DOCTOR RICHARDS
Doctor Richards went slowly down stairs, Miss Armitage let herself in
with her latch key.
"How is my little patient today?" she asked.
"Stronger in some respects. But I don't quite like the heart action.
And I'm afraid I haven't improved it any."
"Oh, you did not scold her--?" in a half upbraiding tone.
"No, no. But I coaxed that dream story out of her and several other
things. In a year or two more those Borden babies will have her all
worn out. So many of the little Cinderellas don't get half a chance
with life, the stolid ones do better. But she could hold an audience
with that story, if she was not afraid of the audience," smiling a
little, "and the lovely expressions that flit over her face! She is
not the usual child."
"I've been a little afraid to think that. So many of the child
prodigies flatten out and make ordinary people."
"And some of them never get the true opportunity. I've a boy under my
observation who is going to make a first-class surgeon, and I'm
persuading a man to educate him. His father is going to put him in a
foundry. Think of hands fitted for the nicest surgery being coarsened
by contact with rough iron and hard tools. He would lose the fine
touch by hard manual labor if he worked for his education. No one
knows all the children sacrificed to Moloch. But the little girl! Of
course she thinks of going back. She isn't even tugging at the chain.
But I, for one, don't believe God puts people in just the place He
wants them to stay, when He must see that they can't work out.
Well--did you get the girls off?"
"Yes, and they were a delighted lot. Three only are to have their
wages paid. Yet an employer told me about a week ago he had subscribed
twenty-five dollars to one of these girls' summer homes. That at four
dollars a week would have paid six girl's a week's wages. His name
goes down on the generous list of course. Oh, I don't wonder people
like to do the things that show! The things that only God can know do
not come up for credit. But it is 'deal justly' first of all."
"I'd like to stay and talk--but there is a serious matter before me.
Take good care of our little girl--but I needn't charge _you_. I'll be
in again tomorrow."
Miss Armitage went slowly upstairs, paused a few moments at her desk
to jot down some items. When she went through to the next room,
Marilla was asleep. The little face was framed in with rings of
shining hair, the lips were palely pink and parted with a half smile,
the skin still showed blue veins. With a little care, such as rich
people gave their children, she might grow up pretty, she would always
be sweet. And the pudgy babies with their wondering eyes loved her!
Marilla improved slowly but surely. She walked from room to room, and
one day she went down stairs to luncheon. Just the small round table
in the recess by the side window set out with all manner of pretty
dishes and a pretty glass basket of flowers in the center. And there
was Jane to wait upon them, and she seemed so pleased to have Marilla
down stairs though the little girl had held tight to the bannister,
lest she should lose her balance and fall. Everything looked so cool
and sweet. The pictures were of woods and lakes, or a bit of sedgy
river. There were fine sheer draperies at the windows, a tall vase of
flowers on the beautiful centerpiece that adorned the real dining
table.
Oh, how good the delicate asparagus soup tasted. And the cold chicken,
the rice and the dainty potato cake. Marilla was all smiles inside,
she could feel the quiver. She had not been waited on this way since
the night in fairy land. Bridget had a way of shoving things toward
you or asking you to get up and help yourself. But then, Bridget had
done the cooking and was tired, and Marilla was glad to wait on her.
After the dessert, they went through to the drawing room and that
looked lovely to the little girl. There was a portfolio of engravings
on a sort of stand, and you could sit there and turn them over without
any effort. There were so many pretty children among them, and some of
royal families that were to be kings and queens.
The postman came and Jane brought in a handful of letters. Miss
Armitage looked them over casually. Here was one from Bayside and she
opened it.
"My dear Miss Armitage," it began.
"I don't know how we can thank you for taking Marilla in as you did,
and by this time I hope she is about well. Mr. Borden comes up on
Saturday morning to see a client and will call for Marilla at about
two. We simply can't do without her. We've had the most awful time!
Two babies getting four teeth apiece are enough to drive one crazy.
There was no trouble about the other teeth, but I think it would not
have been so bad if we'd had Marilla. They have missed her and cried
after her and no one could get them asleep until they were fairly worn
out and then they sobbed in the most heartbreaking way. We've had no
rest day or night. Ellen is very good and patient, but the babies
simply won't let her touch them. Marilla always knew just what to do.
