CHAPTER XII

ANNE OGLESBY

Judge William Henderson was sitting alone in the front room of his cool

and spacious office, before him his long table with its clean glass top,

so different from the work-bench of the average country lawyer.

Everything about him was modern and perfect in his office equipment, for

the judge had reached the period in his development in which he brought

in most of his own personal ideas from an outer and a wider world--that

same world which now occupied him as a field proper for one of his

ambitions.

As he sat he was a not unpleasing figure of middle-aged success. His

gray hair was swept back smoothly from his temples; his red cheeks,

fresh reaped, bore the tinge of health. The large white hand before him

on the glass-topped table betokened prosperity and success in every

faint and fat-hid line.

Judge Henderson now was absorbed in the contemplation of a bit of paper

which lay in his hand. It was a message from the telephone company, and

it came from Slattery, county prosecutor. Something in it was of

disturbing nature. Judge Henderson's brow was furrowed, his face was

troubled. He seemed, thus alone and not stimulated by an audience, years

older than he had been but now.

He had been looking at this bit of paper for some time so intently that

now he did not hear his hall door open--did not see one who paused there

and then came, lightfooted, swiftly, across the space, to catch him and

blindfold him as he sat. He heard the rustle of her skirts, and knew at

once the deep counterfeit of her voice.

"Who is it?" she demanded, her hand over his eyes.

"Anne!" he exclaimed, catching at her hand. "You are here--when did you

come?"

She went round and kissed him. "Just now," said she, "on the train from

the city. You were not expecting me?"

"No, not at all."

"Well, here I am, Nunkie,"--she sometimes called her guardian by this

pet name, although really they were not akin--"I'm finished and turned

out complete--I'm done my college work now and ready for what we

graduates call the Battle of Life. Do you think I'll do?"

She drew back and made him a pretty curtsey, spreading out her skirts.

Indeed, she was very fair to look upon and he smiled at her admiringly.

"You are beautiful, Anne," said he. "You are very beautiful--you are

fine."

"Do I please you in every way?" said she.

"Perfectly, my dear. You cannot do otherwise."

She looked at him demurely. "I'm not so sure," said she. "Wait until you

have heard all I have to tell you."

"What's wrong? Are you in debt?"

"Worse than that, Nunkie dear--I'm engaged!"

Now indeed he looked at her with sudden consternation in his face.

"What's that? You haven't told me anything of the sort."

"I never knew it until just now--at the station." She came now and sat

down upon the arm of his chair. "It just happened yesterday--and today."

She put up a finger to her lips and rubbed them, fearing that he might

see there the flame of the kiss they but now had borne.

"Who is the young man--if you are really in earnest about all this?

Where did you meet him? Whoever he is, you've hardly done your duty by

me. I'm your guardian--I stand _in loco parentis_ for you. When did all

this happen?"

"Yesterday, on the train. I didn't expect it myself. But I promised.

He's promised me. We were going to tell you about it at once."

She was the very picture of happy and contented young womanhood as she

spoke. Not so happy was the man whom she addressed.

"I can't guess at all whom you mean," said he. "Is he anybody--is he a

man of station--has he any business--has he any means? How old is

he--who is he?"

"I can't answer so many questions all at once, Nunkie," said she. "But

I'm going to be very happy, I know that. Perhaps you can answer some of

the questions for yourself--perhaps you know him. Well, it's Dieudonne

Lane!--he's in town right now--a schoolmate of mine for four years.

Surely, I know all about him."

Judge Henderson swiftly turned and looked at her steadily, cold

consternation on his face. "Anne!" he exclaimed. "That can't be! It's

absurd."

"Oh, I expected that," said she easily. "That's because he hasn't any

money. I knew that. As for his family--he told me long ago that he was

an orphan, that his father died when he was very young, and left only

enough for his education, and that he would have to make his own way.

Very well, some men have had to do that--you have had to yourself,

Nunkie, isn't it true? And Don was born here in this very town----"

He put out his hand over hers as it lay upon the table-top. "Anne!" said

he. "My child! You're but a child--an impulsive, foolish child. What

have you done? You have not pledged your word--to _him_?"

"Oh, yes, I have. I'm promised--my promise is given. More----"

"It's folly and worse than folly. It can't be--I won't have it--you hear

me?" He broke out savagely now.

"I heard you--yes, but I'll jolly well not pay too much attention to

you, even when you roar at me that way. As I understand it, I'm of age.

I've been studying for four years to get ready to be able to know my own

mind--and I do! My own heart also. And I know what's due me."

Her voice was low and very sweet, but the man who heard her winced at

its cutting calm.

