CHAPTER XI: THE ROMANCE OF WORK

I

I was still in the stage of wonder and joy at seeing myself in print,

when work and Philadelphia joined in the most unlooked for manner to

help me tell my Grandmother that "something" she was so anxiously

waiting to hear. An article on Philadelphia which an intelligent Editor

asked me to write was my introduction to J. The town that we both love

first brought us together, as it now brings us back to it together after

the many years that have passed since it laid the foundation of our long

partnership.

[Illustration: THE CHERRY STREET STAIRS NEAR THE RIVER]

I would say nothing about the article at this late date had it not added

so materially to my life and to my knowledge of Philadelphia. I am not

proud of it as a piece of literary work. But it seems, as I recall the

days of my apprenticeship, to mark the turning of the ways, to point to

the new road I was destined to take. I got it out the other day, the

first time in over a quarter of a century, proposing to reprint it,

thinking the contrast between my impressions of Philadelphia thirty

years ago and my impressions of Philadelphia to-day might be amusing. In

memory, it had remained a brilliant performance, one any editor would be

pleased to jump at, and I was astonished to find it youthful and crude,

inarticulate, inadequate not only to the subject itself but to my

appreciation of the subject which at the time was unbounded. I do not

know whether to be more amazed at my failure in it to say what I wanted

to say, or at the Editor's amiability in publishing it. The article may

not have lost all its eloquence for me, since between the halting lines

I can read the story I did not know how to tell, but for others it would

prove a dull affair and it is best left where it is, forgotten in the

old files of a popular magazine.

The story I read is one of a series of discoveries with a romance in

each. The way the article came about was that J. had made etchings of

Philadelphia, and the Editor, who had wisely arranged to use them,

thought they could not be published without accompanying text. When he

asked me, as a young Philadelphian just beginning to write, to supply

this text, he advised me to consult with J., whom I did not know and

whose studio address he gave me.

I was thrilled by the prospect, never having been in a studio nor met an

artist, and when it turned out not half so simple as it looked on paper,

when the first catching my artist was attended with endless delays and

difficulties, it did not lessen the thrill or take away from the sense

of adventure.

J.'s studio, which he shared with Mr. Harry Poore, was at the top of

what was then the Presbyterian Building on Chestnut Street above

Thirteenth, quite new and of tremendous height at a time when the

sky-scraper had not been invented nor the elevator become a necessity

of Philadelphia life. Day after day, varying the hour with each attempt,

now in the morning, now at noon, now toward evening, I toiled up those

long flights of stairs, marvelling at the strange, unaccountable

disclosures through half-opened studio doors, for it was a building of

studios; glad of the support of my Uncle who was seeing me through this,

as he saw me through all my earliest literary enterprises; arriving at

the top, breathless and panting, only to be informed by a notice,

written on paper and pinned on the tight-locked door, that J. was out

and would be back in half an hour. My Uncle and I were inclined to

interpret this literally, once or twice waiting trustingly on the dark

landing some little while beyond the appointed time. On one occasion I

believe the door was opened, when we knocked, by Mr. Poore who was not

sure of the length of a half hour as J. reckoned it, but had an idea it

might vary according to circumstances, especially now that J. was out of

town. I went away not annoyed as I should be to-day, but more stirred

than ever by the novelty of the adventure.

[Illustration: THE MORRIS HOUSE ON EIGHTH STREET]

At last I tied J. down by an appointment, as I should have done at the

start, and he, having returned to town, kept it to the minute. I think

from first to last of this astonishing business I had no greater shock

of astonishment than when I followed him into his studio. We were in the

Eighteen-Eighties then, when American magazines and newspapers were

making sensational copy out of the princely splendour of the London

studios, above all of Tadema's, Leighton's, Millais': palatial

interiors, hung with priceless tapestries, carpeted with rare Oriental

rugs, shining with old brass and pottery and armour, opening upon

Moorish courts, reached by golden stairs, fragrant with flowers, filled

with soft couches and luxurious cushions--flamboyant, exotic interiors

that would not have disgraced Ouida's godlike young Guardsmen but that

scarcely seemed to belong to men who made their living by the work of

their hands. Indeed, it was their splendour that misled so many

incompetent young men and women of the later Victorian age into the

belief that art was the easiest and most luxurious short cut to wealth.

