And she answered, "It may be that I will."

And he said, "Do not dance with that man tonight, Alicia. I mistrust

him much."

His voice had more of a husband's command than a lover's entreaty. She

looked at him with some scorn, but when she saw his face grow

black--for the Montressors brooked scant disregard of their authority,

as I had good reason to know--she seemed to change, and a smile came

to her lips, though her eyes glowed balefully.

Then she laid her arms about his neck and--though it seemed to me that

she had as soon strangled as embraced him--her voice was wondrous

sweet and caressing as she murmured in his ear.

He laughed and his brow cleared, though he said still sternly, "Do not

try me too far, Alicia."

Then they went out, she a little in advance and very stately.

After that my aunts also came in, very beautifully and modestly

dressed, but they seemed to me as nothing after Alicia. For I was

caught in the snare of her beauty, and the longing to see her again so

grew upon me that after a time I did an undutiful and disobedient

thing.

I had been straitly charged to stay in bed, which I did not, but got

up and put on a gown. For it was in my mind to go quietly down, if by

chance I might again see Alicia, myself unseen.

But when I reached the great hall I heard steps approaching and,

having a guilty conscience, I slipped aside into the blue parlour and

hid me behind the curtains lest my aunts should see me.

Then Alicia came in, and with her a man whom I had never before seen.

Yet I instantly bethought myself of a lean black snake, with a

glittering and evil eye, which I had seen in Mrs. Montressor's garden

two summers agone, and which was like to have bitten me. John, the

gardener, had killed it, and I verily thought that if it had a soul,

it must have gotten into this man.

Alicia sat down and he beside her, and when he had put his arms about

her, he kissed her face and lips. Nor did she shrink from his embrace,

but even smiled and leaned nearer to him with a little smooth motion,

as they talked to each other in some strange, foreign tongue.

I was but a child and innocent, nor knew I aught of honour and

dishonour. Yet it seemed to me that no man should kiss her save only

my Uncle Hugh, and from that hour I mistrusted Alicia, though I

understood not then what I afterwards did.

And as I watched them--not thinking of playing the spy--I saw her face

grow suddenly cold, and she straightened herself up and pushed away

her lover's arms.

Then I followed her guilty eyes to the door, where stood my Uncle

Hugh, and all the pride and passion of the Montressors sat on his

lowering brow. Yet he came forward quietly as Alicia and the snake

drew apart and stood up.

At first he looked not at his guilty wife but at her lover, and smote

him heavily in the face. Whereat he, being a coward at heart, as are

all villains, turned white and slunk from the room with a muttered

oath, nor was he stayed.

My uncle turned to Alicia, and very calmly and terribly he said, "From

this hour you are no longer wife of mine!"

And there was that in his tone which told that his forgiveness and

love should be hers nevermore.

Then he motioned her out and she went, like a proud queen, with her

glorious head erect and no shame on her brow.

As for me, when they were gone I crept away, dazed and bewildered

enough, and went back to my bed, having seen and heard more than I had

a mind for, as disobedient people and eavesdroppers ever do.

But my Uncle Hugh kept his word, and Alicia was no more wife to him,

save only in name. Yet of gossip or scandal there was none, for the

pride of his race kept secret his dishonour, nor did he ever seem

other than a courteous and respectful husband.

Nor did Mrs. Montressor and my aunts, though they wondered much among

themselves, learn aught, for they dared question neither their brother

nor Alicia, who carried herself as loftily as ever, and seemed to pine

for neither lover nor husband. As for me, no one dreamed I knew aught

of it, and I kept my own counsel as to what I had seen in the blue

parlour on the night of the Christmas ball.

After the New Year I went home, but ere long Mrs. Montressor sent for

me again, saying that the house was lonely without little Beatrice. So

I went again and found all unchanged, though the Place was very quiet,

and Alicia went out but little from the Red Room.

Of my Uncle Hugh I saw little, save when he went and came on the

business of his estate, somewhat more gravely and silently than of

yore, or brought to me books and sweetmeats from town.

But every day I was with Alicia in the Red Room, where she would talk

to me, oftentimes wildly and strangely, but always kindly. And though

I think Mrs. Montressor liked our intimacy none too well, she said no

word, and I came and went as I listed with Alicia, though never quite

liking her strange ways and the restless fire in her eyes.

Nor would I ever kiss her, after I had seen her lips pressed by the

snake's, though she sometimes coaxed me, and grew pettish and vexed

when I would not; but she guessed not my reason.

March came in that year like a lion, exceedingly hungry and fierce,

and my Uncle Hugh had ridden away through the storm nor thought to be

back for some days.

In the afternoon I was sitting in the wing hall, dreaming wondrous

day-dreams, when Alicia called me to the Red Room. And as I went, I

marvelled anew at her loveliness, for the blood was leaping in her

face and her jewels were dim before the lustre of her eyes. Her hand,

when she took mine, was burning hot, and her voice had a strange ring.

