I came along the net, drenched and forlorn.

"What in hell were you doing down there?"

"I--I was thinking," I stammered.

"He was thinking," echoed the mate scornfully. "Well, thinking will

never make a sailor of you."

Boisterous laughter.

"After this do your thinking where we can find you when you're wanted."

As I walked aft, the mate went with me pace for pace, poking more fun at

me. To which I dared not answer, as I was impelled, because he was

strong and I was very frail ... and always, when on the verge of danger,

or a physical encounter, the memory of my Uncle Lan's beatings would now

crash into my memory like an earthquake, and render my resolution and

sinews all a-tremble and unstrung.

I was of a mind to tell the captain _who_ was drinking his liquor--but

here again I feared, and cursed myself for fearing.

When the mate told him of where he had found me, at last--what he had

done--what I had said--Schantze laughed....

But, later on, he sympathised with me and unexpectedly remarked:

"Johann, how can you expect a heavy-minded numbskull like Miller to

understand!"

Then, laughing, he seized me by the ear--his usual gesture of fondness

for me--

"Remember me if you ever write a book about this voyage, and don't give

me too black a name! I'm not so bad, am I, eh?"

* * * * *

The Australian coast had lain blue across the horizon for several days.

"Watch me to-morrow!" whispered Franz cryptically to me as he strolled

lazily by....

Next day, around noon, I heard a big rumpus on the main deck, I hurried

up from the cabin.

There lay Franz, sprawled on his back like a huge, lazy dog, and the

mate was shaking his belly with his foot on top of it, just as one plays

with a dog ... but to show he was not playing, he delivered the

prostrate form of the sailor a swift succession of kicks in the ribs....

"You won't work any longer, you say?"

"No."

"I'll kick your guts out."

"Very well."

"Stand on your feet like a man."

"What for? You'll only knock me down again!" and Franz grinned comically

and grotesquely upward, through the gap in his mouth where two of his

teeth had been punched out earlier in the voyage.

It was easy to see that Franz's curious attitude of non-resistance had

the mate puzzled what to do next. All the sailors indulged in furtive

laughter. None of them had a very deep-rooted love for Miller, and, for

the first time, they rather sympathised with the man who had been

shanghaied ... some of them even snickered audibly ... and straightway

grew intent on their work....

Miller turned irritably on them. "And what's the matter with _you_!"...

"Bring him up here!" shouted Captain Schantze.

Four sailors picked Franz up and carried him, unresisting, bumping his

back on the steps as he sagged like a sack half full of flour....

"Here! I've had about enough of this!" cried the captain, furious, "tie

him to the rail again!..."

"Now, we'll leave you there, on bread and water, till you say you'll

work."

"What does it matter what you do," sauced Franz; "we'll be in port in

four days ... and then you'll see what I'll do!"

* * * * *

"What's that?" cried the captain. Then catching an inkling of Franz's

scheme, he hit the man a quick, hard blow in the mouth with his clenched

fist.

"Give him another!" urged the mate.

But the captain's rage was over, though Franz sent him a bold, mocking

laugh, even as the blood trickled down in a tiny red stream from where

his mouth had, been struck.

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