But there was nothing splendid or princely about J.'s studio. It was

frankly a workshop, big and empty, a few unframed drawings and life

studies stuck up on the bare walls, the floors carpetless, for furniture

an easel or two and a few odd rickety chairs--a room nobody would have

dreamed of going into except for work. But then, my first impression of

J. was of a man who did not want to do anything except work.

My experience had been that people--if I leave out my Uncle--worked, not

because they wanted to but because they had to and that, sceptical as

they might be on every other Scriptural point, they were not to be

shaken out of their belief in work as a curse inherited from Adam. J.,

evidently, would have found the curse in not being allowed to work. And

as new to me was the enthusiasm with which, while he showed me his

prints and drawings, he began to talk about Philadelphia and its beauty.

It was unusual for Philadelphians to talk about their town at all; if

they did, it was more unusual for them to talk with enthusiasm; and the

interest in it forced upon them by the Centennial had been for every

quality rather than its beauty. Even my Uncle--though later, in his

_Memoirs_, he wrote charmingly of the charm of Philadelphia--at that

time affected to admire nothing in it except the unsightly arches of the

Pennsylvania Railroad, bridging the streets between the Schuylkill and

the Station, and if he made the exception in their favour, it was

because they reminded him of London. Thanks to the Centennial and the

stimulus of hard work, I was not as ignorant of Philadelphia as I had

been, but I was not rid of the old popular fallacy that the American in

search of beauty must cross the Atlantic and go to Europe. And here was

J., in five minutes telling me more about Philadelphia than I had

learned in a lifetime, revealing to me in his drawings the beauty of

streets and houses I had not had the wit to find out for myself, firing

me with sudden enthusiasm in my turn, convincing me that nothing in the

world counted but Philadelphia, opening my eyes to its unsuspected

resources, so that after this I could walk nowhere without visions of

romance where all before had been everyday commonplace, leaving me eager

and impatient to start on my next journey of discovery which was to be

in his company.

II

To illustrate our article--for _ours_ it had become--J. passed over the

obvious picturesqueness of Philadelphia--the venerable Pennsylvania

Hospital, the beautiful State House, Christ Church, the Old Swedes, St.

Peter's--buildings for which Philadelphia, after years of indifference,

had at last been exalted by the Centennial into historic monuments, the

show places of the town, labelled and catalogued--buildings of which J.

had already made records, having begun his work by drawing them, his

plate of the State House among the first he ever etched. He now went in

preference to the obscure by-ways, to the unpretending survivals of the

past, so merged, so swallowed up in the present, that it needed keen

eyes to detect them: old buildings stamped with age, but too humble in

origin for the Centennial to have resurrected; busy docks, grimy river

banks, crazy old rookeries abandoned to the business and poverty that

claimed them: to the strange, neglected, never-visited corners of a

great town where beauty springs from the rich soil of labour and chance,

neglect and decay.

How little I had known of Philadelphia up till then! One of the very

first places to which he took me was the old Second Street Market that,

when I lived within a stone's throw of it, I had never set my eyes

on--the old market that, south of Pine, forces Second Street to widen

and make space for it and that turns the gable of the little old Court

House directly north, breaking the long vista of the street as St.

Clement's and St. Mary's in London break the vista of the Strand--the

old market that I believe the city proposes to pull down, very likely

will have pulled down before these lines are in print, though there is

not a Philadelphian who would not go into ecstasies over as shabby and

down-at-the-heel Eighteenth Century building if stumbled upon in an

English country town. And as close to his old family home and mine J.

led me into inn yards that might have come straight from the Borough on

the Surrey side of the Thames, and in and out of dark mysterious courts

which he declared as "good" as the exploited French and Italian courts

every etcher has at one time or another made a plate of--curious nooks

and by-ways I had never stopped to look at during my Third Street days

and would have seen nothing in if I had.

And I remember going with him along Front Street, where I should have

thought myself contaminated at a time when it might have varied the dull

round of my daily walks, so unlike was it to the spick and span streets

I knew,--glimpses at every crossing of the Delaware, Philadelphia's

river of commerce that Philadelphians never went near unless to take the

boat for Torresdale or, in summers of economy, the steamer for

Liverpool; for several blocks, groups of seafaring men mending sails on

the side-walk, Mariners' Boarding-Houses, a Mariners' Church, and

Philadelphia here the seaport town it is and always has been; and then,

successive odours of the barnyard, fish, spice, coffee, Philadelphia

smelling as strong of the romance of trade as any Eastern bazaar.

