GRIZEL AT HOME.

It was the afternoon of Grizel Beverley's first "At Home" celebration.

The drawing-room had been made ready for the occasion with the aid of

what seemed to Martin a very army of workmen, and, as Grizel pointed out

triumphantly, it looked as if it had been lived in for generations. Not

a single new object marred the mellowed perfection of the whole. Old

cabinets stood outlined against white walls, the floor was bare of the

superfluity of little tables and flower-stands which characterise so

many bride's apartments; with one striking exception the general effect

was austere in tone. The exception was found in a deep recess, on one

side of the fire-place, the walls of which were hung with a gorgeous

Chinese embroidery which made a feast of colour against the surrounding

white and brown, and proclaimed to an understanding eye that the

mistress of the house had appropriated the favoured niche for her own

use.

Against the wall stood a huge old sofa, showing delicate touches of

brass on the carved woodwork, and piled with a profusion of cushions to

match the tapestries in tone. There was a table also of carved Chinese

wood, littered with books, and a surprising number of odds and ends

considering the very short period in which it had been in use; a bureau

of dull red lacquer, littered to match, and a great blue enamel bowl

containing a few, but only a few, spring flowers.

When Grizel did a thing at all she did it thoroughly, and when the

drawing-room was finished to a thread, she herself dressed to match it

in a cream lace robe of fallacious simplicity, caught together with a

clasp of turquoise and diamonds, and a blue snood tied about her head.

When the crucial moment arrived, she intended to seat herself

sultana-like on her couch and burst in full splendour upon the admiring

throngs. Martin was convinced that no living thing could fail to be

subjugated by that gown, but he was equally convinced that Chumley would

disapprove of the snood, which it would call a bandage, and consider

theatrical and out of place. He knew his business better than to say

so, however, and was at the moment abundantly occupied in trying to lure

his wife from the window, where she had taken up her position,

field-glasses in hand, to watch the approach of the first group of

visitors up the lane leading to the gate.

"The Campbells are coming. Hurrah! Hurrah! Three of 'em. One stout

person in green, one thin person in black, one girl with large feet.

Girl with feet has fair hair. Who do you know, Martin, with fair hair

and large feet?"

"Dozens of 'em." Martin threw a quick look over his wife's shoulder and

recognised the group at a glance. "Mrs Mallison, wife of Major

Mallison, retired Army man--the Seaforths. Eldest daughter Mary, dull

and domestic. Second daughter Teresa, sporting. They are quite near

the gate now, dearest. Don't, please, let them see..."

Grizel put down the field-glasses, crossed to the couch, and seated

herself thereon in an attitude of prunes and prisms propriety. The bell

rang, and the three ladies were shown into the room. There was an air

of diffidence, almost of shyness in their demeanour, for this was not an

ordinary afternoon call, upon an ordinary bride. This bride had been a

well-known personage in society, her marriage had been a subject of

almost international interest, and the fleeting glimpses which Chumley

had had of her, on previous visits to Martin's sister Katrine, had

confirmed all that rumour had to say touching the puzzling variability

of her nature. It was impossible for these first callers to restrain a

thrill of nervousness as to the nature of the reception before them.

When the door opened to give a momentary glimpse of a white figure

sitting outlined against a background of Oriental splendour, the

nervousness deepened still more. They advanced tentatively, cautious of

the polished floor, so tentatively that Grizel met them more than

half-way, sailing gracefully forward with an infinity of assurance which

had the unexpected result of daunting them still further. They were

requested to sit down; they sat down, and stared...

"So good of you to come to see me! You are my very first callers."

"I trust--not _too_ early." Mrs Mallison felt a pang of disquietude.

"We were so anxious to meet you. You are feeling quite settled down, I

hope. How do you like Chumley?"

"Oh, thank you, _so_ much! I adore everything. You do, don't you, when

you are newly married?"

Mrs Mallison and her eldest daughter looked indulgent, but shocked. It

was quite natural, quite desirable indeed that a bride should entertain

such sentiments, but to express them so openly and to absolute

strangers, savoured almost of indelicacy. Teresa was occupied in taking

in the details of Grizel's costume, in condemning the blue snood, and

determining to try the effect on her own hair immediately on her return

home. She found time, however, to give a quick glance at Martin as

Grizel made her pronouncement, and noted the quiver of feeling which

passed over his face. The understanding which comes of fellow-feeling

revealed the meaning of that quiver. She understood why the man lowered

his eyes and gave no glance of response. He was afraid that he might

reveal too much!

