CHAPTER XIII.

HARD AT WORK.

Ruth went to school alone the next morning, for Julia was so unwell from

the excitement of the day that she seemed quite ill and feverish, and

was scarcely able to lift her head from the pillow. Her eyes had dark

rims round them, her head ached terribly, and she was certainly quite

unfit to attend to her studies and to meet her school-fellows.

None of the girls liked to ask Ruth what had happened after her return

home, and they scarcely ventured to inquire for her cousin. They

evidently felt that they had gone too far, and began to speak kindly to

Mabel and to treat her in their usual manner.

But the poor girl could not easily forget the slights she had received,

and amid their new-born kindness she turned naturally to the one who had

befriended her while the others behaved rudely. She soon grew quite

intimate with Ruth, and even ventured to speak of the trouble which had

befallen her father that summer, and of her future prospects.

"Of course," she said, "papa would not have thought of allowing me to

remain at such an expensive school as Miss Elgin's, but grandmamma has

kindly promised to pay the expenses of my education for two years, and

if I study hard for that time I hope that I shall be able to teach, and

to help papa and mamma."

Ruth could thoroughly sympathise with her friend, and entered into her

feelings, her hopes and aspirations, for was she not working with the

same object in view? Did she not desire to help _her_ father and mother

by teaching the younger children?

Thus their friendship grew and strengthened during Julia's absence,

which lasted quite a week.

She, poor child, was quite unstrung, and for two or three days the very

mention of school brought on a fit of hysterical crying, and she begged

that she might be allowed to go to some boarding-school at a distance,

anywhere--away from Busyborough. Mrs. Woburn was inclined to yield to

her wish; but her father would not hear of such a thing, and declared

that she had brought all the trouble upon herself by her own folly, and

she must bear the consequences of it. He was, in fact, excessively angry

with his spoilt child, and believed that her return to school would be a

severe punishment which she richly deserved.

When Mr. Woburn spoke in that decided way there was nothing to be done

but to obey. His wife, however, called upon Miss Elgin, and explained

the reason of Julia's absence, begging that she would ask the girls to

receive her kindly, without referring to the cause of the quarrel, as

she had already suffered a good deal.

Miss Elgin was astonished to hear of the affair, which had perplexed and

puzzled her not a little; for, as her pupils had all felt themselves

more or less to blame in the matter, they had all kept it from her

knowledge, and she had only guessed from their reticence, and the air of

mystery with which they received every allusion to their absent

school-fellow, that something was wrong. Before morning school she

called the girls together, told them how pained and grieved she had

been, and gave them a little lecture upon the duty of ruling the tongue,

and the folly of valuing people only for their wealth or position

instead of their goodness and virtue. The girls listened in silence, and

when Julia returned, looking very much ashamed and humbled after her

vain boasting, they made no allusion to her fiery outburst, and in a few

days she had regained her old place in the school and everything went on

as usual.

Lessons, classes, exercises, and lectures were crowded into each day.

Ruth had plenty to do, and found that she must work very hard if she

wished to succeed, and to take a good place in the school. She was

astonished to see how indolent some of the girls were; to find that many

of them did not care for knowledge for its own sake, but regarded their

lessons as a trouble, and were continually begging to be allowed to

leave off this or that study. And she was still more surprised and

shocked to find how many of the exercises were merely copied from old

books, with perhaps a few slight mistakes inserted to prevent suspicion.

On more than one occasion, Ruth gave offence by refusing to lend her

books for this purpose, or to avail herself of proffered assistance; but

she persevered steadily, and declared that she would rather make a few

mistakes than evade a difficulty which she could not surmount, as she

would be sure to meet it again.

Miss Elgin was not long in perceiving that Ruth was a conscientious

girl, anxious to learn, and in many little ways she contrived to help

and encourage her.

As the weather grew colder and winter advanced, the old home-life at the

farm seemed very far away, and somehow the home letters were not so full

of interest as they had once been. How trivial and childish it seemed to

read about the new kittens, the chickens, the nuts in the woods, and the

apples in the orchard, and the many little details with which the

children's letters were filled, when one was studying chemistry and

reading Milton and Shakespeare. Her mother's letters were always

welcome, but they were very rare.

The comfort and luxury of her new home were beginning to make a visible

alteration in her. Already she looked and felt quite a different person

from the little Ruth Arnold who sometimes milked the cows, or helped

with the house-work when the servants were busy. Her brown curls had

long since given place to a long plait like Julia's, her clothes were of

richer materials and made in a more fashionable style, and she had what

seemed at first an abundant supply of pocket-money. The only day on

which she really longed to be back at Cressleigh was Sunday. It had

always been such a happy day at the farm, the only rest day of the busy

father and mother, and always spent with the children. There were of

course certain duties which could not be neglected, but these were

quickly done, and then the whole family went together to the house of

God. In the afternoon the children all went to Sunday-school, where Will

was promoted to the post of teacher, and Mr. and Mrs. Arnold had a quiet

hour together with no one but the baby to disturb them. There was rarely

any service in the evening, but it was a pleasant time for the children,

who in fine summer weather sat on the lawn and sang their favourite

hymns, or on winter evenings gathered round the old piano in the

well-worn parlour while their mother or Ruth played, or listened while

their father talked or read some good and interesting book. All went to

bed early, and rose in the morning refreshed and strengthened by the joy

and repose of the day of rest.

But Sunday at Busyborough was quite a different matter. Every one was

expected to attend public worship once during the day, but Gerald was

often missing, and the others did not appear to take much pleasure in

going. Mr. Woburn had a pew in a handsome church close by, and also at a

large Nonconformist chapel in the neighbourhood. His wife usually

attended the latter, but Julia preferred the church, where the service

was very elaborate. She hated long sermons, she said, and liked to have

something to look at. Ruth accompanied her once or twice, but found the

morning service, to which she had been accustomed all her life, so

differently rendered that at first she could hardly follow it. The dear

old Psalms, which had always been read at Cressleigh by the clergyman

and the people led by the parish clerk, sounded so strange and

unfamiliar when chanted by a surpliced choir. The intoning, the

processions, and everything else, were so strange, that Ruth was afraid

to join in the service.

After going a few times she decided to accompany her aunt, for although

the service of the chapel was unfamiliar she was able to enter into the

spirit of it, and could appreciate and enjoy the sermon delivered by a

clever and eloquent preacher.

The family dined early on Sundays, and then the miserable part of the

day began for Ruth. There was "nothing to do on Sundays," Julia said,

and indeed there seemed to be no occupation provided. No one thought of

going to Sunday-school, as Ruth had once timidly suggested, although

Julia sometimes went to church when there was a special musical service.

At other times she would begin to read; then she would fidget or strum

on the piano, greatly to the annoyance of her father, who always took a

Sunday afternoon nap, and of Ernest, who buried himself in a book.

Gerald went out, Rupert got into all sorts of mischief, and Ruth was

left to her own devices.

In the evening the girls wrote their Scripture exercises, under cover of

which Julia often did other lessons, though this was quite contrary to

the express orders of her father, who was very anxious that his children

should have a "proper regard for the day." There was continual

bickering, many disputes and petty quarrels, and when bed-time came

every one was weary and cross, and seemed glad the day was over. No

wonder that Ruth often longed and sighed for one of the happy old

Sundays at home.

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