Chapter V

He drained his third cup of watery tea to the dregs and set to chewing

the crusts of fried bread that were scattered near him, staring into

the dark pool of the jar. The yellow dripping had been scooped out like

a boghole and the pool under it brought back to his memory the dark

turfcoloured water of the bath in Clongowes. The box of pawn tickets at

his elbow had just been rifled and he took up idly one after another in

his greasy fingers the blue and white dockets, scrawled and sanded and

creased and bearing the name of the pledger as Daly or MacEvoy.

1 Pair Buskins.

1 D. Coat.

3 Articles and White.

1 Man’s Pants.

Then he put them aside and gazed thoughtfully at the lid of the box,

speckled with louse marks, and asked vaguely:

—How much is the clock fast now?

His mother straightened the battered alarm clock that was lying on its

side in the middle of the mantelpiece until its dial showed a quarter

to twelve and then laid it once more on its side.

—An hour and twenty-five minutes, she said. The right time now is

twenty past ten. The dear knows you might try to be in time for your

lectures.

—Fill out the place for me to wash, said Stephen.

—Katey, fill out the place for Stephen to wash.

—Boody, fill out the place for Stephen to wash.

—I can’t, I’m going for blue. Fill it out, you, Maggy.

When the enamelled basin had been fitted into the well of the sink and

the old washing glove flung on the side of it he allowed his mother to

scrub his neck and root into the folds of his ears and into the

interstices at the wings of his nose.

—Well, it’s a poor case, she said, when a university student is so

dirty that his mother has to wash him.

—But it gives you pleasure, said Stephen calmly.

An ear-splitting whistle was heard from upstairs and his mother thrust

a damp overall into his hands, saying:

—Dry yourself and hurry out for the love of goodness.

A second shrill whistle, prolonged angrily, brought one of the girls to

the foot of the staircase.

—Yes, father?

—Is your lazy bitch of a brother gone out yet?

—Yes, father.

—Sure?

—Yes, father.

—Hm!

The girl came back, making signs to him to be quick and go out quietly

by the back. Stephen laughed and said:

—He has a curious idea of genders if he thinks a bitch is masculine.

—Ah, it’s a scandalous shame for you, Stephen, said his mother, and

you’ll live to rue the day you set your foot in that place. I know how

it has changed you.

—Good morning, everybody, said Stephen, smiling and kissing the tips of

his fingers in adieu.

The lane behind the terrace was waterlogged and as he went down it

slowly, choosing his steps amid heaps of wet rubbish, he heard a mad

nun screeching in the nuns’ madhouse beyond the wall.

—Jesus! O Jesus! Jesus!

He shook the sound out of his ears by an angry toss of his head and

hurried on, stumbling through the mouldering offal, his heart already

bitten by an ache of loathing and bitterness. His father’s whistle, his

mother’s mutterings, the screech of an unseen maniac were to him now so

many voices offending and threatening to humble the pride of his youth.

He drove their echoes even out of his heart with an execration; but, as

he walked down the avenue and felt the grey morning light falling about

him through the dripping trees and smelt the strange wild smell of the

wet leaves and bark, his soul was loosed of her miseries.

The rainladen trees of the avenue evoked in him, as always, memories of

the girls and women in the plays of Gerhart Hauptmann; and the memory

of their pale sorrows and the fragrance falling from the wet branches

mingled in a mood of quiet joy. His morning walk across the city had

begun, and he foreknew that as he passed the sloblands of Fairview he

would think of the cloistral silverveined prose of Newman; that as he

walked along the North Strand Road, glancing idly at the windows of the

provision shops, he would recall the dark humour of Guido Cavalcanti

and smile; that as he went by Baird’s stonecutting works in Talbot

Place the spirit of Ibsen would blow through him like a keen wind, a

spirit of wayward boyish beauty; and that passing a grimy marine

dealer’s shop beyond the Liffey he would repeat the song by Ben Jonson

which begins:

I was not wearier where I lay.

His mind when wearied of its search for the essence of beauty amid the

spectral words of Aristotle or Aquinas turned often for its pleasure to

the dainty songs of the Elizabethans. His mind, in the vesture of a

doubting monk, stood often in shadow under the windows of that age, to

hear the grave and mocking music of the lutenists or the frank laughter

of waistcoateers until a laugh too low, a phrase, tarnished by time, of

chambering and false honour stung his monkish pride and drove him on

from his lurking-place.

The lore which he was believed to pass his days brooding upon so that

it had rapt him from the companionship of youth was only a garner of

slender sentences from Aristotle’s poetics and psychology and a

_Synopsis Philosophiæ Scholasticæ ad mentem divi Thomæ_. His thinking

was a dusk of doubt and selfmistrust, lit up at moments by the

lightnings of intuition, but lightnings of so clear a splendour that in

those moments the world perished about his feet as if it had been

fireconsumed; and thereafter his tongue grew heavy and he met the eyes

of others with unanswering eyes, for he felt that the spirit of beauty

had folded him round like a mantle and that in reverie at least he had

been acquainted with nobility. But when this brief pride of silence

upheld him no longer he was glad to find himself still in the midst of

common lives, passing on his way amid the squalor and noise and sloth

of the city fearlessly and with a light heart.

Near the hoardings on the canal he met the consumptive man with the

doll’s face and the brimless hat coming towards him down the slope of

the bridge with little steps, tightly buttoned into his chocolate

overcoat, and holding his furled umbrella a span or two from him like a

divining rod. It must be eleven, he thought, and peered into a dairy to

see the time. The clock in the dairy told him that it was five minutes

to five but, as he turned away, he heard a clock somewhere near him,

but unseen, beating eleven strokes in swift precision. He laughed as he

heard it for it made him think of MacCann; and he saw him a squat figure

in a shooting jacket and breeches and with a fair goatee, standing in

the wind at Hopkins’ corner, and heard him say:

—Dedalus, you’re an antisocial being, wrapped up in yourself. I’m not.

I’m a democrat and I’ll work and act for social liberty and equality

among all classes and sexes in the United States of the Europe of the

future.

Eleven! Then he was late for that lecture too. What day of the week was

it? He stopped at a newsagent’s to read the headline of a placard.

Thursday. Ten to eleven, English; eleven to twelve, French; twelve to

one, physics. He fancied to himself the English lecture and felt, even

at that distance, restless and helpless. He saw the heads of his

classmates meekly bent as they wrote in their notebooks the points they

were bidden to note, nominal definitions, essential definitions and

examples or dates of birth or death, chief works, a favourable and an

unfavourable criticism side by side. His own head was unbent for his

thoughts wandered abroad and whether he looked around the little class

of students or out of the window across the desolate gardens of the

green an odour assailed him of cheerless cellardamp and decay. Another

head than his, right before him in the first benches, was poised

squarely above its bending fellows like the head of a priest appealing

without humility to the tabernacle for the humble worshippers about

him. Why was it that when he thought of Cranly he could never raise

before his mind the entire image of his body but only the image of the

head and face? Even now against the grey curtain of the morning he saw

it before him like the phantom of a dream, the face of a severed head

or death mask, crowned on the brows by its stiff black upright hair as

by an iron crown. It was a priestlike face, priestlike in its pallor,

in the wide winged nose, in the shadowings below the eyes and along the

jaws, priestlike in the lips that were long and bloodless and faintly

smiling; and Stephen, remembering swiftly how he had told Cranly of all

the tumults and unrest and longings in his soul, day after day and

night by night, only to be answered by his friend’s listening silence,

would have told himself that it was the face of a guilty priest who

heard confessions of those whom he had not power to absolve but that he

felt again in memory the gaze of its dark womanish eyes.

Through this image he had a glimpse of a strange dark cavern of

speculation but at once turned away from it, feeling that it was not

yet the hour to enter it. But the nightshade of his friend’s

listlessness seemed to be diffusing in the air around him a tenuous and

deadly exhalation and he found himself glancing from one casual word to

another on his right or left in stolid wonder that they had been so

silently emptied of instantaneous sense until every mean shop legend

bound his mind like the words of a spell and his soul shrivelled up

sighing with age as he walked on in a lane among heaps of dead

language. His own consciousness of language was ebbing from his brain

and trickling into the very words themselves which set to band and

disband themselves in wayward rhythms:

The ivy whines upon the wall,

And whines and twines upon the wall,

The yellow ivy upon the wall,

Ivy, ivy up the wall.

