BARRIERS.

The house at Gled Bay was situated at some distance from the cliff,

which was the spot most desired by its female tenants, but at the very

gates of the golf links, which presented the be-all of existence to the

two men. It was one of the aggressively new-looking edifices, which the

house-hunters of to-day regard with dismay, protesting with unnecessary

violence that nothing would induce them to make so prosaic a choice.

That is stage number one. Stage number two consists in an inspection of

cheerful rooms, wide windows, and sunny balconies, and a grudging

admission that new houses have their points. Stage number three follows

hard on the discovery of rats in the kitchen of the panelled house of

dreams, and consists in a sceptical wonder if the villa could possibly

"do." Stage number four marks the signing of a lease, and the planting

of innumerable creepers. In the case of the villa rented by Martin and

the Squire in conjunction, the creepers had already mounted to the

second story, so that it was possible to pick roses out of bedroom

windows, and forget the glaring brick and imitation timber hidden

beneath the clustering leaves. Cassandra and Grizel had rooms which

opened on the same balcony, and there was a covered verandah which ran

the length of the south side of the house, in the shade of which they

partook of tea together, what time their lords were absent on the links.

The mental attitude of the two women towards the masculine absorption

differed naturally. Cassandra was unfeignedly thankful to have her

husband kept in good temper, and to be left alone to amuse herself.

Grizel began each morning in a mood of exemplary unselfishness, rejoiced

in the prospect of healthful exercise for her student, and speeded him

on his course with the sunniest of smiles, but when tea-time brought no

sign of return, her eyes showed sparks of light, and her lips tightened.

_This_ meant that the men had started on a third round, and would not

appear until six, at which hour they would be graciously pleased to

repose themselves on the verandah, drink cooling draughts, and smile

benignly upon waiting wives, until it should be time to dress for

dinner. On such occasions it was Grizel's habit to leave the house

shortly before six o'clock and start on an hour's walk over the country

in a directly opposite direction to that of the links. If a man elected

to spend the whole day apart from his wife,--if he found his pleasure in

so doing... far be it from her to say him nay, but on his return she

would not be found sitting in an appointed place, meekly awaiting the

light of his countenance. "_That_ smacks too much of the harem for my

taste!" quoth Mistress Grizel with a shrug.

These perverse excursions invariably ended in a pursuit by a tired

Martin, when Grizel would be inwardly overwhelmed with remorse, and

would make vows of forbearance for the future, which vows were fated to

be broken with all speed. A state of mind for which no excuse is

offered, but which is commended to the sympathy of the wives of golfing

bridegrooms!

Sometimes Cassandra disappeared for long walks on her own account, and

Grizel realised that she went forth to wrestle in solitude for a

medicine of which her soul was in need. She was a restless Cassandra in

these days, sometimes moody, often irritable, and anon almost

obtrusively gay. For all their intimacy Grizel had a consciousness of

being kept at a mental distance, or whenever their talks together took a

deeper turn, Cassandra was ready with a laugh or jest to switch it back

into light impersonality. So does a man with a maimed limb

instinctively shield it from touch. Thus the first fortnight passed by,

and brought the day when Dane Peignton was due to make his appearance.

He arrived at tea-time, looking tired and pale beside the tanned

golfers, who had shortened their day in his honour, and were not above

letting him realise their generosity. They were too pleasantly engaged

describing the crack strokes of the day, to allow the new-comer much

chance of speaking, but he had an air of abundant content as he drank

his tea, vouchsafed appreciative murmurs of admiration, and took in the

charming details of the scene. Grizel, as hostess _ex officio_,

presided at the tea table. The two women had discussed the question of

housekeeping during the joint month's tenancy. Who should be the

nominal head? Who should give orders? To whom should the servants

apply? Since to possess two mistresses was anathema to everything in

cap and apron, it was evident one must sacrifice herself for the common

good. "It had better be me, then," Grizel said, shrugging, "for I

shan't worry, and you will!" and Cassandra shrugged in her turn, and

added, "Also if things go wrong, Bernard won't growl at you." And so

the matter was arranged.

Cassandra's swing chair was drawn close enough to the rails of the

verandah to allow the rays of the sun to touch her hair as she tilted

gently to and fro, and give an added lustre to the points of gold in the

thick, wreath-like braid. She wore a white dress, which to masculine

eyes appeared the acme of simplicity, and Peignton, watching her,

believed that the style of coiffure and dress alike was the outward

proof of inward simpleness of heart, and lack of feminine vanity.

Wherein he was mistaken. After the first greeting he had never directly

addressed himself to Cassandra, but his eyes wandered continually

towards the white, swinging figure.

"We've fixed up your game all right, Peignton," the Squire informed him.

"Found a decent fellow at the club, who's keen to make up a foursome.

I think you can give him about two strokes. He's to meet us to-morrow

at ten o'clock. We ought to get in some good days before Saturday. Of

course when the fair Teresa arrives you'll want to knock off."

