_Mrs. Vernon to Lady De Courcy._
Churchhill.
This letter, my dear Mother, will be brought you by Reginald. His long
visit is about to be concluded at last, but I fear the separation takes
place too late to do us any good. She is going to London to see her
particular friend, Mrs. Johnson. It was at first her intention that
Frederica should accompany her, for the benefit of masters, but we
overruled her there. Frederica was wretched in the idea of going, and I
could not bear to have her at the mercy of her mother; not all the
masters in London could compensate for the ruin of her comfort. I
should have feared, too, for her health, and for everything but her
principles—there I believe she is not to be injured by her mother, or
her mother’s friends; but with those friends she must have mixed (a
very bad set, I doubt not), or have been left in total solitude, and I
can hardly tell which would have been worse for her. If she is with her
mother, moreover, she must, alas! in all probability be with Reginald,
and that would be the greatest evil of all. Here we shall in time be in
peace, and our regular employments, our books and conversations, with
exercise, the children, and every domestic pleasure in my power to
procure her, will, I trust, gradually overcome this youthful
attachment. I should not have a doubt of it were she slighted for any
other woman in the world than her own mother. How long Lady Susan will
be in town, or whether she returns here again, I know not. I could not
be cordial in my invitation, but if she chuses to come no want of
cordiality on my part will keep her away. I could not help asking
Reginald if he intended being in London this winter, as soon as I found
her ladyship’s steps would be bent thither; and though he professed
himself quite undetermined, there was something in his look and voice
as he spoke which contradicted his words. I have done with lamentation;
I look upon the event as so far decided that I resign myself to it in
despair. If he leaves you soon for London everything will be concluded.
Your affectionate, &c.,
C. VERNON.