"You would marry a man like that, of no family, of no place, of no

name?"

"Yes, I've just said that. I know all about it. We'll have to start at

the bottom; and I ask you, didn't you start that way?"

"That's an entirely different proposition, my dear girl," said her

guardian. "Times were different then. You are an heiress--you are a

woman of family and place--and you don't have to go back to the old

days--you don't need to ruin your own life through such terrible

beginnings.

"But now, do you know who this young man's people are?" He asked this

last after a considerable pause, during which his ward sat silent,

looking at him steadily.

"Oh, yes. He told me he is an orphan--his father's dead long ago. And

his mother----"

"You know his mother?"

"Yes, a milliner--I believe. But a good woman."

"Ah!"

She still looked at him, smiling. "I am 'advanced,' you see, Nunkie! In

college we studied things. I don't care for the social rank--I want to

marry a _man_. I love Don. I love--well, that kind of man. I'm so

happy!"

She squeezed him tight in a sudden warm embrace. "I love all the world,

I believe, Nunkie--even you, and you are an old bear, as everybody

knows! And I thank you for all those papers in the long envelopes--with

the lines and the crosses on them, and the pencil mark 'Sign

here'--powers of attorney and receipts, and bonds and shares and

mortgages and certificates--all that sort of thing. Am I very rich,

Nunkie?"

"Not very, as heiresses go these days," said he. "You're worth maybe four

or five hundred thousand dollars, not very much. But that's not the

question. That's not really everything there is at stake in

this--although I'm well enough satisfied that's all this young man cares

for."

"Thank you!" said she proudly. "I had not known that."

"A good many things you have not known, my dear. Now listen here. Do you

know what this marriage would mean to me? I want to be United States

Senator from this state--and everything bids fair to see my ambition

gratified. But politics is a ticklish game."

"Well, what on earth has that to do with me and Don?"

"It has everything to do! I'm _not_ 'advanced,' I'm old fashioned enough

to know that social rank does count in my business at least. In politics

every little thing counts; so I tell you, for every reason in the world

you must dismiss this young man from your thoughts. You are quixotic, I

know--you are stubborn, like your mother--a good woman, but stubborn."

He was arguing with her, but Anne could not read his face, although she

sought to do so--there seemed some veil hiding his real thoughts. And

his face was troubled. She thought he had aged very much.

"In one particular matter," said she slowly, at last. "It seems to me a

woman should be stubborn. She should have her own say about the man she

is to marry."

"How much time have you had to decide on this?"

"Plenty. Twenty-four hours, or a little less--no, I'll say twenty

minutes. Plenty. Uncle--he kissed me--before the world. I can't take it

back--we have given--I have promised. Uncle, I have promised--well, all

through me."

"Stop where you are!" said he. "Have you disgraced us all so soon? Has

it gone so far? However that is, you shall go no further."

He rose, his fingers on the table-top, rapping in emphasis.

"My dear," he said, "I am older than you, and I have seen the world more

than you have. I recognize fully enough the dynamic quality of what you

call love--what I call merely sex in younger human beings. It is a thing

of extreme seriousness, that's true. But the surest thing about all that

sort of thing is that it changes, it passes. You will forget all this."

"You do me much honor!" said Anne Oglesby, coloring. "You speak with

much delicacy. But love me, love my lover."

The swift resistance of a strong nature seemed suddenly to flash out at

Judge Henderson from her gray eyes. Suddenly he turned and took her arm.

He escorted her to the inner room, which served as his own study and

consultation chambers.

"Come here," said he. "Well have to talk this thing over quietly. This

is a terrible matter--you don't know how terrible. There's a lot under

this that you don't know at all. Anne, my dear girl, what can I say to

you to alter you in this foolish resolve?"

"Nothing! I'm going to see his mother this very afternoon. He told me to

come, so I could meet his mother----"

"You're going to do nothing of the kind!" said Judge Henderson in sudden

anger. "You're going to stay here and listen to reason, that's what

you're going to do! You undertake to go into a situation which reaches

wider than this town, wider than this state, do you? It is your duty,

then, to prevent me from _my_ duty? Are you so selfish, so egotistic as

all that?"

She smiled at him amusedly, cynically, a wide and frank smile, which

irritated him unspeakably. He frowned.

"It is time now for you to reflect. First--as you say--this young man

has no father. His mother----"

He paused suddenly, his pallid face working strangely now. The shrill

summons of the telephone close at his hand as he sat had caused him to

start, but it was with relief. He took down the receiver and placed his

hand for the moment over the mouthpiece.

