CHAPTER XV

It was the old housekeeper at Coryston, one Mrs. Drew, who had been the

presiding spirit of the house in all its domestic aspects for some thirty

years, who came at the summons of Marcia's frightened maid, and helped the

girl to revive her mistress, without alarming Lady Coryston. And before the

news could reach her mother in other ways, Marcia herself went in to tell

her what she must know.

Lady Coryston had had a bad night, and was sitting up in bed gazing

straight before her, her gaunt hands lying listlessly on a pile of letters

she had not yet opened. When Marcia came in, a white ghost, still shivering

under nervous shock, her mother looked at her in sudden dismay. She sprang

forward in bed.

"What!--Marcia!--have you seen Arthur?"

Marcia shook her head.

"It's not Arthur, mother!"

And standing rigid beside her mother's bed, she told her news, so far as

those piteous deaths at Redcross Farm were concerned. Of her own position,

and of the scene which had passed between herself and Newbury the preceding

day, she said not a word.

On the facts presented to her, Lady Coryston was first bewildered, then

irritated. Why on earth should Marcia take this morbid and extravagant

interest in the affairs of such people? They were not even tenants of the

Coryston estates! It was monstrous that she should have taken them up

at all, and most audacious and unbecoming that she should have tried

to intercede for them with the Newburys, as she understood, from her

daughter's hardly coherent story, had been the case. And now, she

supposed, as Marcia had actually been so foolish, so headstrong, as to go

herself--without permission either from her mother or her betrothed--to

see these two people at the farm, the very day before this horrible thing

happened, she might have to appear at the inquest. Most improper and

annoying!

However, she scarcely expressed her disapproval aloud with her usual

trenchancy. In the first place, Marcia's tremulous state made it difficult.

In the next, she was herself so far from normal that she could not, after

the first few minutes, keep her attention fixed upon the matter at all. She

began abruptly to question Marcia as to whether she had seen Arthur the

night before--or that morning?

"I had gone up-stairs before he arrived last night--and this morning he's

not yet down," said the girl, perfunctorily, as though she only answered

the question with her lips, without attaching any real meaning to it. Then

her mother's aspect, which on her entrance she had scarcely noticed, struck

her with a sudden and added distress.

"You don't look well, mother. Don't come down to-day."

"I shall certainly come down by luncheon-time," said Lady Coryston,

sharply. "Tell Arthur that I wish to have some conversation with him before

he goes back to London. And as for you, Marcia, the best thing you can do

is to go and rest for a time, and then to explain all you have been doing

to Edward. I must say I think you will have a great deal to explain. And

I shall scold Bellows and Mrs. Drew for letting you hear such a horrible

thing at all--without coming to me first."

"Mother!" cried Marcia, in a kind of despair. "Aren't you--aren't you sorry

for those two people?--and don't you understand that I--I hoped I might

have helped them?"

At last she began to weep. The tears ran down her cheeks. Lady Coryston

frowned.

"Certainly, I'm sorry. But--the fact is, Marcia--I can't stand any extra

strain this morning. We'll talk about it again when you're more composed.

Now go and lie down."

She closed her eyes, looking so gray and old that Marcia, seized with a

new compunction, could only obey her at once. But on the threshold she was

called back.

"If any messenger arrives with a letter for Arthur--tell them down-stairs

to let me know."

"Yes, mother."

As soon, however, as she had closed the door Marcia's tired mind

immediately dismissed the subject of Arthur, even of her mother. The tumult

of anguish returned upon her in which she had stood ever since she had

come back from her faint to the bitter consciousness of a world--an awful

world--where people can die of misery for lack of pity, for lack of help,

and yet within a stone's-throw of those who yearned to give them both.

She went back to her room, finished her dressing mechanically, wrote a

short letter, blotting it with tears, and then went tottering down-stairs.

In the central hall, a vast pillared space, crowded with statuary and

flowers, where the men of the house were accustomed to smoke and read the

newspapers after breakfast, she perceived Reginald Lester sitting alone.