Did anyone ever hear such drivel? Lord Almighty! Who ever heard of ivy

whining on a wall? Yellow ivy; that was all right. Yellow ivory also.

And what about ivory ivy?

The word now shone in his brain, clearer and brighter than any ivory

sawn from the mottled tusks of elephants. _Ivory, ivoire, avorio,

ebur._ One of the first examples that he had learnt in Latin had run:

_India mittit ebur;_ and he recalled the shrewd northern face of the

rector who had taught him to construe the Metamorphoses of Ovid in a

courtly English, made whimsical by the mention of porkers and potsherds

and chines of bacon. He had learnt what little he knew of the laws of

Latin verse from a ragged book written by a Portuguese priest.

Contrahit orator, variant in carmine vates.

The crises and victories and secessions in Roman history were handed on

to him in the trite words _in tanto discrimine_ and he had tried to

peer into the social life of the city of cities through the words

_implere ollam denariorum_ which the rector had rendered sonorously as

the filling of a pot with denaries. The pages of his timeworn Horace

never felt cold to the touch even when his own fingers were cold; they

were human pages and fifty years before they had been turned by the

human fingers of John Duncan Inverarity and by his brother, William

Malcolm Inverarity. Yes, those were noble names on the dusky flyleaf

and, even for so poor a Latinist as he, the dusky verses were as

fragrant as though they had lain all those years in myrtle and lavender

and vervain; but yet it wounded him to think that he would never be but

a shy guest at the feast of the world’s culture and that the monkish

learning, in terms of which he was striving to forge out an esthetic

philosophy, was held no higher by the age he lived in than the subtle

and curious jargons of heraldry and falconry.

The grey block of Trinity on his left, set heavily in the city’s

ignorance like a dull stone set in a cumbrous ring, pulled his mind

downward and while he was striving this way and that to free his feet

from the fetters of the reformed conscience he came upon the droll

statue of the national poet of Ireland.

He looked at it without anger; for, though sloth of the body and of the

soul crept over it like unseen vermin, over the shuffling feet and up

the folds of the cloak and around the servile head, it seemed humbly

conscious of its indignity. It was a Firbolg in the borrowed cloak of a

Milesian; and he thought of his friend Davin, the peasant student. It

was a jesting name between them, but the young peasant bore with it

lightly:

—Go on, Stevie, I have a hard head, you tell me. Call me what you will.

The homely version of his christian name on the lips of his friend had

touched Stephen pleasantly when first heard for he was as formal in

speech with others as they were with him. Often, as he sat in Davin’s

rooms in Grantham Street, wondering at his friend’s well-made boots

that flanked the wall pair by pair and repeating for his friend’s

simple ear the verses and cadences of others which were the veils of

his own longing and dejection, the rude Firbolg mind of his listener

had drawn his mind towards it and flung it back again, drawing it by a

quiet inbred courtesy of attention or by a quaint turn of old English

speech or by the force of its delight in rude bodily skill—for Davin

had sat at the feet of Michael Cusack, the Gael—repelling swiftly and

suddenly by a grossness of intelligence or by a bluntness of feeling or

by a dull stare of terror in the eyes, the terror of soul of a starving

Irish village in which the curfew was still a nightly fear.

Side by side with his memory of the deeds of prowess of his uncle Mat

Davin, the athlete, the young peasant worshipped the sorrowful legend

of Ireland. The gossip of his fellow-students which strove to render

the flat life of the college significant at any cost loved to think of

him as a young fenian. His nurse had taught him Irish and shaped his

rude imagination by the broken lights of Irish myth. He stood towards

the myth upon which no individual mind had ever drawn out a line of

beauty and to its unwieldy tales that divided themselves as they moved

down the cycles in the same attitude as towards the Roman catholic

religion, the attitude of a dullwitted loyal serf. Whatsoever of

thought or of feeling came to him from England or by way of English

culture his mind stood armed against in obedience to a password; and of

the world that lay beyond England he knew only the foreign legion of

France in which he spoke of serving.

Coupling this ambition with the young man’s humour Stephen had often

called him one of the tame geese and there was even a point of

irritation in the name pointed against that very reluctance of speech

and deed in his friend which seemed so often to stand between Stephen’s

mind, eager of speculation, and the hidden ways of Irish life.

One night the young peasant, his spirit stung by the violent or

luxurious language in which Stephen escaped from the cold silence of

intellectual revolt, had called up before Stephen’s mind a strange

vision. The two were walking slowly towards Davin’s rooms through the

dark narrow streets of the poorer jews.

—A thing happened to myself, Stevie, last autumn, coming on winter, and

I never told it to a living soul and you are the first person now I

ever told it to. I disremember if it was October or November. It was

October because it was before I came up here to join the matriculation

class.

Stephen had turned his smiling eyes towards his friend’s face,

flattered by his confidence and won over to sympathy by the speaker’s

simple accent.

—I was away all that day from my own place over in Buttevant—I don’t

know if you know where that is—at a hurling match between the Croke’s

Own Boys and the Fearless Thurles and by God, Stevie, that was the hard

fight. My first cousin, Fonsy Davin, was stripped to his buff that day

minding cool for the Limericks but he was up with the forwards half the

time and shouting like mad. I never will forget that day. One of the

Crokes made a woeful wipe at him one time with his caman and I declare

to God he was within an aim’s ace of getting it at the side of his

temple. Oh, honest to God, if the crook of it caught him that time he

was done for.

—I am glad he escaped, Stephen had said with a laugh, but surely that’s

not the strange thing that happened you?

—Well, I suppose that doesn’t interest you, but leastways there was

such noise after the match that I missed the train home and I couldn’t

get any kind of a yoke to give me a lift for, as luck would have it,

there was a mass meeting that same day over in Castletownroche and all

the cars in the country were there. So there was nothing for it only to

stay the night or to foot it out. Well, I started to walk and on I went

and it was coming on night when I got into the Ballyhoura hills, that’s

better than ten miles from Kilmallock and there’s a long lonely road

after that. You wouldn’t see the sign of a christian house along the

road or hear a sound. It was pitch dark almost. Once or twice I stopped

by the way under a bush to redden my pipe and only for the dew was

thick I’d have stretched out there and slept. At last, after a bend of

the road, I spied a little cottage with a light in the window. I went

up and knocked at the door. A voice asked who was there and I answered

I was over at the match in Buttevant and was walking back and that I’d

be thankful for a glass of water. After a while a young woman opened

the door and brought me out a big mug of milk. She was half undressed

as if she was going to bed when I knocked and she had her hair hanging

and I thought by her figure and by something in the look of her eyes

that she must be carrying a child. She kept me in talk a long while at

the door and I thought it strange because her breast and her shoulders

were bare. She asked me was I tired and would I like to stop the night

there. She said she was all alone in the house and that her husband had

gone that morning to Queenstown with his sister to see her off. And all

the time she was talking, Stevie, she had her eyes fixed on my face and

she stood so close to me I could hear her breathing. When I handed her

back the mug at last she took my hand to draw me in over the threshold

and said: _‘Come in and stay the night here. You’ve no call to be

frightened. There’s no one in it but ourselves....’_ I didn’t go in,

Stevie. I thanked her and went on my way again, all in a fever. At the

first bend of the road I looked back and she was standing at the door.

The last words of Davin’s story sang in his memory and the figure of

the woman in the story stood forth reflected in other figures of the

peasant women whom he had seen standing in the doorways at Clane as the

college cars drove by, as a type of her race and of his own, a batlike

soul waking to the consciousness of itself in darkness and secrecy and

loneliness and, through the eyes and voice and gesture of a woman

without guile, calling the stranger to her bed.

A hand was laid on his arm and a young voice cried:

—Ah, gentleman, your own girl, sir! The first handsel today, gentleman.

Buy that lovely bunch. Will you, gentleman?

