But the idea of hell is to many persons a real terror, not to be

overmastered by reason. God has not made man in His own image; man

has made God in his. As Grant Allen used to say: “The Englishman’s

idea of God is an Englishman twelve feet high”; and the old Jews, who

were a very savage and ruthless people, created Jehovah in their own

image. To such a God eternal punishment for a point of belief was quite

the natural thing, and nineteen centuries of belief in the teaching

of a loving and forgiving Christ have not abolished that frightful

idea. It is one of the disservices of the Mediæval Church to mankind

that it popularized and enforced the idea of hell, and that idea has

been diligently perpetuated by some narrow-minded sects to this very

day. But to a modern man, who, with all his faults, is a kindly and

forgiving creature, hell is unthinkable, and he cannot bring himself

to believe that it was actually part of the teaching of Christ. If the

New Testament says so, then, thinks the average modern man, it must be

in an interpolation by some mediæval ecclesiastic whose zeal outran his

mercy; and an average modern man is not seriously swayed by any idea

of everlasting flames. He may even quaintly wonder, if he has studied

the known facts of the universe, where either hell or heaven is to

be found, considering that they are supposed to have lasted for ever

and to be fated to last as long. In time to come the souls, saved and

lost, must be of infinite number, if they are not so already; and an

infinite number would fill all available space and spill over for an

infinite distance, leaving no room for flames, or brimstone, or harps,

or golden cities. Perhaps it may not be beyond Almighty Power to solve

this difficulty, but it is a very real one to the average thoughtful

man. When we begin to realize infinity, to realize that every one

of the millions of known suns must each last for millions of years,

after which the whole process must begin again, endure as long, and so

on _ad infinitum_, the thing becomes simply inconceivable; the mind

staggers, and takes refuge in agnosticism, which is not cured by the

scoffing of clergymen whom one suspects of not viewing things from a

modern standpoint. Jowett once answered a young man whom he evidently

looked upon as a “puppy” by thundering at him: “Young man, you call

yourself an agnostic; let me tell you that _agnostic_ is a Greek word

the Latin of which is _ignoramus_!” Jowett evidently did not in the

least understand that young man’s difficulties, nor the difficulties of

any man whose training has been scientific--that is, directed towards

the ascertaining what is demonstrably true. Scoffing and insolence like

that only react upon the scoffer’s head, and rather breed contempt than

comfort. Nor is the problem of God Himself any more easy of solution,

unless we are prepared to see Him everywhere, in every minute cell

and tiny bacterium. If we confess to such a belief we are immediately

crushed with the cry of “mere Pantheism,” or even “Spinozism,” as

though these epithets, meant to be contemptuous, led us any further

on our way. You cannot solve these dreadful problems by a sneer, and

Voltaire, the prince of scoffers, would have had even more influence on

thought than he had if he had contented himself with a less aggressive

and polemic attitude towards the Church.

Hell is a concrete attempt at Divine punishment. Punishment for what?

For disobeying the commandments of God? How are we to know what God

really commanded? And how are we to weigh the relative effects of

temptation and powers of resistance upon any given man? How are we to

say that an action which in one man may be desperately wicked may not

be positively virtuous in another? It is a commonplace that virtue

changes with latitude, and that we find “the crimes of Clapham chaste

in Martaban.” Why should we condemn some poor maiden of Clapham to burn

for ever for a crime which she may not recognize as a crime, whereas we

applaud a damsel of Martaban for doing precisely the same thing? And

what is sin? Is there any real evidence as to what the commandments

of God really are? Modern psychology seems to hold that virtue and

vice are simply phases of the herd-complex of normal man, and have

been evolved by the herd during countless generations as the best

method of perpetuating the human species. No individual man made his

own herd-complex, by which he is so enormously swayed; no individual

man made his own sex-complex, or his ego-complex, or anything that is

his. How can he be held responsible for his actions by a God Who made

him the subject of such frightful temptations and gave him such feeble

powers of resistance? Edward Fitzgerald--who, be it remembered, knew

no more about these things than you or I--summed up the whole matter

in “Man’s forgiveness give--and take,” and probably this simple line

has given more comfort to thoughtful men than all Jowett’s bluster.