[Illustration: THE OLD COACHING-INN YARD]

And I remember J. and I crossing the forbidden line into "up town" to

find beauty, interest, picturesqueness in "Market, Arch, Race and

Vine"--old houses everywhere, the old Meeting-House, Betsy Ross' house,

Provost Smith's, the Christ Church Burial Ground at Fifth and Arch where

Franklin is buried, narrow rambling alleys, red and black brick, and

there, up on a house at the corner of Front, where it is to this day, a

sign going back to the years when Race was still Sassafras Street, and

so part of the original scheme of Philadelphia, to which, with

Philadelphia docility, I had all my life believed South of Market alone

could claim the right.

And I remember our wandering to the Schuylkill, not by the neat and

well-kept roads and paths of the Park, but where tumbled-down houses

faced it near Callowhill Street Bridge and works of one kind or another

rose from its banks near Gray's Ferry, and Philadelphia was a town of

industry, of machines, of railroads connecting it with all parts of the

world,--for already to J. "the Wonder of Work" had made its irresistible

appeal. And I remember our wandering farther, north and south, east and

west--interest, beauty, picturesqueness never failing us--in the end

Philadelphia transformed into a vast Wonderland, where in one little

section people might spend their lives dancing, paying calls at noon,

eating chicken salad and croquettes from Augustine's, but where in every

other they were striving, struggling, toiling, to carry on Penn's

traditions and to give to his town the greatness, power and beauty he

planned for it.

In these walks I had followed J. into streets and quarters of the town I

had not known. But I would be leaving out half the story if I did not

say how much he showed me in the streets and quarters I did know. It is

with a town, I suppose, as with life out of which, philosophers say, we

get just as much, or as little, as we bring to it. I had brought no

curiosity, no interest, no sympathy, to Philadelphia, and Philadelphia

therefore had given me nothing save a monotony of red brick and green

shade. But now I came keen with curiosity, full of interest, aflame with

sympathy, and Philadelphia overwhelmed me with its gifts. Oh, the

difference when, having eyes, one sees! I was as surprised to learn that

I had been living in the midst of beauty all my life as M. Jourdain was

to find he had been talking prose.

Down in lower Spruce and all the neighbouring streets, where I had

walked in loneliness longing for something to happen, something happened

at every step--beautiful Colonial houses, stately doorways, decorative

ironwork, dormer windows, great gables facing each other at street

corners, harmonious proportions--not merely a bit here and a bit there,

but the old Colonial town almost intact, preserved by Philadelphia

through many generations only to be abandoned now to the Russian Jew and

the squalor and the dirt that the Russian Jew takes with him wherever

he goes. In not another American town had the old streets then changed

so little since Colonial days, in not another were they so well worth

keeping unchanged. I had not to dive into musty archives to unearth the

self-evident fact that the early Friends, when they left England, packed

up with their liberty of conscience the love of beauty in architecture

and, what was more practical, the money to pay for it; that, in a fine

period of English architecture, they got good English architects,--Wren

said to have been of the number--to design not merely their public

buildings, but their private houses; that, their Founder setting the

example, they carried over in their personal baggage panelling,

carvings, ironwork, red and black brick, furniture, and the various

details they were not likely to procure in Philadelphia until

Philadelphians had moved from their caves and the primeval forest had

been cut down; that when Philadelphia could contribute its share of the

work, they modified the design to suit climate, circumstances, and

material, and bequeathed to us a Philadelphia with so much local

character that it never could be mistaken for an English town.

This used to strike the intelligent foreigner as long as Philadelphia

was content to have a character of its own and did not bother to be in

architectural or any other movements. "Not a distressingly new-looking

city, for the Queen Anne style in vogue when its prosperity began is in

the main adhered to with Quaker-like precision; good red brick; numerous

rather narrow windows with white outside shutters, a block cornice along

the top of the facades and the added American feature of marble steps

and entry,"--this, in a letter to William Michael Rossetti, was Mrs.

Gilchrist's description of Philadelphia in the late Eighteen-Seventies,

and it is an appreciative description though most authorities would

probably describe Philadelphia as Georgian rather than Queen Anne.

Philadelphia did more to let the old character go to rack and ruin

during the years I was away from it than during the two centuries

before, and is to-day repenting in miles upon miles of sham Colonial.

But repentance cannot wipe away the traces of sin--cannot bring back the

old Philadelphia I knew.