She was so entertaining. She certainly was born for a nurse girl,
though I thought she was most too young when I took her, I've never
let her lift them, for they're like a lump of lead. They have grown
thinner and I do hope it will keep on, unless Marilla makes them laugh
so much they fat up again. They have each cut two teeth and they had
to be lanced. Sister and I have had an awful time. We shall be so glad
to get Marilla back. I think Ellen will not be a success as a child's
nurse. And I can get her a first-class place as a parlor maid where
she can have eighteen dollars a month, which I couldn't afford to pay.
There is a cook and a laundress kept, so she won't lose by coming
down. She is very nice, pleasant and tidy, and we had to have some one
in the emergency. And poor little Marilla must have gone to a hospital
but for your kindness. We are all so obliged and if Mr. Borden can be
of service to you, sometime, he will be very glad. These are the
favors money cannot repay.
"So if you will have Marilla ready about two o'clock on Saturday, Mr.
Borden will call for her. If she needs a dress will you kindly
purchase it and tell him. We have all her clothes down here. There is
a beautiful big lawn with hammocks and everything, and if she is not
very strong yet she can have sea bathing which is splendid, and fine
diet. And we certainly are your deeply grateful friends.
"Mrs. Mary Borden."
Miss Armitage read the letter over twice and watched the pale little
girl enjoying the pictures. It was not quite a heartless letter but,
it had no special sympathy for the poor little Cinderella, if she did
not have to sit in the ashes. Then she laid it by and went at the
others.
"Please Miss Armitage, may I go upstairs? I am so tired. What do you
suppose makes me feel tired so easily?"
"You are not strong yet. Yes, we will go upstairs and you must lie
down."
She placed her arm around the slender body. Marilla kissed the white
hand.
The doctor came in the next morning, and Miss Armitage handed him the
letter.
"Has the average woman any soul!" he exclaimed angrily.
"Mrs. Borden has had no means of knowing how severe the case really
was----"
"See here, she might have written on--say Tuesday and inquired. Why
Marilla might have died with just a little more. She doesn't go. She
won't be strong enough to bother with teething babies in some time
yet, if at all."
"Oh, you don't think----"
"She has a weak heart. It may have come from the shock and there is
time enough for her to outgrow it, with care. Are you going to tire of
her?"
She saw there was no doubt in his face and smiled.
"Marilla's no more trouble than a kitten. Jane is positively in love
with her. I'm not sure but I shall ask to have her transferred to
me."
"Hilda Armitage you ought to be the mother of girls. I don't know
about the boys," with a doubtful laugh.
"I've had two disappointments."
"I told you that Conklin girl was not worth the trouble. She's singing
in a vaudeville show and it _does_ suit her. You couldn't get any
refined ambition in that vain and silly brain. It is casting pearls
before swine. Save the pearls for some one worthy. _She_ doesn't go
back to the Borden's this summer. When you get tired of her----"
"Shall we quarrel about her?" She glanced up with an odd, humorous
smile.
"Perhaps we shall in the end, but that is a good way off. When that
man comes today, just let him see Marilla."
Mr. Borden came punctually at two and was quite profuse in his thanks
for Miss Armitage's kindness.
"I regret to say that Marilla has progressed very slowly. She had
quite an exhausting fever at first. She was not able to come
downstairs until yesterday, and lies down several times through the
day."
"Is it possible! Why we thought--and we need her so much! Did you--"
he flushed a little, "have a good physician?"
"An excellent one whose practice is mostly among children. He thought
her quite worn out, but it was being overcome with the heat and she
fell off the steps. It was near congestion of the brain I believe."
"I'm awfully sorry. We were so busy just then, and my wife was worried
to death. The babies had always been so good, but I can't imagine
anything being so--so dreadful as they've been for a week. I've
scarcely slept an hour at a time and Mrs. Borden is clear worn out.
She thinks just the sight of Marilla would comfort them. We might go
on keeping that Ellen, though the babies won't take to her. I think
Marilla charmed them; but they're always been good until now. And
there's four more teeth to come through," in a despairing sort of
tone.
Miss Armitage had large sympathy and she felt really sorry for him.
Yet how providential that Marilla had missed the care!
"You have had a very bad time, certainly, and it is fortunate that
Marilla didn't give out on your hands. Would you like to see her,
though I think she is asleep."
"Yes--oh yes. If we kept Ellen, don't you think she might come down
next week. The sea-bathing would no doubt strengthen her."