He sprang up at sight of her, came to her, took her hands, looked into her

face, and then stooped and kissed her fingers, respectfully, ardently; with

such an action as a brother might have used to a much younger sister.

She showed no surprise. She simply lifted her eyes to him, like a miserable

child--saying under her breath:

"You know--I saw them--the night before last?"

"I know. It has been a fearful shock. Is there anything I can do for you?"

For he saw she had a letter in her hand.

"Please tell them to send this letter. And then--come back. I'll go to the

library."

She went blindly along the passages to the library, hearing and flying from

the voices of Sir Wilfrid and Arthur in the dining-room as she passed. When

Lester returned, he saw her standing by his desk, lost in an abstraction of

grief. But she roused herself at sight of him, and asked for any further

news there might be. Lester, who had been suffering from a sprained wrist,

had that morning seen the same doctor who had been called in on the

discovery of the tragedy.

"It must all have happened within an hour. His sister, who had come to stay

with them, says that John Betts had seemed rather brighter in the

evening, and his wife rather less in terror. She spoke very warmly to her

sister-in-law of your having come to see her, and said she had promised

you to wait a little before she took any step. Then he went out to the

laboratory, and there, it is supposed, he was overcome by a fit of acute

depression--the revolver was in his drawer--he scrawled the two words

that were found--and you know the rest. Two people on the farm heard the

shot--but it was taken as fired by the night watcher in a field beyond,

which was full of young pheasants. About midnight Mrs. Betts went out to

bring him in--her sister-in-law having gone up to bed. She never came back

again--no one heard a sound--and they were not discovered till the morning.

How long she was alone with him before she killed herself cannot even be

guessed."

Marcia's trembling fingers fumbled at the bosom of her dress. She drew out

a crumpled paper, and pushed it toward him. He read:

"Good-by, dear Miss Coryston. He sits so still--not much injured. I have

often seen him look so. My John--my John--I can't stay behind. Will you

please do something for my boy? John--John--if only we hadn't met again--"

It ended incoherently in blots and smudges.

"You poor child!" said Lester, involuntarily, as he looked up from the

letter. It was a word of sudden compassion wrested from him by the sight

of Marcia's intolerable pain. He brought forward one of the deep library

chairs, and made her sit in it, and as he bent over her his sympathy drew

from her piteous little cries and stifled moans which he met with answering

words of comfort. All consciousness of sex dropped away; the sharp-chinned

face, the blue, black-fringed eyes, behind their spectacles, the noble brow

under its pile of strong grizzled hair:--she saw them all as an embodied

tenderness--courage and help made visible--a courage and help on which she

gradually laid hold. She could not stop to ask herself how it was that, in

this moment of shock and misery, she fell so naturally into this attitude

of trust toward one with whom she had never yet set up any relation but

that of a passing friendship. She only knew that there was comfort in his

voice, his look, in his understanding of her suffering, in the reticence

with which he handled it. She had lived beside him in the same house for

months without ever really knowing him. Now suddenly--here was a friend--on

whom to lean.

But she could not speak to him of Newbury, though it was the thought of

Newbury that was burning her heart. She did mention Coryston, only to say

with energy: "I don't want to see him yet--not _yet_!" Lester could

only guess at her meaning, and would not have probed her for the world.

But after a little she braced herself, gave him a grateful, shrinking look,

and, rising, she went in search of Sir Wilfrid and Arthur.

Only Sir Wilfrid was in the hall when she reentered it. He had just

dismissed a local reporter who had got wind of Miss Coryston's visit to the

farm, and had rushed over to Coryston, in the hope of seeing her.

"My dear child!" He hurried to meet her. "You look a perfect wreck! How

_abominable_ that you should be mixed up with this thing!"

"I couldn't help it," she said, vaguely, turning away at once from the

discussion of it. "Where is Arthur? Mother wanted me to give him a

message."