Fitzgerald has at least voiced the instinctive rebellion which every

man must feel when he considers the facts of human nature, even if he

has given us otherwise no more guidance than a call to a poor kind of

Epicureanism which lays stress on a book of verse underneath a bough,

and thou beside me singing in a wilderness. If our musings lead us to

Epicureanism, at least let it be the Epicureanism of Epicurus, and not

the sensual pleasure-seeking of Omar. True, Epicureanism laid stress

on the superiority of mental over physical happiness; it were better to

worship at the shrine of Beethoven than of Venus, and better to take

your pleasure in the library than in the wine-shop. But nobler than

Epicurus was Zeno, the Stoic, whose influence on both the ancient and

the modern worlds has been so profound. If we are to take philosophy

as our guide, Stoicism, which inculcates duty and self-restraint,

and is supported by the great names of Seneca, Epictetus, and Marcus

Aurelius, is probably our best leading light. Theoretically it should

produce noble characters; practically it has produced the noblest, if

the _Meditations_ of Marcus Aurelius were really written by him and not

by some monk in the Middle Ages. If we follow the teaching of Stoicism

we shall, when we come to die, at least have the consolation that we

have done our duty; and if we realize the full meaning of “duty” in

the modern world to include duty done kindly and generously as well

as faithfully, we shall be living as nearly to the ideals laid down

by Christ as is possible to human nature, and we shall assuredly have

nothing to fear.

Anæsthesia gives some faint hint as to the possibility of a future

life. It is believed that chloroform and ether abolish consciousness

by causing a slight change in the molecular constitution of nervous

matter, as for instance dissolving the fatty substances or lipoids.

If so minute a change in the chemistry of nervous matter has the

power of totally abolishing consciousness, how can the mind possibly

survive the much greater change which occurs in nervous matter after

corruption has set in? Nor has there ever been any proof that there

can be consciousness without living nervous matter. One turns to the

spiritualistic evidence offered by Myers, Conan Doyle, Oliver Lodge,

and other observers, but after carefully studying their reports one

feels inclined to agree with Huxley that spiritualism has merely added

a new terror to death, for, according to the spiritualists, death

appears to transform men into idiots who on earth were known to be able

and clever, and the marvel is not the miracles which they report, but

that clever men should be found to believe them.

An even more remarkable marvel than the marvel of Lodge and Conan Doyle

was the marvel of John Henry Newman, who, a supremely able man, living

at the time of Darwin, Huxley, and the vast biological advancement

of the Victorian era, was yet able in middle life to embrace the far

from rationalistic doctrines of the Roman Catholic Church. That he

was tempted to do so by the opportunity which his action gave him

of becoming a prince of the Church is too ridiculous an assumption

to stand for a moment. The man _believed_ these things, and believed

them with greatness, nobility, and earnestness; when he ’verted he

was forty-four years of age, and it was not for about thirty years

that he was created a cardinal. The only explanation that can be given

is that we have not yet fathomed the depths of the human mind; there

is a certain type of mind which appears to see things by what it

calls intuition and is not open to reason on the basis of evidence or

probability.

Probably what most men fear is not death but the pain and illness which

generally precede death; and apart from that very natural dread there

is the dread of leaving things which are dear to every one. After

all, life is sweet to most of us; it is pleasant to feel the warm sun

and see the blue sky and watch the shadows race over far hills; an

occasional concert, a week-end spent at golf, or at working diligently

in the garden; congenial employment, or a worthy book to read, all help

to make life worth living, and the mind becomes sad at the thought of

leaving these things and the home which they epitomize. I remember once

in a troopship, a few days out from an Australian port, when the men

had all got over their sea-sickness and were beginning to realize that

they really were started on their Great Adventure, that I went down

into their quarters at night, and found a big young countryman who had

enlisted in the Artillery, sobbing bitterly. It was a long time before

kindly consolation and a dose of bromide sent him off to sleep. In the

morning he came to see me and tried to apologize for his unmanliness.