After that, other visitors arrived quick and fast. Bells rang, doors

were opened, and in twos and threes the representatives of Chumley

society were announced, and made their bow. They had come together for

the sake of companionships or the sake also of being able to compare

notes on the way home. They all wore their new spring costumes, and

looked--the majority at least--personable enough, yet Martin realised

with mingled pain and pride the gulf of difference which yawned between

them and his wife. They were practical, commonplace women, leading

practical, commonplace lives; to call them ill-bred or uncultivated

would have been untrue. They came of good stock, had cultivated their

brains and turned them to account, but there was one side of their

nature which had not been developed, and that was the side which, in

Grizel's set, had been considered all-important. They had been brought

up to discount appearances, and to view with suspicion any person of

marked personal charm. They worshipped the god of convention, and its

priestess Mrs Grundy. Grizel considered that a woman's first duty was

to charm, and her second,--if a second remained, worth speaking about,--

to defy convention, and be a law unto oneself.

Seated in her niche of glowing colour, she looked as much out of place

as an orchid in a field of wild flowers, and Martin watching the face of

each new-comer, saw reflected upon it the same surprise, the same

disapproval, the same unease. He realised that Chumley was a little

shocked by the unconventionality of the drawing-room, and still more by

the unconventionality of the bride herself. In the last ten years of

his life he had remained supremely indifferent of what his neighbours

might say or think, but--these good women would be Grizel's neighbours,

out of love for himself she had cast her lot among them; he was almost

painfully anxious that she should have such small compensations as would

result from liking, and being liked in return. Surely among them all

must be found some congenial spirit!

"And are you happily settled with your maids, Mrs Beverley?" enquired

Mrs Ritchards, wife of a City lawyer, who might almost be called

retired, since he went up to town only two or three times a week. Mrs

Ritchards had two subjects of conversation--her garden, and her

servants, and had already unsuccessfully tackled the bride on the former

topic. To her relief the second venture proved a decided draw, for

Grizel leant her elbows on the table, cupped her chin in her hands, and

puckered her face into a network of lines.

"Oh, yes, do let's talk about servants! I'm so interested. I'm making

all sorts of horrible discoveries. My cook wants to go out! A night

out every week. She told me so to-day. She said she'd always been used

to it. I said if it came to that, I'd always been used to having my

dinner. I never knew that cooks _expected_ to go out! Who is to cook

one's dinner if the cook goes out? She said she was accustomed to

prepare a stew, and cold shapes. `Cold Shapes'!" Grizel's voice

dropped to a thrilling note, she lifted her chin, her outstretched

fingers curved and wriggled in expressive distaste. "_Cold Shapes_!

Gruesome sound! It makes one think of the Morgue!"

A shudder passed through the room, followed by a diffident laugh.

Teresa Mallison and a few of the younger women giggled, the elders

forbore on principle to smile at such an allusion, and the Vicar's wife

entered on a forbearing explanation.

"They are human creatures like ourselves, Mrs Beverley, and the fire is

so trying! I encourage my cook to go out, as a matter of health. You

are not limited to shapes, of course. There are so many nice cold

sweets."

Grizel shook her head. "Grace has not been given to me to eat cold

sweets. Not on _those_ nights! I should have a carnal craving for

omelettes. We must keep two cooks!" Her little nod waved aside the

subject as settled and done with, and the matrons of Chumley exchanged

stealthy glances of condemnation. Mrs Ritchards, however, warmed to

the attack.

"Why not a kitchen-maid, who could make herself useful upstairs in the

morning? There is a young girl in my daughter's Sunday School Class who

might suit you. Very respectable, but short. Of course, if she were

expected to wait when the housemaid is out, that might be an objection."

She paused enquiringly, and Grizel's face fell.

"The parlourmaid too! Do they _all_ go out? Then how can one possibly

be fed? There will be nothing for it, Martin, but to go up to town two

nights a week." The suggestion would appear to have had a cheering

effect, for she flashed once more into smiles, looking round the circle

of watching faces with eyes a-sparkle with mischief. "It's such fun

trying to keep house when one knows nothing whatever about it! Like

starting out on a voyage of adventure! I have the most thrilling

experiences..."

