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I attack things that are as dear to many as some holy image carried

hither and thither by some broken clan, and can but say that I have felt

in my body the affections I disturb, and believed that if I could raise

them into contemplation I would make possible a literature, that,

finding its subject-matter all ready in men's minds, would be, not as

ours is, an interest for scholars, but the possession of a people. I

have founded societies with this aim, and was indeed founding one in

Paris when I first met with J. M. Synge, and I have known what it is to

be changed by that I would have changed, till I became argumentative and

unmannerly, hating men even in daily life for their opinions. And though

I was never convinced that the anatomies of last year's leaves are a

living forest, nor thought a continual apologetic could do other than

make the soul a vapour and the body a stone; nor believed that

literature can be made by anything but by what is still blind and dumb

within ourselves, I have had to learn how hard in one who lives where

forms of expression and habits of thought have been born, not for the

pleasure of begetting but for the public good, is that purification from

insincerity, vanity, malignity, arrogance, which is the discovery of

style. But it became possible to live when I had learnt all I had not

learnt in shaping words, in defending Synge against his enemies, and

knew that rich energies, fine, turbulent or gracious thoughts, whether

in life or letters, are but love-children.

Synge seemed by nature unfitted to think a political thought, and with

the exception of one sentence, spoken when I first met him in Paris,

that implied some sort of nationalist conviction, I cannot remember that

he spoke of politics or showed any interest in men in the mass, or in

any subject that is studied through abstractions and statistics. Often

for months together he and I and Lady Gregory would see no one outside

the Abbey Theatre, and that life, lived as it were in a ship at sea,

suited him, for unlike those whose habit of mind fits them to judge of

men in the mass, he was wise in judging individual men, and as wise in

dealing with them as the faint energies of ill-health would permit; but

of their political thoughts he long understood nothing. One night when

we were still producing plays in a little hall, certain members of the

Company told him that a play on the Rebellion of '98 would be a great

success. After a fortnight he brought them a scenario which read like a

chapter out of Rabelais. Two women, a Protestant and a Catholic, take

refuge in a cave, and there quarrel about religion, abusing the Pope or

Queen Elizabeth and Henry VIII, but in low voices, for the one fears to

be ravished by the soldiers, the other by the rebels. At last one woman

goes out because she would sooner any fate than such wicked company.

Yet, I doubt if he would have written at all if he did not write of

Ireland, and for it, and I know that he thought creative art could only

come from such preoccupation. Once, when in later years, anxious about

the educational effect of our movement, I proposed adding to the Abbey

Company a second Company to play international drama, Synge, who had not

hitherto opposed me, thought the matter so important that he did so in a

formal letter.

I had spoken of a German municipal theatre as my model, and he said that

the municipal theatres all over Europe gave fine performances of old

classics, but did not create (he disliked modern drama for its sterility

of speech, and perhaps ignored it), and that we would create nothing if

we did not give all our thoughts to Ireland. Yet in Ireland he loved

only what was wild in its people, and in 'the grey and wintry sides of

many glens.' All the rest, all that one reasoned over, fought for, read

of in leading articles, all that came from education, all that came down

from Young Ireland--though for this he had not lacked a little

sympathy--first wakened in him perhaps that irony which runs through all

he wrote, but once awakened, he made it turn its face upon the whole of

life. The women quarrelling in the cave would not have amused him, if

something in his nature had not looked out on most disputes, even those

wherein he himself took sides, with a mischievous wisdom. He told me

once that when he lived in some peasant's house, he tried to make those

about him forget that he was there, and it is certain that he was silent

in any crowded room. It is possible that low vitality helped him to be

observant and contemplative, and made him dislike, even in solitude,

those thoughts which unite us to others, much as we all dislike, when

fatigue or illness has sharpened the nerves, hoardings covered with

advertisements, the fronts of big theatres, big London hotels, and all

architecture which has been made to impress the crowd. What blindness

did for Homer, lameness for Hephaestus, asceticism for any saint you

will, bad health did for him by making him ask no more of life than that

it should keep him living, and above all perhaps by concentrating his

imagination upon one thought, health itself. I think that all noble

things are the result of warfare; great nations and classes, of warfare

in the visible world, great poetry and philosophy, of invisible warfare,

the division of a mind within itself, a victory, the sacrifice of a man

to himself. I am certain that my friend's noble art, so full of passion

and heroic beauty, is the victory of a man who in poverty and sickness

created from the delight of expression, and in the contemplation that

is born of the minute and delicate arrangement of images, happiness, and

health of mind. Some early poems have a morbid melancholy, and he

himself spoke of early work he had destroyed as morbid, for as yet the

craftsmanship was not fine enough to bring the artist's joy which is of

one substance with that of sanctity. In one poem he waits at some street

corner for a friend, a woman perhaps, and while he waits and gradually

understands that nobody is coming, sees two funerals and shivers at the

future; and in another written on his twenty-fifth birthday, he wonders

if the twenty-five years to come shall be as evil as those gone by.

Later on, he can see himself as but a part of the spectacle of the world

and mix into all he sees that flavour of extravagance, or of humour, or

of philosophy, that makes one understand that he contemplates even his

own death as if it were another's and finds in his own destiny but as it

were a projection through a burning glass of that general to men. There

is in the creative joy an acceptance of what life brings, because we

have understood the beauty of what it brings, or a hatred of death for

what it takes away, which arouses within us, through some sympathy

perhaps with all other men, an energy so noble, so powerful, that we

laugh aloud and mock, in the terror or the sweetness of our exaltation,

at death and oblivion.

In no modern writer that has written of Irish life before him, except it

may be Miss Edgeworth in _Castle Rackrent_, was there anything to change

a man's thought about the world or stir his moral nature, for they but

play with pictures, persons and events, that whether well or ill

observed are but an amusement for the mind where it escapes from

meditation, a child's show that makes the fables of his art as

significant by contrast as some procession painted on an Egyptian wall;

for in these fables, an intelligence, on which the tragedy of the world

had been thrust in so few years, that Life had no time to brew her

sleepy drug, has spoken of the moods that are the expression of its

wisdom. All minds that have a wisdom come of tragic reality seem morbid

to those that are accustomed to writers who have not faced reality at

all; just as the saints, with that Obscure Night of the Soul, which fell

so certainly that they numbered it among spiritual states, one among

other ascending steps, seem morbid to the rationalist and the

old-fashioned Protestant controversialist. The thought of journalists,

like that of the Irish novelists, is neither healthy nor unhealthy, for

it has not risen to that state where either is possible, nor should we

call it happy; for who would have sought happiness, if happiness were

not the supreme attainment of man, in heroic toils, in the cell of the

ascetic, or imagined it above the cheerful newspapers, above the clouds?

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