The Way of the Winning of Anne

Jerome Irving had been courting Anne Stockard for fifteen years. He

had begun when she was twenty and he was twenty-five, and now that

Jerome was forty, and Anne, in a village where everybody knew

everybody else's age, had to own to being thirty-five, the courtship

did not seem any nearer a climax than it had at the beginning. But

that was not Jerome's fault, poor fellow!

At the end of the first year he had asked Anne to marry him, and Anne

had refused. Jerome was disappointed, but he kept his head and went on

courting Anne just the same; that is he went over to Esek Stockard's

house every Saturday night and spent the evening, he walked home with

Anne from prayer meeting and singing school and parties when she would

let him, and asked her to go to all the concerts and socials and

quilting frolics that came off. Anne never would go, of course, but

Jerome faithfully gave her the chance. Old Esek rather favoured

Jerome's suit, for Anne was the plainest of his many daughters, and no

other fellow seemed at all anxious to run Jerome off the track; but

she took her own way with true Stockard firmness, and matters were

allowed to drift on at the will of time or chance.

Three years later Jerome tried his luck again, with precisely the same

result, and after that he had asked Anne regularly once a year to

marry him, and just as regularly Anne said no a little more brusquely

and a little more decidedly every year. Now, in the mellowness of a

fifteen-year-old courtship, Jerome did not mind it at all. He knew

that everything comes to the man who has patience to wait.

Time, of course, had not stood still with Anne and Jerome, or with the

history of Deep Meadows. At the Stockard homestead the changes had

been many and marked. Every year or two there had been a wedding in

the big brick farmhouse, and one of old Esek's girls had been the

bride each time. Julia and Grace and Celia and Betty and Theodosia

and Clementina Stockard were all married and gone. But Anne had never

had another lover. There had to be an old maid in every big family she

said, and she was not going to marry Jerome Irving just for the sake

of having Mrs. on her tombstone.

Old Esek and his wife had been put away in the Deep Meadows

burying-ground. The broad, fertile Stockard acres passed into Anne's

possession. She was a good business-woman, and the farm continued to

be the best in the district. She kept two hired men and a servant

girl, and the sixteen-year-old of her oldest sister lived with her.

There were few visitors at the Stockard place now, but Jerome "dropped

in" every Saturday night with clockwork regularity and talked to Anne

about her stock and advised her regarding the rotation of her crops

and the setting out of her orchards. And at ten o'clock he would take

his hat and cane and tell Anne to be good to herself, and go home.

Anne had long since given up trying to discourage him; she even

accepted attentions from him now that she had used to refuse. He

always walked home with her from evening meetings and was her partner

in the games at quilting parties. It was great fun for the young

folks. "Old Jerome and Anne" were a standing joke in Deep Meadows. But

the older people had ceased to expect anything to come of it.

Anne laughed at Jerome as she had always done, and would not have

owned for the world that she could have missed him. Jerome was useful,

she admitted, and a comfortable friend; and she would have liked him

well enough if he would only omit that ridiculous yearly ceremony of

proposal.

It was Jerome's fortieth birthday when Anne refused him again. He

realized this as he went down the road in the moonlight, and doubt and

dismay began to creep into his heart. Anne and he were both getting

old--there was no disputing that fact. It was high time that he

brought her to terms if he was ever going to. Jerome was an

easy-going mortal and always took things placidly, but he did not

mean to have all those fifteen years of patient courting go for

nothing He had thought Anne would get tired of saying no, sooner or

later, and say yes, if for no other reason than to have a change; but

getting tired did not seem to run in the Stockard blood. She had said

no that night just as coolly and decidedly and unsentimentally as she

said it fifteen years before. Jerome had the sensation of going around

in a circle and never getting any further on. He made up his mind that

something must be done, and just as he got to the brook that divides

Deep Meadows West from Deep Meadows Central an idea struck him; it was

a good idea and amused him. He laughed aloud and slapped his thigh,

much to the amusement of two boys who were sitting unnoticed on the

railing of the bridge.

"There's old Jerome going home from seeing Anne Stockard," said one.

"Wonder what on earth he's laughing at. Seems to me if I couldn't get

a wife without hoeing a fifteen-year row, I'd give up trying."

But, then, the speaker was a Hamilton, and the Hamiltons never had any

perseverance.

Jerome, although a well-to-do man, owning a good farm, had, so to

speak, no home of his own. The old Irving homestead belonged to his

older brother, who had a wife and family. Jerome lived with them and

was so used to it he didn't mind.

At forty a lover must not waste time. Jerome thought out the details

that night, and next day he opened the campaign. But it was not until

the evening after that that Anne Stockard heard the news. It was her

niece, Octavia, who told her. The latter had been having a chat up the

lane with Sam Mitchell, and came in with a broad smile on her round,

rosy face and a twinkle in her eyes.

"I guess you've lost your beau this time, Aunt Anne. It looks as if he

meant to take you at your word at last."

"What on earth do you mean?" asked Anne, a little sharply. She was in

the pantry counting eggs, and Octavia's interruption made her lose her

count. "Now I can't remember whether it was six or seven dozen I said

last. I shall have to count them all over again. I wish, Octavia, that

you could think of something besides beaus all the time."