"Aurora Lane--you don't know about her?" he began.

Then she saw a sudden change of expression which passed over his face.

"Yes--yes," he said, into the telephone. "The jury has brought in its

verdict? _What's that?_----"

The phone dropped clattering from his hand on the desk, so shaking and

uncertain was his grasp. He turned to his ward slowly.

"You don't know!" said he. "You don't know what that was I have just

heard this moment! Well, I'll tell you. Dieudonne Lane has been held to

the grand jury--while we've been sitting here. They've charged him with

the murder of Tarbush, the city marshal. My God! Anne----"

It seemed an hour to both before she spoke. Her face, first flushed,

then pale, became set and cold as she looked toward the man who brought

this news. Once she flinched; then pulled together. But yesterday a

girl, this hour a young woman, now she was all at once mature, resolved.

"You heard me, did you not?" he went on, his voice rising.

"Charged--with murder! No one in the world knew he was alive--no one but

you, and you never told me of him--no one ever dreamed of him till the

last twenty-four hours, when he came blundering in here--out of his

grave, I say! And in twenty-four hours he has made his record here--and

_this_ is his record. Do you know what this means? He may not come

through--I want to say the chances look bad for him, very bad indeed."

Judge Henderson's smooth face showed more agitation than ever it had in

all his life before.

"Uncle," she said, after a long time, reaching out a hand to him, "now

is your opportunity!"

"What do you mean? _My_ opportunity? It's--it's a terrible thing--you

don't know."

"Yes, yes. But you say you have been in the place of a parent to me.

That's true--I owe you much--you have been good--you have been kind. Be

good, be kind now! Oh, don't you see what is your duty? Now you can use

your learning, your wisdom, your oratory. You can save Don--for me.

You're my parent--can't you be his, too? We're both orphans--can't you

be a father for us both? Of _course_ you will defend him. He hasn't

much. He couldn't pay you now. But I have money--you've just told me

that I have.

"Oh, no, I don't mean that, about the money--but listen," she went on,

since he made no reply. "Do you think _I'd_ desert him now that he's in

trouble? Do you think any woman of my family would do that? We're not so

low, I trust, either of us, either side. You are not so low as that, I

trust, yourself. Why, you'd not desert anyone, surely not an orphan boy,

just starting out--you'd never in the world do that, I know."

In answer he smoothed out before her on the desk top the crumpled paper

he had held in his hand.

"This," said he, "was brought to me just before you came in yourself.

Before you told me of this affair, I was retained by the state's

attorney to assist in the prosecution of the perpetrator of this crime,

_whoever he might be_. I must say it is one of the most terrible crimes

ever known in this community. The man who did it must pass from among

his fellow men forever. It is my duty to accept this retainer for the

prosecution, as I have done----"

"What--as you _have_ done?--You'd help prosecute him--you'd help send

him to the gallows, if you could--as innocent as he is? You--you--and he

has no one to counsel with--only a poor woman, a widow, who's never had

a chance--he an orphan, without a friend! You'd do _that_?"

His large white hand was raised restrainingly. "We must both be calm,"

said he. "I've got to think."

"Why, where will Don go--where will they put him?"

"He will go to jail, and be there until the grand jury meets--longer

than that, perhaps--and yet longer, if the trial judge and jury bring a

verdict against him!"

"But that's taking him away from me--right now--that's not right!--Can't

he get out?"

"He might perhaps be released on bail if the bail were large enough, but

the crime is the maximum crime, and the suspicion is most severe. I

don't know what means he can command, but he needs counsel now.

"But one thing, Anne," he added, "I forbid you. You must have nothing to

do with him. Keep away from him. Go home, and don't meddle in this case.

It must take its course."

"I would follow him to the foot of the gallows, if need be, Judge

Henderson!" broke out Anne Oglesby in a sudden flare of passionate

anger. "Ah, fine!--to give your word, your promise--to give your love,

and then within an hour forget it all--to leave the one you love when

the trouble comes! Is that all one gains--is that all one may

expect--is that all a woman ought to do for the man she loves? Is that

all she ought to expect from a man? Suppose it were I in trouble--would

_he_ forget me? Would _he_ forsake me? Then shall I? You don't know me

if you think that of me!

"You don't know me at all," she blazed on at him, as he turned away.

"I've tried to reason. Whatever my success at that, the answer's in my

own heart now." (Her heart, now beating so fast under the heaving bosom

on which both her hands were clasped.)

"And you forget me? I--I'm in trouble now--it's awful--it's a terrible

trouble that I'm in now." Judge Henderson's voice was trembling, his

face was pale.