Grizel made an expressive grimace.

"Seeing that she is--_not_ his wife! Oh, matrimony, where are the

charms our mothers have seen in thy face? There ought to be a second

line to that.--La la la,--la la la, la la la _La_... since golf has

taken our place! I shall have a word to say in Teresa's ear."

"No use!" cried Peignton, laughing. "She's caught the fever herself.

No small player either. The first time I met her was on the golf links.

She won't have the usual plea of desertion, as we shall probably spend

our spare time playing together."

"Community of interests, eh?" The Squire made a wry face. "Very

idyllic, no doubt, but I'm not keen on a wife as a partner at golf.

Cassandra can't bit a ball to save her life, and I've always thought it

one of her chief virtues. Women are the deuce when they fancy

themselves at games. I gave up tennis parties for that very reason.

Never do more now than ask up three other fellows to make a four. Girls

are all very well in their place. I like girls, but I'd choose a man

every time when it comes to a game."

Grizel cocked her head at him with a challenging air.

"What do you bet I don't beat you hollow at croquet, before the clock

strikes seven?"

"Nothing! Ain't going to play."

"Oh, yes, you are," Grizel said coolly. "You've been amusing yourself

all day; now you are going to amuse me for a change. Croquet is about

the only game I _can_ play, and I have a fancy that it would do you good

to be beaten. Does anyone want any more tea? They can't have it if

they do, for there's none left. Anyway, you've all had three cups."

She held out her arm in mocking fashion. "Come along, and be

butchered!"

The Squire shrugged, and submitted.

"That's all right, Mrs Beverley. Delighted. Never said I objected to

other fellows' wives..."

They moved off round the corner of the house; Martin glanced after them,

yawned, and stretched his legs. In Grizel's absence he became very

conscious of his tired body, and the two hours which had still to elapse

before dinner assumed formidable proportions. It entered his head to

excuse himself and retire to his own room, for a read, followed by a

leisurely bath, then he remembered his duties as host, and resigned

himself to stay at his post, and his two companions, noticing his sigh

and yawn, read his thoughts as a book, and waited in a tensity of

suspense for his decision. Peignton was in no doubt as to his own

feelings,--he longed with all his heart for the fellow to take himself

off, and leave him to talk to Cassandra alone; Cassandra believed that

she wished precisely the opposite, but to both came the same sharp pang

of disappointment, as Martin took out his cigarette case, and settled

himself in a lounge chair.

After a quarter of an hour's casual conversation Cassandra rose, and

entered the house. She felt too impatient to continue the three-sided

conversation, but, inside the drawing-room, she lingered on pretence of

rearranging the flowers in the tall green vases, while her ears strained

to hear what was happening without. If Dane cared enough to follow, it

would be so easy, so natural, to ask to be taken a walk of inspection

round the gardens! Those minutes of waiting had been sufficient to

prove the fallacy of her pretence, and she knew that she was hungering

for the time when they should be alone together, when she could look

into his eyes, and hear his voice speaking in the deep, full tones which

had made music in her ears during the stolen days of convalescence. She

had gone hungry for weeks, and for a moment it had seemed that she might

be fed. If only Martin had obeyed his first impulse, and taken himself

away! She stayed her hand, and stood motionless listening with strained

ears. From the balcony without came the sound of a masculine voice,

running on in a smooth, even flow. The feminine element being

withdrawn, Martin had embarked on a serious discussion which sounded as

if it might be prolonged to an interminable length. At that moment

Cassandra hated Martin Beverley.

Half an hour later, from an upper window which gave a view of the

verandah, Cassandra beheld the two men playing chess with every

appearance of absorption.

After dinner, bridge occupied the hours till bedtime, the men cutting in

and out. The next day they disappeared from ten until six, and after

being fed and refreshed, were keen for bridge once more. The Squire was

keen, that is to say, and the others acquiesced with more or less

readiness. The second and third days brought little variation in the

programme. The golfers arrived home a little later, a little earlier,

sat smoking and talking on the verandah, or rested their limbs, and

occupied their brains with contests at chess. Frequently Martin

disappeared to his own room. He had some short articles on hand, which

he was anxious to finish; moreover, being accustomed to long hours in

his study, he grew weary of the sound of voices, and felt at liberty to

take an occasional hour of solitude, now that the Squire was provided

with a companion. So it came about that Dane could never count upon ten

minutes to himself. In the short part of the day which he spent in the

villa, he was continually shadowed by the Squire's big, bronzed

presence; the big voice boomed continually in his ear, challenging him

to fresh contests, haranguing on politics, laying down the law on the

eternal subject of land, and with every hour that passed, there grew in

Dane's breast a smouldering fire of rebellion. The time was passing,

was flying fast; he had the feeling of being continually baffled and

outflanked. In another two days Teresa would arrive, and her coming

seemed to mark the end of,--of _what_? Peignton did not acknowledge to

himself in so many words that he was crazed with disappointment at the

impossibility of spending five uninterrupted minutes in Cassandra's

company; it was easier to skirt round the subject, and declare that he

was tired of golf, bored with the Squire's eternal bluster, yet

reluctant to approach the end of a visit from which he had expected

much.