"Well, but listen," persisted Octavia wickedly. "Jerome Irving was at

the social at the Cherry Valley parsonage last night, and he had

Harriet Warren there--took her there, and drove her home again."

"I don't believe it," cried Anne, before she thought. She dropped an

egg into the basket so abruptly that the shell broke.

"Oh, it's true enough. Sam Mitchell told me; he was there and saw him.

Sam says he looked quite beaming, and was dressed to kill, and

followed Harriet around like her shadow. I guess you won't have any

more bother with him, Aunt Anne."

In the process of picking the broken egg out of the whole ones Anne

had recovered her equanimity. She gave a careful little laugh.

"Well, it's to be hoped so. Goodness knows it's time he tried somebody

else. Go and change your dress for milking, Octavia, and don't spend

quite so much time gossiping up the lane with Sam Mitchell. He always

was a fetch-and-carry. Young girls oughtn't to be so pert."

When the subdued Octavia had gone, Anne tossed the broken eggshell out

of the pantry window viciously enough.

"There's no fool like an old fool. Jerome Irving always was an idiot.

The idea of his going after Harriet Warren! He's old enough to be her

father. And a Warren, too! I've seen the time an Irving wouldn't be

seen on the same side of the road with a Warren. Well, anyhow, I don't

care, and he needn't suppose I will. It will be a relief not to have

him hanging around any longer."

It might have been a relief, but Anne felt strangely lonely as she

walked home alone from prayer meeting the next night. Jerome had not

been there. The Warrens were Methodists and Anne rightly guessed that

he had gone to the Methodist prayer meeting at Cherry Valley.

"Dancing attendance on Harriet," she said to herself scornfully.

When she got home she looked at her face in the glass more critically

than she had done for years. Anne Stockard at her best had never been

pretty. When young she had been called "gawky." She was very tall and

her figure was lank and angular. She had a long, pale face and dusky

hair. Her eyes had been good--a glimmering hazel, large and

long-lashed. They were pretty yet, but the crow's feet about them were

plainly visible. There were brackets around her mouth too, and her

cheeks were hollow. Anne suddenly realized, as she had never realized

before, that she had grown old--that her youth was left far behind.

She was an old maid, and Harriet Warren was young, and pretty. Anne's

long, thin lips suddenly quivered.

"I declare, I'm a worse fool than Jerome," she said angrily.

When Saturday night came Jerome did not. The corner of the big,

old-fashioned porch where he usually sat looked bare and lonely. Anne

was short with Octavia and boxed the cat's ears and raged at herself.

What did she care if Jerome Irving never came again? She could have

married him years ago if she had wanted to--everybody knew that!

At sunset she saw a buggy drive past her gate. Even at that distance

she recognized Harriet Warren's handsome, high-coloured profile. It

was Jerome's new buggy and Jerome was driving. The wheel spokes

flashed in the sunlight as they crept up the hill. Perhaps they

dazzled Anne's eyes a little; at least, for that or some other reason

she dabbed her hand viciously over them as she turned sharply about

and went upstairs. Octavia was practising her music lesson in the

parlour below and singing in a sweet shrill voice. The hired men were

laughing and talking in the yard. Anne slammed down her window and

banged her door and then lay down on her bed; she said her head ached.

The Deep Meadows people were amused and made joking remarks to Anne,

which she had to take amiably because she had no excuse for resenting

them. In reality they stung her pride unendurably. When Jerome had

gone she realized that she had no other intimate friend and that she

was a very lonely woman whom nobody cared about. One night--it was

three weeks afterward--she met Jerome and Harriet squarely. She was

walking to church with Octavia, and they were driving in the opposite

direction. Jerome had his new buggy and crimson lap robe. His horse's

coat shone like satin and had rosettes of crimson on his bridle.

Jerome was dressed extremely well and looked quite young, with his

round, ruddy, clean-shaven face and clear blue eyes.

Harriet was sitting primly and consciously by his side; she was a very

handsome girl with bold eyes and was somewhat overdressed. She wore a

big flowery hat and a white lace veil and looked at Anne with a

supercilious smile.

Anne felt dowdy and old; she was very pale. Jerome lifted his hat and

bowed pleasantly as they drove past. Suddenly Harriet laughed out.

Anne did not look back, but her face crimsoned darkly. Was that girl

laughing at her? She trembled with anger and a sharp, hurt feeling.

When she got home that night she sat a long while by her window.

Jerome was gone--and he let Harriet Warren laugh at her and he would

never come back to her. Well, it did not matter, but she had been a

fool. Only it had never occurred to her that Jerome could act so.

"If I'd thought he would I mightn't have been so sharp with him," was

as far as she would let herself go even in thought.

When four weeks had elapsed Jerome came over one Saturday night. He

was fluttered and anxious, but hid it in a masterly manner.

Anne was taken by surprise. She had not thought he would ever come

again, and was off her guard. He had come around the porch corner

abruptly as she stood there in the dusk, and she started very

perceptibly.

"Good evening, Anne," he said, easily and unblushingly.