"She has some heart weakness. I'm afraid she couldn't stand the
bathing."
Then she rose and led the way up stairs.
Marilla was asleep. Mr. Borden studied her in surprise.
"Why, she's grown dreadfully thin. Yes, she must have been very ill,
but like the babies, she'd always been well. I'm awful sorry. I don't
know what we shall do. Mrs. Borden had counted so on her coming. And
she said over half a dozen times that I must not forget to thank you
for all this kindness. You must send me the doctor's bill. She's such
a nice child, Miss Armitage."
Marilla stirred and opened her eyes, closed them sighed and opened
them again, then half murmured--"Oh, doctor," and started.
"Marilla, child, don't you remember Mr. Borden?"
"I had not told her about your coming. We keep her as tranquil as
possible."
"Oh, Mr. Borden!" Marilla sat up. "And the babies?"
"The babies are in a very poor way, Marilla. They certainly are
homesick for you. We try to keep them comforted with the promise of
you. Oh, I hoped you would be well enough to go down with me this
afternoon. Their mother will be telling them you will surely come.
Poor little girl, but you are going to get well, aren't you? And Jack
thinks there's no fun without you, and no one to read to him or tell
him stories."
The child gave a vague smile. She was very glad to be away from Jack;
indeed, sick babies did not appear attractive to her just now, but she
said--
"Oh, I'm very sorry. The doctor said it was the heat and----"
"It was awfully hot that week. That made the babies worse. Oh, if I
could take you down just to amuse them. You made them laugh so,
Marilla. You know just how to do it. Well--it can't be helped, but you
must try to get well and have some good of the pretty country place.
Is there anything I can do for you?"
"Miss Armitage is so good. And Jane and the doctor. And the yard is
full of flowers. I'm very happy."
"I suppose so. Maybe you won't want to come back. But you belong to
us, you know and we can't give you up."
Then he turned to go.
"Will you kiss the babies for me and tell them how sorry I am, and ask
Jack not to tease them, and--and--" she swallowed over a great lump in
her throat--"I shall come back when I get well."
"That's a good girl. Good-bye. I shall be in town next week and will
come in and see you."
He gave the little hand a clasp. Miss Armitage went down with him.
Marilla turned her face over on the pillow and cried as if her heart
would break. Could she go back to the babies and Jack? And Bridget
wasn't as sweet as Jane, and there was sharp Aunt Hetty----
"My dear! My dear!" said the soft voice with its infinite pity, and
the sweet lips kissed hers.
"Oh, Miss Armitage, won't God take you to heaven if you pray very
hard? I should hate to leave you and the dear, nice doctor, but I'm
afraid I don't want to go back to the babies and Jack. I'm tired of
them, and I feel as if it was foolish to be funny when there are so
many sweet things to think of and books to read and your beautiful
music. But I must go away from all that, and somehow heaven looks
nicer. And when you die doesn't an angel come and take you in his arms
and just carry you up and up to the other side of the sky where
everything is peace and loveliness, and no one will torment you----"
"Oh my child, perhaps God wants you to live here a little longer and
do some work for him. The doctor would be very sorry not to have you
get well. Some one might say--'He let that little girl die when he
might have saved her,' but they wouldn't know it was because she kept
brooding over it all the time and would make no effort to get well.
God knows what is best for us."
"I didn't mind about going back. But today it seemed to be--dreadful,"
with a convulsive sob.
"Then we have spoiled you. Oh, I am sorry for that."
"Oh, dear Miss Armitage, don't be sorry when you have been so good.
But I don't quite understand how anyone can bind you out and make you
stay years if you didn't want to."
"But children do not know what is best for them. Some go wandering
round the streets without any home and are picked up and put in a
place almost like a prison where they have to work whether they like
it or not. And some even have cruel fathers and mothers. You said the
Bordens were good to you. Would you rather be there or at the Home?"
"Oh, I'd rather be there than at the Home, but----" and she swallowed
hard over a sob.
"If they worked you beyond reason or half starved you a complaint
could be made but they all seem to love you----"
Miss Armitage smiled with a soft kind of sadness, as if she wished the
truth were not quite so true, and the things that looked so delightful
were not so often the thing it was best to give up for honor's sake.
"Yes, they do love me, babies and all, and of course I must go back
when I am well enough."