[Illustration: NOW SUDDENLY--HERE WAS A FRIEND--ON WHOM TO LEAN]

Sir Wilfrid looked uneasy.

"He was here till just now. But he is in a curious state of mind. He thinks

of nothing but one thing--and one person. He arrived late last night, and

it is my belief that he hardly went to bed. And he is just hanging on the

arrival of a letter--"

"From Enid Glenwilliam?"

"Evidently. I tried to get him to realize this horrible affair--the part

the Newburys had played in it--the effect on you--since that poor creature

appealed to you. But no--not a bit of it! He seems to have neither eyes nor

ears--But here he is!"

Sir Wilfrid and Marcia stepped apart. Arthur came into the hall from the

library entrance. Marcia saw that he was much flushed, and that his face

wore a hard, determined look, curiously at variance with its young features

and receding chin.

"Hullo, Marcia! Beastly business, this you've been getting into. Think, my

dear, you'd have done much better to keep out of it--especially as you and

Newbury didn't agree. I've just seen Coryston in the park--he confessed

he'd set you on--and that you and Newbury had quarreled over it.

_He's_ perfectly mad about it, of course. That you might expect. I

say--mother is late!"

He looked round the hall imperiously.

Marcia, supporting herself on a chair, met his eyes, and made no reply.

Yet she dimly remembered that her mother had asked her to give him some

message.

"Arthur, remember that your sister's had a great shock!" said Sir Wilfrid,

sternly.

"I know that! Sorry for you, Marcia--awfully--but I expect you'll have to

appear at the inquest--don't see how you can get out of it. You should

have thought twice about going there--when Newbury didn't want you to. And

what's this they say about a letter?"

His tone had the peremptory ring natural to many young men of his stamp, in

dealing with their inferiors, or--until love has tamed them--with women;

but it came strangely from the good-tempered and easy-going Arthur.

Marcia's hand closed instinctively on the bosom of her dress, where the

letter was.

"Mrs. Betts wrote me a letter," she said, slowly.

"You'd better let me see it. Sir Wilfrid and I can advise you."

He held out an authoritative hand. Marcia made no movement, and the hand

dropped.

"Oh, well, if you're going to take no one's advice but your own, I suppose

you must gang your own gait!" said her brother, impatiently. "But if you're

a sensible girl you'll make it up with Newbury and let him keep you out of

it as much as possible. Betts was always a cranky fellow. I'm sorry for the

little woman, though."

And walking away to a distant window at the far end of the hall, whence all

the front approaches to the house could be seen, he stood drumming on the

glass and fixedly looking out. Sir Wilfrid, with an angry ejaculation,

approached Marcia.

"My dear, your brother isn't himself!--else he could never have spoken so

unkindly. Will you show me that letter? It will, of course, have to go to

the police."

She held it out to him obediently.

Sir Wilfrid read it. He blew his nose, and walked away for a minute.

When he returned, it was to say, with lips that twitched a little in his

smooth-shaven actor's face:

"Most touching! If one could only have known! But dear Marcia, I hope

it's not true--I hope to God, it's not true!--that you've quarreled with

Newbury?"

Marcia was standing with her head thrown back against the high marble

mantelpiece. The lids drooped over her eyes.

"I don't know," she said, in a faint voice. "I don't know. Oh no, not

_quarreled_--"

Sir Wilfrid looked at her with a fatherly concern; took her limp hand and

pressed it.

"Stand by him, dear, stand by him! He'll suffer enough from this--without

losing you."

Marcia did not answer. Lester had returned to the hall, and he and Bury

then got from her, as gently as possible, a full account of her two

interviews with Mrs. Betts. Lester wrote it down, and Marcia signed it. The

object of the two men was to make the police authorities acquainted with

such testimony as Marcia had to give, while sparing her if possible an

appearance at the inquest. While Lester was writing, Sir Wilfrid threw

occasional scathing glances toward the distant Arthur, who seemed to be

alternately pacing up and down and reading the newspapers. But the young

man showed no signs whatever of doing or suggesting anything further to

help his sister.

