III

Emmet Roget, twenty, and Potter Osprey, nineteen, both juniors at the

University, were sitting naked one afternoon on the long parapet which

formed one of the banks of Milton’s abandoned quarry. Behind them the

stone wall fell away a sheer twenty feet to the gulch below. In front,

licking the tops of the three-foot barrier, lay the broad sheet of

deep, clear water. Their white bodies dripped opaline flakes in the

sunset. From time to time they shivered in the chilly late September

wind.

A pale, luminous dory of a moon floated low in the delicately blue

and pink expanse of sky that lay over the town. The surrounding flat

country was infinitely still, infinitely peaceful.

Potter suddenly droned forth in the melancholy baritone the two

affected when reading Swinburne and other modern poets:

“The wandering moon, an optimistic sprite

Etched a pale border ’round the face of night....”

Emmet was silent for a moment, and then as though the sound of the

quotation had travelled to him from a distance, burst out:

“Gosh, man, where did you get that?”

The other reached over boisterously and clapped his friend’s shoulder.

“A trial of my own! All you need to be a poet is to suffer from

insomnia, the way I did the other night.”

“Well, you can write.”

“Eh? But I’d so much rather paint.”

“Better look out. You may have more talent for writing than for

painting.” Potter sensed a criticism in the remark, which he privately

resented.

“No, the thing I’ll never be able to do is the thing I’m going to do.”

Emmet did not reply at once, and his sleepy blue eyes, long and narrow

between the lids, rested upon an indefinable point of distance. The

wind ruffled his dark curly hair that grew low on the brow and temples.

He was the handsomer of the two.

“Damn specialists and specialism,” he said. “I keep thinking about

a synthesis of the arts. Take the theatre, for example. Why not do

something like Wagner did--in a lighter, more lyric vein? Bring all the

arts together and create a new art? I hate this little business of one

man with a pen, one man with a brush and another with a piano, none of

them understanding each other.”

“A synthesis of the arts is contradictory,” said Osprey. “Only Nature

can accomplish it, at any rate, and Nature and art are sworn enemies.

Nature takes a tree and gives it form and colour; its leaves rustle and

its branches are wood-winds. Then in certain lights the tree will have

the elusive, the startling quality of poetry. There you have sculpture,

painting, music and literature--but it isn’t art, and, thank God, art

never will be such a pudding.”

“Nevertheless,” replied Roget, without controversy and as if to

himself, “Nevertheless something can be done that way. What about the

church in Renaissance Italy and elsewhere? That was a synthesis--a man

didn’t paint just to be painting something of his own. He painted for

God’s sake.”

It was really cold by now, and a moment later they were hastily

dressing. Roget murmured:

“‘The wandering moon, an optimistic sprite, etched a pale border

’round the face of night.’ _Ce n’est pas mal._ It’s pictorial and yet

it’s literary too. Perhaps you will use words to fix your notions

for painting. What’s that, in a sense, but synthesis, old-timer?” he

finished jubilantly.

They went home in the dusk. These were the perfect hours college gave

them....

The rural University town of the central states, in the period when

electric lighting and telephones were young, when the automobile was

as yet a rarity, and the popular senior took his best girl out riding

Sundays behind a smart livery tandem, may have been hideous to modern

eyes with its muddy streets, its wooden dwellings and its old-time

murky brick and brownstone halls, but it had a mellow and quiet charm

that comported well with the spirit of scholarship.

This charm we may assume has been swept away forever. Gasoline and

commercial growth, endowments, tudorized architecture, prohibition,

short-skirted and long-headed women, energetic chancellors, a wealthier

class of students, up-to-date burgher emporiums, moving picture

palazzos, Grecian banks, and other vanities of the wicked age have

hidden that erstwhile scene, with its air of leisure and moderation,

beneath a slick financial veneer that nothing but the fall of federal

empire and the end of progress will ever wipe off.

When Potter Osprey arrived at the Athens of his native state it was

still a function of one’s education to sit with the more or less elect

twice a week in one of the three saloons and beer up, to the point

where one navigated with difficulty the crossings of perilously high

stepping stones and sometimes fell off into honest Athenian mud, which

accumulated in viscid pools a foot deep.

If one was only a freshman one might have to be contented with the

private room of the “Bucket of Blood”--in a small rear section of

which negroes were allowed to drink. Later on, you aimed for the

private room at Steve Ball’s. The Y.M.C.A. and the Cadet Corps, the

latter also a moral training camp under the guise of military orders,

throve, but only among the groundlings. Two obscure fraternities out

of twelve admitted members who would stoop to either, unless they

were recommended by extraordinary prowess in other and more popular

directions.

In those days the dirt-stained farmers in jack-boots came to town

Saturday morning with heavy carts of solid produce and departed at

nightfall with almost equally heavy burdens of liquid joy. Afternoon

strollers got their legs inextricably mixed with frantic, squealing

hogs, and the smell of fresh manure rose to the fifth story of the

Attic House, the tallest building on the local Broadway. Nowadays the

farmers come snorting in in Cadillacs as often as they please and

go home sober to tot up the double entry ledger with “mommer.” It

is a changed world and undoubtedly a more leisurely one for college

disciplinary committees.

Potter’s progress for a year had consisted in desperate efforts to

escape his classes toward the end of the week, and to regain some

hold on them at the beginning. As often happens, in spite of such

practices, or perhaps because of the extra spurts of effort which they

made necessary, he regularly stood well in his studies. His second

year, however, from the standpoint of conduct, was an improvement over

the first. Roget put in an appearance, and Osprey wearied somewhat of

smutty anecdotes, at the telling of which he was never skilful, and

found a genuine interest growing in him for his language classes, and

even for mathematics.