Then she turned her face away and tried to keep back the tears. Jane
entered at that moment and the tension was broken.
Miss Armitage read verses to her after she was in bed that evening,
and kissed her good night with motherly tenderness. Then she sat for
some time and thought.
Why should she have taken a fancy to this little girl? She had seen
prettier children who were homeless and helped provide for them. The
Bordens were not rough or heartless. Bridget had spoken well of them.
The child had a comfortable home, and she was bound in honor. It would
be mean to entice her to break the bargain, to make her dissatisfied.
No, she must not do that.
Miss Armitage's life lines had run along smoothly through girlhood.
Her mother was a widow and they had a comfortable income. Hilda had a
good voice and sang in church, gave some music lessons. There had been
a lover and a dear friend and the old tragedy had occurred, that might
have been more heartbreaking if her mother had not been taken ill. For
days her recovery was doubtful. Then an uncle at Los Angeles besought
her to come out to that genial clime and spend her remaining days with
him, for now he was quite alone.
Hilda made all preparations. Such of the furniture as had intrinsic
value was to be stored with a friend, the rest sold. And then Mrs.
Armitage had an unlooked for relapse and Hilda went out alone.
Her uncle was a kindly man past middle life and he took an instant
fancy to Hilda. The house and its surroundings were loveliness
itself. Life here would be really enchanting. It was such a beautiful
world.
"But you have not seen half of it yet. Hilda, what would you say to
going abroad? I've wanted to half my life. But my wife, as you have
heard, was an invalid and not inclined to travel. We lost our two
children. I'm not too old to start out now and view some things with
the eyes of an enthusiastic young girl."
So abroad they went. She had seven years of the richness of the old
world, learning languages, listening to music that stirred every pulse
of her soul, haunting art galleries with loving companionship that
somehow saw the best and most beautiful in everything if it was not
always high art.
And then she returned alone. It seemed more of a loss than the death
of her mother. She remained awhile in California settling up some
business and then the longing seized her to return to the home of her
youth, to have a real home where she could make the center she was
still dreaming of, surround herself with friends and do something
worth while with her money.
Newton had changed as well, enlarged its boundaries and made itself
beautiful at the northern end. The shops and factories were kept down
by the railroad center where two important lines crossed, and the
river was navigable. Then Main Street was devoted to really fine
stores, Brandon to offices and men's businesses, the Postoffice being
there. A handsome library building adorned Broadway, there were Orphan
Homes, an Old Ladies' Home, a Social Settlement.
Miss Armitage liked the aspect of it. Boarding at a hotel for awhile
she looked about and decided on Loraine place. The houses stood in a
row, but they had a pretty court yard in front, and a real stretch of
ground at the back for grass and flowers and two fine fruit trees.
Of course old friends sought her out. Perhaps the fortune helped. The
young girls of her time were matrons with growing children. How odd it
seemed! She thought sometimes that she felt reprehensibly young, as if
she was having girlhood over again in her heart, but it was a richer,
wiser and more fervent girlhood, with the added experiences of the
woman.
There were many things for her to take an interest in but they finally
settled around the babies and little children's hospital, and the
Settlement House. In a way, she was fond of the sweet, helpless babies
who seemed so very dependent on human kindness. If there was one of
her own flesh and blood it would take possession of her very soul, all
her thoughts, all her affection. But it should have been hers earlier
in life. Now she wanted companionship. She could not wait for it to
develop and then find unpleasant traits that had come from alien
blood. No, she could not adopt a baby and wait a dozen years to know
whether it would satisfy or not.
She had helped two or three girls to better things. One through the
last two years of High School and who was now teaching. And there had
been one with a charming voice and an attractive face who had been
injured in a mill and who would never have perfect use of her right
hand. If she could be trained for a singer!
She and Doctor Richards came to words about her. He said plainly she
would not be worth the money spent upon her. But Miss Armitage
insisted on spending it a year when the girl threw up her friend and
joined a concert troupe, slipping presently into vaudeville where she
_was_ a success.
And out of the dispute came a proffer of love and marriage. Alvah
Richards had begun life at the opposite pole from Miss Armitage. There
had been a fortune, a love for the study of medicine, a degree in
Vienna and one at Paris. Then most of the fortune had been swept away.
He returned to America and some way drifted to Newton. They were just
starting the hospital and he found plenty to do. He could live
frugally. To help his still poorer fellow creatures in suffering, to
restore them to strength and teach them to be useful members of
society, or to comfort them and make the path easier over the river to
the other country; this was his highest aim.
