TO R.F.F.

_Florence, Sept_. 25, 1847.--I hope not to want a further remittance

for a long time. I shall not, if I can settle myself at Rome so as

to avoid spoliation. That is very difficult in this country. I have

suffered from it already. The haste, the fatigue, the frequent illness

in travelling, have tormented me. At Rome I shall settle myself for

five months, and make arrangements to the best of my judgment, and

with counsel of experienced friends, and have some hope of economy

while there; but am not sure, as much more vigilance than I can

promise is needed against the treachery of servants and the cunning of

landlords.

You are disappointed by my letter from Rome. But I did not feel equal

then to speaking of the things of Rome, and shall not, till better

acquaintance has steadied my mind. It is a matter of conscience with

me not to make use of crude impressions, and what they call here

"coffee-house intelligence," as travellers generally do. I prefer

skimming over the surface of things, till I feel solidly ready to

write.

Milan I left with great regret, and hope to return. I knew there a

circle of the aspiring youth, such as I have not in any other city.

I formed many friendships, and learned a great deal. One of the young

men, Guerrieri by name, (and of the famous Gonzaga family,) I really

love. He has a noble soul, the quietest sensibility, and a brilliant

and ardent, though not a great, mind. He is eight-and-twenty. After

studying medicine for the culture, he has taken law as his profession.

His mind and that of Hicks, an artist of our country now here, a

little younger, are two that would interest you greatly. Guerrieri

speaks no English; I speak French now as fluently as English, but

incorrectly. To make use of it, I ought to have learned it earlier.

Arriving here, Mr. Mozier, an American, who from a prosperous merchant

has turned sculptor, come hither to live, and promises much excellence

in his profession, urged me so much to his house, that I came. At

first, I was ill from fatigue, and staid several days in bed; but his

wife took tender care of me, and the quiet of their house and regular

simple diet have restored me. As soon as I have seen a few things

here, I shall go to Rome. On my way, I stopped at Parma,--saw the

works of Correggio and Parmegiano. I have now seen what Italy contains

most important of the great past; I begin to hope for her also a

great future,--the signs have improved so much since I came. I am most

fortunate to be here at this time.

Interrupted, as always. How happy I should be if my abode at Rome

would allow some chance for tranquil and continuous effort. But I dare

not hope much, from the difficulty of making any domestic arrangements

that can be relied on. The fruit of the moment is so precious, that I

must not complain. I learn much; but to do anything with what I learn

is, under such circumstances, impossible. Besides, I am in great need

of repose; I am almost inert from fatigue of body and spirit.

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