CHAPTER XX.

The waiting-room was empty when Melissa crossed it for the second time.

Most of the emperor’s friends had retired to rest or into the city when

they had heard that Caesar slept; and the few who had remained behaved

quietly when she appeared, for Philostratus had told them that the

emperor held her in high esteem, as the only person who was able to

give him comfort in his suffering by her peculiar and wonderful healing

power.

In the tablinum, which had been converted into a sick-room, nothing was

heard but the breathing and gentle snoring of the sleeping man. Even

Philostratus was asleep on an arm-chair at the back of the room.

When the philosopher had returned, Caracalla had noticed him, and

dozing, or perhaps in his dreams, he had ordered him to remain by him.

So the learned man felt bound to spend the night there.

Epagathos, the freedman, was lying on a mattress from the dining-room;

the corpulent physician slept soundly, and if he snored too loudly, old

Adventus poked him and quietly spoke a word of warning to him. This

man, who had formerly been a post messenger, was the only person who was

conscious of Melissa’s entrance; but he only blinked at her through

his dim eyes, and, after he had silently considered why the young girl

should have returned, he turned over in order to sleep himself; for he

had come to the conclusion that this young, active creature would be

awake and at hand if his master required anything.

His wondering as to why Melissa had returned, had led to many guesses,

and had proved fruitless. “You can know nothing of women,” was the end

of his reflections, “if you do not know that what seems most improbable

is what is most likely to be true. This maid is certainly not one of the

flute-players or the like. Who knows what incomprehensible whim or freak

may have brought her here? At any rate, it will be easier for her to

keep her eyes open than it is for me.”

He then signed to her and asked her quietly to fetch his cloak out

of the next room, for his old body needed warmth; and Melissa gladly

complied, and laid the caracalla over the old mans cold feet with

obliging care.

She then returned to the side of the sick-bed, to wait for the emperor’s

awaking. He slept soundly; his regular breathing indicated this. The

others also slept, and Adventus’s light snore, mingling with the louder

snoring of the physician, showed that he too had ceased to watch. The

slumbering Philostratus now and then murmured incomprehensible words to

himself; and the lion, who perhaps was dreaming of his freedom in his

sandy home, whined low in his sleep.

She watched alone.

It seemed to her as if she were in the habitation of sleep, and as if

phantoms and dreams were floating around her on the unfamiliar noises.

She was afraid, and the thought of being the only woman among so many

men caused her extreme uneasiness.

She could not sit still.

Inaudibly as a shadow she approached the head of the sleeping emperor,

holding her breath to listen to him. How soundly he slept! And she had

come that she might talk to him. If his sleep lasted till sunrise, the

pardon for her people would be too late, and her father and Philip,

chained to a hard bench, would have to ply heavy oars as galley slaves

by the side of robbers and murderers. How terribly then would

her father’s wish to use his strength be granted! Was Philip, the

narrow-chested philosopher, capable of bearing the strain which had so

often proved fatal to stronger men?

She must wake the dreaded man, the only man who could possibly help her.

She now raised her hand to lay it on his shoulder, but she half withdrew

it.

It seemed to her as if it was not much less wicked to rob a sleeping man

of his rest, his best cure, than to take the life of a living being. It

was not too late yet, for the harbor-chain would not be opened till the

October sun had risen. He might enjoy his slumbers a little longer.

With this conclusion she once more sank down and listened to the noises

which broke the stillness of the night.

How hideous they were, how revolting they sounded! The vulgarest of the

sleepers, old Adventus, absolutely sawed the air with his snoring.

The emperor’s breathing was scarcely perceptible, and how nobly cut was

the profile which she could see, the other side of his face leaning on

the pillow! Had she any real reason to fear his awakening? Perhaps he

was quite unlike what Berenike thought him to be. She remembered the

sympathy she had felt for him when they had first met, and, in spite of

all the trouble she had experienced since, she no longer felt afraid. A

thought then occurred to her which was sufficient excuse for disturbing

the sick man’s sleep. If she delayed it, she would be making him guilty

of a fresh crime by allowing two blameless men to perish in misery.

But she would first convince herself whether the time was pressing.

She looked out through the open window at the stars and across the open

place lying at her feet. The third hour after midnight was past, and the

sun would rise before long.