[Illustration: FRANKLIN'S GRAVE]

I do not want to attribute too much to my new and only partially

developed power of observing. Had the measuring worm not retreated

before the sparrow, I might perhaps have been less prepared during my

walks with J. to admit the beauty of the trees lining every street, as

well as of the houses they shaded. But what is the use of troubling

about the might-have-been? The important thing is that, with him I did

for the first time see how beautiful are our green, well-shaded streets.

With him too I first saw how beautiful is their symmetry as they run in

their long straight lines and cross each other at right angles. It was a

symmetry I had confused with monotony, with which most Philadelphians,

foolishly misled, still confuse it. They would rather, for the sake of

variety, that Penn had left the building and growth of Philadelphia to

chance as the founders of other American towns did--they would rather

boast with New York or Boston of the disorderly picturesqueness of

streets that follow old cow tracks made before the town was. But Penn

understood the value of order in architecture as in conduct. It is true

that Ruskin, the accepted prophet of my young days, did not include

order among his Seven Lamps, but there was a good deal Ruskin did not

know about architecture, and a town like Paris in its respect for

arrangement--for order--for a thought-out plan--will teach more at a

glance than all his rhapsodies. Philadelphia has not the noble

perspectives of the French capital nor the splendid buildings to

complete them, but its despised regularity gives it the repose, the

serenity, which is an essential of great art, whether the art of the

painter or the engraver, the sculptor or the architect. And it gives,

too, a suggestiveness, a mystery we are more apt to seek in

architectural disorder and caprice. I know nobody who has pointed out

this beauty in Penn's design except Mrs. Gilchrist in the description

from which I have already borrowed, and she merely hints at the truth,

not grasping it. Philadelphia to her was more picturesque and more

foreign-looking than she expected, and her explanation is in the "long

straight streets at right angles to each other, long enough and broad

enough to present that always pleasing effect of vista-converging lines

that stretch out indefinitely and look as if they must certainly lead

somewhere very pleasant," the streets that are to the town what "the

open road" is to the country,--the long, white, straight road beckoning

who can say where?

III

It was without the slightest intention on my part that the

vista-converging lines of the streets led me direct to William Penn. But

I defy anybody to do a little thinking while walking through the streets

of Philadelphia and not be led to him, so for eternity has he stamped

them with his vivid personality--not William Penn, the shadowy prig of

the school history, but William Penn, the man with a level head, big

ideas, and the will to carry them out--three things that make for

genius. To the weakling of to-day the fight for liberty of conscience

would loom up so gigantic a task as to fill to overflowing his little

span here below. But in the fight as Penn fought it, the material

details could be overlooked as little as the spiritual, the comfort of

the bodies of his people no more neglected than the freedom of their

souls. He did not stop to preach about town-planning and garden cities,

and improved housing for the workman, like the would-be reformer of

to-day. With no sentimental pose as saviour of the people, no drivel

about reforming and elevating and sweetening the lives of humanity, no

aspiration towards "world-betterment," Penn made sure that Philadelphia

should be the green town he thought it ought to be and that men and

women, whatever their appointed task, should have decent houses to live

in. He had the common-sense to understand that his colonists would be

the sturdier and the better equipped for the work they had to do if they

lived like men and not like beasts, and that a town as far south as

Philadelphia called for many gardens and much green shade. The most

beautiful architecture is that which grows logically out of the needs of

the people. That is why Penn's city as he designed it was and is a

beautiful city, to which English and German town reformers should come

for the hints Philadelphians are so misguided as to seek from them.

I could not meet Penn in his pleasant streets and miss the succession of

Friends who took over the responsibility of ensuring life and reality to

his design, not allowing it, like Wren's in London, to lapse into a

half-forgotten archaeological curiosity. Personally. I knew nothing of

the Friends and envied J. who did because he was one of them, as I never

could be, as nobody, not born to it, can. I had seen them, as alas! they

are seen no longer: quiet, dignified men in broad-brimmed hats,

sweet-faced women in delicate greys and browns, filling our streets in

the spring at the time of Yearly Meeting. Once or twice I had seen them

at home, the women in white caps and fichus, quiet and composed, sitting

peacefully in their old-time parlours simple and bare but filled with

priceless Sheraton or Chippendale. They looked, both in the open streets

and at their own firesides, so placid, so detached from the world's

cares, it had not occurred to me that they could be the makers of the

town's beauty and the sinews of its strength. But in my new mood I could

nowhere get far from them.