“I’m not afraid of dyin’, sir,” he explained. “I want to stoush some of

them Germans first, though. It’s leaving all me life in Australia if I

’appen to stop a lump of lead, sir--that’s what’s worryin’ me.” Life in

Australia meant riding on horseback when he was not following at the

plough’s tail. It was the only life he knew, and he loved it. But I

was fully convinced that he no more feared actual death than he feared

a mosquito, and when he left the ship at Suez, and joined lustily in

the singing of “Australia will be there”--who so jovial as he? He got

through the fighting on Gallipoli, only to be destroyed on the Somme;

his horse, if it had not already been sent to Palestine, had to submit

to another rider; his acres to produce for another ploughman.

The last illness is, of course, sometimes very unpleasant, especially

if cancer or angina pectoris enter into the picture, but I have often

marvelled at the endurance of men who should, according to all one’s

preconceived ideas, be broken up with distress. Not uncommonly a man

refuses to believe that he is really so seriously ill as other people

think, and there is always the hope eternal in every breast that he

will get better. Quite commonly he looks hopefully in the glass every

morning as he shaves for signs of coming improvement; there are few men

who really believe that sentence of early death has been passed upon

them.

The illness which causes the most misery is an illness complicated

with neurasthenia, and probably the neurasthenic tastes the bitterest

misery of which mankind is capable, unless we admit melancholia into

the grisly competition. But I often think that the long sleepless early

morning hours of neurasthenia, when the patient lies listening for the

chimes, worrying over his physical condition and harassed with dread

of the future, are the most terrible possible to man. Nor are they in

any way improved by the knowledge that sometimes neurasthenia does not

indicate any real physical disease.

But it is difficult to find any really rational cause for the desire

to live longer, unless Sir Thomas Browne is right in thinking that the

long habit of living indisposeth us for dying. After all, what does

it really matter whether we die to-morrow or live twenty more years?

In another century it will be all the same; at most we but postpone

dissolution. Death has to come sooner or later; and whatever we believe

of our life beyond the grave is not likely to make any difference. We

were not consulted as to whether we were to be born, nor as to the

parts and capabilities which were to be allotted to us, and it is

exceedingly unlikely that our wishes will be taken into consideration

as regards our eternal disposition. We can do no more when we come

to die than take our involuntary leap into the dark like innumerable

living creatures before us, and, conscious of having done our duty to

the best that lay in us, hope for the best.

Twentieth-century biological science appears to result in a kind of

vague pantheism, coupled with a generous hedonism. Scientific men

appear to find their pleasure, not like the old Greeks, sought by

each man for himself, but rather in “the greatest happiness of the

greatest number.” It is difficult for a modern man to feel entirely

happy while he knows of the vast amount of incurable misery that exists

in the world. The idea of Heaven is simply an idea that the atrocious

injustice and unhappiness of life in this world must be balanced by

equally great happiness in the life to come; but is there any evidence

to favour such a belief? Is there any evidence throughout Nature that

the spirit of justice is anything but a dream of man himself which is

never to be fulfilled? We do not like to speak of “death,” but prefer

rather to avoid the hated term by some journalistic periphrasis, such

as “solved the great enigma.” But is there any enigma? Or are we going

to solve it? Is it not more likely that our protoplasm is destined to

become dissolved into its primordial electrons, and ultimately to be

lost in the general ocean of ether, and that when we die we shall solve

no enigma, because there is no enigma to solve?

To sum up, death probably does not hurt nearly so much as the ordinary

sufferings which are the lot of everybody in living; the act of death

is probably no more terrible than our nightly falling asleep; and

probably the condition of everlasting rest is what Fate has in store

for us, and we can face it bravely without flinching when our time

comes. But whether we flinch or not will not matter; we have to die

all the same, and we shall be less likely to flinch if we can feel

that we have tried to do our duty. And what are we to say of a man who

has seen his duty, and urgently longed to perform it, but has failed

because God has not given him sufficient strength? “Video meliora

proboque, deteriora sequor,” as old Cicero said of himself. If there

is any enigma at all, it lies in the frustrated longings and bitter

disappointment of that man.