Down below all was quiet. Macrinus, the praetorian prefect, on hearing

that the emperor had fallen into a refreshing sleep, in order that he

might not be disturbed, had forbidden all loud signals, and ordered the

camp to be closed to all the inhabitants of the city; so the girl heard

nothing but the regular footsteps of the sentries and the shrieks of the

owls returning to their nests in the roof of the Serapeum. The wind from

the sea drove the clouds before it across the sky, and the plain covered

with tents resembled a sea tossed into high white waves. The camp had

been reduced during the afternoon; for Caracalla had carried out his

threat of that morning by quartering a portion of the picked troops in

the houses of the richest Alexandrians.

Melissa, bending far out, looked toward the north. The sea-breeze blew

her hair into her face. Perhaps on the ocean whence it came the high

waves would, in a few hours, be tossing the ship on which her father and

brother, seated at the oar, would be toiling as disgraced galley-slaves.

That must not, could not be!

Hark! what was that?

She heard a light whisper. In spite of strict orders, a loving couple

were passing below. The wife of the centurion Martialis, who had been

separated for some time from her husband, had at his entreaty come

secretly from Ranopus, where she had charge of Seleukus’s villa, to see

him, as his services prevented his going so far away. They now stood

whispering and making love in the shadow of the temple. Melissa could

not hear what they said, yet it reminded her of the sacred night

hour when she confessed her love to Diodoros. She felt as if she were

standing by his bedside, and his faithful eyes met hers. She would not,

for all that was best in the world, have awakened him yesterday at the

Christian’s house, though the awakening would have brought her fresh

promises of love; and yet she was on the point of robbing another of his

only cure, the sleep the gods had sent him. But then she loved Diodoros,

and what was Caesar to her? It had been a matter of life and death with

her lover, while disturbing Caracalla would only postpone his recovery

a few hours at the utmost. It was she who had procured the imperial

sleeper his rest, which she could certainly restore to him even if she

now woke him. Just now she had vowed for the future not to care

about her own welfare, and that had at first made her doubtful about

Caracalla; but had it not really been exceedingly selfish to lose

the time which could bring freedom to her father and brother, only to

protect her own soul from the reproach of an easily forgiven wrong? With

the question:

“What is your duty?” all doubts left her, and no longer on tiptoe, but

with a firm, determined tread, she walked toward the slumberer’s couch,

and the outrage which she shrank from committing would, she saw, be

a deed of kindness; for she found the emperor with perspiring brow

groaning and frightened by a severe nightmare. He cried with the dull,

toneless voice of one talking in his sleep, as if he saw her close by:

“Away, mother, I say! He or I! Out of the way! You will not? But I,

I--If you--”

At the same he threw up his hands and gave a dull, painful cry.

“He is dreaming of his brother’s murder,” rushed through Melissa’s mind,

and in the same instant she laid her hand on his arm and with urgent

entreaty cried in his ear: “Wake up, Caesar, I implore you! Great

Caesar, awake!”

Then he opened his eyes, and a low, prolonged “Ah!” rang from his

tortured breast.

He then, with a deep breath and perplexed glance, looked round him; and

as his eyes fell on the young girl his features brightened, and soon

wore a happy expression, as if he experienced a great joy.

“You?” he asked, with pleased surprise. “You, maiden, still here!

It must be nearly dawn? I slept well till just now. But then at the

last--Oh, it was fearful!--Adventus!”

Melissa, however, interrupted this cry, exhorting the emperor to be

quiet by putting her finger to her lips; and he understood her and

willingly obeyed, especially as she had guessed what he required from

the chamberlain, Adventus. She handed him the cloth that lay on the

table for him to wipe his streaming forehead. She then brought him

drink, and after Caracalla had sat up refreshed, and felt that the pain,

which, after a sharp attack, lasted sometimes for days, had now already

left him, he said, quite gently, mindful of her sign:

“How much better I feel already; and for this I thank you, Roxana; yes,

you know. I like to feel like Alexander, but usually--It is certainly a

pleasant thing to be ruler of the universe, for if we wish to punish or

reward, no one can limit us. You, child, shall learn that it is Caesar

whom you have laid under such obligations. Ask what you will, and I will

grant it you.”

She whispered eagerly to him:

“Release my father and brother.”

“Always the same thing,” answered Caracalla, peevishly. “Do you know of

nothing better to wish for?”