Ghosts of the early Friends haunted the old streets and the old houses

and, mingling with them, were ghosts of the World's People who had lost

no time in coming to share their town and ungraciously abuse the

privilege. The air was thick with association. J. and I walked in an

atmosphere of the past, delightfully conscious of it but never troubling

to reduce it to dry facts. We could not have been as young as we were

and not scorn any approach to pedantry, not as lief do without ghosts as

to grub them up out of the Philadelphia Library or the Historical

Society. We left it to the antiquary to say just where the first Friends

landed and the corner-stone of their first building was laid, just in

which Third Street house Washington once danced, in which Front Street

house Bishop White once lived. It was for the belated Boswell, not for

us, to follow step by step the walks abroad of Penn, or Franklin, or any

of our town's great men. It was no more necessary to be historians in

order to feel the charm of the past than to be architects in order to

feel the charm of the houses, and for no amount of exact knowledge would

we have exchanged the romance which enveloped us.

[Illustration: ARCH STREET MEETING]

Could I have put into words some of the emotion I felt in gathering

together my material, what an article I would have made! But my words

came with difficulty, and indeed I have never had the "ready pen" of the

journalist, always I have been shy in expressing emotion of any kind. No

reader could have guessed from my article my enthusiasm as I wrote it.

But at least it did get written and my pleasure in it was not disturbed

by doubt. I was too enthralled by what I had to say to realize that I

had not managed to say it at all.

IV

With the publication of the article our task was at an end, but not our

walks together. J. and I had got into the habit of them, it was a

pleasant habit, we saw no reason to give it up.

Sometimes we walked with new work as an object. There were articles

about Philadelphia for _Our Continent_. We called it work--learning

Romany--when we both walked with my Uncle up Broad Street to Oakdale

Park, and through Camden and beyond to the Reservoir, where the Gypsies

camped, and made Camden in my eyes, not the refuge of all in doubt,

debt, or despair as its traditions have described it, but a rival in

romance of Bagdad or Samarcand. When we walked still further, taking the

train to help us out, to near country towns for the autumn fairs, never

missing a side show, we called this the search for local colour, and I

filled note-books with notes. Sometimes we walked for no more practical

purpose than pleasure in Philadelphia. And we could walk for days, we

could walk for miles, and exhaust neither the pleasure nor the town that

I once fancied I knew by heart if I walked from Market to Pine and from

the Delaware to the Schuylkill.

I remember as a remarkable incident my discovery of the suburbs. With

the prejudice borrowed from my Father, I had cultivated for all

suburbs something of the large sweeping contempt which, in the

Eighteen-Nineties, Henley and the _National Observer_, carrying on the

tradition of Thackeray, made it the fashion to profess for the suburbs

of London. West Philadelphia and Germantown were no less terms of

opprobrium in my mouth than Clapham and Brixton in Henley's. But Henley,

though it was a mistake to insist upon Clapham with its beautiful Common

and old houses and dignified air, was expressing his splendid scorn of

the second-rate, the provincial, in art and in letters. I was only

expressing, parrot-like, a pose that did not belong to me, but to my

Father in whose outlook upon life and things there was a whimsical

touch, and who carried off' his prejudices with humour.

[Illustration: CLIVEDEN, THE CHEW HOUSE]

I was the more foolish in this because few towns, if any, have lovelier

suburbs than Philadelphia. Their loveliness is another part of our

inheritance from William Penn who set no limits to his dream of a green

country town, and from the old Friends who, in deference to his desire,

lined not only their streets but their roads with trees. This is only

as it should be, I thought when, reading the letters of John Adams, I

came upon his description of the road to Kensington and beyond,

"straight as the streets of Philadelphia, on each side ... beautiful

rows of trees, button-woods, oaks, walnuts, cherries, and willows." In

our time, scarcely a road out of Philadelphia is without the same

beautiful rows, if not the same variety in the trees, and while much of

the open country it ran through in John Adams' day has been built up

with town and suburban houses, the trees still line it on each side.

Everybody knows the beauty of the leafy roads of the Main Line, quite a

correct thing to know, the Main Line being the refuge of the

Philadelphian pushed out of "Chestnut, Walnut, Spruce and Pine" by

business and the Russian Jew combined. But the Main Line has not the

monopoly of suburban beauty, though it may of suburban fashion. The Main

Street in Germantown, with its peaceful old grey stone houses and great

overshadowing trees, has no rival at home or abroad, and I have seen as

commonplace a street as Walnut in West Philadelphia, its uninteresting

houses screened behind the two long lines of trees, become in the golden

light of a summer afternoon as stately an avenue as any at Versailles or

St. Germain.

