didn't seem like the Jeff who was woven into all she could imagine

of tragedy and pain. He looked like the Jeff she had heard the colonel

tell about, who had been reckless and impulsive and splendid, and had

been believed in always and then had grown up into a man who made and

lost money and was punished for it. He was speaking now in his new

coaxing voice.

"There's one thing you could tell me. That wouldn't do any harm."

"What?" asked Lydia.

"Your old crony must have mentioned the night we ran away with Weedon

Moore's automobile."

"Oh, yes," said Lydia. Her eyes were eloquent now. "She told me."

"Did she tell you what she said to Weedon's crowd, to turn them round

like a flock of sheep and bring them over to us?"

"Oh, yes, she told me."

"What was it?"

But Lydia again looked obstinate, though she ventured a little plea of

her own.

"Jeff, you must go into politics."

"Not on your life."

"The way is all prepared."

"Who prepared it? Madame Beattie?"

"You are going," said Lydia, this irrepressibly and against her

judgment, "to be the most popular man in Addington."

"Gammon!" This he didn't think very much of. If this was how Lydia and

Madame Beattie spent their hours of talk, let them, the innocents. It

did nobody harm. But he was still conscious of a strong desire: to

protect Lydia, in her child's innocence, from evil. He wondered if she

were not busy enough, that she had time to take up Madame Beattie. Yet

she and Anne seemed as industrious as little ants.

"Lydia," said he, "what if I should have an Italian fruit-seller come up

here to the house and teach Italian to you and me--and maybe Anne?"

"Andrea?" she asked.

"Do you know him?"

"Madame Beattie does." She coloured slightly, as if all Madame Beattie's

little secrets were to be guarded.

"We'll have him up here if he'll come, and we'll learn to pass the bread

in Italian. Shall we?"

"I'd love to," said Lydia. "We're learning now, Anne and I."

"Of Andrea?"

"Oh, no. But we're picking up words as fast as we can, all kinds of

dialects. From the classes, you know, Miss Amabel's classes. It's

ridiculous to be seeing these foreigners twice a week and not understand

them or not have them half understand us."

"It's ridiculous anyway," said Jeffrey absently. He was regarding the

shine on Lydia's brown hair. "What's the use of Addington's being

overrun with Italy and Greece and Poland and Russia? We could get men

enough to work in the shops, good straight stock."

"Well," said Lydia conclusively, "we've got them now. They're here. So

we might as well learn to understand them and make them understand us."

Jeff smiled at her, the little soft young thing who seemed so practical.

Lydia looked like a child, but she spoke like the calm house mother who

had had quartered on her a larger family than the house would hold and

yet knew the invaders must be accommodated in decent comfort somewhere.

He sat there and stared at her until she grew red and fidgety. He seemed

to be questioning something in her inner mind.

"What is it?" she asked.

"Nothing," said Jeff, and got up and went away to his own room. He had

been thinking of her clear beauties of simple youthful outline and pure

restraints, and wondering why the world wasn't made so that he could

take her little brown hand in his and walk off with her and sit all day

on a piney bank and listen to birds and find out what she thought about

the prettiness of things. She was not his sister, she was not his child,

though the child in her so persuaded him; and in spite of the dewy

memory of her kiss she could not be his love. Yet she was most dear to

him.

He threw himself down on the sofa and clasped his hands under his head,

and he laughed suddenly because he was taking refuge in the thought of

Esther. That Esther had become sanctuary from his thoughts of Lydia was

an ironic fact indeed, enough to make mirth crack its cheeks. But since

he was bound to Esther, the more he thought of her the better. He was

not consciously comparing them, the child Lydia and the equipped siren,

to Esther's harm. Only he knew at last what Esther was. She was Circe on

her island. Its lights hung high above the wave, the sound of its music

beat across the foam. Reardon heard the music; so did Alston Choate.

Jeffrey knew that, in the one time he had heard Choate speak of her, a

time when he had been in a way compelled to; and though it was the

simplest commonplace, something new was beating in his voice. Choate had

heard Esther's music, he had seen the dancing lights, and Esther had

been willing he and all men should. There was no mariner who sailed the

seas so insignificant as not to be hailed by Esther. That was the

trouble. Circe's isle was there, and she was glad they knew it. Jeffrey

did not go so far as to think she wanted inevitably to turn them into

beasts, but he knew she was virtually telling them she had the power.

That had been one of the first horrors of his disenchantment, when she

had placed herself far enough away from him by neither writing to him

nor visiting him; then he had seen her outside the glamour of her

presence. Once he had been proud when the eyes of all men followed her.

That was in the day of his lust for power and life, when her empery

seemed equal in degree to his. Something brutal used to come up in him

when men looked boldly at her, and while he wanted to quench the assault

of their hot eyes it was always with the equal brutality: "She's mine."

That was while he thought she walked unconscious of the insult. But when

he knew she called it tribute, a rage more just than jealousy came up

in him, and he hated something in her as he hated the men desiring her.

Yet now the thought of her was his refuge. She was not his, but he was

hers to the end of earthly time. There was no task for him to do but

somehow to shield Lydia from the welling of her wonderful devotion to

him. If Esther was Circe on her island, Lydia was the nymph in a clear

mountain brook of some undiscovered wood where the birds came to bathe,

but no hoof had ever muddied the streams. If she had, out of her

hero-worship, conceived a passion for him, he had an equal passion for

her, of protectingness and sad certainty that he could do no better than

ensure her distance from him.

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