XVII

Lydia did run away and really ran, home, to see if the dear surroundings

of her life were intact after all she had heard. Since this temporary

seclusion in a melodramatic tale, she almost felt as if she should never

again see the vision of Mary Nellen making cake or Anne brushing her

long hair and looking like a placid saint. The library was dim, but she

heard interchanging voices there, and knew Jeffrey and his father were

in tranquil talk. So she sped upstairs to Anne's room, and there Anne

was actually brushing her hair and wearing precisely that look of

evening peace Lydia had seen so many times.

"I thought I'd go to bed early," she said, laying down the brush and

gathering round her hair to braid it. "Why, Lyd!"

It was a hot young messenger invading her calm. Anne looked like one

who, the day done, was placidly awaiting night; but Lydia was the day

itself, her activities still unfinished.

"I've found it out," she announced. "All of it. She made him do it."

Then, while Anne stared at her, she sat down and told her story,

vehemently, with breaks of breathless inquiry as to what Anne might

think of a thing like this, finally with dragging utterance, for her

vitality was gone; and at the end, challenging Anne with a glance, she

turned cold: for it came over her that Anne did not believe her.

Anne began braiding her hair again. During Lydia's incredible story she

had let it slip from her hand. And Lydia could see the fingers that

braided were trembling, as Anne's voice did, too.

"What a dreadful old woman!" said Anne.

"Madame Beattie?" Lydia asked quickly. "Oh, no, she's not, Anne. I like

her."

"Like her? A woman like that? She doesn't even look clean."

Lydia answered quite eagerly.

"Oh, yes, Anne, I really like her. I thought I didn't when I heard her

talk. Sometimes I hated her. But I understand her somehow. And she's

clean. Really she is. It's the kind of clothes she wears." Lydia, to her

own surprise at this tragic moment, giggled a little here. Madame

Beattie, when in full fig, as she had first seen her, looked to her like

pictures of ancient hearses with plumes. "She's all right," said Lydia.

"She's just going to have what belongs to her, that's all. And if I were

in her place and felt as she does, I would, too."

Anne, with an air of now being ready for bed, threw the finished braid

over her back. She was looking at Lydia with her kind look, but, Lydia

could also see, compassionately.

"But, Lyd," she said, "the reason I call her a dreadful old woman is

that she's told you all this rigmarole. It makes me quite hot. She

sha'n't amuse herself by taking you in like that. I won't have it."

"Anne," said Lydia, "it's true. Don't you see it's true?"

"It's a silly story," said Anne. She could imagine certain things,

chiefly what men and women would like, in order to make them

comfortable, but she had no appetite for the incredible. "Do you suppose

Esther would have stolen her aunt's diamonds? Or was it pearls?"

"Yes, I do," said Lydia stoutly. "It's just like her."

"She might do other things, different kinds of things that are just as

bad. But stealing, Lyd! Why, think! Esther's a lady."

"Ladies are just like anybody else," said Lydia sulkily. She thought she

might have to consider that when she was alone, but at this moment the

world was against her and she had to catch up the first generality she

could find.

"And for a necklace to be so valuable," said Anne, "valuable enough for

Jeff to risk everything he had to try to pay for it--"

Lydia felt firmer ground. She read the newspapers and Anne did not.

"Now, Anne," said she, "you're 'way off. Diamonds cost thousands and

thousands of dollars, and so do pearls."

"Why, yes," said Anne, "royal jewels or something of that sort. But a

diamond necklace brought here to Addington in Madame Beattie's bag--"

Lydia got up and went over to her. Her charming face was hot with anger,

and she looked, too, so much a child that she might in a minute stamp

her foot or scream.

"Why, you simpleton!" said she.

"Lydia!" Anne threw in, the only stop-gap she could catch at in her

amaze. This was her "little sister", but of a complexion she had never

seen.

"Don't you know what kind of a person Madame Beattie is? Why, she's a

princess. She's more than a princess. She's had kings and emperors

wallowing round the floor after her, begging to kiss her hand."

Anne looked at her. Lydia afterward, in her own room, thought, with a

gale of hysterical laughter, "She just looked at me." And Anne couldn't

find a word to crush the little termagant. Everything that seemed to

pertain was either satirical, as to ask, "Did she tell you so?" or

compassionate, implying cerebral decay. But she did venture the

compassion.