Sir Wilfrid perceived at once how Marcia's narrative might be turned

against the Newburys, round whom the hostile feeling of a whole

neighborhood was probably at that moment rising into fury. Was there ever a

more odious, a more untoward situation!

But he could not be certain that Marcia understood it so. He failed,

indeed, altogether, to decipher her mind toward Newbury; or to get at the

truth of what had happened between them. She sat, very pale, and piteously

composed; answering the questions they put to her, and sometimes,

though rarely, unable to control a sob, which seemed to force its way

unconsciously. At the end of their cross-examination, when Sir Wilfrid was

ready to start for Martover, the police headquarters for the district, she

rose, and said she would go back to her room.

"Do, do, dear child!" Bury threw a fatherly arm round her, and went with

her to the foot of the stairs. "Go and rest--sleep if you can."

As Marcia moved away there was a sudden sound at the end of the hall.

Arthur had run hurriedly toward the door leading to the outer vestibule. He

opened it and disappeared. Through the high-arched windows to the left, a

boy on a bicycle could be seen descending the long central avenue leading

to the fore-court.

It was just noon. The great clock set in the center of the eastern façade

had chimed the hour, and as its strokes died away on the midsummer air

Marcia was conscious, as her mother had been the preceding afternoon, of an

abnormal stillness round her. She was in her sitting-room, trying to write

a letter to Mrs. Betts's sister about the boy mentioned in his mother's

last words. He was not at the farm, thank God!--that she knew. His

stepfather had sent him at Easter to a good preparatory school.

It seemed to help her to be doing this last poor service to the dead woman.

And yet in truth she scarcely knew what she was writing. Her mind was torn

between two contending imaginations--the thought of Mrs. Betts, sitting

beside her dead husband, and waiting for the moment of her own death; and

the thought of Newbury. Alternately she saw the laboratory at night--the

shelves of labeled bottles and jars--the tables and chemical apparatus--the

electric light burning--and in the chair the dead man, with the bowed

figure against his knee:--and then--Newbury--in his sitting-room, amid

the books and portraits of his college years--the crucifix over the

mantelpiece--the beautiful drawings of Einsiedeln--of Assisi.

Her heart cried out to him. It had cried out to him in her letter. The

thought of the agony he must be suffering tortured her. Did he blame

himself? Did he remember how she had implored him to "take care"? Or was it

all still plain to him that he had done right? She found herself praying

with all her strength that he might still feel he could have done no other,

and that what had happened, because of his action, had been God's will, and

not merely man's mistake. She longed--sometimes--to throw her arms round

him, and comfort him. Yet there was no passion in her longing. All that

young rising of the blood seemed to have been killed in her. But she would

never draw back from what she had offered him--never. She would go to him,

and stand by him--as Sir Wilfrid had said--if he wanted her.

The gong rang for luncheon. Marcia rose unwillingly; but she was still more

unwilling to make her feelings the talk of the household. As she neared the

dining-room she saw her mother approaching from the opposite side of

the house. Lady Coryston walked feebly, and her appearance shocked her

daughter.

"Mother!--do let me send for Bryan!" she pleaded, as they met--blaming

herself sharply the while for her own absorption and inaction during the

morning hours. "You don't look a bit fit to be up."

Lady Coryston replied in a tone which forbade discussion that she was quite

well, and had no need whatever of Dr. Bryan's attendance. Then she turned

to the butler, and inquired if Mr. Arthur was in the house.

"His motor came round, my lady, about twelve o'clock. I have not seen him

since."

The lunch passed almost in complete silence between the two ladies. Lady

Coryston was informed that Sir Wilfrid and Lester had gone to Martover in

connection with Marcia's share in the events at Redcross Farm. "They hope I

needn't appear," said Marcia, dully.