"You--in what way am I bound to you? Trouble--what do you mean? Why,

listen!--All your life you have lived with just one aim and purpose and

ambition in your heart--and that was yourself! Your own ambition--your

own pleasure, your own comfort--those were the things that have

controlled you always--don't I know, haven't I heard? You've been a very

leech in this town--you have taken _all_ the success in it--_all_ the

success of everybody, from _all_ its people--and used it for yourself!

It has been so common to you--you are so used to it--that you can't

think of anything else--you can't visualize anything else. You think of

yourself as the source and center of all good--you can't help

that--that's your nature. So I suppose you think you are altogether

within your rights when you tell me that I must wreck and ruin my own

life to save you and your ambition! Why, you are--you're a

_sponge_--that's what you are--you are just soaking in _all_ the

happiness of others--_all_ the success of others, I tell you--taking it

_all_ for yourself. 'Our most prominent citizen!' Great God! But what

has it cost this community to produce you--what are you asking it to

cost me and those I love? Drops in the same bucket? Food for you and

your ambition? Do you think I am going to stand that, when it comes to

me--me and him--the man I have promised--the man I love? You don't know

me! You don't know him! We'll fight!"

He sat, so astounded at this sudden outburst--the first thing of the

kind he had ever heard from any human being in all his life--that for

the time he could make no reply at all. She went on bitterly now:

"Men like you, sponges like yourself, have made what they call success

in all the ages of the world--yes, that's true. Great kings, great

cardinals, great politicians, great business men, great thieves have

made that kind of a success, that's true enough--I've read about them,

yes. Men of that sort--Judge Henderson--sometimes they stop at nothing.

They'd betray their very own. I'm not your blood, but if I were, I'd not

trust you! Men like you are so absorbed with their own vanity, their own

selfishness--they're so used to having everything given to them without

exertion, without cost, they grow regardless of what that cost may be to

the ones that do the giving. In time they begin to think themselves

apart from the rest of the world--don't you think that about yourself

now? Oh, are you better than the world? Or are you just a man, like the

rest of them? Didn't you ever know--didn't you ever kiss a woman in all

your life and know what that meant?"

He had sat, his shocked face turned toward her, too stunned for answer.

But she saw him start as though under the blow of a dagger at her last

words.

"Don't think this hasn't hurt," said she, more composedly now. "It's the

truth as far as I know it. With your power, your influence, you could

get him free--soon--very soon--perhaps. You could make us both happy.

But, so you say, that would make _you_ unhappy! I know you well enough

to know what the decision will be in a case like that, Judge Henderson!

"As for me--" she was closer to him now, utterly fearless, as a woman is

who loves and sees the object of her love threatened--"our paths part

here, now! I'm of age and my own mistress. I know my own mind, as I've

told you. I'm going to stay--I'm going to stick--do you hear? I'm going

to love him long as he lives. I'm going to _marry_ him, if it's in a

jail!"

Judge Henderson only began to wag his head now from side to side. His

face had gone ghastly.

"Why, Uncle dear"--she came over to him now--"forgive me if I've been

too outspoken--it's only because I'm so strained."

"Myself also," he groaned. "Strain? Why, yes. You don't know--you don't

know!"

Suddenly she changed once more, still the woman, still the young girl,

as yet half ignorant of life, her hands still on her heaving bosom now,

the faint flush back in her cheeks.

"He _kissed_ me, Uncle!" said she. "I don't know much, but it seems to

me if a man kisses a woman--in that way--it's _life_ for her and him!

They can't help it after that. After that, a woman's got to do just all

she can in the game of life--and he's got to do the best he knows. They

can't help it. He _kissed_ me.... And I told you I'll not desert him. It

wouldn't be right. And, right or wrong, I can't--I _can't_!"

Panting, the tears now almost ready to drop from her moist eyes, she

stood, a beautiful picture of young womanhood, so soft, so fully fitted

for love and love's caresses; and now so wronged out of her love by

sudden fate. But in her there was no sign of weakness or of yielding.

The man who faced her felt the truth of that. His own face now was far

the more irresolute of the two--far the more agitated.

Suddenly, haggard, frowning, he rose, at a sound which he heard in the

outer room. Someone had entered.

As he stepped to the door between the two rooms, Judge Henderson turned,

his finger on his lips, and made signs that Anne should remain where she

was, undiscovered. The door hung just a trifle, wedged open by the

corner of a fallen rug. Judge Henderson had not time, or did not think,

to close it wholly. He stood face to face with the newcomer.

It was Aurora Lane!

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