Not only the trees, but the past went with us to Germantown. Has any

other American suburb so many old houses to boast? Stenton, the Chew

House, the Johnson House, the Morris House, the Wistar House, Wyck--are

there any other Colonial houses with nobler interiors, statelier

furniture, sweeter gardens? I recall the pillared hall of Chew House,

the finely proportioned entrance and stairway of Stenton, the garden of

Wyck as I last saw it--rather overgrown, heavy with the perfume of roses

and syringa, the June sun low behind the tall trees that stand close to

the wall along Walnut Lane;--I recall the memories clustering about

those old historic homes, about every lane and road and path, and I

wonder that Germantown is not one of the show places of the world. But

the foreigner, to whom Philadelphia is a station between New York and

Washington or New York and Chicago, has never heard of it, nor has the

rest of America to whom Philadelphia is the junction for Atlantic City.

With the exception of Stenton, the old Germantown houses are for use,

not for show, still lived in by the families who have lived in them from

the beginning, and I love them too well to want to see them overtaken by

the fate of sights starred in Baedeker, even while I wonder why they

have escaped.

At times J. and I walked in the green valley of the Wissahickon, along

the well-kept road past the old white taverns, with wide galleries and

suppers of cat-fish and waffles, which had not lost their pleasant

primitiveness to pass themselves off as rural Rumpelmeyers where ladies

stop for afternoon tea. Can the spring be fairer anywhere than in and

around Philadelphia when wistaria blossoms on every wall and the country

is white with dogwood? Often we wandered in the Wissahickon woods, by

narrow footpaths up the low hillsides, so often that, wherever I may

be, certain effects of brilliant sunshine filtering through the pale

green of early spring foliage will send me straight back to the

Wissahickon and to the days when I could not walk in Philadelphia or its

suburbs and not strike gold at every step. And the Wissahickon was but

one small section of the Park, of which the corrupt government

Philadelphia loves to rail at made the largest and fairest, at once the

wildest and most wisely laid-out playground, in America. Will a reform

Government, with all its boasting, do as much for Philadelphia? I had

skimmed the surface only on those boating parties up the river and those

walking parties in the starlit or moonlit shade. Wide undiscovered

stretches lay off the beaten track, and the mansions of the

Park--Strawberry, Belmont, Mount Pleasant--were well stocked, not only

with lemonade and cake and peanuts, with croquettes and chicken salad,

but with beauty and associations for those who knew how to give the

order. And, greater marvel, beauty--classic beauty--was to be had even

in the Fairmount Water Works that, after I left school, I had looked

down upon as a childish entertainment provided for the holidays, beneath

the consideration of my maturer years.

V

Of all our walks, none was better than the walk to Bartram's on the

banks of the Schuylkill beyond Gray's Ferry. It seemed very far then,

before the trolley passed by its gate, and before the rows of little

two-story houses had begun to extend towards it like the greedy

tentacles of the great town. The City Government had not taken it over,

it was not so well looked after. The old grey stone house, with the

stone tablet on its walls bearing witness that his Lord was adored by

John Bartram, had not yet been turned into a museum. I am not sure

whether the trees around it--the trees collected from far and near--were

learnedly labelled as they are now. The garden had grown wild, the

thicket below was a wilderness. It is right that the place should be

cared for. The city could not afford to lose the beauty one of its most

famous citizens, who was one of the most famous botanists of his day,

built up, and his family preserved, for it, and when I returned I

welcomed the sign this new care gave of Philadelphia's interest, so long

in the awakening. But Bartram's was more beautiful in its neglect, as an

old church is more beautiful before the restorer pulls down the ivy and

scrapes and polishes the stone. Many were the Sunday afternoons J. and I

spent there, and many the hours we sat talking on the little bench at

the lower end of the wilderness, where we looked out on the river and

planned new articles.

[Illustration: BARTRAM'S]

When our walks together had become too strong a habit to be broken and

we decided to make the habit one for life, we went back again and again

to Bartram's and on that same little bench, looking out upon the river,

we planned work for the long years we hoped were ahead of us: perhaps

seeing the future in the more glowing colours for the contrast with the

past about us, the ashes of the life and beauty from which our phoenix

was to soar. The work then planned carried and kept us thousands of

miles away, but it belongs none the less to the old scenes, where it was

inspired, and I like to think that, though the chances of this work have

made us exiles for years, the memory of our life as we have lived it is

inseparable from the memory of Bartram's or, indeed, of Philadelphia

which, through work, I learned to see and to love.

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