I wrote Miller to come down, that I had an exclusive interview for him.

He arrived the very night of the day he received my letter.

Darrie stepped out over to the Ronds', not to be herself brought into

what she had so far managed to keep out of.

Hildreth consumed the better part of two hours fixing herself up as

women do when they want to make an impression....

"Your friend from Kansas must see that you haven't made such a bad

choice in picking me," she proclaimed, with that pretty droop of her

mouth.

"No, no! be a good boy, don't muss me up now!"

She wore a plain, navy-blue skirt ... wore a white middy blouse with

blue, flowing tie ... easy shoes that fitted snug to her pretty little

feet ... her eyes never held such depths to them, her face never shone

with such beauty before.

I wore a brown sweater vest with pearl buttons ... corduroy trousers ...

black oxfords ... a flowing tie....

A large log fire welcomed my former Kansas friend.

"Well, Johnnie, it's been a long time since I've seen you."

"Jerome, let me introduce you to the only woman that ever lived, or

shall live, for me ... Hildreth Baxter."

As Hildreth gave Miller her hand, I could see that he liked her, and

that he inwardly commented on my good taste and perhaps said to himself,

"Well, Johnnie is not so crazy after all!"

After I had given him the interview, he asked her a few questions, but

she begged to be left out, that it was my interview.

"Mr. Miller, you are a friend of Johnnie's ... I have often heard him

speak highly of you; can't you dissuade him from having this interview

printed ... no matter if you have been sent by your paper all the way

down here for it?"

Jerome liked what Hildreth had said, admired her for her common sense.

He offered to return to the city, and risk his job by stating that he

had been hoaxed.

"I will leave you to argue it out with him, Mr. Miller." And Hildreth

excused herself and went off down the path to the Ronds' too.

"Johnnie," my friend urged, putting his hand on my shoulder, "your

little lady has a lot of sense ... it _will_ kick up a hell of a row ...

it's true what you say about them rather approving of you now, some of

them, considering you a sly dog and so forth.... Yes, I'm sorry to say,

what you're doing, much of the world is doing most of the time."

"I beg your pardon, Jerome, but there you've made my point ... do you

think I want a sneaking, clandestine thing kept up between me and the

woman I love?"

"Then why not stay apart till the divorce is granted, then marry her

like a regular fellow?"

"Damn it, Jerome, you don't understand, you don't get what we radicals

are driving at...."

"I'll take a chance with my job and quash this interview--that's how

much I like you, Johnnie."

"Oh, I know you mean well enough ... most of you boys have treated me

rather well, according to your lights ... it's the damned lead-writers

and re-writers and editorial writers--they're the ones that do the

damage."

"You want me to go ahead then?"

"Yes, that is the only way."

"It is a big story, a real scoop." Miller was again the newspaper man

who had scored a beat on rival newspapers....

"Can't you stay over night, Jerome? We can make room."

"I must catch the next train back ... I'm off now ... there's the taxi I

arranged to have come and take me ... it's out there now ... good-bye,

Johnny, and God help you and your little girl."

* * * * *

Hildreth came in soon after Miller's departure, looking like a

fresh-faced girl of twelve.

"Did--did your friend think I was good-looking?"

"Yes, I am sure he thoroughly approved of you."

"To-morrow another Roman holiday begins."

* * * * *

The result of that interview was worse than I could have surmised. All

the batteries opened fire again. The Kansas papers called me "the

shameless tramp" ... reporters spilled from autos and rigs all over the

front stoop. After giving a few more interviews in the mad hope that

this time they would get it straight, I saw that the harvest was even

greater abuse and defamation ... and, as Hildreth had predicted, she

came in for more than her share of the moral indignation of people who

sold that precious ware at so much a line, or were paid salaries for

such work....

We practically deserted our house so the reporters could not find us....

Many of the reporters never came near the house. Instead, lurid stories

were concocted in the back rooms of nearby roadhouses. And, failing to

find us at home, interviews were faked so badly that they verged on the

burlesque ... where not vulgar, they were vicious ... words were slipped

in that implied things which, expressed clearly, had furnished ample

grounds for libel.

Hildreth and I were pictured as living on frost fish almost entirely;

the fish that run along the ocean shore, and, growing numb with the cold

of autumn, are tossed up on the sand by the waves....

I was depicted as strident-voiced ... belligerent ... waving my arms

wildly. It was said that, full of threats, I had taken a shotgun

menacingly from a rack ... that a vicious bull dog lay between my feet,

growling ... that I went, sockless, in sandals ... had long, flowing,

uncombed hair....