"I should rather think not!"

Lady Coryston's indignant tone seemed to assume that English legal

institutions were made merely to suit the convenience of the Coryston

family. Marcia had enough of Coryston in her to perceive it. But she said

nothing.

As they entered the drawing-room after luncheon she remembered--with a

start.

"Mother--I forgot!--I'm so sorry--I dare say it was nothing. But I think a

letter came for Arthur just before twelve--a letter he was expecting. At

least I saw a messenger-boy come down the avenue. Arthur ran out to meet

him. Then I went up-stairs, and I haven't seen him since."

Lady Coryston had turned whiter than before. She groped for a chair near

and seated herself, before she recovered sufficient self-possession

to question her daughter as to the precise moment of the messenger's

appearance, the direction from which he arrived, and so forth.

But Marcia knew no more, and could tell no more. Nor could she summon up

any curiosity about her brother, possessed and absorbed as her mind was by

other thoughts and images. But in a vague, anxious way she felt for her

mother; and if Lady Coryston had spoken Marcia would have responded.

And Lady Coryston would have liked to speak, first of all to scold Marcia

for forgetting her message, and then to confide in her--insignificant as

the daughter's part in the mother's real life and thoughts had always been.

But she felt physically incapable of bearing the emotion which might spring

out upon her from such a conversation. It was as though she possessed--and

knew she possessed--a certain measured strength; just enough--and no

more--to enable her to go through a conversation which _must_ be

faced. She had better not waste it beforehand. Sometimes it occurred to

her that her feeling toward this coming interview was wholly morbid and

unnatural. How many worse things had she faced in her time!

But reasoning on it did not help her--only silence and endurance. After

resting a little in the drawing-room she went up to her sitting-room again,

refusing Marcia's company.

"Won't you let me come and make you comfortable?--if you're going to rest,

you'll want a shawl and some pillows," said the girl, as she stood at the

foot of the staircase, wistfully looking after her.

But Lady Coryston shook her head.

"Thank you--I don't want anything."

* * * * *

So--for Marcia--there was nothing to be done with these weary hours--but

wait and think and weep! She went back to her own sitting-room, and

lingeringly put Newbury's letters together, in a packet, which she sealed;

in case--well, in case--nothing came of her letter of the morning. They had

been engaged not quite a month. Although they had met almost every day, yet

there were many letters from him; letters of which she felt anew the power

and beauty as she reread them. Yet from that power and beauty, the natural

expression of his character, she stood further off now than when she had

first known him. The mystery indeed in which her nascent love had wrapped

him had dropped away. She knew him better, she respected him infinitely;

and all the time--strangely, inexplicably--love had been, not growing, but

withering.

Meanwhile, into all her thoughts about herself and Newbury there rushed at

recurrent intervals the memory, the overwhelming memory, of her last sight

of John and Alice Betts. That gray face in the summer dusk, beyond the

window, haunted her; and the memory of those arms which had clung about her

waist.

Was there a beyond?--where were they?--those poor ghosts! All the riddles

of the eternal Sphinx leaped upon Marcia--riddles at last made real.

Twenty-four hours ago, two brains, two hearts, alive, furiously alive, with

human sorrow and human revolt. And now? Had that infinitely pitiful Christ

in whom Newbury believed, received the two tormented souls?--were they

comforted--purged--absolved? Had they simply ceased to be--to feel--to

suffer? Or did some stern doom await them--still--after all the suffering

here? A shudder ran through the girl, evoking by reaction the memory of

immortal words--"_Her sins which are many are forgiven; for she loved

much_." She fed herself on the divine saying; repressing with all her

strength the skeptical, pessimistic impulses that were perhaps natural to

her temperament, forcing herself, as it were, for their sakes, to hope and

to believe.

Again, as the afternoon wore away, she was weighed down by the surrounding

silence. No one in the main pile of building but her mother and herself.