“No, my lord, no!” cried Melissa, with importunate warmth. “If you will

give me what I most care for--”

“I will, yes, I will,” interrupted the emperor in a softer voice; but

suddenly shrugging his shoulders, he continued, regretfully: “But you

must have patience; for, by the Egyptian’s orders, your people have been

for some time afloat and at sea.”

“No!” the girl assured him. “They are still here. Zminis has shamefully

deceived you;” and then she informed him of what she had learned from

her brother.

Caracalla, in obedience to a softer impulse, had wished to show himself

grateful to Melissa. But her demand displeased him; for the sculptor and

his son, the philosopher, were the security that should keep Melissa

and the painter attached to him. But though his distrust was so strong,

offended dignity and the tormenting sense of being deceived caused him

to forget everything else; he flew into a rage, and called loudly the

names of Epagathos and Adventus.

His voice, quavering with fury, awakened the others also out of their

sleep; and after he had shortly and severely rebuked them for their

laziness, he commissioned Epagathos to give the prefect, Macrinus,

immediate orders not to allow the ship on which Heron and Philip were,

to leave the harbor; to set the captives at liberty; and to throw

Zminis, the Egyptian, into prison, heavily chained.

When the freedman remarked, humbly, that the prefect was not likely

to be found, as he had purposed to be present again that night at the

exorcisms of the magician, Serapion, Caesar commanded that Macrinus

should be called away from the miracle-monger’s house, and the orders

given him.

“And if I can not find him?” asked Epagathos.

“Then, once more, events will prove how badly I am served,” answered the

emperor. “In any case you can act the prefect, and see that my orders

are carried out.”

The freedman left hastily, and Caracalla sank back exhausted on the

pillows.

Melissa let him rest a little while; then she approached him, thanked

him profusely, and begged him to keep quiet, lest the pain should return

and spoil the approaching day.

He then asked the time, and when Philostratus, who had walked to the

window, explained that the fifth hour after midnight was past, Caracalla

bade him prepare a bath.

The physician sanctioned this wish, and Caesar then gave his hand to the

girl, saying, feebly and in a gentle voice: “The pain still keeps away.

I should be better if I could moderate my impatience. An early bath

often does me good after a bad night. Only go. The sleep that you know

so well how to give to others, you scarcely allow to visit you. I only

beg that you will be at hand. We shall both, I think, feel strengthened

when next I call you.”

Melissa then bade him a grateful farewell; but as she was approaching

the doorway he called again after her, and asked her with an altered

voice, shortly and sternly:

“You will agree with your father if he abuses me?”

“What an idea!” she answered, energetically. “He knows who robbed him of

his liberty, and from me shall he learn who has restored it to him.”

“Good!” murmured the emperor. “Yet remember this also: I need your

assistance and that of your brother’s, the painter. If your father

attempts to alienate you--”

Here he suddenly let fall his arm, which he had raised threateningly,

and continued in a confidential whisper: “But how can I ever show

you anything but kindness? Is it not so? You already feel the secret

tie--You know? Am I mistaken when I fancy that it grieves you to be

separated from me?”

“Certainly not,” she replied, gently, and bowed her head.

“Then go,” he continued, kindly. “The day will come yet when you will

feel that I am as necessary to your soul as you are to mine. But you do

not yet know how impatient I can be. I must be able to think of you with

pleasure--always with pleasure--always.”

Thereupon he nodded to her, and his eyelids remained for some time in

spasmodic movement. Philostratus was prepared to accompany the young

girl, but Caracalla prevented him by calling:

“Lead me to my bath. If it does me good, as I trust it will, I have many

things to talk over with you.”

Melissa did not hear the last words. Gladly and quickly she hurried

through the empty, dimly lighted rooms, and found Alexander in a sitting

position, half asleep and half awake, with closed eyes. Then she drew

near to him on tiptoe, and, as his nodding head fell on his breast, she

laughed and woke him with a kiss.

The lamps were not yet burned out, and, as he looked into her face with

surprise, his also brightened, and jumping up quickly he exclaimed:

“All’s well; we have you back again, and you have succeeded! Our

father-I see it in your face--and Philip also, are at liberty!”

“Yes, yes, yes,” she answered, gladly; “and now we will go together and

fetch them ourselves from the harbor.”