The blue flowers which she lifted towards him and her young blue eyes

seemed to him at that instant images of guilelessness, and he halted

till the image had vanished and he saw only her ragged dress and damp

coarse hair and hoydenish face.

—Do, gentleman! Don’t forget your own girl, sir!

—I have no money, said Stephen.

—Buy them lovely ones, will you, sir? Only a penny.

—Did you hear what I said? asked Stephen, bending towards her. I told

you I had no money. I tell you again now.

—Well, sure, you will some day, sir, please God, the girl answered

after an instant.

—Possibly, said Stephen, but I don’t think it likely.

He left her quickly, fearing that her intimacy might turn to gibing and

wishing to be out of the way before she offered her ware to another, a

tourist from England or a student of Trinity. Grafton Street, along

which he walked, prolonged that moment of discouraged poverty. In the

roadway at the head of the street a slab was set to the memory of Wolfe

Tone and he remembered having been present with his father at its

laying. He remembered with bitterness that scene of tawdry tribute.

There were four French delegates in a brake and one, a plump smiling

young man, held, wedged on a stick, a card on which were printed the

words: _Vive l’Irlande!_

But the trees in Stephen’s Green were fragrant of rain and the

rainsodden earth gave forth its mortal odour, a faint incense rising

upward through the mould from many hearts. The soul of the gallant

venal city which his elders had told him of had shrunk with time to a

faint mortal odour rising from the earth and he knew that in a moment

when he entered the sombre college he would be conscious of a

corruption other than that of Buck Egan and Burnchapel Whaley.

It was too late to go upstairs to the French class. He crossed the hall

and took the corridor to the left which led to the physics theatre. The

corridor was dark and silent but not unwatchful. Why did he feel that

it was not unwatchful? Was it because he had heard that in Buck

Whaley’s time there was a secret staircase there? Or was the jesuit

house extra-territorial and was he walking among aliens? The Ireland of

Tone and of Parnell seemed to have receded in space.

He opened the door of the theatre and halted in the chilly grey light

that struggled through the dusty windows. A figure was crouching before

the large grate and by its leanness and greyness he knew that it was

the dean of studies lighting the fire. Stephen closed the door quietly

and approached the fireplace.

—Good morning, sir! Can I help you?

The priest looked up quickly and said:

—One moment now, Mr Dedalus, and you will see. There is an art in

lighting a fire. We have the liberal arts and we have the useful arts.

This is one of the useful arts.

—I will try to learn it, said Stephen.

—Not too much coal, said the dean, working briskly at his task, that is

one of the secrets.

He produced four candle-butts from the sidepockets of his soutane and

placed them deftly among the coals and twisted papers. Stephen watched

him in silence. Kneeling thus on the flagstone to kindle the fire and

busied with the disposition of his wisps of paper and candle-butts he

seemed more than ever a humble server making ready the place of

sacrifice in an empty temple, a levite of the Lord. Like a levite’s

robe of plain linen the faded worn soutane draped the kneeling figure

of one whom the canonicals or the bellbordered ephod would irk and

trouble. His very body had waxed old in lowly service of the Lord—in

tending the fire upon the altar, in bearing tidings secretly, in

waiting upon worldlings, in striking swiftly when bidden—and yet had

remained ungraced by aught of saintly or of prelatic beauty. Nay, his

very soul had waxed old in that service without growing towards light

and beauty or spreading abroad a sweet odour of her sanctity—a

mortified will no more responsive to the thrill of its obedience than

was to the thrill of love or combat his ageing body, spare and sinewy,

greyed with a silver-pointed down.

The dean rested back on his hunkers and watched the sticks catch.

Stephen, to fill the silence, said:

—I am sure I could not light a fire.

—You are an artist, are you not, Mr Dedalus? said the dean, glancing up

and blinking his pale eyes. The object of the artist is the creation of

the beautiful. What the beautiful is is another question.

He rubbed his hands slowly and drily over the difficulty.

—Can you solve that question now? he asked.

—Aquinas, answered Stephen, says _pulcra sunt quæ visa placent_.

—This fire before us, said the dean, will be pleasing to the eye. Will

it therefore be beautiful?

—In so far as it is apprehended by the sight, which I suppose means

here esthetic intellection, it will be beautiful. But Aquinas also says

_Bonum est in quod tendit appetitus_. In so far as it satisfies the

animal craving for warmth fire is a good. In hell, however, it is an

evil.

—Quite so, said the dean, you have certainly hit the nail on the head.

He rose nimbly and went towards the door, set it ajar and said:

—A draught is said to be a help in these matters.

As he came back to the hearth, limping slightly but with a brisk step,

Stephen saw the silent soul of a jesuit look out at him from the pale

loveless eyes. Like Ignatius he was lame but in his eyes burned no

spark of Ignatius’ enthusiasm. Even the legendary craft of the company,

a craft subtler and more secret than its fabled books of secret subtle

wisdom, had not fired his soul with the energy of apostleship. It

seemed as if he used the shifts and lore and cunning of the world, as

bidden to do, for the greater glory of God, without joy in their

handling or hatred of that in them which was evil but turning them,

with a firm gesture of obedience back upon themselves and for all this

silent service it seemed as if he loved not at all the master and

little, if at all, the ends he served. _Similiter atque senis baculus_,

he was, as the founder would have had him, like a staff in an old man’s

hand, to be leaned on in the road at nightfall or in stress of weather,

to lie with a lady’s nosegay on a garden seat, to be raised in menace.

The dean returned to the hearth and began to stroke his chin.

—When may we expect to have something from you on the esthetic

question? he asked.

—From me! said Stephen in astonishment. I stumble on an idea once a

fortnight if I am lucky.

—These questions are very profound, Mr Dedalus, said the dean. It is

like looking down from the cliffs of Moher into the depths. Many go

down into the depths and never come up. Only the trained diver can go

down into those depths and explore them and come to the surface again.

—If you mean speculation, sir, said Stephen, I also am sure that there

is no such thing as free thinking inasmuch as all thinking must be

bound by its own laws.

—Ha!

—For my purpose I can work on at present by the light of one or two

ideas of Aristotle and Aquinas.

—I see. I quite see your point.

—I need them only for my own use and guidance until I have done

something for myself by their light. If the lamp smokes or smells I

shall try to trim it. If it does not give light enough I shall sell it

and buy another.

—Epictetus also had a lamp, said the dean, which was sold for a fancy

price after his death. It was the lamp he wrote his philosophical

dissertations by. You know Epictetus?

—An old gentleman, said Stephen coarsely, who said that the soul is

very like a bucketful of water.

—He tells us in his homely way, the dean went on, that he put an iron

lamp before a statue of one of the gods and that a thief stole the

lamp. What did the philosopher do? He reflected that it was in the

character of a thief to steal and determined to buy an earthen lamp

next day instead of the iron lamp.

A smell of molten tallow came up from the dean’s candle butts and fused

itself in Stephen’s consciousness with the jingle of the words, bucket

and lamp and lamp and bucket. The priest’s voice, too, had a hard

jingling tone. Stephen’s mind halted by instinct, checked by the

strange tone and the imagery and by the priest’s face which seemed like

an unlit lamp or a reflector hung in a false focus. What lay behind it

or within it? A dull torpor of the soul or the dullness of the

thundercloud, charged with intellection and capable of the gloom of

God?

—I meant a different kind of lamp, sir, said Stephen.

—Undoubtedly, said the dean.

—One difficulty, said Stephen, in esthetic discussion is to know

whether words are being used according to the literary tradition or

according to the tradition of the marketplace. I remember a sentence of

Newman’s in which he says of the Blessed Virgin that she was detained

in the full company of the saints. The use of the word in the

marketplace is quite different. _I hope I am not detaining you._

—Not in the least, said the dean politely.

—No, no, said Stephen, smiling, I mean...—

—Yes, yes; I see, said the dean quickly, I quite catch the point:

_detain_.

He thrust forward his under jaw and uttered a dry short cough.

—To return to the lamp, he said, the feeding of it is also a nice

problem. You must choose the pure oil and you must be careful when you

pour it in not to overflow it, not to pour in more than the funnel can

hold.

