I gave him a swift glance. "I would like it very much."

"Then as soon as you are through, meet me in the library."

I drank a second cup of coffee with studied deliberation--in spite of

myself, I was thrilled with the notice that had been shown me before all

the others. Already my anger had somewhat lessened.

* * * * *

Never had the master been so eloquent, so much his better self, since

that first day, at the wood-pile. He strove to throw the magic of his

spirit over me with all his power. For hours we walked, the light, pale

green of the renewing year about us. But through it all I saw what he

was trying to effect ... to impress me so deeply that I would not only

forgive him for having stolen my poem, but actually thank him, for

having used it--even consider it a mark of honour ... which his

eloquence almost persuaded me to do.

Indeed I saw the true greatness in "John" ... but I also saw and

resented the petty, cruel pilferer--stealing helpless, unknown, youthful

genius for his own--resented it even more because the resources of the

man's nature did not require it of him to descend to such pitiful

expedients. He was rich enough in himself for his own fame and glory.

And why should he rob a young poet of his first fame, of the exquisite

pleasure of seeing his name for the first time in print? ... than which

there is no pleasure more exquisite ... not even the first possession of

a loved woman!...

We had almost returned to the "Artworks" before I tried to let loose on

him ... but even then I could not. Gently I asked him why he had not

affixed my name to my poem.

He looked at me with well-simulated amazement.

"Why, Razorre, I never even thought of it ... we are all a part of one

community of endeavour here ... and we all give our efforts as a

contribution to the Eos Idea ... I have paid you a higher compliment

than merely giving you credit ... instead, I have incorporated your

verse into the very body of our thought and life."

His effrontery struck me silent. I told him sadly that I must now go

away.

"Nonsense," he replied, "this is as good a place in which to develop

your poetic genius as any place in the world. I may say, better. Here

you will find congenial environment, ready appreciation .. come, let us

walk a little further," and we turned aside from the steps of the dining

room and struck down the main street of the town.

"I mean bigger things for you, Razorre, than you can guess.... I will

make you the Eos Poet--look at Gresham, he is the Eos Artist, and, as

such, his fame is continent-wide ... just as yours will become ... and I

will bring out a book of your poetry ... and advertise it in _The

Dawn_."

His eloquence on art and life, genius and literature, had enthralled and

placated me ... his personal wheedling irritated and angered.

"A book of my poems ... without my name on the title page, perhaps," I

cried, impassioned, looking him deep in the eyes. He shifted his glance

from me--

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