"Lydia, don't you think you'd better go to bed?"

"Yes," said Lydia promptly, and went out and shut the door.

And on the way to her room, Anne noted, she was singing, or in a fashion

she had in moments of triumph, tooting through closed lips, like a

trumpet, the measures of a march. In half an hour Anne followed her, to

listen at her door. Lydia was silent. Anne hoped she was asleep.

In the morning there was the little termagant again with that same

triumph on her face, talking more than usual at the breakfast table, and

foolishly, as she hadn't since Jeffrey came. It had always been

understood that Lydia had times of foolishness; but it had seemed, after

Jeffrey appeared among them clothed in tragedy, that everything would be

henceforth on a dignified, even an austere basis. But here she was,

chaffing the colonel and chattering childish jargon to Anne. Jeffrey

looked at her, first with a tolerant surprise. Then he smiled. Seeing

her so light-hearted he was pleased. This was a Lydia he approved of. He

need neither run clear of her poetic emotions nor curse himself for

calling on them. He went out to his hoeing with an unformulated idea

that the tension of social life had let up a little.

Lydia did no dusting of tables or arranging of flowers in a vase. By a

hand upon Anne's arm she convoyed her into the hall, and said to her:

"Get your hat. We're going to see Mr. Alston Choate."

"What for?" asked Anne.

"I'm going to tell him what Madame Beattie told me." Lydia's colour was

high. She looked prodigiously excited, and as if something was so

splendid it could hardly be true. And then, as Anne continued to stare

at her with last night's stare, she added, not as if she launched a

thunderbolt, but as giving Anne something precious that would please her

very much: "I'm going to engage him for Jeffrey's case. Get your hat,

Anne. Or your parasol. My nose doesn't burn as yours does. Come, come."

She stood there impatiently tapping her foot as she used to, years ago,

when mother was slow about taking her out in the p'ram. Anne turned

away.

"You're a Silly Billy," said she. "You're not going to see Mr. Choate."

"Won't you go with me?" Lydia inquired.

"No, of course I sha'n't. And you won't go, either."

"Yes, I shall," said Lydia. "I'm gone."

And she was, out of the door and down the walk. Anne, following

helplessly a step, thought she must be running, she was so quickly lost.

But Lydia was not running. With due respect, taught her by Anne, for the

customs of Addington, she had put on her head the little

white-rose-budded hat she had snatched from the hall and fiercely pinned

it, and she was walking, though swiftly, in great decorum to Madison

Street where the bank was and the post-office and the best stores, and

upstairs in the great Choate building, the office of Alston Choate.

Lydia tapped at the office door, but no one answered. Then she began to

dislike her errand, and if it had not been for the confounding of Anne,

perhaps she would have gone home. She tapped again and hurt her

knuckles, and that brought her courage back.

"Come in," called a voice, much out of patience, it seemed. She opened

the door and there saw Alston Choate, his feet on the table, reading

"Trilby." Alston thought he had a right to at least one chapter; he had

opened his mail and dictated half a dozen letters, and the stenographer,

in another room, was writing them out. He looked up under a frowning

brow, and seeing her there, a Phillis come to town, shy, rosy,

incredible, threw his book to the table and put down his feet.

"I beg your pardon," said he, getting up, and then Lydia, seeing him in

the attitude of conventional deference, began to feel proper supremacy.

She spoke with a demure dignity of which the picturesque value was well

known to her.

"I've come to engage you for our case."

He stared at her an instant as Anne had, and she sinkingly felt he had

no confidence in her. But he recovered himself. That was not like Anne.

She had not recovered at all.

"Will you sit down?" he said.

He drew forward a chair. It faced the light, and Lydia noted, when he

had taken the opposite one, that they were in the technical position for

inquisitor and victim. He waited scrupulously, and when she had seated

herself, also sat down.

"Now," said he.

It was gravely said, and reconciled Lydia somewhat to the hardness of

her task. At least he would not really make light of her, like Anne.

Only your family could do that. She sat there charming, childlike even,

all soft surfaces and liquid gleam of eyes, so very young that she was

wistful in it. She hesitated in her beginning.