—What funnel? asked Stephen.

—The funnel through which you pour the oil into your lamp.

—That? said Stephen. Is that called a funnel? Is it not a tundish?

—What is a tundish?

—That. The... the funnel.

—Is that called a tundish in Ireland? asked the dean. I never heard the

word in my life.

—It is called a tundish in Lower Drumcondra, said Stephen, laughing,

where they speak the best English.

—A tundish, said the dean reflectively. That is a most interesting

word. I must look that word up. Upon my word I must.

His courtesy of manner rang a little false and Stephen looked at the

English convert with the same eyes as the elder brother in the parable

may have turned on the prodigal. A humble follower in the wake of

clamorous conversions, a poor Englishman in Ireland, he seemed to have

entered on the stage of jesuit history when that strange play of

intrigue and suffering and envy and struggle and indignity had been all

but given through—a latecomer, a tardy spirit. From what had he set

out? Perhaps he had been born and bred among serious dissenters, seeing

salvation in Jesus only and abhorring the vain pomps of the

establishment. Had he felt the need of an implicit faith amid the

welter of sectarianism and the jargon of its turbulent schisms, six

principle men, peculiar people, seed and snake baptists, supralapsarian

dogmatists? Had he found the true church all of a sudden in winding up

to the end like a reel of cotton some finespun line of reasoning upon

insufflation on the imposition of hands or the procession of the Holy

Ghost? Or had Lord Christ touched him and bidden him follow, like that

disciple who had sat at the receipt of custom, as he sat by the door of

some zincroofed chapel, yawning and telling over his church pence?

The dean repeated the word yet again.

—Tundish! Well now, that is interesting!

—The question you asked me a moment ago seems to me more interesting.

What is that beauty which the artist struggles to express from lumps of

earth, said Stephen coldly.

The little word seemed to have turned a rapier point of his

sensitiveness against this courteous and vigilant foe. He felt with a

smart of dejection that the man to whom he was speaking was a

countryman of Ben Jonson. He thought:

—The language in which we are speaking is his before it is mine. How

different are the words _home, Christ, ale, master,_ on his lips and on

mine! I cannot speak or write these words without unrest of spirit. His

language, so familiar and so foreign, will always be for me an acquired

speech. I have not made or accepted its words. My voice holds them at

bay. My soul frets in the shadow of his language.

—And to distinguish between the beautiful and the sublime, the dean

added, to distinguish between moral beauty and material beauty. And to

inquire what kind of beauty is proper to each of the various arts.

These are some interesting points we might take up.

Stephen, disheartened suddenly by the dean’s firm, dry tone, was

silent; and through the silence a distant noise of many boots and

confused voices came up the staircase.

—In pursuing these speculations, said the dean conclusively, there is,

however, the danger of perishing of inanition. First you must take your

degree. Set that before you as your first aim. Then, little by little,

you will see your way. I mean in every sense, your way in life and in

thinking. It may be uphill pedalling at first. Take Mr Moonan. He was a

long time before he got to the top. But he got there.

—I may not have his talent, said Stephen quietly.

—You never know, said the dean brightly. We never can say what is in

us. I most certainly should not be despondent. _Per aspera ad astra._

He left the hearth quickly and went towards the landing to oversee the

arrival of the first arts’ class.

Leaning against the fireplace Stephen heard him greet briskly and

impartially every student of the class and could almost see the frank

smiles of the coarser students. A desolating pity began to fall like

dew upon his easily embittered heart for this faithful servingman of

the knightly Loyola, for this halfbrother of the clergy, more venal

than they in speech, more steadfast of soul than they, one whom he

would never call his ghostly father; and he thought how this man and

his companions had earned the name of worldlings at the hands not of

the unworldly only but of the worldly also for having pleaded, during

all their history, at the bar of God’s justice for the souls of the lax

and the lukewarm and the prudent.

The entry of the professor was signalled by a few rounds of Kentish

fire from the heavy boots of those students who sat on the highest tier

of the gloomy theatre under the grey cobwebbed windows. The calling of

the roll began and the responses to the names were given out in all

tones until the name of Peter Byrne was reached.

—Here!

A deep bass note in response came from the upper tier, followed by

coughs of protest along the other benches.

The professor paused in his reading and called the next name:

—Cranly!

No answer.

—Mr Cranly!

A smile flew across Stephen’s face as he thought of his friend’s

studies.

—Try Leopardstown! said a voice from the bench behind.

Stephen glanced up quickly but Moynihan’s snoutish face, outlined on

the grey light, was impassive. A formula was given out. Amid the

rustling of the notebooks Stephen turned back again and said:

—Give me some paper for God’s sake.

—Are you as bad as that? asked Moynihan with a broad grin.

He tore a sheet from his scribbler and passed it down, whispering:

—In case of necessity any layman or woman can do it.

The formula which he wrote obediently on the sheet of paper, the

coiling and uncoiling calculations of the professor, the spectrelike

symbols of force and velocity fascinated and jaded Stephen’s mind. He

had heard some say that the old professor was an atheist freemason. O

the grey dull day! It seemed a limbo of painless patient consciousness

through which souls of mathematicians might wander, projecting long

slender fabrics from plane to plane of ever rarer and paler twilight,

radiating swift eddies to the last verges of a universe ever vaster,

farther and more impalpable.

—So we must distinguish between elliptical and ellipsoidal. Perhaps

some of you gentlemen may be familiar with the works of Mr W. S.

Gilbert. In one of his songs he speaks of the billiard sharp who is

condemned to play:

On a cloth untrue

With a twisted cue

And elliptical billiard balls.

—He means a ball having the form of the ellipsoid of the principal axes

of which I spoke a moment ago.

Moynihan leaned down towards Stephen’s ear and murmured:

—What price ellipsoidal balls! chase me, ladies, I’m in the cavalry!

His fellow student’s rude humour ran like a gust through the cloister

of Stephen’s mind, shaking into gay life limp priestly vestments that

hung upon the walls, setting them to sway and caper in a sabbath of

misrule. The forms of the community emerged from the gust-blown

vestments, the dean of studies, the portly florid bursar with his cap

of grey hair, the president, the little priest with feathery hair who

wrote devout verses, the squat peasant form of the professor of

economics, the tall form of the young professor of mental science

discussing on the landing a case of conscience with his class like a

giraffe cropping high leafage among a herd of antelopes, the grave

troubled prefect of the sodality, the plump roundheaded professor of

Italian with his rogue’s eyes. They came ambling and stumbling,

tumbling and capering, kilting their gowns for leap frog, holding one

another back, shaken with deep false laughter, smacking one another

behind and laughing at their rude malice, calling to one another by

familiar nicknames, protesting with sudden dignity at some rough usage,

whispering two and two behind their hands.

The professor had gone to the glass cases on the sidewall, from a shelf

of which he took down a set of coils, blew away the dust from many

points and, bearing it carefully to the table, held a finger on it

while he proceeded with his lecture. He explained that the wires in

modern coils were of a compound called platinoid lately discovered by

F. W. Martino.

He spoke clearly the initials and surname of the discoverer. Moynihan

whispered from behind:

—Good old Fresh Water Martin!

—Ask him, Stephen whispered back with weary humour, if he wants a

subject for electrocution. He can have me.

Moynihan, seeing the professor bend over the coils, rose in his bench

and, clacking noiselessly the fingers of his right hand, began to call

with the voice of a slobbering urchin:

—Please teacher! This boy is after saying a bad word, teacher.

—Platinoid, the professor said solemnly, is preferred to German silver

because it has a lower coefficient of resistance by changes of

temperature. The platinoid wire is insulated and the covering of silk

that insulates it is wound on the ebonite bobbins just where my finger

is. If it were wound single an extra current would be induced in the

coils. The bobbins are saturated in hot paraffin wax...

A sharp Ulster voice said from the bench below Stephen:

—Are we likely to be asked questions on applied science?

The professor began to juggle gravely with the terms pure science and

applied science. A heavybuilt student, wearing gold spectacles, stared

with some wonder at the questioner. Moynihan murmured from behind in

his natural voice:

—Isn’t MacAlister a devil for his pound of flesh?

