I ignored Matty with a face like a stone wall.

"Good afternoon!" I bowed to Vanna ... who ignored me ... perhaps not

seeing me.

The fearful, hurt look in the negro girl's eyes made me so ashamed of

myself that I wanted to run away and hide forever somewhere.

That night I was so covered with shame over what I had done to another

human soul, a soul perhaps as proud and fine as any in Laurel, that it

was not till dawn that sleep visited me....

So I was just as rotten, just as snobbish, just as fearful of the herd,

as were these other human beings whom I made fun of as the bourgeoisie.

* * * * *

Speaking with Riley, one of the English professors, about the mixture of

colours on the hill....

"I must confess," he admitted sincerely, "that I feel awkward indeed

when a negro student walks by my side ... even for a few steps...."

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