Probably the best shield throughout life against the atrocious evils

and injustices which every man has to suffer is a kind of humorous

fatalism which holds that other people have suffered as much as

ourselves; that such suffering is a necessary concomitant of life

upon this world; and that nothing much matters so long as we do our

duty in the sphere to which Fate has called us. A kindly irony which

enables us to laugh at the world and sympathize with its troubles is

a very powerful aid in the battle; and if a doctor does his part in

alleviating pain and postponing death--if he does his best for rich

and poor, and always listens to the cry of the afflicted,--and if he

endeavours to leave his wife and children in a position better than he

himself began, I do not see what more can be expected of him either

in this world or the next. And probably Huxley was not far wrong when

he said: “I have no faith, very little hope, and as much charity as

I can afford.” It is amazing that there are some people in the world

to-day who look upon a man who professes these merciful sentiments as

a miscreant doomed to eternal flames because he will not profess to

believe in their own particular form of religion. They think they have

answered him when they proclaim that his creed is sterile.

FOOTNOTES:

[1] I have read or heard that one of the charges against Cardinal

Wolsey was that he had given the King syphilis by whispering in his

ear. The nature of the story so whispered is not disclosed, but may

be imagined. But the proud prelate had several perfectly healthy

illegitimate children, and on the whole it is probable that Henry

caught the disease in the usual way.

[2] They really seem to have taken some little pains to make the death

of the King’s old flame as little terrible as possible. They might

have burnt her or subjected her to the usual grim preliminaries of the

scaffold. Probably they did this not because the King had ever loved

her, but because she was a queen, and therefore not to be subjected to

needless infamy; one of the Lord’s anointed, in short.

[3] To pause for a moment, probably the element of human sacrifice may

have entered into the hair-cutting episode, as it did in the action of

the women of Carthage during the last siege; and possibly there may

have been some shamefaced reserve in the attributing of the fashion

to the example of an egregious “Buster Brown” of New York. To my own

memory the fashion was first called either the “Joan of Arc” cut or

the “Munitioner” cut. The “Buster Brown” cut came later, and seems to

have been seized upon by the English as an excuse against showing deep

feelings. It is pleasanter to think that Joan of Arc was really at that

time in the hearts of English women; the cult of semi-worship that

so strengthened the Allies was really worship of the qualities which

mankind has read into the memory of the little maid of Domremy. As she

raised the siege of Orleans, so her memory encouraged the Allies to

persevere through years of agony nearly as great as her own.

[4] We can see from the statues of Jeanne d’Arc how near akin are the

sex-complex and the art-complex. I do not refer to the innumerable

pretty statues scattered throughout the French churches, which are

merely ideal portraits of sainted women. The magnificent equestrian

statue by Fremiet in the Place des Pyramides, Paris, is a portrait of a

plump little French peasant-girl trying to look fierce, and succeeding

about as well as Audrey might if she tried to play Lady Macbeth. But it

is essentially female, and, in my idea of Jeanne d’Arc, is therefore

wrong, for we really know nothing about her beyond what we read in

the trials. Even more female is the statue of her by Romaneill in the

Melbourne Art Gallery, in which the artist has actually depicted the

corslet as curved to accommodate moderate-sized breasts, a thing which

would probably have shocked Jeanne herself, for she wished to make

herself sexually unattractive. The face, though common, is probably

accurate in that it depicts her expression as saintly. No doubt when

she was listening to her Voices she did look dreamy and ethereal. But

we have no authority for believing that she was in the slightest degree

beautiful--if anything, she was probably rather the reverse.

[5] I hate to suggest that these specks before the eyes may have been

the result of toxæmia from the intestine induced by confinement and

terror.

[6] Grotius was the Dutchman who could write Latin verse at the age of

nine, and had to leave Holland because of fierce theological strife. He

began the study for his great work on the laws of war in prison, from

which he escaped by the remarkable loyalty of his wife. Like so many

romantic episodes, fiction is here anticipated by fact.

[7] Sir W. Stirling-Maxwell, _The Cloister Life of Charles V_.

[8] It has been thought that she suffered from

“phantom-tumour”--“pseudo-cyesis” in medical language.

[9] Dr. Gordon Davidson, a well-known ophthalmic surgeon of Sydney,

thinks that Pepys probably suffered from iridocyclitis, the result of

some toxæmia, possibly caused by his extreme imprudence in eating and

drinking.

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