Stephen looked coldly on the oblong skull beneath him overgrown with

tangled twinecoloured hair. The voice, the accent, the mind of the

questioner offended him and he allowed the offence to carry him towards

wilful unkindness, bidding his mind think that the student’s father

would have done better had he sent his son to Belfast to study and have

saved something on the train fare by so doing.

The oblong skull beneath did not turn to meet this shaft of thought and

yet the shaft came back to its bowstring; for he saw in a moment the

student’s whey-pale face.

—That thought is not mine, he said to himself quickly. It came from the

comic Irishman in the bench behind. Patience. Can you say with

certitude by whom the soul of your race was bartered and its elect

betrayed—by the questioner or by the mocker? Patience. Remember

Epictetus. It is probably in his character to ask such a question at

such a moment in such a tone and to pronounce the word _science_ as a

monosyllable.

The droning voice of the professor continued to wind itself slowly

round and round the coils it spoke of, doubling, trebling, quadrupling

its somnolent energy as the coil multiplied its ohms of resistance.

Moynihan’s voice called from behind in echo to a distant bell:

—Closing time, gents!

The entrance hall was crowded and loud with talk. On a table near the

door were two photographs in frames and between them a long roll of

paper bearing an irregular tail of signatures. MacCann went briskly to

and fro among the students, talking rapidly, answering rebuffs and

leading one after another to the table. In the inner hall the dean of

studies stood talking to a young professor, stroking his chin gravely

and nodding his head.

Stephen, checked by the crowd at the door, halted irresolutely. From

under the wide falling leaf of a soft hat Cranly’s dark eyes were

watching him.

—Have you signed? Stephen asked.

Cranly closed his long thinlipped mouth, communed with himself an

instant and answered:

—_Ego habeo_.

—What is it for?

—_Quod?_

—What is it for?

Cranly turned his pale face to Stephen and said blandly and bitterly:

—_Per pax universalis._

Stephen pointed to the Tsar’s photograph and said:

—He has the face of a besotted Christ.

The scorn and anger in his voice brought Cranly’s eyes back from a calm

survey of the walls of the hall.

—Are you annoyed? he asked.

—No, answered Stephen.

—Are you in bad humour?

—No.

—_Credo ut vos sanguinarius mendax estis,_ said Cranly, _quia facies

vostra monstrat ut vos in damno malo humore estis._

Moynihan, on his way to the table, said in Stephen’s ear:

—MacCann is in tiptop form. Ready to shed the last drop. Brand new

world. No stimulants and votes for the bitches.

Stephen smiled at the manner of this confidence and, when Moynihan had

passed, turned again to meet Cranly’s eyes.

—Perhaps you can tell me, he said, why he pours his soul so freely into

my ear. Can you?

A dull scowl appeared on Cranly’s forehead. He stared at the table

where Moynihan had bent to write his name on the roll, and then said

flatly:

—A sugar!

—_Quis est in malo humore,_ said Stephen, _ego aut vos?_

Cranly did not take up the taunt. He brooded sourly on his judgement

and repeated with the same flat force:

—A flaming bloody sugar, that’s what he is!

It was his epitaph for all dead friendships and Stephen wondered

whether it would ever be spoken in the same tone over his memory. The

heavy lumpish phrase sank slowly out of hearing like a stone through a

quagmire. Stephen saw it sink as he had seen many another, feeling its

heaviness depress his heart. Cranly’s speech, unlike that of Davin, had

neither rare phrases of Elizabethan English nor quaintly turned

versions of Irish idioms. Its drawl was an echo of the quays of Dublin

given back by a bleak decaying seaport, its energy an echo of the

sacred eloquence of Dublin given back flatly by a Wicklow pulpit.

The heavy scowl faded from Cranly’s face as MacCann marched briskly

towards them from the other side of the hall.

—Here you are! said MacCann cheerily.

—Here I am! said Stephen.

—Late as usual. Can you not combine the progressive tendency with a

respect for punctuality?

—That question is out of order, said Stephen. Next business.

His smiling eyes were fixed on a silver-wrapped tablet of milk

chocolate which peeped out of the propagandist’s breast-pocket. A

little ring of listeners closed round to hear the war of wits. A lean

student with olive skin and lank black hair thrust his face between the

two, glancing from one to the other at each phrase and seeming to try

to catch each flying phrase in his open moist mouth. Cranly took a

small grey handball from his pocket and began to examine it closely,

turning it over and over.

—Next business? said MacCann. Hom!

He gave a loud cough of laughter, smiled broadly and tugged twice at

the strawcoloured goatee which hung from his blunt chin.

—The next business is to sign the testimonial.

—Will you pay me anything if I sign? asked Stephen.

—I thought you were an idealist, said MacCann.

The gipsylike student looked about him and addressed the onlookers in

an indistinct bleating voice.

—By hell, that’s a queer notion. I consider that notion to be a

mercenary notion.

His voice faded into silence. No heed was paid to his words. He turned

his olive face, equine in expression, towards Stephen, inviting him to

speak again.

MacCann began to speak with fluent energy of the Tsar’s rescript, of

Stead, of general disarmament, arbitration in cases of international

disputes, of the signs of the times, of the new humanity and the new

gospel of life which would make it the business of the community to

secure as cheaply as possible the greatest possible happiness of the

greatest possible number.

The gipsy student responded to the close of the period by crying:

—Three cheers for universal brotherhood!

—Go on, Temple, said a stout ruddy student near him. I’ll stand you a

pint after.

—I’m a believer in universal brotherhood, said Temple, glancing about

him out of his dark oval eyes. Marx is only a bloody cod.

Cranly gripped his arm tightly to check his tongue, smiling uneasily,

and repeated:

—Easy, easy, easy!

Temple struggled to free his arm but continued, his mouth flecked by a

thin foam:

—Socialism was founded by an Irishman and the first man in Europe who

preached the freedom of thought was Collins. Two hundred years ago. He

denounced priestcraft, the philosopher of Middlesex. Three cheers for

John Anthony Collins!

A thin voice from the verge of the ring replied:

—Pip! pip!

Moynihan murmured beside Stephen’s ear:

—And what about John Anthony’s poor little sister:

Lottie Collins lost her drawers;

Won’t you kindly lend her yours?

Stephen laughed and Moynihan, pleased with the result, murmured again:

—We’ll have five bob each way on John Anthony Collins.

—I am waiting for your answer, said MacCann briefly.

—The affair doesn’t interest me in the least, said Stephen wearily. You

know that well. Why do you make a scene about it?

—Good! said MacCann, smacking his lips. You are a reactionary, then?

—Do you think you impress me, Stephen asked, when you flourish your

wooden sword?

—Metaphors! said MacCann bluntly. Come to facts.

Stephen blushed and turned aside. MacCann stood his ground and said

with hostile humour:

—Minor poets, I suppose, are above such trivial questions as the

question of universal peace.

Cranly raised his head and held the handball between the two students

by way of a peaceoffering, saying:

—_Pax super totum sanguinarium globum._

Stephen, moving away the bystanders, jerked his shoulder angrily in the

direction of the Tsar’s image, saying:

—Keep your icon. If we must have a Jesus let us have a legitimate

Jesus.

—By hell, that’s a good one! said the gipsy student to those about him,

that’s a fine expression. I like that expression immensely.

He gulped down the spittle in his throat as if he were gulping down the

phrase and, fumbling at the peak of his tweed cap, turned to Stephen,

saying:

—Excuse me, sir, what do you mean by that expression you uttered just

now?

Feeling himself jostled by the students near him, he said to them:

—I am curious to know now what he meant by that expression.

He turned again to Stephen and said in a whisper:

—Do you believe in Jesus? I believe in man. Of course, I don’t know if

you believe in man. I admire you, sir. I admire the mind of man

independent of all religions. Is that your opinion about the mind of

Jesus?

—Go on, Temple, said the stout ruddy student, returning, as was his

wont, to his first idea, that pint is waiting for you.

—He thinks I’m an imbecile, Temple explained to Stephen, because I’m a

believer in the power of mind.