Alexander raised his eyes and arms to heaven in rapture, and Melissa

imitated him; and thus, without words, though with fervent devotion,

they with one accord thanked the gods for their merciful ruling.

They then set out together, and Alexander said: “I feel as if nothing

but gratitude flowed through all my veins. At any rate, I have learned

for the first time what fear is. That evil guest certainly haunts this

place. Let us go now. On the way you shall tell me everything.”

“Only one moment’s patience,” she begged, cheerfully, and hurried into

the chief priest’s rooms. The lady Euryale was still expecting her, and

as she kissed her she looked with sincere pleasure into her bright but

tearful eyes.

At first she was bent on making Melissa rest; for she would yet require

all her strength. But she saw that the girl’s wish to go and meet

her father was justifiable; she placed her own mantle over her

shoulders--for the air was cool before sunrise--and at last accompanied

her into the anteroom. Directly the girl had disappeared, she turned to

her sister-in-law’s slave, who had waited there the whole night by order

of his mistress, and desired him to go and report to her what he had

learned about Melissa.

The brother and sister met the slave Argutis outside the Serapeum. He

had heard at Seleukus’s house where his young mistress was staying, and

had made friends with the chief priest’s servants.

When, late in the evening, he heard that Melissa was still with Caesar,

he had become so uneasy that he had waited the whole night through,

first on the steps of a staircase, then walking up and down outside the

Serapeum. With a light heart he now accompanied the couple as far as the

Aspendia quarter of the town, and he then only parted from them in

order that he might inform poor old Dido of his good news, and make

preparations for the reception of the home-comers.

After that Melissa hurried along, arm in arm with her brother, through

the quiet streets.

Youth, to whom the present belongs entirely, only cares to know the

bright side of the future; and even Melissa in her joy at being able to

restore liberty to her beloved relations, hardly thought at all of the

fact that, when this was done and Caesar should send for her again,

there would be new dangers to surmount.

Delighted with her grand success, she first told her brother what her

experiences had been with the suffering emperor. Then she started on the

recollections of her visit to her lover, and when Alexander opened his

heart to her and assured her with fiery ardor that he would not rest

till he had won the heart of the lovely Christian, Agatha, she gladly

allowed him to talk and promised him her assistance. At last they

deliberated how the favor of Caesar--who, Melissa assured him, was

cruelly misunderstood--was to be won for their father and Philip; and

finally they both imagined the surprise of the old man if he should be

the first to meet them after being set at liberty.

The way was far, and when they reached the sea, by the Caesareum in

the Bruchium, the palatial quarter of the town, the first glimmer of

approaching dawn was showing behind the peninsula of Lochias. The sea

was rough, and tossed with heavy, oily waves on the Choma that ran out

into the sea like a finger, and on the walls of the Timoneum at its

point, where Antonius had hidden his disgrace after the battle of

Actium.

Alexander stopped by the pillared temple of Poseidon, which stood close

on the shore, between the Choma and the theatre, and, looking toward the

flat, horseshoe-shaped coast of the opposite island which still lay in

darkness, he asked:

“Do you still remember when we went with our mother over to Antirhodos,

and how she allowed us to gather shells in the little harbor? If she

were alive to-day, what more could we wish for?”

“That the emperor was gone,” exclaimed the girl from the depths of her

heart; “that Diodoros were well again; that father could use his hands

as he used, and that I might stay with him until Diodoros came to fetch

me, and then... oh, if only something could happen to the empire that

Caesar might go away-far away, to the farthest hyperborean land!”

“That will soon happen now,” answered Alexander. “Philostratus says that

the Romans will remain at the utmost a week longer.”

“So long?” asked Melissa, startled; but Alexander soon pacified her with

the assurance that seven days flew speedily by, and when one looked back

on them they seemed to shrink into only as many hours.

“But do not,” he continued, cheerfully, “look into the future! We will

rejoice, for everything is going so well now!”

He stopped here suddenly and gazed anxiously at the sea, which was no

longer completely obscured by the vanishing shadows of night. Melissa

looked in the direction of his pointing hand, and when he cried with

great excitement, “That is no little boat, it is a ship, and a large

one, too!” Melissa added, eagerly, “It is already near the Diabathra. It

will reach the Alveus Steganus in a moment, and pass the pharos.”