Not a sound, but the striking of the great gilt clock outside. From her own

room she could see the side windows of her mother's sitting-room; and once

she thought she perceived the stately figure passing across them. But

otherwise Lady Coryston made no sign; and her daughter dared not go to her

without permission.

Why did no letter come for her, no reply? She sat at her open windows for a

time, watching the front approaches, and looking out into a drizzling rain

which veiled the afternoon. When it ceased she went out--restlessly--to the

East Wood--the wood where they had broken it off. She lay down with her

face against the log--a prone white figure, among the fern. The buried

ring--almost within reach of her hand--seemed to call to her like a living

thing. No!--let it rest.

If it was God's will that she should go back to Edward, she would make him

a good wife. But her fear, her shrinking, was all there still. She prayed;

but she did not know for what.

Meanwhile at Redcross Farm, the Coroner was holding his inquiry. The facts

were simple, the public sympathy and horror profound. Newbury and Lord

William had given their evidence amid a deep and, in many quarters, hostile

silence. The old man, parchment-pale, but of an unshaken dignity, gave a

full account of the efforts--many and vain--that had been made both by

himself and his son to find Betts congenial work in another sphere and to

persuade him to accept it.

"We had nothing to do with his conscience, or with his private affairs--in

themselves. All we asked was that we should not be called on to recognize

a marriage which in our eyes was not a marriage. Everything that we could

have done consistently with that position, my son and I may honestly say we

have done."

Sir Wilfrid Bury was called, to verify Marcia's written statement, and Mrs.

Betts's letter was handed to the Coroner, who broke down in reading it.

Coryston, who was sitting on the opposite side of the room, watched the

countenances of the two Newburys while it was being read, with a frowning

attention.

When the evidence was over, and the jury had retired, Edward Newbury took

his father to the carriage which was waiting. The old man, so thin and

straight, from his small head and narrow shoulders to his childishly small

feet, leaned upon his son's arm, and apparently saw nothing around him. A

mostly silent throng lined the lane leading to the farm. Half-way stood the

man who had come down to lecture on "Rational Marriage," surrounded by a

group of Martover Socialists. From them rose a few hisses and groans as the

Newburys passed. But other groups represented the Church Confraternities

and clubs of the Newbury estate. Among them heads were quietly bared as the

old man went by, or hands were silently held out. Even a stranger would

have realized that the scene represented the meeting of two opposing

currents of thought and life.

Newbury placed his father in the carriage, which drove off. He then went

back himself to wait for the verdict.

As he approached the door of the laboratory in which the inquiry had been

held, Coryston emerged.

Newbury flushed and stopped him. Coryston received it as though it had been

the challenge of an enemy. He stepped back, straightening himself fiercely.

Newbury began:

"Will you take a message from me to your sister?"

A man opened the door in front a little way.

"Mr. Edward, the jury are coming back."

The two men went in; Coryston listened with a sarcastic mouth to the

conventional verdict of "unsound mind" which drapes impartially so many

forms of human ill. And again he found himself in the lane with Newbury

beside him.

"One more lie," he said, violently, "to a jury's credit!"

Newbury looked up. It was astonishing what a mask he could make of his

face, normally so charged--over-charged--with expression.

"What else could it have been? But this is no time or place for us to

discuss our differences, Coryston--"

"Why not!" cried Coryston, who had turned a dead white. "'Our differences,'

as you call them, have led to _that_!" He turned and flung out a thin

arm toward the annex to the laboratory, where the bodies were lying. "It is

time, I think, that reasonable men should come to some understanding about

'differences' that can slay and madden a pair of poor hunted souls, as

these have been slain!"

"'Hunted?' What do you mean?" said Newbury, sternly, while his dark eyes

took fire.

"Hunted by the Christian conscience!--that it might lie comfortable o'

nights," was the scornful reply.

Newbury said nothing for a few moments. They emerged on the main road,

crossed it, and entered the Hoddon Grey park. Here they were alone, out of

sight of the crowd returning from the inquest to the neighboring village.