Cranly linked his arms into those of Stephen and his admirer and said:

—_Nos ad manum ballum jocabimus._

Stephen, in the act of being led away, caught sight of MacCann’s

flushed bluntfeatured face.

—My signature is of no account, he said politely. You are right to go

your way. Leave me to go mine.

—Dedalus, said MacCann crisply, I believe you’re a good fellow but you

have yet to learn the dignity of altruism and the responsibility of the

human individual.

A voice said:

—Intellectual crankery is better out of this movement than in it.

Stephen, recognising the harsh tone of MacAlister’s voice, did not turn

in the direction of the voice. Cranly pushed solemnly through the

throng of students, linking Stephen and Temple like a celebrant

attended by his ministers on his way to the altar.

Temple bent eagerly across Cranly’s breast and said:

—Did you hear MacAlister what he said? That youth is jealous of you.

Did you see that? I bet Cranly didn’t see that. By hell, I saw that at

once.

As they crossed the inner hall, the dean of studies was in the act of

escaping from the student with whom he had been conversing. He stood at

the foot of the staircase, a foot on the lowest step, his threadbare

soutane gathered about him for the ascent with womanish care, nodding

his head often and repeating:

—Not a doubt of it, Mr Hackett! Very fine! Not a doubt of it!

In the middle of the hall the prefect of the college sodality was

speaking earnestly, in a soft querulous voice, with a boarder. As he

spoke he wrinkled a little his freckled brow and bit, between his

phrases, at a tiny bone pencil.

—I hope the matric men will all come. The first arts men are pretty

sure. Second arts, too. We must make sure of the newcomers.

Temple bent again across Cranly, as they were passing through the

doorway, and said in a swift whisper:

—Do you know that he is a married man? He was a married man before they

converted him. He has a wife and children somewhere. By hell, I think

that’s the queerest notion I ever heard! Eh?

His whisper trailed off into sly cackling laughter. The moment they

were through the doorway Cranly seized him rudely by the neck and shook

him, saying:

—You flaming floundering fool! I’ll take my dying bible there isn’t a

bigger bloody ape, do you know, than you in the whole flaming bloody

world!

Temple wriggled in his grip, laughing still with sly content, while

Cranly repeated flatly at every rude shake:

—A flaming flaring bloody idiot!

They crossed the weedy garden together. The president, wrapped in a

heavy loose cloak, was coming towards them along one of the walks,

reading his office. At the end of the walk he halted before turning and

raised his eyes. The students saluted, Temple fumbling as before at the

peak of his cap. They walked forward in silence. As they neared the

alley Stephen could hear the thuds of the players’ hands and the wet

smacks of the ball and Davin’s voice crying out excitedly at each

stroke.

The three students halted round the box on which Davin sat to follow

the game. Temple, after a few moments, sidled across to Stephen and

said:

—Excuse me, I wanted to ask you, do you believe that Jean Jacques

Rousseau was a sincere man?

Stephen laughed outright. Cranly, picking up the broken stave of a cask

from the grass at his feet, turned swiftly and said sternly:

—Temple, I declare to the living God if you say another word, do you

know, to anybody on any subject, I’ll kill you _super spottum._

—He was like you, I fancy, said Stephen, an emotional man.

—Blast him, curse him! said Cranly broadly. Don’t talk to him at all.

Sure, you might as well be talking, do you know, to a flaming

chamberpot as talking to Temple. Go home, Temple. For God’s sake, go

home.

—I don’t care a damn about you, Cranly, answered Temple, moving out of

reach of the uplifted stave and pointing at Stephen. He’s the only man

I see in this institution that has an individual mind.

—Institution! Individual! cried Cranly. Go home, blast you, for you’re

a hopeless bloody man.

—I’m an emotional man, said Temple. That’s quite rightly expressed. And

I’m proud that I’m an emotionalist.

He sidled out of the alley, smiling slily. Cranly watched him with a

blank expressionless face.

—Look at him! he said. Did you ever see such a go-by-the-wall?

His phrase was greeted by a strange laugh from a student who lounged

against the wall, his peaked cap down on his eyes. The laugh, pitched

in a high key and coming from a so muscular frame, seemed like the

whinny of an elephant. The student’s body shook all over and, to ease

his mirth, he rubbed both his hands delightedly over his groins.

—Lynch is awake, said Cranly.

Lynch, for answer, straightened himself and thrust forward his chest.

—Lynch puts out his chest, said Stephen, as a criticism of life.

Lynch smote himself sonorously on the chest and said:

—Who has anything to say about my girth?

Cranly took him at the word and the two began to tussle. When their

faces had flushed with the struggle they drew apart, panting. Stephen

bent down towards Davin who, intent on the game, had paid no heed to

the talk of the others.

—And how is my little tame goose? he asked. Did he sign, too?

Davin nodded and said:

—And you, Stevie?

Stephen shook his head.

—You’re a terrible man, Stevie, said Davin, taking the short pipe from

his mouth, always alone.

—Now that you have signed the petition for universal peace, said

Stephen, I suppose you will burn that little copybook I saw in your

room.

As Davin did not answer, Stephen began to quote:

—Long pace, fianna! Right incline, fianna! Fianna, by numbers, salute,

one, two!

—That’s a different question, said Davin. I’m an Irish nationalist,

first and foremost. But that’s you all out. You’re a born sneerer,

Stevie.

—When you make the next rebellion with hurleysticks, said Stephen, and

want the indispensable informer, tell me. I can find you a few in this

college.

—I can’t understand you, said Davin. One time I hear you talk against

English literature. Now you talk against the Irish informers. What with

your name and your ideas . . . Are you Irish at all?

—Come with me now to the office of arms and I will show you the tree of

my family, said Stephen.

—Then be one of us, said Davin. Why don’t you learn Irish? Why did you

drop out of the league class after the first lesson?

—You know one reason why, answered Stephen.

Davin tossed his head and laughed.

—Oh, come now, he said. Is it on account of that certain young lady and

Father Moran? But that’s all in your own mind, Stevie. They were only

talking and laughing.

Stephen paused and laid a friendly hand upon Davin’s shoulder.

—Do you remember, he said, when we knew each other first? The first

morning we met you asked me to show you the way to the matriculation

class, putting a very strong stress on the first syllable. You

remember? Then you used to address the jesuits as father, you remember?

I ask myself about you: _Is he as innocent as his speech?_

—I’m a simple person, said Davin. You know that. When you told me that

night in Harcourt Street those things about your private life, honest

to God, Stevie, I was not able to eat my dinner. I was quite bad. I was

awake a long time that night. Why did you tell me those things?

—Thanks, said Stephen. You mean I am a monster.

—No, said Davin. But I wish you had not told me.

A tide began to surge beneath the calm surface of Stephen’s

friendliness.

—This race and this country and this life produced me, he said. I shall

express myself as I am.

—Try to be one of us, repeated Davin. In heart you are an Irishman but

your pride is too powerful.

—My ancestors threw off their language and took another, Stephen said.

They allowed a handful of foreigners to subject them. Do you fancy I am

going to pay in my own life and person debts they made? What for?

—For our freedom, said Davin.

—No honourable and sincere man, said Stephen, has given up to you his

life and his youth and his affections from the days of Tone to those of

Parnell, but you sold him to the enemy or failed him in need or reviled

him and left him for another. And you invite me to be one of you. I’d

see you damned first.

—They died for their ideals, Stevie, said Davin. Our day will come yet,

believe me.

Stephen, following his own thought, was silent for an instant.

—The soul is born, he said vaguely, first in those moments I told you

of. It has a slow and dark birth, more mysterious than the birth of the

body. When the soul of a man is born in this country there are nets

flung at it to hold it back from flight. You talk to me of nationality,

language, religion. I shall try to fly by those nets.

Davin knocked the ashes from his pipe.

—Too deep for me, Stevie, he said. But a man’s country comes first.

Ireland first, Stevie. You can be a poet or a mystic after.

—Do you know what Ireland is? asked Stephen with cold violence. Ireland

is the old sow that eats her farrow.

