CHAPTER I.

The green screen slowly rose, covering the lower portion of the broad

studio window where Heron, the gem-cutter, was at work. It was Melissa,

the artist’s daughter, who had pulled it up, with bended knees and

outstretched arms, panting for breath.

“That is enough!” cried her father’s impatient voice. He glanced up at

the flood of light which the blinding sun of Alexandria was pouring into

the room, as it did every autumn afternoon; but as soon as the shadow

fell on his work-table the old man’s busy fingers were at work again,

and he heeded his daughter no more.

An hour later Melissa again, and without any bidding, pulled up the

screen as before, but it was so much too heavy for her that the effort

brought the blood into her calm, fair face, as the deep, rough “That is

enough” was again heard from the work-table.

Then silence reigned once more. Only the artist’s low whistling as

he worked, or the patter and pipe of the birds in their cages by the

window, broke the stillness of the spacious room, till the voice and

step of a man were presently heard in the anteroom.

Heron laid by his graver and Melissa her gold embroidery, and the eyes

of father and daughter met for the first time for some hours. The very

birds seemed excited, and a starling, which had sat moping since the

screen had shut the sun out, now cried out, “Olympias!” Melissa rose,

and after a swift glance round the room she went to the door, come who

might.

Ay, even if the brother she was expecting should bring a companion, or

a patron of art who desired her father’s work, the room need not fear a

critical eye; and she was so well assured of the faultless neatness of

her own person, that she only passed a hand over her brown hair, and

with an involuntary movement pulled her simple white robe more tightly

through her girdle.

Heron’s studio was as clean and as simple as his daughter’s attire,

though it seemed larger than enough for the purpose it served, for only

a very small part of it was occupied by the artist, who sat as if in

exile behind the work-table on which his belongings were laid out: a set

of small instruments in a case, a tray filled with shells and bits

of onyx and other agates, a yellow ball of Cyrenian modeling-wax,

pumice-stone, bottles, boxes, and bowls.

Melissa had no sooner crossed the threshold, than the sculptor drew up

his broad shoulders and brawny person, and raised his hand to fling away

the slender stylus he had been using; however, he thought better of

it, and laid it carefully aside with the other tools. But this act of

self-control must have cost the hot-headed, powerful man a great effort;

for he shot a fierce look at the instrument which had had so narrow an

escape, and gave it a push of vexation with the back of his hand.

Then he turned towards the door, his sunburnt face looking surly enough,

in its frame of tangled gray hair and beard; and, as he waited for the

visitor whom Melissa was greeting outside, he tossed back his big head,

and threw out his broad, deep chest, as though preparing to wrestle.

Melissa presently returned, and the youth whose hand she still held was,

as might be seen in every feature, none other than the sculptor’s son.

Both were dark-eyed, with noble and splendid heads, and in stature

perfectly equal; but while the son’s countenance beamed with hearty

enjoyment, and seemed by its peculiar attractiveness to be made--and

to be accustomed--to charm men and women alike, his father’s face was

expressive of disgust and misanthropy. It seemed, indeed, as though

the newcomer had roused his ire, for Heron answered his son’s cheerful

greeting with no word but a reproachful “At last!” and paid no heed to

the hand the youth held out to him.

Alexander was no doubt inured to such a reception; he did not disturb

himself about the old man’s ill-humor, but slapped him on the shoulder

with rough geniality, went up to the work-table with easy composure,

took up the vice which held the nearly finished gem, and, after holding

it to the light and examining it carefully, exclaimed: “Well done,

father! You have done nothing better than that for a long time.”

“Poor stuff!” said his father. But his son laughed.

“If you will have it so. But I will give one of my eyes to see the man

in Alexandria who can do the like!”

At this the old man broke out, and shaking his fist he cried: “Because

the man who can find anything worth doing, takes good care not to waste

his time here, making divine art a mere mockery by such trifling with

toys! By Sirius! I should like to fling all those pebbles into the

fire, the onyx and shells and jasper and what not, and smash all those

wretched tools with these fists, which were certainly made for other

work than this.”