Mrs Ritchards smiled with friendly encouragement.

"You will find it much more interesting when you _do_ understand! I

always say that to run a household, economically and well, is as

satisfactory work as a woman need ask. It's like everything else, Mrs

Beverley, the more you study it, the more interesting it becomes. I

have been at it for years, and I pride myself that there is very little

that I do not know."

"Ah!" cried Grizel deeply. She leant her elbow on her knee and bent

forward, her expression one of breathless eagerness. "Then you are the

very person I've been looking for! You can tell me something I've been

dying to know... What is your opinion about Lard?"

Mrs Ritchards gasped, the other listeners gasped also. Martin choked,

turned the choke into a cough, and became suddenly engrossed in the

china on the mantelpiece.

"Lard! Lard!" Mrs Ritchards struggled with the inevitable disability

to define a well-known article. "But surely... surely... In what

respect did you want my opinion?"

"About allowing it, of course, and if one should. Cook asked if I did,

and it seemed such a complex question, and there was an implication

about dripping--and the colour of something,--dark versus light. I got

hopelessly confused!"

Mrs Ritchards did not allow lard. "It's a question of sufficient

heat," she maintained. "If they get the dripping hot enough, it does

perfectly well. It must boil till you see a blue smoke..."

Grizel seized an ivory tablet, and made a hurried note. "Till you see a

blue smoke...! I'll bring that in to-morrow, and confound her with my

knowledge. Thank you so much. That's quite a relief." She pushed

aside the tablet, straightened her back and looked around with a bright,

challenging glance. The subject of lard was exhausted, and she was

ready to pass on to pastures new.

"Are you fond of games, Mrs Beverley?" Teresa asked, eager to secure

another member for her various clubs, and feeling that the moment was a

convenient one for introducing the subject. "We have a good tennis

club, and ladies can play golf every day but Saturday, on the Links. It

would be so nice if you would join. We have tea every afternoon. The

members take it in turns to provide the cakes."

"How nice!" cried Grizel with a gush. "I adore cakes. I'll join

certainly, if you'll promise I need never play. It bores me so to run

about after balls. I never can catch them, and I don't want to, so why

should I try? Really"--she dropped her chin sententiously--"it's a

waste of time!"

The Vicar's wife saw _her_ opportunity, and grasped it.

"I agree with you, Mrs Beverley. The tendency of the age is to spend

far too much time over games. My husband considers that it is a

national danger. There are so many other things better worth doing!"

"Oh, yes," cried Grizel promptly. "There's bridge." The strain of the

conversation was beginning to tell, and she told herself impatiently

that she would _not_ be "preached."

"Bridge is so comfy; you can sit still, and have a cushion to your back,

and smoke, and talk between the deals. It's quite a good way of getting

through the afternoon. What stakes do you play for here?"

The women in the company who played for money looked at the Vicar's wife

and were silent. Those who did not, felt virtuous, and looked it.

"At our house we make a point of playing for love," Mrs Ritchards

announced. "My husband disapproves of anything in the nature of

gambling. Of course, when one has young people coming in and out, there

_is_ a responsibility. Personally I should object very strongly to

taking another person's money. Don't you feel an awkwardness, Mrs

Beverley--from your own guests?"

"Not a bit. I love it!" declared Grizel naughtily. "But I hate to

lose. I hope someone will be wicked enough to play for money with me.

I suppose there _are_ some wicked people in the neighbourhood?"

"They do at the Court. I go up there sometimes. Lady Cassandra loves

bridge," Teresa said with a pride which overcame shyness. Was she not

the only girl in Chumley who could boast of anything like intimacy with

the big house? She watched her hostess' face for a brightening of

interest, and felt aggrieved when it failed to appear.

"That's good. I'm glad there's someone. I must ask her about it," said

Grizel nonchalantly, taking a future acquaintance for granted with a

calmness which at once irritated and impressed her hearer. At the

bottom of her heart Teresa felt the birth of a jealous dread; and found

herself hoping that Cassandra would not call, would at any rate delay

doing so for months to come, as was her custom with Chumley

acquaintances. And then once again the door was thrown open, and with

an accent of satisfaction the parlourmaid announced--Lady Cassandra

Raynor.