Davin rose from his box and went towards the players, shaking his head

sadly. But in a moment his sadness left him and he was hotly disputing

with Cranly and the two players who had finished their game. A match of

four was arranged, Cranly insisting, however, that his ball should be

used. He let it rebound twice or thrice to his hand and struck it

strongly and swiftly towards the base of the alley, exclaiming in

answer to its thud:

—Your soul!

Stephen stood with Lynch till the score began to rise. Then he plucked

him by the sleeve to come away. Lynch obeyed, saying:

—Let us eke go, as Cranly has it.

Stephen smiled at this sidethrust.

They passed back through the garden and out through the hall where the

doddering porter was pinning up a hall notice in the frame. At the foot

of the steps they halted and Stephen took a packet of cigarettes from

his pocket and offered it to his companion.

—I know you are poor, he said.

—Damn your yellow insolence, answered Lynch.

This second proof of Lynch’s culture made Stephen smile again.

—It was a great day for European culture, he said, when you made up

your mind to swear in yellow.

They lit their cigarettes and turned to the right. After a pause

Stephen began:

—Aristotle has not defined pity and terror. I have. I say...

Lynch halted and said bluntly:

—Stop! I won’t listen! I am sick. I was out last night on a yellow

drunk with Horan and Goggins.

Stephen went on:

—Pity is the feeling which arrests the mind in the presence of

whatsoever is grave and constant in human sufferings and unites it with

the human sufferer. Terror is the feeling which arrests the mind in the

presence of whatsoever is grave and constant in human sufferings and

unites it with the secret cause.

—Repeat, said Lynch.

Stephen repeated the definitions slowly.

—A girl got into a hansom a few days ago, he went on, in London. She

was on her way to meet her mother whom she had not seen for many years.

At the corner of a street the shaft of a lorry shivered the window of

the hansom in the shape of a star. A long fine needle of the shivered

glass pierced her heart. She died on the instant. The reporter called

it a tragic death. It is not. It is remote from terror and pity

according to the terms of my definitions.

—The tragic emotion, in fact, is a face looking two ways, towards

terror and towards pity, both of which are phases of it. You see I use

the word _arrest_. I mean that the tragic emotion is static. Or rather

the dramatic emotion is. The feelings excited by improper art are

kinetic, desire or loathing. Desire urges us to possess, to go to

something; loathing urges us to abandon, to go from something. The arts

which excite them, pornographical or didactic, are therefore improper

arts. The esthetic emotion (I used the general term) is therefore

static. The mind is arrested and raised above desire and loathing.

—You say that art must not excite desire, said Lynch. I told you that

one day I wrote my name in pencil on the backside of the Venus of

Praxiteles in the Museum. Was that not desire?

—I speak of normal natures, said Stephen. You also told me that when

you were a boy in that charming carmelite school you ate pieces of

dried cowdung.

Lynch broke again into a whinny of laughter and again rubbed both his

hands over his groins but without taking them from his pockets.

—O, I did! I did! he cried.

Stephen turned towards his companion and looked at him for a moment

boldly in the eyes. Lynch, recovering from his laughter, answered his

look from his humbled eyes. The long slender flattened skull beneath

the long pointed cap brought before Stephen’s mind the image of a

hooded reptile. The eyes, too, were reptile-like in glint and gaze. Yet

at that instant, humbled and alert in their look, they were lit by one

tiny human point, the window of a shrivelled soul, poignant and

selfembittered.

—As for that, Stephen said in polite parenthesis, we are all animals. I

also am an animal.

—You are, said Lynch.

—But we are just now in a mental world, Stephen continued. The desire

and loathing excited by improper esthetic means are really not esthetic

emotions not only because they are kinetic in character but also

because they are not more than physical. Our flesh shrinks from what it

dreads and responds to the stimulus of what it desires by a purely

reflex action of the nervous system. Our eyelid closes before we are

aware that the fly is about to enter our eye.

—Not always, said Lynch critically.

—In the same way, said Stephen, your flesh responded to the stimulus of

a naked statue, but it was, I say, simply a reflex action of the

nerves. Beauty expressed by the artist cannot awaken in us an emotion

which is kinetic or a sensation which is purely physical. It awakens,

or ought to awaken, or induces, or ought to induce, an esthetic stasis,

an ideal pity or an ideal terror, a stasis called forth, prolonged, and

at last dissolved by what I call the rhythm of beauty.

—What is that exactly? asked Lynch.

—Rhythm, said Stephen, is the first formal esthetic relation of part to

part in any esthetic whole or of an esthetic whole to its part or parts

or of any part to the esthetic whole of which it is a part.

—If that is rhythm, said Lynch, let me hear what you call beauty; and,

please remember, though I did eat a cake of cowdung once, that I admire

only beauty.

Stephen raised his cap as if in greeting. Then, blushing slightly, he

laid his hand on Lynch’s thick tweed sleeve.

—We are right, he said, and the others are wrong. To speak of these

things and to try to understand their nature and, having understood it,

to try slowly and humbly and constantly to express, to press out again,

from the gross earth or what it brings forth, from sound and shape and

colour which are the prison gates of our soul, an image of the beauty

we have come to understand—that is art.

They had reached the canal bridge and, turning from their course, went

on by the trees. A crude grey light, mirrored in the sluggish water and

a smell of wet branches over their heads seemed to war against the

course of Stephen’s thought.

—But you have not answered my question, said Lynch. What is art? What

is the beauty it expresses?

—That was the first definition I gave you, you sleepyheaded wretch,

said Stephen, when I began to try to think out the matter for myself.

Do you remember the night? Cranly lost his temper and began to talk

about Wicklow bacon.

—I remember, said Lynch. He told us about them flaming fat devils of

pigs.

—Art, said Stephen, is the human disposition of sensible or

intelligible matter for an esthetic end. You remember the pigs and

forget that. You are a distressing pair, you and Cranly.

Lynch made a grimace at the raw grey sky and said:

—If I am to listen to your esthetic philosophy give me at least another

cigarette. I don’t care about it. I don’t even care about women. Damn

you and damn everything. I want a job of five hundred a year. You can’t

get me one.

Stephen handed him the packet of cigarettes. Lynch took the last one

that remained, saying simply:

—Proceed!

—Aquinas, said Stephen, says that is beautiful the apprehension of

which pleases.

Lynch nodded.

—I remember that, he said, _Pulcra sunt quæ visa placent._

—He uses the word _visa,_ said Stephen, to cover esthetic apprehensions

of all kinds, whether through sight or hearing or through any other

avenue of apprehension. This word, though it is vague, is clear enough

to keep away good and evil which excite desire and loathing. It means

certainly a stasis and not a kinesis. How about the true? It produces

also a stasis of the mind. You would not write your name in pencil

across the hypothenuse of a rightangled triangle.

—No, said Lynch, give me the hypothenuse of the Venus of Praxiteles.

—Static therefore, said Stephen. Plato, I believe, said that beauty is

the splendour of truth. I don’t think that it has a meaning, but the

true and the beautiful are akin. Truth is beheld by the intellect which

is appeased by the most satisfying relations of the intelligible;

beauty is beheld by the imagination which is appeased by the most

satisfying relations of the sensible. The first step in the direction

of truth is to understand the frame and scope of the intellect itself,

to comprehend the act itself of intellection. Aristotle’s entire system

of philosophy rests upon his book of psychology and that, I think,

rests on his statement that the same attribute cannot at the same time

and in the same connexion belong to and not belong to the same subject.

The first step in the direction of beauty is to understand the frame

and scope of the imagination, to comprehend the act itself of esthetic

apprehension. Is that clear?

—But what is beauty? asked Lynch impatiently. Out with another

definition. Something we see and like! Is that the best you and Aquinas

can do?

—Let us take woman, said Stephen.

—Let us take her! said Lynch fervently.