Anne choked up. She was very angry, or thought she was. Jerome

appeared not to notice her lack of welcome. He sat coolly down in his

old place. His heart was beating like a hammer, but Anne did not know

that.

"I suppose," she said cuttingly, "that you're on your way down to the

bridge. It's almost a pity for you to waste time stopping here at all,

any more than you have of late. No doubt Harriet'll be expecting you."

A gleam of satisfaction flashed over Jerome's face. He looked shrewdly

at Anne, who was not looking at him, but was staring uncompromisingly

out over the poppy beds. A jealous woman always gives herself away. If

Anne had been indifferent she would not have given him that slap in

the face.

"I dunno's she will," he replied coolly. "I didn't say for sure

whether I'd be down tonight or not. It's so long since I had a chat

with you I thought I'd drop in for a spell. But of course if I'm not

wanted I can go where I will be."

Anne could not get back her self-control. Her nerves were "all strung

up," as she would have said. She had a feeling that she was right on

the brink of a "scene," but she could not help herself.

"I guess it doesn't matter much what I want," she said stonily. "At

any rate, it hasn't seemed that way lately. You don't care, of course.

Oh, no! Harriet Warren is all you care about. Well, I wish you joy of

her."

Jerome looked puzzled, or pretended to. In reality he was hugging

himself with delight.

"I don't just understand you, Anne," he said hesitatingly "You appear

to be vexed about something."

"I? Oh, no, I'm not, Mr. Irving. Of course old friends don't count

now. Well, I've no doubt new ones will wear just as well."

"If it's about my going to see Harriet," said Jerome easily "I don't

see as how it can matter much to you. Goodness knows, you took enough

pains to show me you didn't want me. I don't blame you. A woman has a

right to please herself, and a man ought to have sense to take his

answer and go. I hadn't, and that's where I made my mistake. I don't

mean to pester you any more, but we can be real good friends, can't

we? I'm sure I'm as much your friend as ever I was."

Now, I hold that this speech of Jerome's, delivered in a cool,

matter-of-fact tone, as of a man stating a case with dispassionate

fairness, was a masterpiece. It was the last cleverly executed

movement of the campaign. If it failed to effect a capitulation, he

was a defeated man. But it did not fail.

Anne had got to that point where an excited woman must go mad or cry.

Anne cried. She sat flatly down on a chair and burst into tears.

Jerome's hat went one way and his cane another. Jerome himself sprang

across the intervening space and dropped into the chair beside Anne.

He caught her hand in his and threw his arm boldly around her waist.

"Goodness gracious, Anne! Do you care after all? Tell me that!"

"I don't suppose it matters to you if I do," sobbed Anne. "It hasn't

seemed to matter, anyhow."

"Anne, look here! Didn't I come after you for fifteen years? It's you

I always have wanted and want yet, if I can get you. I don't care a

rap for Harriet Warren or anyone but you. Now that's the truth right

out, Anne."

No doubt it was, and Anne was convinced of it. But she had to have her

cry out--on Jerome's shoulder--and it soothed her nerves wonderfully.

Later on Octavia, slipping noiselessly up the steps in the dusk, saw a

sight that transfixed her with astonishment. When she recovered

herself she turned and fled wildly around the house, running bump into

Sam Mitchell, who was coming across the yard from a twilight

conference with the hired men.

"Goodness, Tavy, what's the matter? Y' look 'sif y'd seen a ghost."

Octavia leaned up against the wall in spasms of mirth.

"Oh, Sam," she gasped, "old Jerome Irving and Aunt Anne are sitting

round there in the dark on the front porch and he had his arms around

her, kissing her! And they never saw nor heard me, no more'n if they

were deaf and blind!"

Sam gave a tremendous whistle and then went off into a shout of

laughter whose echoes reached even to the gloom of the front porch and

the ears of the lovers. But they did not know he was laughing at them

and would not have cared if they had. They were too happy for that.

There was a wedding that fall and Anne Stockard was the bride. When

she was safely his, Jerome confessed all and was graciously forgiven.

"But it was kind of mean to Harriet," said Anne rebukingly, "to go

with her and get her talked about and then drop her as you did. Don't

you think so yourself, Jerome?"

Her husband's eyes twinkled.

"Well, hardly that. You see, Harriet's engaged to that Johnson fellow

out west. 'Tain't generally known, but I knew it and that's why I

picked on her. I thought it probable that she'd be willing enough to

flirt with me for a little diversion, even if I was old. Harriet's

that sort of a girl. And I made up my mind that if that didn't fetch

it nothing would and I'd give up for good and all. But it did, didn't

it, Anne?"

"I should say so. It was horrid of you, Jerome--but I daresay it's

just as well you did or I'd likely never have found out that I

couldn't get along without you. I did feel dreadful. Poor Octavia

could tell you I was as cross as X. How did you come to think of it,

Jerome?"

"A fellow had to do something," said Jerome oracularly, "and I'd have

done most anything to get you, Anne, that's a fact. And there it

was--courting fifteen years and nothing to show for it. I dunno,

though, how I did come to think of it. Guess it was a sort of

inspiration. Anyhow, I've got you and that's what I set out to do in

the beginning."

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