She had come already! On the very first day on which Mrs Beverley was

at home,--as quickly, as eagerly, as the humblest among them! Every

woman in the room felt the same sense of amaze, the same rankling

remembrance of the different manner in which she herself had been

treated. Their eyes turned as on one pivot towards the door.

Cassandra entered, a vision of delight in grey velvet and chinchilla

furs, her face with its delicately vivid bloom half hidden by the latest

eccentricity in hats. Her dress was very tight, her hat was very large;

from an artistic point of view the lines of both were abominable, but

Cassandra considered them ravishing, and, being one of the happy people

who look well despite their clothes, succeeded in mesmerising her

audience into a like belief. She advanced, walking with short, mincing

footsteps, while her eyes swept the room. Grizel rose from the sofa to

greet her, and a glance was exchanged between them, a swift, appraising

glance. The lookers-on heard the exchange of a few society phrases,

pronounced, it appeared to them, with an unnecessary amount of "gush,"

but in the moment in which the two hands clasped, and the hazel eyes

looked into the blue, the two women realised that for them there need be

no intermediate stage; they were not strangers, they were already

friends.

Martin came forward and shook hands in his turn, and Cassandra seated

herself, bending her head in a smiling greeting, intended to embrace the

whole room. She had timed her visit in the hope that most of the guests

would be ready to depart, and noticed with satisfaction the empty

teacups, but every woman in the room with one exception, was at that

moment forming a mental resolution to stay and listen to what passed

between this interesting pair.

"Your house looks so beautifully settled, Mrs Beverley. I hope you

haven't been bored over the upset. It's so impossible to get things

done in the country!"

"Oh, thanks. I'm not on speaking terms with a workman in the

neighbourhood, but I _did_ get things done as I wished! I always do.

We parted on the worst of terms, and I gave them a heart-to-heart talk,

and told them I hoped the Germans would come soon, and drill them into

something like intelligence. It would really be an admirable thing for

the country!"

The Vicar's wife arose with heavy dignity. With a whole parish waiting

on her ministrations she had no time to waste listening to such

nonsense. Unpatriotic into the bargain. Yet despite her disapproval,

there was an indefinable something in the bride's personality which

touched her heart. Perhaps it was the radiant happiness of her mien,

perhaps it was that deep musical note which at times softened her voice,

suggesting depths below the surface; perhaps it was simply her fragility

and charm. Hannah Evans did not trouble to analyse her feelings, she

merely held out a plump gloved hand, and smiled kindly into Grizel's

face.

"I must be running away, Mrs Beverley. My husband is hoping to call

upon you very soon. This afternoon he has a class for confirmation. I

must hurry home to give him tea. He comes in so tired. Good afternoon.

So pleased to welcome you among us! I hope we may often meet."

Her voice rang true, there was a kindliness written on the large, plain

face to which Grizel's heart made instant response. She brought her own

left hand to join the right, clasping the grey glove with an

affectionate pressure, and smiled back the while with a winsome

friendliness. There was silence in the room while the onlookers looked

with critical eyes at the two figures, so typical of youth and age. The

bulky woman, with her jet bonnet and capacious black silk coat, the

nymph-like form of the bride. Every ear listened for the response.

"Oh, you will; indeed you will! I shall often be running over to the

Vicarage to see you."

"That will be very nice." Mrs Evans smiled complacently. "I hope you

will. And I must not forget--I made a note to ask you before I left.--

It would give us great pleasure if you could see your way to take up a

little work. We are sadly in need of helpers. I was going to ask if

you would join our Mothers' Meeting?"

"Oh, give me time!" cried Grizel reproachfully. "Give me time!"

In answer to after reprisals she justified herself by the assertion that

she had spoken on the impulse of the moment, and in absolute good faith.

Besides, what else could the old thing have meant? And even if she

didn't, why need the silly creatures be shocked? She did not attempt to

deny that they were shocked, the flutter of dismay had indeed been so

real a thing as to obtrude itself on ears, as well as eyes. Gasps of

astonishment, of horror, of dismay, sounded to right and left; rustling

of silk; hasty, inoperative coughs. Grizel still saw in remembrance the

petrifaction on the large kind face looking down into her own, the

scarlet mounting swiftly into Teresa's cheeks. Only one person laughed,

and that laugh had had the effect of heightening the general

condemnation. It was Cassandra Raynor who laughed.

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