—The Greek, the Turk, the Chinese, the Copt, the Hottentot, said

Stephen, all admire a different type of female beauty. That seems to be

a maze out of which we cannot escape. I see, however, two ways out. One

is this hypothesis: that every physical quality admired by men in women

is in direct connexion with the manifold functions of women for the

propagation of the species. It may be so. The world, it seems, is

drearier than even you, Lynch, imagined. For my part I dislike that way

out. It leads to eugenics rather than to esthetic. It leads you out of

the maze into a new gaudy lectureroom where MacCann, with one hand on

_The Origin of Species_ and the other hand on the new testament, tells

you that you admired the great flanks of Venus because you felt that

she would bear you burly offspring and admired her great breasts

because you felt that she would give good milk to her children and

yours.

—Then MacCann is a sulphuryellow liar, said Lynch energetically.

—There remains another way out, said Stephen, laughing.

—To wit? said Lynch.

—This hypothesis, Stephen began.

A long dray laden with old iron came round the corner of Sir Patrick

Dun’s hospital covering the end of Stephen’s speech with the harsh roar

of jangled and rattling metal. Lynch closed his ears and gave out oath

after oath till the dray had passed. Then he turned on his heel rudely.

Stephen turned also and waited for a few moments till his companion’s

ill-humour had had its vent.

—This hypothesis, Stephen repeated, is the other way out: that, though

the same object may not seem beautiful to all people, all people who

admire a beautiful object find in it certain relations which satisfy

and coincide with the stages themselves of all esthetic apprehension.

These relations of the sensible, visible to you through one form and to

me through another, must be therefore the necessary qualities of

beauty. Now, we can return to our old friend saint Thomas for another

pennyworth of wisdom.

Lynch laughed.

—It amuses me vastly, he said, to hear you quoting him time after time

like a jolly round friar. Are you laughing in your sleeve?

—MacAlister, answered Stephen, would call my esthetic theory applied

Aquinas. So far as this side of esthetic philosophy extends, Aquinas

will carry me all along the line. When we come to the phenomena of

artistic conception, artistic gestation, and artistic reproduction I

require a new terminology and a new personal experience.

—Of course, said Lynch. After all Aquinas, in spite of his intellect,

was exactly a good round friar. But you will tell me about the new

personal experience and new terminology some other day. Hurry up and

finish the first part.

—Who knows? said Stephen, smiling. Perhaps Aquinas would understand me

better than you. He was a poet himself. He wrote a hymn for Maundy

Thursday. It begins with the words _Pange lingua gloriosi._ They say it

is the highest glory of the hymnal. It is an intricate and soothing

hymn. I like it; but there is no hymn that can be put beside that

mournful and majestic processional song, the _Vexilla Regis_ of

Venantius Fortunatus.

Lynch began to sing softly and solemnly in a deep bass voice:

Inpleta sunt quæ concinit

David fideli carmine

Dicendo nationibus

Regnavit a ligno Deus.

—That’s great! he said, well pleased. Great music!

They turned into Lower Mount Street. A few steps from the corner a fat

young man, wearing a silk neckcloth, saluted them and stopped.

—Did you hear the results of the exams? he asked. Griffin was plucked.

Halpin and O’Flynn are through the home civil. Moonan got fifth place

in the Indian. O’Shaughnessy got fourteenth. The Irish fellows in

Clark’s gave them a feed last night. They all ate curry.

His pallid bloated face expressed benevolent malice and, as he had

advanced through his tidings of success, his small fat-encircled eyes

vanished out of sight and his weak wheezing voice out of hearing.

In reply to a question of Stephen’s his eyes and his voice came forth

again from their lurkingplaces.

—Yes, MacCullagh and I, he said. He’s taking pure mathematics and I’m

taking constitutional history. There are twenty subjects. I’m taking

botany too. You know I’m a member of the field club.

He drew back from the other two in a stately fashion and placed a plump

woollen-gloved hand on his breast from which muttered wheezing laughter

at once broke forth.

—Bring us a few turnips and onions the next time you go out, said

Stephen drily, to make a stew.

The fat student laughed indulgently and said:

—We are all highly respectable people in the field club. Last Saturday

we went out to Glenmalure, seven of us.

—With women, Donovan? said Lynch.

Donovan again laid his hand on his chest and said:

—Our end is the acquisition of knowledge.

Then he said quickly:

—I hear you are writing some essays about esthetics.

Stephen made a vague gesture of denial.

—Goethe and Lessing, said Donovan, have written a lot on that subject,

the classical school and the romantic school and all that. The Laocoon

interested me very much when I read it. Of course it is idealistic,

German, ultra-profound.

Neither of the others spoke. Donovan took leave of them urbanely.

—I must go, he said softly and benevolently, I have a strong suspicion,

amounting almost to a conviction, that my sister intended to make

pancakes today for the dinner of the Donovan family.

—Goodbye, Stephen said in his wake. Don’t forget the turnips for me and

my mate.

Lynch gazed after him, his lip curling in slow scorn till his face

resembled a devil’s mask:

—To think that that yellow pancake-eating excrement can get a good job,

he said at length, and I have to smoke cheap cigarettes!

They turned their faces towards Merrion Square and went for a little in

silence.

—To finish what I was saying about beauty, said Stephen, the most

satisfying relations of the sensible must therefore correspond to the

necessary phases of artistic apprehension. Find these and you find the

qualities of universal beauty. Aquinas says: _Ad pulcritudinem tria

requiruntur integritas, consonantia, claritas._ I translate it so:

_Three things are needed for beauty, wholeness, harmony and radiance._

Do these correspond to the phases of apprehension? Are you following?

—Of course, I am, said Lynch. If you think I have an excrementitious

intelligence run after Donovan and ask him to listen to you.

Stephen pointed to a basket which a butcher’s boy had slung inverted on

his head.

—Look at that basket, he said.

—I see it, said Lynch.

—In order to see that basket, said Stephen, your mind first of all

separates the basket from the rest of the visible universe which is not

the basket. The first phase of apprehension is a bounding line drawn

about the object to be apprehended. An esthetic image is presented to

us either in space or in time. What is audible is presented in time,

what is visible is presented in space. But temporal or spatial, the

esthetic image is first luminously apprehended as selfbounded and

selfcontained upon the immeasurable background of space or time which

is not it. You apprehended it as _one_ thing. You see it as one whole.

You apprehend its wholeness. That is _integritas._

—Bull’s eye! said Lynch, laughing. Go on.

—Then, said Stephen, you pass from point to point, led by its formal

lines; you apprehend it as balanced part against part within its

limits; you feel the rhythm of its structure. In other words, the

synthesis of immediate perception is followed by the analysis of

apprehension. Having first felt that it is _one_ thing you feel now

that it is a _thing_. You apprehend it as complex, multiple, divisible,

separable, made up of its parts, the result of its parts and their sum,

harmonious. That is _consonantia_.

—Bull’s eye again! said Lynch wittily. Tell me now what is _claritas_

and you win the cigar.

—The connotation of the word, Stephen said, is rather vague. Aquinas

uses a term which seems to be inexact. It baffled me for a long time.

It would lead you to believe that he had in mind symbolism or idealism,

the supreme quality of beauty being a light from some other world, the

idea of which the matter is but the shadow, the reality of which it is

but the symbol. I thought he might mean that _claritas_ is the artistic

discovery and representation of the divine purpose in anything or a

force of generalization which would make the esthetic image a universal

one, make it outshine its proper conditions. But that is literary talk.

I understand it so. When you have apprehended that basket as one thing

and have then analysed it according to its form and apprehended it as a

thing you make the only synthesis which is logically and esthetically

permissible. You see that it is that thing which it is and no other

thing. The radiance of which he speaks in the scholastic _quidditas_,

the _whatness_ of a thing. This supreme quality is felt by the artist

when the esthetic image is first conceived in his imagination. The mind

in that mysterious instant Shelley likened beautifully to a fading

coal. The instant wherein that supreme quality of beauty, the clear

radiance of the esthetic image, is apprehended luminously by the mind

which has been arrested by its wholeness and fascinated by its harmony

is the luminous silent stasis of esthetic pleasure, a spiritual state

very like to that cardiac condition which the Italian physiologist

Luigi Galvani, using a phrase almost as beautiful as Shelley’s, called

the enchantment of the heart.

Stephen paused and, though his companion did not speak, felt that his

words had called up around them a thought-enchanted silence.

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