As he was dressing in the morning he debated how he could escape from

the links, but the solution was difficult to find. Each day's game was

arranged in advance, his own willingness being taken for granted. Had

he not been invited for the special purpose of playing golf?

Again, if in the evening he were to cry off bridge, it would simply mean

that Cassandra was chained to the table. The only chance of a

_tete-a-tete_ lay during the interval between the return from the links

and the serving of dinner, and so persistently was fate against him at

those times, that Dane began to suspect an abetting human agency. Not

the Squire, not Martin, but Grizel herself! It did not seem possible

that it was owing to chance alone that the pawns on the board were so

consistently moved to block his approach!

There is nothing so irritating to the nerves as the fret of continual

disappointment, and in both looks and manner Peignton showed signs of

the mental strain through which he was passing. Cheerfulness forsook

him, he grew silent and preoccupied, only by the hardest struggle did he

prevent an outburst of actual ill-temper.

Looking back he realised that it was the intimacy of that week spent at

the Court a month before, which made the present condition so

unbearable. Then, day after day, Cassandra had sat alone by his side,

now working at her embroidery, and again dropping her thread, and

sitting with folded hands, while they talked together--that talk which

never jarred, never wearied, never seemed more than just begun. He had

tried at times to recall what exactly they had talked about during those

lengthening hours, but he could not remember. The subject had seemed of

so little importance, it had been but a vehicle to convey the inward

sympathy and understanding, an opportunity of hearing Cassandra's voice,

and watching the lights pass over her beautiful, vivid face. It had

been a happy face in those days, but it was not happy to-day. A look of

strain was upon it which corresponded to his own; there were moments of

suspense when he sensed that she also was holding her breath; moments of

exasperated check, when his own anger leapt to meet an answering flame.

On the morning of the day on which Teresa was to arrive, Peignton made a

determined revolt. Breakfast was over, and the five members of the

party had strolled on to the verandah to enjoy the fresh air. When the

Squire sounded the usual cry of haste, Dane nerved himself, and spoke

out:

"I think I shall stay at home this morning. I feel inclined to laze.

You'll enjoy a single for a change."

There was a moment's silence. Dane was conscious that to each of the

four hearers his words had come with the effect of a shock. Cassandra

strolled a yard or two away, and stood with her back towards him.

Grizel's golden eyes were fixed on his face.

"What's this? What's this?" cried the Squire, breaking the silence.

"Can't bear to be out of the way, can't you? I'll tell Miss Teresa what

a devoted lover she's got! Upon my word, it's a mercy she's coming, for

the strain has been getting too much for you these last days. Quite

ratty once or twice, wasn't he, Beverley? It's all right, old man, it's

all right! We understand. Been there ourselves, haven't we, Beverley?

It's a stage--a stage. Painful at present, but 'twill cease before

long, as the little hymn says. Eh, what? Look at Beverley! Only been

married six months, and as callous as the best of us. Goes off

comfortably, day after day, and leaves his wife behind. Never gives her

a thought till he comes back. Do you, Beverley?"

"Not one," said Martin. He looked across into Grizel's eyes, and Grizel

looked back at him, and in that glance was concentrated all the poetry,

and all the music and all the pure and lovely things that have lived and

blossomed, since the beginning of time. But the Squire saw none of it,

because his eyes were blind.

"Don't be a fool!" he continued bluffly, addressing himself to his

guest. "The time will pass twice as quickly if you've something to do.

We'll be back for lunch; that will give you time to walk comfortably to

the station. As a matter of fact, my dear fellow, you're bound to come,

for we've fixed up the game. We'll let you off to-morrow, but you can't

chuck us to-day!"

He turned back into the house to collect his clubs, which lay in the

gun-room half a dozen yards away. Martin and Grizel followed, and for

the moment Cassandra and Dane were alone. She stood still and rigid,

her hands clasping the rail of the verandah, her eyes staring straight

ahead. Peignton drew nearer; so near that his arm almost touched hers.

His heart pounded within him with sickening thuds. It seemed to him

that if she would give him one glance of understanding and sympathy, he

could hold himself in, as he had done a dozen times before, but she

stood immovable, vouchsafing no sign, and suddenly he found himself at

the end of his endurance. He bent his head to hers, and his voice came

in a thick, broken whisper:

"_I wish to God_!" he gasped, "_I could break my ankle again_!"

The next moment the Squire returned calling loudly for Martin to follow.

The three men shouldered their clubs, and crunched down the garden

path.

That afternoon at tea-time, Teresa arrived.

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