The youth laid an arm round his father’s stalwart neck, and gayly

interrupted his wrath. “Oh yes, Father Heron, Philip and I have felt

often enough that they know how to hit hard.”

“Not nearly often enough,” growled the artist, and the young man went

on:

“That I grant, though every blow from you was equal to a dozen from the

hand of any other father in Alexandria. But that those mighty fists on

human arms should have evoked the bewitching smile on the sweet lips of

this Psyche, if it is not a miracle of art, is--”

“The degradation of art,” the old man put in; but Alexander hastily

added:

“The victory of the exquisite over the coarse.”

“A victory!” exclaimed Heron, with a scornful flourish of his hand.

“I know, boy, why you are trying to garland the oppressive yoke with

flowers of flattery. So long as your surly old father sits over the

vice, he only whistles a song and spares you his complaints. And then,

there is the money his work brings in!”

He laughed bitterly, and as Melissa looked anxiously up at him, her

brother exclaimed:

“If I did not know you well, master, and if it would not be too great

a pity, I would throw that lovely Psyche to the ostrich in Scopas’s

court-yard; for, by Herakles! he would swallow your gem more easily than

we can swallow such cruel taunts. We do indeed bless the Muses that work

brings you some surcease of gloomy thoughts. But for the rest--I hate to

speak the word gold. We want it no more than you, who, when the coffer

is full, bury it or hide it with the rest. Apollodorus forced a whole

talent of the yellow curse upon me for painting his men’s room. The

sailor’s cap, into which I tossed it with the rest, will burst when

Seleukus pays me for the portrait of his daughter; and if a thief robs

you, and me too, we need not fret over it. My brush and your stylus

will earn us more in no time. And what are our needs? We do not bet on

quail-fights; we do not run races; I always had a loathing for purchased

love; we do not want to wear a heap of garments bought merely because

they take our fancy--indeed, I am too hot as it is under this scorching

sun. The house is your own. The rent paid by Glaukias, for the work-room

and garden you inherited from your father, pays for half at least of

what we and the birds and the slaves eat. As for Philip, he lives on air

and philosophy; and, besides, he is fed out of the great breadbasket of

the Museum.”

At this point the starling interrupted the youth’s vehement speech with

the appropriate cry, “My strength! my strength!” The brother and sister

looked at each other, and Alexander went on with genuine enthusiasm:

“But it is not in you to believe us capable of such meanness. Dedicate

your next finished work to Isis or Serapis. Let your masterpiece grace

the goddess’s head-gear, or the god’s robe. We shall be quite content,

and perhaps the immortals may restore your joy in life as a reward.”

The bird repeated its lamentable cry, “My strength!” and the youth

proceeded with increased vehemence:

“It would really be better that you should throw your vice and your

graver and your burnisher, and all that heap of dainty tools, into the

sea, and carve an Atlas such as we have heard you talk about ever since

we could first speak Greek. Come, set to work on a colossus! You have

but to speak the word, and the finest clay shall be ready on your

modeling-table by to-morrow, either here or in Glaukias’s work-room,

which is indeed your own. I know where the best is to be found, and can

bring it to you in any quantity. Scopas will lend me his wagon. I can

see it now, and you valiantly struggling with it till your mighty arms

ache. You will not whistle and hum over that, but sing out with all

your might, as you used when my mother was alive, when you and your

apprentices joined Dionysus’s drunken rout. Then your brow will grow

smooth again; and if the model is a success, and you want to buy marble,

or pay the founder, then out with your gold, out of the coffer and its

hiding-place! Then you can make use of all your strength, and your dream

of producing an Atlas such as the world has not seen--your beautiful

dream-will become a reality!”

Heron had listened eagerly to his son’s rhapsody, but he now cast a

timid glance at the table where the wax and tools lay, pushed the rough

hair from his brow, and broke in with a bitter laugh: “My dream, do you

say--my dream? As if I did not know too well that I am no longer the man

to create an Atlas! As if I did not feel, without your words, that my

strength for it is a thing of the past!”