“But yonder is the morning star in the heavens, and the fire is still

blazing on the tower,” interrupted her brother. “Not till it has been

extinguished will they open the outside chain. And yet that ship is

steering in a northwesterly direction. It certainly comes out of the

royal harbor.” He then drew his sister on faster, and when, in a few

minutes, they reached the harbor gate, he cried out, much relieved:

“Look there! The chain is still across the entrance. I see it clearly.”

“And so do I,” said Melissa, decidedly; and while her brother knocked at

the gate-house of the little harbor, she continued, eagerly:

“No ships dare go out before sunrise, on account of the rocks--Epagathos

said so just now--and that one near the pharos--”

But there was no time to put her thoughts into words; for the broad

harbor gate was thrown noisily open, and a troop of Roman soldiers

streamed out, followed by several Alexandrian men-at-arms. After

them came a prisoner loaded with chains, with whom a leading Roman in

warrior’s dress was conversing. Both were tall and haggard, and when

they approached the brother and sister they recognized in them Macrinus

the praetorian prefect, while the prisoner was Zminis the informer.

But the Egyptian also noticed the artist and his companion. His eyes

sparkled brightly, and with triumphant scorn he pointed out to sea.

The magician Serapion had persuaded the prefect to let the Egyptian go

free. Nothing was yet known in the harbor of Zminis’s disgrace, and he

had been promptly obeyed as usual, when, spurred on by the magician

and his old hatred, he gave the order for the galley which carried the

sculptor and his son on board to weigh anchor in spite of the early

hour.

Heron and Philip, with chains on their feet, were now rowing on the

same bench with the worst criminals; and the old artist’s two remaining

children stood gazing after the ship that carried away their father and

brother into the distance. Melissa stood mute, with tearful eyes, while

Alexander, quite beside himself, tried to relieve his rage and grief by

empty threats.

Soon, however, his sister’s remonstrances caused him to restrain

himself, and make inquiry as to whether Macrinus, in obedience to the

emperor’s orders, had sent a State ship after the galley.

This had been done, and comforted, though sadly disappointed, they

started on their way home.

The sun in the mean time had risen, and the streets were filling with

people.

They met the old sculptor Lysander, who had been a friend of their

father’s, outside the magnificent pile of buildings of the Caesareum.

The old man took a deep interest in Heron’s fate; and, when Alexander

asked him modestly what he was doing at that early hour, he pointed

to the interior of the building, where the statues of the emperors and

empresses stood in a wide circle surrounding a large court-yard, and

invited them to come in with him. He had not been able to complete his

work--a marble statue of Julia Domna, Caracalla’s mother--before the

arrival of the emperor. It had been placed here yesterday evening. He

had come to see how it looked in its new position.

Melissa had often seen the portrait of Julia on coins and in various

pictures, but to-day she was far more strongly attracted than she had

ever been before to look in the face of the mother of the man who had so

powerfully influenced her own existence and that of her people.

The old master had seen Julia many years ago in her own home at Emesa,

as the daughter of Bassianus the high-priest of the Sun in that town;

and later, after she had become empress, he had been commanded to take

her portrait for her husband, Septimus Severus. While Melissa gazed

on the countenance of the beautiful statue, the old artist related how

Caracalla’s mother had in her youth won all hearts by her wealth of

intellect, and the extraordinary knowledge which she had easily acquired

and continually added to, through intercourse with learned men. They

learned from him that his heart had not remained undisturbed by the

charms of his royal model, and Melissa became more and more absorbed in

her contemplation of this beautiful work of art.

Lysander had represented the imperial widow standing in flowing

draperies, which fell to her feet. She held her charming, youthful head

bent slightly on one side, and her right hand held aside the veil which

covered the back of her head and fell lightly on her shoulders, a little

open over the throat. Her face looked out from under it as if she were

listening to a fine song or an interesting speech. Her thick, slightly

waving hair framed the lovely oval of her face under the veil, and

Alexander agreed with his sister when she expressed the wish that she

might but once see this rarely beautiful creature. But the sculptor

assured them that they would be disappointed, for time had treated her

cruelly.

“I have shown her,” he continued, “as she charmed me a generation ago.

What you see standing before you is the young girl Julia; I was not

capable of representing her as matron or mother. The thought of her son

would have spoiled everything.”

“He is capable of better emotions,” Alexander declared.

“May be,” answered the old man--“I do not know them. May your father and

brother be restored to you soon!--I must get to work!”

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