"I understand," she said, "that everything I say to you will be in

confidence. O Mr. Choate!" she implored him, with a sudden breaking of

her self-possession, "you wouldn't tell, would you?"

Alston Choate did not allow a glint to lighten the grave kindliness of

his glance. Perhaps he felt no amusement; she was his client and very

sweet.

"Never," said he, in the manner of an uncle to a child. "Tell me

anything you like. I shall respect your confidence."

"I saw Madame Beattie last night," said Lydia; and she went on to tell

what Madame Beattie had said. She warmed to it, and being of a dramatic

type, she coloured the story as Madame Beattie might have done. There

was a shade of cynicism here, a tang of worldliness there; and it

sounded like the hardest fact. But when she came to Esther, she saw his

glance quicken and fasten on hers the more keenly, and when she told him

Madame Beattie believed the necklace had not been lost at all, he was

looking at her with astonishment even.

"You say--" he began, and made her rehearse it all again in snatches. He

cross-examined her, not, it seemed, as if he wished to prove she lied,

but to take in her monstrous truth. And after they had been over it two

or three times and she felt excited and breathless and greatly fagged by

the strain of saying the same thing in different ways, she saw in his

face the look she had seen in Anne's.

"Why," she cried out, in actual pain, "you don't believe me."

Choate didn't answer that. He sat for a minute, considering gravely, and

then threw down the paper knife he had been bending while she talked. It

was ivory, and it gave a little shallow click on the table and that,

slight as it was, made her nerves jump. She felt suddenly that she was

in deeper than she had expected to be.

"Do you realise," he began gravely, "what you accuse Mrs. Blake of?"

Lydia had not been used to think of her by that name and she asked, with

lifted glance:

"Esther?"

"Yes. Mrs. Jeffrey Blake."

"She took the necklace," said Lydia. She spoke with the dull obstinacy

that made Anne shake her sometimes and then kiss her into kindness, she

was so pretty.

But Alston Choate, she saw, was not going to find it a road to

prettiness. He was after the truth like a dog on a scent, and he didn't

think he had it yet.

"Madame Beattie," he said, "tells you she believes that Esther--" his

voice slipped caressingly on the word with the lovingness of usage, and

Lydia saw he called her Esther in his thoughts--"Madame Beattie tells

you she believes that Esther did this--this incredible thing."

The judicial aspect fell away from him, and the last words carried only

the man's natural distaste. Lydia saw now that whether she was believed

or not, she was bound to be most unpopular. But she stood to her guns.

"Madame Beattie knows it. Esther owned it, I told you."

"Owned it to Madame Beattie?"

"To Jeff, anyway. Madame Beattie says so."

"Do you think for a moment she was telling you the truth?"

"But that's just the kind of women they are," said Lydia, at once

reckless and astute. "Esther's just the woman to take a necklace, and

Madame Beattie's just the woman to tell you she's taken it."

"Miss Lydia," said Choate gravely, "I'm bound to warn you in advance

that you mustn't draw that kind of inference."

Lydia lost her temper. It seemed to her she had been talking plain fact.

"I shall draw all the inferences I please," said she, "especially if

they're true. And you needn't try to mix me up by your law terms, for I

don't understand them."

"I have been particularly careful not to," said Choate rather stiffly;

but still, she saw, with an irritating proffer of compassion for her

because she didn't know any better. "I am being very unprofessional

indeed. And I still advise you, in plain language, not to draw that sort

of inference about a lady--" There he hesitated.

"About Esther?" she inquired viciously.

"Yes," said he steadily, "about Mrs. Jeffrey Blake. She is a

gentlewoman."

So Anne had said: "Esther is a lady." For the moment Lydia felt more

imbued with the impartiality of the law than both of them. Esther's

being a lady had, she thought, nothing whatever to do with her stealing

a necklace, if she happened to like necklaces. She considered herself a

lady, but she could also see herself, under temptation, doing a

desperado's deeds. Not stealing a necklace: that was tawdry larceny. But

she could see herself trapping Esther in a still place and cutting her

dusky hair off so that she'd betray no more men. For she began to

suspect that Alston Choate, too, was caught in the lure of Esther's

inexplicable charm. Lydia was at the moment of girlhood nearly done

where her accumulated experience, half of it not understood, was

prepared to spring to life and crystallise into clearest knowledge. She

was a child still, but she was ready to be a woman. Alston Choate now

was gazing at her with his charming smile, and Lydia hardened under it,

certain the smile was meant for mere persuasiveness.

