I thought of my Southern widow, Mrs. Tighe.

"Poet," she had once said, "come to my place in the South. I have a

bungalow back of my house that you may live in ... write your poems

unmolested ... I won't be going there for awhile yet, but I will give

you a letter to the caretaker, and you can use the place. And my pantry

and ice box will be at your service ... so you'll need do nothing but

write."

Now, fed full of rebuffs, I wished I had accepted her offer. And I wrote

her, care of the Eos Artworks ... an ingenuous letter, burning with

naïve love....

She had once told me how she had scandalised the neighbours by painting

a little boy, in the nude, in that same bungalow ... the story being

carried about by the servants ... and if it had not been for her social

prestige!--

I thought there could be nothing pleasanter than living in her place,

perhaps becoming her lover....

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