As they stepped into one of the green rides of the park they perceived a

motorcar descending the private road which crossed it a hundred yards away.

A man was driving it at a furious pace, and Coryston clearly recognized his

brother Arthur. He was driving toward Coryston. Up to the moment when the

news of the farm tragedy had reached him that morning, Coryston's mind had

been very full of what seemed to him the impending storm between his mother

and Arthur. Since then he had never thought of it, and the sight of his

brother rushing past, making for Coryston, no doubt, from some unknown

point, excited but a moment's recollection, lost at once in the emotion

which held him.

Newbury struck in, however, before he could express it further; in the same

dry and carefully governed voice as before.

"You are Marcia's brother, Coryston. Yesterday morning she and I were still

engaged to be married. Yesterday afternoon we broke it off--although--since

then--I have received two letters from her--"

He paused a moment, but soon resumed, with fresh composure.

"Those letters I shall answer to-night. By that time--perhaps--I shall know

better--what my future life will be."

"Perhaps!" Coryston repeated, roughly. "But I have no claim to know, nor do

I want to know!"

Newbury gave him a look of wonder.

"I thought you were out for justice--and freedom of conscience?" he said,

slowly. "Is the Christian conscience--alone--excepted? Freedom for every

one else--but none for us?"

"Precisely! Because your freedom means other men's slavery!" Coryston

panted out the words. "You can't have your freedom! It's too costly

in human life. Everywhere Europe has found that out. The freedom you

Catholics--Anglican or Roman--want, is anti-social. We sha'n't give it

you!"

"You will have to give it us," said Newbury, calmly, "because in putting us

down--which of course you could do with ease--you would destroy all that

you yourselves value in civilization. It would be the same with us, if we

had the upper hand, as you have now. Neither of us can destroy the other.

We stand face to face--we shall stand face to face--while the world lasts."

Coryston broke into passionate contradiction. Society, he was confident,

would, in the long run, put down Catholicism, of all sorts, by law.

"Life is hard enough, the devil knows! We can't afford--we simply can't

afford--to let you make it harder by these damned traditions! I appeal to

those two dead people! They did what _you_ thought wrong, and your

conscience judged and sentenced them. But who made you a judge and divider

over them? Who asked you to be the dispenser for them of blessing and

cursing?"

Newbury stood still.

"No good, Coryston, your raving like this! There is one question that

cuts the knot--that decides where you stand--and where I stand. You don't

believe there has ever been any living word from God to man--any lifting

of the eternal veil. We do! We say the heavens _have_ opened--a God

_has_ walked this earth! Everything else follows from that."

"Including the deaths of John Betts and his wife!" said Coryston, with

bitter contempt. "A God suffers and bleeds, for that! No!--for us, if there

is a God, He speaks in love--in love only--in love supremely--such love as

those two poor things had for each other!"

After which they walked along in silence for some time. Each had said the

last word of his own creed.

Presently they reached a footpath from which the house at Hoddon Grey could

be reached. Newbury paused.

"Here, Coryston, we part--and we may never meet again."

He raised his heavy eyes to his companion. All passion had died from his

face, which in its pale sorrow was more beautiful than Coryston had ever

seen it.

"Do you think," he said, with deliberate gentleness, "that I feel

nothing--that life can ever be the same for me again--after this? It has

been to me a sign-post in the dark--written in letters of flame--and blood.

It tells me where to go--and I obey."

He paused, looking, as it seemed, through Coryston, at things beyond. And

Coryston was aware of a strange and sudden awe in himself which silenced

him.

But Newbury recalled his thoughts. He spoke next in his ordinary tone.

"Please, tell--Marcia--that all arrangements have been made for Mr. Betts's

boy, with the relatives' consent. She need have no anxiety about him. And

all I have to say to her for her letter--her blessed letter--I will say

to-night."

He walked away, and was soon lost to sight among the trees.

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