“Nay, father,” exclaimed the painter. “Is it right to cast away the

sword before the battle? And even if you did not succeed--”

“You would be all the better pleased,” the sculptor put in. “What surer

way could there be to teach the old simpleton, once for all, that the

time when he could do great work is over and gone?”

“That is unjust, father; that is unworthy of you,” the young man

interrupted in great excitement; but his father went on, raising his

voice; “Silence, boy! One thing at any rate is left to me, as you

know--my keen eyes; and they did not fail me when you two looked at each

other as the starling cried, ‘My strength!’ Ay, the bird is in the right

when he bewails what was once so great and is now a mere laughing-stock.

But you--you ought to reverence the man to whom you owe your existence

and all you know; you allow yourself to shrug your shoulders over

your own father’s humbler art, since your first pictures were fairly

successful.--How puffed up he is, since, by my devoted care, he has been

a painter! How he looks down on the poor wretch who, by the pinch of

necessity, has come down from being a sculptor of the highest promise to

being a mere gem-cutter! In the depths of your soul--and I know it--you

regard my laborious art as half a handicraft. Well, perhaps it deserves

no better name; but that you--both of you--should make common cause with

a bird, and mock the sacred fire which still burns in an old man, and

moves him to serve true and noble art and to mold something great--an

Atlas such as the world has never seen on a heroic scale; that--”

He covered his face with his hands and sobbed aloud. And the strong

man’s passionate grief cut his children to the heart, though, since

their mother’s death, their father’s rage and discontent had many a time

ere now broken down into childish lamentation.

To-day no doubt the old man was in worse spirits than usual, for it was

the day of the Nekysia--the feast of the dead kept every autumn; and he

had that morning visited his wife’s grave, accompanied by his daughter,

and had anointed the tombstone and decked it with flowers. The young

people tried to comfort him; and when at last he was more composed and

had dried his tears, he said, in so melancholy and subdued a tone that

the angry blusterer was scarcely recognizable: “There--leave me alone;

it will soon be over. I will finish this gem to-morrow, and then I must

do the Serapis I promised Theophilus, the high-priest. Nothing can come

of the Atlas. Perhaps you meant it in all sincerity, Alexander; but

since your mother left me, children, since then--my arms are no weaker

than they were; but in here--what it was that shriveled, broke, leaked

away--I can not find words for it. If you care for me--and I know you

do--you must not be vexed with me if my gall rises now and then; there

is too much bitterness in my soul. I can not reach the goal I strive

after and was meant to win; I have lost what I loved best, and where am

I to find comfort or compensation?”

His children tenderly assured him of their affection, and he allowed

Melissa to kiss him, and stroked Alexander’s hair.

Then he inquired for Philip, his eldest son and his favorite; and on

learning that he, the only person who, as he believed, could understand

him, would not come to see him this day above all others, he again broke

out in wrath, abusing the degeneracy of the age and the ingratitude of

the young.

“Is it a visit which detains him again?” he inquired, and when Alexander

thought not, he exclaimed contemptuously: “Then it is some war of words

at the Museum. And for such poor stuff as that a son can forget his duty

to his father and mother!”

“But you, too, used to enjoy these conflicts of intellect,” his daughter

humbly remarked; but the old man broke in:

“Only because they help a miserable world to forget the torments of

existence, and the hideous certainty of having been born only to die

some horrible death. But what can you know of this?”

“By my mother’s death-bed,” replied the girl, “we, too, had a glimpse

into the terrible mystery.” And Alexander gravely added, “And since

we last met, father, I may certainly account myself as one of the

initiated.”

“You have painted a dead body?” asked his father.

“Yes, father,” replied the lad with a deep breath. “I warned you,” said

Heron, in a tone of superior experience.

And then, as Melissa rearranged the folds of his blue robe, he said

he should go for a walk. He sighed as he spoke, and his children

knew whither he would go. It was to the grave to which Melissa had

accompanied him that morning; and he would visit it alone, to meditate

undisturbed on the wife he had lost.

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