In the entire town, beside the poet, there had been two people in whom

he took an interest. One was a thin, rather angular but not uncomely

instructress in the art classes, who had come from New York and the Art

Students’ League. Potter never probed her jolly, untroubled character

very deeply, but she had a firm pencil stroke that he admired, and

after a few talks with her he discovered that she breathed a freer air

than the folk at Athens. To his fraternity brothers she was a frump,

socially impossible. The feminine ideal of the day was the type of Miss

Carroll of Carrollton, or Miss Brown from Brownhaven, rich father,

proud virtue, sentimental possibilities and skill in the small town

graces.

His second admiration was a grey-haired, lean descendant of one of the

oldest families in town, a certain Oliver Pruyd, whose hawk-beaked

face habitually wore an ironic grin. He was supposed to correspond

with the metropolitan newspapers, and his unofficial scholarship had

achieved a certain subrosa reputation. But his gains in his vocation

were obviously slender and it was not his scholarship that brought him

distinction. Pruyd was the only known addict to the use of morphine of

whom the community could boast.

Osprey’s acquaintance with him had been casual. There was something

sinister in Pruyd’s mocking expression and wrinkled, flavescent

skin. Once, however, the younger man had achieved the brilliance of

seeking him out in his small den over the pool and billiard hall, an

indescribably neat and carefully arranged place, walled with books and

piles of periodicals. Pruyd proved stimulating through three drinks,

introducing many hints of literary sources and art lore hitherto

strange to his companion. In the days of his family’s wealth he had

ruined his usefulness by overlong haunting of the byways of Europe.

Beginning with the fourth bourbon, however, the conversation descended

to common levels, and the affair ended with their staggering down

Broadway like any two other louts expelled from Steve Ball’s at the

closing hour.

The only other consolation was the college library. In its actual

precincts he was often uncomfortable because he was critically

inspected by elderly persons at the desk for his curious taste in

books. This alternately intimidated and enraged him--and almost

barred him from the use of the library. But from it he obtained

Pater’s “Marius” and “Renaissance,” prints of Hogarth and Daumier

and Michelangelo, “Tom Jones” and Balzac, Rousseau and Voltaire,

stray bits of Wilde and Beardsley, and sprinklings of the French

symbolists--shuddersome bombs in those days.

The art class, one of the main objectives of his course (and the sop

which his father had thrown him in urging him to take a well-rounded

education before he settled down to his choice) was a puerile and

primary bore after the first day, a repetition of the drawing of casts

in charcoal, to which he had devoted two years at high school--with a

prim sketch hour thrown in twice a week in the evening, the members of

the class serving as models for fifteen minute studies.

A few weeks after the conversation with Emmet Roget at Milton’s Pond,

Potter was sitting with a full assemblage of his fraternity brothers

at a breakfast of oatmeal swimming in blue milk, biscuits and rancid

butter--which was all the country town could furnish for some curious

reason--and pork chops well immersed in grease. The house manager that

season was an economist, loudly cursed at every meal, but immensely

appreciated at the end of the month when the pro-rated statements came

around.

They were not a well-to-do nor a polished crowd. Raw-boned, plebeian,

familiar--tobacco-chewers from the agricultural towns getting their

first taste of a dress suit--they nevertheless had their pride

and social standards. Potter, for example, though he liked them

well enough--indeed had been dazzled by several of their more

suave and persuasive members during the first few weeks after his

matriculation--was now, on account of those standards, nursing a

private feud against the whole organization. The cause of this feud was

their refusal to invite Emmet Roget to join, a man, thought he, better

bred than any of them. They had taken in two gawky, mannerless Freshmen

that year, sons of zinc barons from the mining counties, but they would

not have Roget.

Potter understood the reason well enough, but his resentment was

all the more keen on that account. Roget was rejected for personal

characteristics which he himself would like to have exhibited oftener.

He, also, did not quite belong in the group, and his influence, which

for some reason was not inconsiderable, would have waned quickly had

he been more frank about his own tastes. Roget did not lack that

frankness. He was poor, but poverty was no bar in that fraternity. The

trouble was that he was not ashamed of having won the Whittier prize

for verse in his freshman year. He had needed the money. He pronounced

his name in the French manner and sat in a corner quietly cynical at

dances. He was pretty generally admired by girls, but that could be

a fault in a person you instinctively disliked; and he turned up one

evening at a smoker wearing a wrist watch. In the first administration

of Roosevelt, a man was either a “good scout” or a “crumb,” and the

best looking and brainiest chap on earth, if he did these things, was a

crumb.

The crowd was beginning to leave the breakfast table, some of them

rushing off to eight o’clock classes and others moiling onto the porch

for the first Bull Durham “drag” of the day, and bawling a good-natured

“hello, men” to students hurrying past from other houses.

Potter had an eight o’clock class and was late. As he started off,

however, he took up a letter addressed to him, from the table in the

hall, and stopped in his tracks. He stared again at the superscription

and the eight o’clock class dropped completely from his mind. The

letter was in a hand that he knew well, and the sight of it instantly

smote him with fear. He looked about to see if any one was watching and

turned to flee to the bathroom upstairs, the only place in the house

where privacy was possible. On second thought he walked quietly by the

group on the porch and went up the street. A ten minute lope brought

him to the deserted little nine-hole golf course outside of town. He

could not help thinking how benign, how untroubled the fields were in

the brisk, delicious morning. They calmed his pounding blood and sent a

wave of optimism through him.

“What a fool I was to miss my class,” he muttered aloud. “It may not

be anything at all.” He sat down on a sandbox and hurriedly opened the

letter.

“Dear Potter,” it ran, “It’s happened as I was afraid. I’m nearly

three months gone. Dr. Schottman won’t help me. He says he never does

that. I haven’t got much money, and don’t know what I’m to do.

“Yours truly,

“ELLEN.”

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