"Come, little Beatrice," she said, "come talk to me, for I know not

what to do with my lone self today. Time hangs heavily in this gloomy

house. I do verily think this Red Room has an evil influence over me.

See if your childish prattle can drive away the ghosts that riot in

these dark old corners--ghosts of a ruined and shamed life! Nay,

shrink not--do I talk wildly? I mean not all I say--my brain seems on

fire, little Beatrice. Come; it may be you know some grim old legend

of this room--it must surely have one. Never was place fitter for a

dark deed! Tush! never be so frightened, child--forget my vagaries.

Tell me now and I will listen."

Whereat she cast herself lithely on the satin couch and turned her

lovely face on me. So I gathered up my small wits and told her what I

was not supposed to know--how that, generations agone, a Montressor

had disgraced himself and his name, and that, when he came home to his

mother, she had met him in that same Red Room and flung at him taunts

and reproaches, forgetting whose breast had nourished him; and that

he, frantic with shame and despair, turned his sword against his own

heart and so died. But his mother went mad with her remorse, and was

kept a prisoner in the Red Room until her death.

So lamely told I the tale, as I had heard my Aunt Elizabeth tell it,

when she knew not I listened or understood. Alicia heard me through

and said nothing, save that it was a tale worthy of the Montressors.

Whereat I bridled, for I too was a Montressor, and proud of it.

But she took my hand soothingly in hers and said, "Little Beatrice, if

tomorrow or the next day they should tell you, those cold, proud

women, that Alicia was unworthy of your love, tell me, would you

believe them?"

And I, remembering what I had seen in the blue parlour, was

silent--for I could not lie. So she flung my hand away with a bitter

laugh, and picked lightly from the table anear a small dagger with a

jewelled handle.

It seemed to me a cruel-looking toy and I said so--whereat she smiled

and drew her white fingers down the thin, shining blade in a fashion

that made me cold.

"Such a little blow with this," she said, "such a little blow--and the

heart beats no longer, the weary brain rests, the lips and eyes smile

never again! 'Twere a short path out of all difficulties, my

Beatrice."

And I, understanding her not, yet shivering, begged her to cast it

aside, which she did carelessly and, putting a hand under my chin, she

turned up my face to hers.

"Little, grave-eyed Beatrice, tell me truly, would it grieve you much

if you were never again to sit here with Alicia in this same Red

Room?"

And I made answer earnestly that it would, glad that I could say so

much truly. Then her face grew tender and she sighed deeply.

Presently she opened a quaint, inlaid box and took from it a shining

gold chain of rare workmanship and exquisite design, and this she hung

around my neck, nor would suffer me to thank her but laid her hand

gently on my lips.

"Now go," she said. "But ere you leave me, little Beatrice, grant me

but the one favour--it may be that I shall never ask another of you.

Your people, I know--those cold Montressors--care little for me, but

with all my faults, I have ever been kind to you. So, when the

morrow's come, and they tell you that Alicia is as one worse than

dead, think not of me with scorn only but grant me a little pity--for

I was not always what I am now, and might never have become so had a

little child like you been always anear me, to keep me pure and

innocent. And I would have you but the once lay your arms about my

neck and kiss me."

And I did so, wondering much at her manner--for it had in it a strange

tenderness and some sort of hopeless longing. Then she gently put me

from the room, and I sat musing by the hall window until night fell

darkly--and a fearsome night it was, of storm and blackness. And I

thought how well it was that my Uncle Hugh had not to return in such a

tempest. Yet, ere the thought had grown cold, the door opened and he

strode down the hall, his cloak drenched and wind-twisted, in one hand

a whip, as though he had but then sprung from his horse, in the other

what seemed like a crumpled letter.

Nor was the night blacker than his face, and he took no heed of me as

I ran after him, thinking selfishly of the sweetmeats he had promised

to bring me--but I thought no more of them when I got to the door of

the Red Room.

Alicia stood by the table, hooded and cloaked as for a journey, but

her hood had slipped back, and her face rose from it marble-white,

save where her wrathful eyes burned out, with dread and guilt and

hatred in their depths, while she had one arm raised as if to thrust

him back.

As for my uncle, he stood before her and I saw not his face, but his

voice was low and terrible, speaking words I understood not then,

though long afterwards I came to know their meaning.

And he cast foul scorn at her that she should have thought to fly with

her lover, and swore that naught should again thwart his vengeance,

with other threats, wild and dreadful enough.

Yet she said no word until he had done, and then she spoke, but what

she said I know not, save that it was full of hatred and defiance and

wild accusation, such as a mad woman might have uttered.

And she defied him even then to stop her flight, though he told her to

cross that threshold would mean her death; for he was a wronged and

desperate man and thought of nothing save his own dishonour.

Then she made as if to pass him, but he caught her by her white wrist;

she turned on him with fury, and I saw her right hand reach stealthily

out over the table behind her, where lay the dagger.

"Let me go!" she hissed.

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