"Besides," he said, "the necklace wasn't yours. You don't want to bring

Mrs. Blake to book for stealing a necklace which isn't your own?"

"But I'm not doing it for myself," said Lydia instantly. "It's for

Jeffrey."

"But, Jeffrey--" Alston paused. He wanted to put it with as little

offence as might be. "Jeffrey has been tried for a certain offence and

found guilty."

"He wasn't really guilty," said Lydia. "Can't you see he wasn't? Esther

stole the necklace, and Madame Beattie wanted it paid for, and Jeffrey

tried to do it and everything went to pieces. Can't you really see?"

She asked it anxiously, and Alston answered her with the more gentleness

because her solicitude made her so kind and fair.

"Now," said he, "this is the way it is. Jeffrey pleaded guilty and was

sentenced. If everything you say is true--we'll assume it is--he would

have been tried just the same, and he would have been sentenced just the

same. I don't say his counsel mightn't have whipped up a lot of sympathy

from the jury, but he wouldn't have got off altogether. And besides, you

wouldn't have had him escape in any such conceivable way. You wouldn't

have had him shield himself behind his wife."

Lydia was looking at him with brows drawn tight in her effort to get

quite clearly what she thought might prove at any instant a befogged

technicality. But it all sounded reasonable enough, and she gratefully

understood he was laying aside the jurist's phraseology for her sake.

"But," said she, "mightn't Esther have been tried for stealing the

necklace?"

He couldn't help laughing, she seemed so ingenuously anxious to lay

Esther by the heels. Then he sobered, for her inhumanity to Esther

seemed to him incredible.

"Why, yes," said he, "if she had been suspected, if there'd been

evidence--"

"Then I call it a wicked shame she wasn't," said Lydia. "And she's got

to be now. If it isn't my business, it's Madame Beattie's, and I'll ask

her to do it. I'll beg it of her."

With that she seemed still more dangerous to him, like an explosive put

up in so seemly a package that at first you trust it until you see how

impossible it is to handle. He spoke with a real and also a calculated

impressiveness.

"Miss Lydia, will you let me tell you something?"

She nodded, her eyes fixed on his.

"One thing my profession has taught me. It's so absolutely true a thing

that it never fails. And it's this: it is very easy to begin a course of

proceeding, but, once begun, it's another thing to stop it. Now before

you start this ball rolling--or before you egg on Madame Beattie--let's

see what you're going to get out of it."

"I don't expect to get anything," said Lydia, on fire. "I'm not doing it

for myself."

"Let's take the other people then. Your father is a man of reputation.

He's going to be horrified. Jeff is going to be broken-hearted under an

attack upon his wife."

"He doesn't love her," said Lydia eagerly. "Not one bit."

Choate himself believed that, but he stared briefly at having it thrown

at him with so deft a touch. Then he went on.

"Mrs. Blake is going to be found not guilty."

"Why is she?" asked Lydia calmly. It seemed to her the cross-questioning

was rightly on her side.

"Why, good God! because she isn't guilty!" said Alston with violence,

and did not even remember to be glad no legal brother was present to

hear so irrational an explosion. He hurried on lest she should call

satiric attention to its thinness. "And as for Madame Beattie, she'll

get nothing out of it. For the necklace being lost, she won't get that."

"Oh," said Lydia, the more coolly, as she noted she had nettled him on

the human side until the legal one was fairly hidden, "but we don't

think the necklace is lost."

"Who don't?" he asked, frowning.

"Madame Beattie and I."

"Where do you think it is then?"

"We think Esther's got it somewhere."

"But you say she lost it."

"I say she said she lost it," returned Lydia, feeling the delight of

sounding more accurate every minute. "We don't think she did lose it. We

think she lied."

Alston Choate remembered Esther as he had lately seen her, sitting in

her harmonious surroundings, all fragility of body and sweetness of

feeling, begging him to undertake the case that would deliver her from

Jeffrey because she was afraid--afraid. And here was this horribly

self-possessed little devil--he called her a little devil quite plainly

in his mind--accusing that flower of gentleness and beauty of a vulgar

crime.