Once a party of three reporters, from a big metropolitan paper,--two men

and a woman, after stopping at a nearby road house till they were well

lit,--drove about in a livery rig till they finally located us at the

house of Mrs. Rond....

All the old nonsense was re-written ... things we had never said or even

had in our thought ... vulgarities alien to Hildreth's mouth or mine....

The final insinuation--a sly touching on the fact that the Rond family

was on intimate terms with me, and that the young daughters were

attractive-looking, and seemed to favour the ideals I expressed with

murmurs of approval ... thus the story afterward appeared....

Mrs. Rond, after a peculiarly impertinent question of the woman member

of the party, realised by this time that the three reporters were more

than a little tipsy, and ordered these guardians of the public morality

out of the house....

In the first place, they had wormed admittance through a fraud to

Hildreth and me ... the woman falsely pretended that she was a friend of

Hildreth's mother ... a great stroke of journalistic enterprise.

Mrs. Rond's rebuke was so sharply worded that it got through even their

thick skins....

I must say, though, that the behaviour of these three was not

characteristic ... generally the newspaper men and women were most

considerate and courteous ... even when they afterward wrote unpleasant

articles about us. And often I have had them blue-pencil wild statements

I had made, which, on second thought, I wished withdrawn ... and during

all the uproar I never had a reporter break his word, once given.

"Say, Mr. Gregory, that's great stuff, do let us keep that in the

interview."

"Please, boys, draw your pencil through that ... it doesn't sound the

way I meant it."

"Oh, all right"--a sigh--"but it's a shame to leave it out."

The last and final outrage--perpetrated by the papers by orders from

above, I am sure....

Even the second uproar had died down.

Always the "natives" in West Grove and round about, our neighbours,

behaved considerately, let us alone ... we were greeted politely

wherever we went....

But now, Mrs. Rond informed me, strange men were appearing on the street

corners, conducting a regular soapbox campaign against us....

Some of them were seen to get on and off trains going to and coming from

New York....

Goaded and spurred by these mysterious outsiders, the village people

began to act aloof, and the more ignorant of them sullen toward us ...

but as yet it was only in the air, nothing concrete to lay hold of.

* * * * *

Mrs. Suydam had run away with her plumber ... the interviews she gave

out showed that it was our case mainly that had impelled her to launch

forth in imitation ...

Others, in a wave of sex-radicalism, were running off together all about

the country ...

But it was Mrs. Suydam's case that interested me and Hildreth most ...

she was a dainty, pretty little slight thing, as Hildreth was--I could

judge by her pictures....

"Hildreth," I urged, "let's drop Mrs. Suydam a note encouraging her ...

she's probably without a friend in the world, she and her man ...

they're trying to oust her from her flat ... she's being hounded about."

"My God, Johnnie dear, let's _don't!_ ... they'll only give our letter

to the papers ... let's let well enough alone once more ... the grocer

boy passed me in the street to-day and didn't tip his hat to me."

* * * * *

I was sitting at Mrs. Rond's tea-table having afternoon tea with her.

She had sent one of her girls over to the cottage to tell me she wished

to see me "alone" ... "on a matter of great importance."

The cats, who had trailed her eldest daughter, Editha, across to our

place, followed us back again with sailing tails in the air.

Mrs. Rond poured me a cup of strong tea.

"Drink that first, then I'll give you a little information that won't

be so very agreeable to you."

The glimmer of satiric yet benevolent humour that was never long absent

from her eyes, lightened there again, as she rolled and lit a "Plowboy."

"Have you noticed a change in the weather? A storm is blowing up. I'm

speaking figuratively ... I might as well out with it, Johnnie,--there's

a report, growing in strength, that a mob of townspeople is scheduled to

come your way to-night, some time, and treat you to a serenade of

protest and the traditional yokel hospitality of mobs ... a coat of tar

and feathers and a ride on a rail beyond the town limits."

"So it's come to that, has it?"

"Johnnie, it isn't the townsfolk that started it ... of that I am

certain ... left alone, they would still have been content to mind their

business, and accept you and Hildreth on a friendly basis...."

She brought up the story of the strange men haranguing from street

corners again....

"It's the New York newspapers, or one or two of the most sensational of

them, that are back of this new phase."

"You mean, Mrs. Rond, that they would dare go so far as to instigate an

attack on me and Hildreth ... with possibly fatal results?"

"Of course they would ... they need more news ... they want something

more to happen ... to have all this uproar end tamely in happy,

permanent love--that's what they couldn't endure....