Miss Armitage was almost dumb with surprise. She raised her hand in
entreaty.
"Oh, don't! don't," she cried. "It is quite impossible; it cannot be.
I like you very much, but I am not in love. And then----"
"Then what?" with eager eyes and incisive voice.
"You had a birthday last week. I heard you telling it. You are
thirty-one."
"Well--" There was a proud smile on his manly face.
"And when my birthday comes, I shall be thirty-six. When you are
sixty, rich in experience, famous, a real man among men, I shall be
quite an old woman. No, I shouldn't do it for your sake."
"As if a few years made any difference! Why you could discount seven
years at least. Have you been loved so much that you can throw away a
man's honest, honorable, tender love that will last all his life, that
wear it as you like, in any stress, you can never wear out."
"Oh," she cried. "You have spoiled a splendid friendship. I liked you
so much, I have no love to give in return."
"Then let us be friends again. I would rather have you for a friend
than any other woman for a wife. I simply will not give you up."
So the pendulum went on swinging evenly between the two points, when
Cinderella entered both lives.
And now it was Sunday morning and the chimes were pealing--"Oh, come
all ye faithful." Marilla listened with a throb of joy, though she did
not know the words they were saying in sweetest melody. Miss Armitage
came and stood by the cot with a cordial good morning.
Marilla stretched out her hand and glanced up with an entreating sort
of smile.
"Was I very bad last night?" she asked in a wistful tone.
"Bad? Why--what was it?"
"I've been thinking it over. Oh, I didn't want to go back to Mrs.
Borden. It is so lovely and quiet and beautiful here. But it _is_
right. I am her bound-out girl, and I _was_ glad to go there. You
wouldn't like me to be always looking for what was nice and pleasant
and shirking other things, would you?"
"Dear." She stooped and kissed her. She had been going over some
arguments fitted for a child's understanding, and she was afraid of a
rather painful time. And the worst to her was the fact that she had
come to love the child and really desired her.
"The babies, you know, are so fond of me, and they are all very good.
So I wouldn't have any reason for not staying with them. And it will
be only five years more, then I shall be eighteen. And I thought--"
flushing daintily, "that maybe Jane might marry, and you would want
some one in her place and if it was--me," rather tremulously--"I could
come--I love you so. I'd be your Cinderella always. And when I go back
it will be like the King's ball--I shall keep thinking how lovely it
was for you to bring me here instead of sending me to a hospital, and
it will comfort me just as the music did."
Miss Armitage bent over and kissed her but there were tears in her
eyes. She was touched with the child's reasoning that was so like
heroism.
"Yes, dear," she said. "We will think of it that way. And if you
should be ill at any time, I will have you brought here, and you shall
stop when you take the babies out and let me see them, and rest a
little."
"Oh that will be just lovely. You are so good," and she kissed the
white hand lying on her shoulder.
Then Jane came in and she had her bath. How delightful it was to be
rubbed so carefully, to have her curly mop brushed.
"I ought to dress myself now. Why I'm not sick at all only I get tired
easily, but I am stronger every day."
The breakfast was so nice. And to be waited upon! Marilla gave an
inward laugh of delight.
And while Miss Armitage was at church, Dr. Richards came and bundled
her up, carried her downstairs and deposited her in the buggy. He was
very merry, somehow. He was going out in the country and, oh, how
beautiful everything was! There had been a shower in the night and the
air was full of fragrance from the grass, the pines and cedars, the
orchards, wild flowers, and newly cut hay, that had not all been
gathered in. Children ran about or swung in hammocks. Hens were fairly
shouting with no regard for Sunday. Birds were caroling all sorts of
joyous tunes and the tree twigs were gaily dancing. And here and there
such beautiful drifts went over the sky, ships, she called them. They
were going to fairy land--something that was not quite heaven, but a
lovely place for all that. There must be so many lovely places in
this great world! Over the ocean where Miss Armitage had been, and she
recalled the castles and palaces and beautiful woods, and peasants
dancing on the green and laughing; that she had seen in the portfolio
of engravings. And the legends she had listened to! Oh, if she could
go to school and learn ever so many things _now_, for when she was
eighteen she would be too old, and a kind of perplexity settled in her
smooth forehead.