"My God!" said he, under his breath.

And at that instant Anne, flushed and most sweet, hatted and gloved,

opened the door and walked in. She bowed to Alston Choate, though she

did not take his outstretched hand. He was receiving such professional

insult, Anne felt, from one of her kin that she could scarcely expect

from him the further grace of shaking hands with her. Lydia, looking at

her, saw with an impish glee that Anne, the irreproachable, was angry.

There was the spark in her eye, decision in the gesture with which she

made at once for Lydia.

"Why, Anne," said Lydia, "I never saw you mad before."

Tears came into Anne's eyes. She bit her lip. All the proprieties of

life seemed to her at stake when she must stand here before this most

dignified of men and hear Lydia turn Addington courtesies into farce.

"I came to get you," she said, to Lydia. "You must come home with me."

"I can't," said Lydia. "I am having a business talk with Mr. Choate.

I've asked him to undertake our case."

"Our case," Anne repeated, in a perfect despair. "Why, we haven't any

case."

She turned to Choate and he gave her a confirming glance.

"I've been telling your sister that, virtually," said he. "I tell her

she doesn't need my services. You may persuade her."

"Well," said Lydia cheerfully, rising, for they seemed to her much older

than she and, though not to be obeyed on that account, to be placated by

outward civilities, "I'm sorry. But if you don't take the case I shall

have to go to some one else."

"Lydia!" said Anne. Was this the soft creature who crept to her arms of

a cold night and who prettily had danced her way into public favour?

Alston Choate was looking thoughtful. It was not a story to be spread

broadcast over Addington. He temporised.

"You see," he ventured, turning again to Lydia with his delightful smile

which was, with no forethought of his own, tremendously persuasive, "you

haven't told me yet what anybody is to get out of it."

"I thought I had," said Lydia, taking heart once more. If he talked

reasonably with her, perhaps she could persuade him after all. "Why,

don't you see? it's just as easy! I do, and I've only thought of it one

night. Don't you see, Madame Beattie's here to hound Jeffrey into

paying her for the necklace. That's going to kill him, just kill him.

Anne, I should think you could see that."

Anne could see it if it were so. But Lydia, she thought, was building on

a dream. The hideous old woman with the ostrich feathers had played a

satiric joke on her, and here was Lydia in good faith assuming the joke

was real.

"And if we can get this cleared up," said Lydia calmly, feeling very

mature as she scanned their troubled faces, "Madame Beattie can just

have her necklace back, and Jeff, instead of thinking he's got to start

out with that tied round his neck, can set to work and pay his

creditors."

Alston Choate was looking at her, frowning.

"Do you realise, Miss Lydia, what amount it is Jeffrey would have to pay

his creditors? Unless he went into the market again and had a run of

unbroken luck--and he's no capital to begin on--it's a thing he simply

couldn't do. And as to the market, God forbid that he should ever think

of it."

"Yes," said Anne fervently, "God forbid that. Farvie can't say enough

against it."

Lydia's perfectly concrete faith was not impaired in the least.

"It isn't to be expected he should pay it all," said she. "He's got to

pay what he can. If he should die to-morrow with ten dollars saved

toward paying back his debts--"

"Do you happen to know what sum of money represents his debts?" Alston

threw in, as you would clutch at the bit of a runaway horse.

"I know all about it," said Lydia. She suddenly looked hot and fierce.

"I've done sums with it over and over, to see if he could afford to pay

the interest too. And it's so much it doesn't mean anything at all to me

one minute, and another time I wake up at night and feel it sitting on

me, jamming me flat. But you needn't think I'm going to stop for that.

And if you won't be my lawyer I can find somebody that will. That Mr.

Moore is a lawyer. I'll go to him."

Anne, who had been staring at Lydia with the air of never having truly

seen her, turned upon Choate, her beautiful eyes distended in a tragical

appeal.

"Oh," said she, "you'll have to help us somehow."

So Alston Choate thought. He was regarding Lydia, and he spoke with a

deference she was glad to welcome, a prospective client's due.

"I think," said he, "you had better leave the case with me."

"Yes," said Lydia. She hoped to get out of the room before Anne saw how

undone she really was. "That's nice. You think it over, and we'll have

another talk. Come along, Anne. Mary Nellen wants some lemons."

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