"Well," she resumed after a pause, "what are you going to do? You're not

afraid, are you?"

"To tell the truth I am, very much afraid."

"You and Hildreth and Darrie would best take the three o'clock train

back to New York then."

"I haven't the least intention of doing that."

"What are you going to do?"

"--just let them come."

"You won't--fight?"

"As long as I'm alive."

"You just said you were afraid."

"Where a principle is considered, one can be afraid and still stick by

one's guns."

"You're a real man, John Gregory, as well as a real poet, and I'm going

to help you ... if it was the townspeople alone I would hesitate

advising you ... but it's dirty, hired outsiders who are back of this

feeling. Here!" and she stepped over to the mantel and brought a

six-shooter to me and laid it in my hand, "can you shoot?"

"A little, but not very well."

"It's loaded already ... here is a pocketful of extra bullets."

She filled my coat pocket till it sagged heavily. I slipped the gun in

my hip pocket.

"You're really going to stand them off if they come?"

"As long as no one tries to break into my house I will lie quiet ... the

minute someone tries to break in, I'll shoot, I'll shoot to kill, and

I'll kill as many as I can before they take me. I'll admit I'm

frightened, but I have principles of freedom and radical right, and I'll

die for them if necessary."

Mrs. Rond put her hand on my shoulder like a man.

"You have the makings of a fine fanatic in you ... in the early

Christian era you would have been a church martyr."

* * * * *

I held immediate consultation with Darrie and Hildreth and they were

both scared blue ... but they were game, too.

Darrie, however, unfolded a principle of strategy which I put into

immediate effect ... she advised me to try a bluff first.

When I walked downtown within the hour, to obtain the New York papers,

there was no doubt, by the even more sullen attitude of the inhabitants

that I passed on the street, that something serious was a-foot....

I sauntered up to the news stand, took my _Times_ ... hesitated, and

then tried the bluff Darrie had suggested:

"Jim," I began, to the newsdealer, who had been enough my friend for us

to speak to each other by our first names, "Jim, I hear the boys are

planning a little party up my way to-night!"

"Not as I've heard of, Johnnie," Jim answered, with sly evasion, and I

caught him sending a furtive wink to a man I'd never seen in town

before.

"Now, Jim, there's no use trying to fool me. I'm _on_!"

The newspaper stand was, I knew, the centre for the town's

dissemination of gossip. I knew what I said would sweep everywhere the

moment I turned my back.

"As I said," I continued, "I'm on!" And I looked about and spoke in a

loud voice, while inwardly quaking, "Yes, I know all about it, and I

want to drop just this one hint ... tell the boys they can come. Tell

them they'll be welcome ... So far I've had no trouble here ...

everybody has been right decent with me," affecting a Western,

colloquial drawl, "and I've tried to treat everybody, for my part, like

a gentleman,--ain't that true?"

"That's true, Mr. Gregory" (it was suddenly "Mr. Gregory" now, not

"Johnnie"). "As I was saying just the other day, there's lots worse in

the world than Mr. Gregory that ain't found out."

"I want to leave this message with you, Jim. I'm from the West. I'm a

good shot. I've got a six-shooter ready for business up at the cottage.

I've got a lot of extra bullets, too. As I've said, I ain't the kind

that looks for trouble, but when anybody goes out of their way--Well, as

I said before, as soon as the boys begin getting rough--I'll begin to

shoot ... I'll shoot to kill, and I'll kill everybody I can get, till

someone gets me."

"Yes, Mr. Gregory!"

"Mind you, Jim, I've always considered you as my friend. I mean what I

say. I'm a householder. I'm in the right ... if the law wants me that's

another matter ... but no group of private citizens--"

"Good-bye, Mr. Gregory."

* * * * *

I walked rapidly back to the cottage. I was thinking as rapidly as I

walked. For the space of a full minute I thought of packing off

ignominiously with my little household.

But before I stepped in at the door something murky had cleared away

inside me.

"Oh, Hildreth! Darrie!"

The women came dragging forward. But with them, too, it was a passing

mood.

My indignation at the personal outrage of the impending mob incited me

as them ... till I think not one of the three of us would have stepped

aside from the path of a herd of stampeding elephants.

"The yokels," and Darrie's nostrils flared, her blue blood showing, "to

dare even think of such an action, against their betters!"

* * * * *

We lit a roaring log fire. We sat reading aloud from Shelley. As the

hours drew by ... eight ... nine ... ten ... eleven ... there is no

doubt that our nerves grew to a very fine edge....

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