CHAPTER XVIII.

Agne’s Advice.

“Could love part thus? was it not well to speak,

To have spoken once? It could not but be well.”

Tennyson.

Alone in the darkness outside the cave of Pluto, the words of Agne kept

ringing in Persephone’s ears:—“Live first! A mother will present the

truths more vividly than one who has never known the joys and pangs of

motherhood.” Was this longing which filled her being, love for the man

who had just left her, or was it merely an indefinable desire to fulfill

the requirements of nature in regard to her sex?

A short distance away the massive temple stood in dim relief against a

starry sky. An occasional group of celebrants passing between it and the

silent figure of the girl, revealed the sacred edifice and its precincts

in the fluctuating lights of their torches. Life to Persephone had not

been unlike that solid masonry, which had stood since it was built,

unaffected by storms without, but now the flickering lights revealed it

in a new aspect; showed it by the wavering illumination to contain

secret nooks and crannies which had before been invisible. So had this

new emotion lighted Persephone’s soul till it brought into evidence

secret chambers of her being of which she had been heretofore

unconscious.

Once before this yearning had taken possession of her being—she blushed

with shame to think of it, but it was when the Persian officer had

kissed her, after they had witnessed together the great battle. Of

course it was wicked, she thought to herself, to think of that brute who

had dared contemptuously to push aside the first civilities of their

acquaintance, and behave in such a rude manner, for Ephialtes who was a

Greek had never dared——

“Anyway,” she said half aloud, “he was probably killed at Platæa and it

serves him right—only—of course—death is a pretty severe penalty just

for kissing a girl, even if one has no right to do it—no, I hope he

isn’t dead. He wasn’t as handsome as Ephialtes, but there was something

more courageous and masterful about him, and his eyes didn’t shrink from

looking right into mine—”

With her hand upon her breast, her eyes wide and bright, she said

aloud:—“Live first! A mother will present the truths more vividly than

one who has never known the joys and pangs of motherhood.”

The sudden consciousness of someone standing near, caused her to start

violently and stammer in confusion, as she realized her last thoughts

had been audible. A young man had appeared out of the shadows.

He came a few steps nearer and said humbly: “I beg your pardon for this

intrusion. I came from the temple to explore the Grotto, then I saw you

standing here, truly a vision to satisfactorily complete this impressive

scene. I stood and watched you. I had no idea you would think aloud!”

Even in the faint light Persephone had recognized her rescuer of the

Acropolis, and though her heart quickened its beat and her cheeks

flushed, she resented his having heard her words, and said somewhat

haughtily: “I thought all the Persians had left Greece by this time.”

“All the Persians have,” he replied. “I am a Greek.”

A contemptuous smile curled her lips. “It must be convenient to be able

to change one’s nationality at will!”

Her words stung him, but he did not swerve from his purpose. He took a

step closer to her and said evenly: “I have been searching for you ever

since the Persians were defeated at Platæa and now I have found you. Who

are you Persephone?”

She did not shrink from him at his approach, but with lips slightly

parted and eyes wide with wonder, gazed steadfastly into his face. As

their eyes met, his features relaxed from their severity, and once again

he felt the same impulse to hold and kiss her as he had after the

miracle of Salamis. All disdain had vanished from her attitude, and the

words he had heard her speak and the vague yearning which they

expressed, might not he—? His arms were stretched forth to take her, his

lips eager to meet hers, when the vision of another face came between;

the face of one to whom he had made a sacred promise of love! Was he

weak, that he could change his nationality and his sweethearts to

accommodate his moods? He backed away, covering his face with an

uplifted arm, and uttered a sob, “It is too late, little girl! Forget

that I sought you after the Mysteries, forget that I love you.”

Persephone’s lips quivered as she asked faintly: “Why is it too late?”

He did not answer, so deep was his emotion. Suddenly a new thought

occurred to him and he asked roughly, “That fellow who played Pluto with

you, does he—love you?”

She lowered her eyes in embarrassment as she answered, “He has said

so—but—”

“That is enough,” Zopyrus interrupted rudely, “had you any—thought of

accepting his attentions? This may seem rude to you,” he added

apologetically, “but believe me, my motives are pure in asking you

this.”

Persephone looked shyly into the eyes of the man whom she now knew she

loved more dearly than any other, and desiring to entice him into an

avowed declaration of his adoration of her, she said demurely:

“Circumstances might favor my acceptance of the young man who played

with me as Pluto.”

Zopyrus ground his teeth in secret dismay. He knew she was innocent of

the fact that her would-be-lover was a traitor, but how could he,

Zopyrus, who was in honor bound to renounce her, reveal her lover’s

identity, and bring disappointment to the maiden’s heart whose longings

he had heard in her own words but a short time ago. He could not, he

felt, be like the dog in the manger of which Aesop had written. If he

could not have her, he could not deny her happiness with another—but a

traitor! Perhaps it was best that she should know before it was too

late. He looked again into her eyes and opened his mouth to speak, then

with a shrug of despair he turned and left her.

He was gone, and so were all the celebrants bearing torches. The temple

was now an indistinct black blot against the sky. No cracks and crannies

were revealed by wavering lights! Someone touched her arm. It was Agne!

“Did you take my advice, dear Persephone?” whispered the woman. “Did you

decide to live? Did you accept him?”

“Did I accept whom?” asked Persephone dazedly. “Oh, yes—no—, I—that is

he is going to take me to celebrate the festivities at Naxos on the

second night of the full moon. Will you, dear Agne, go with us as

chaperone?”

Agne consented and said, “I know he loves you. He seemed loath to leave

you just now. Do not allow his role as Hades to prejudice you against

him.”

Persephone felt relieved, for by Agne’s last remark, she knew that in

the dark Agne had mistaken the stranger for Ephialtes.

“You are right, Agne, I will live while I am young. When Ephialtes asks

me for an answer at Naxos, I will accept him.” Persephone’s voice

faltered, and Agne misunderstood the cause of the quavering tones.

“I wish you, dear girl, all the happiness that might have been mine, had

I chosen differently when I stood at the forks.”

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