CHAPTER XXIII.

Redclyffe was now established in the great house which had been so long

and so singularly an object of interest with him. With his customary

impressibility by the influences around him, he begun to take in the

circumstances, and to understand them by more subtile tokens than he

could well explain to himself. There was the steward, [Endnote: 1] or

whatever was his precise office; so quiet, so subdued, so nervous, so

strange! What had been this man’s history? What was now the secret

of his daily life? There he was, creeping stealthily up and down the

staircases, and about the passages of the house; always as if he were

afraid of meeting somebody. On seeing Redclyffe in the house, the latter

fancied that the man expressed a kind of interest in his face; but

whether pleasure or pain he could not well tell; only he sometimes found

that he was contemplating him from a distance, or from the obscurity of

the room in which he sat,--or from a corridor, while he smoked his cigar

on the lawn. A great part, if not the whole of this, he imputed to

his knowledge of Redclyffe’s connections with the Doctor; but yet this

hardly seemed sufficient to account for the pertinacity with which the

old man haunted his footsteps,--the poor, nervous old thing,--always

near him, or often unexpectedly so; and yet apparently not very willing

to hold conversation with him, having nothing of importance to say.

“Mr. Omskirk,” said Redclyffe to him, a day or two after the

commencement of his visit, “how many years have you now been in this

situation?”

“0, sir, ever since the Doctor’s departure for America,” said Omskirk,

“now thirty and five years, five months, and three days.”

“A long time,” said Redclyffe, smiling, “and you seem to keep the

account of it very accurately.”

“A very long time, your honor,” said Omskirk; “so long, that I seem to

have lived one life before it began, and I cannot think of any life than

just what I had. My life was broken off short in the midst; and what

belonged to the earlier part of it was another man’s life; this is

mine.”

“It might be a pleasant life enough, I should think, in this fine old

Hall,” said Redclyffe; “rather monotonous, however. Would you not like

a relaxation of a few days, a pleasure trip, in all these thirty-five

years? You old Englishmen are so sturdily faithful to one thing. You do

not resemble my countrymen in that.”

“0, none of them ever lived in an old mansion-house like this,” replied

Omskirk, “they do not know the sort of habits that a man gets here. They

do not know my business either, nor any man’s here.”

“Is your master then, so difficult?” said Redclyffe.

“My master! Who was speaking of him?” said the old man, as if surprised.

“Ah, I was thinking of Dr. Grimshawe. He was my master, you know.”

And Redclyffe was again inconceivably struck with the strength of the

impression that was made on the poor old man’s mind by the character of

the old Doctor; so that, after thirty years of other service, he still

felt him to be the master, and could not in the least release himself

from those earlier bonds. He remembered a story that the Doctor used to

tell of his once recovering a hanged person, and more and more came to

the conclusion that this was the man, and that, as the Doctor had said,

this hold of a strong mind over a weak one, strengthened by the idea

that he had made him, had subjected the man to him in a kind of slavery

that embraced the soul.

And then, again, the lord of the estate interested him greatly, and not

unpleasantly. He compared what he seemed to be now with what, according

to all reports, he had been in the past, and could make nothing of

it, nor reconcile the two characters in the least. It seemed as if the

estate were possessed by a devil,--a foul and melancholy fiend,--who

resented the attempted possession of others by subjecting them to

himself. One had turned from quiet and sober habits to reckless

dissipation; another had turned from the usual gayety of life to recluse

habits, and both, apparently, by the same influence; at least, so

it appeared to Redclyffe, as he insulated their story from all other

circumstances, and looked at them by one light. He even thought that he

felt a similar influence coming over himself, even in this little

time that he had spent here; gradually, should this be his permanent

residence,--and not so very gradually either,--there would come its own

individual mode of change over him. That quick suggestive mind would

gather the moss and lichens of decay. Palsy of its powers would probably

be the form it would assume. He looked back through the vanished

years to the time which he had spent with the old Doctor, and he felt

unaccountably as if the mysterious old man were yet ruling him, as he

did in his boyhood; as if his inscrutable, inevitable eye were upon him

in all his movements; nay, as if he had guided every step that he took

in coming hither, and were stalking mistily before him, leading him

about. He sometimes would gladly have given up all these wild and

enticing prospects, these dreams that had occupied him so long, if he

could only have gone away and looked back upon the house, its inmates,

and his own recollections no more; but there came a fate, and took the

shape of the old Doctor’s apparition, holding him back.

And then, too, the thought of Elsie had much influence in keeping him

quietly here; her natural sunshine was the one thing that, just now,

seemed to have a good influence upon the world. She, too, was evidently

connected with this place, and with the fate, whatever it might be, that

awaited him here. The Doctor, the ruler of his destiny, had provided

her as well as all the rest; and from his grave, or wherever he was, he

still seemed to bring them together.

So here, in this darkened dream, he waited for what should come to pass;

and daily, when he sat down in the dark old library, it was with the

thought that this day might bring to a close the doubt amid which he

lived,--might give him the impetus to go forward. In such a state, no

doubt, the witchcraft of the place was really to be recognized, the

old witchcraft, too, of the Doctor, which he had escaped by the quick

ebullition of youthful spirit, long ago, while the Doctor lived; but

which had been stored up till now, till an influence that remained

latent for years had worked out in active disease. He held himself

open for intercourse with the lord of the mansion; and intercourse of a

certain nature they certainly had, but not of the kind which Redclyffe

desired. They talked together of politics, of the state of the relations

between England and America, of the court to which Redclyffe was

accredited; sometimes Redclyffe tried to lead the conversation to the

family topics, nor, in truth, did Lord Braithwaite seem to decline his

lead; although it was observable that very speedily the conversation

would be found turned upon some other subject, to which it had swerved

aside by subtle underhand movements. Yet Redclyffe was not the less

determined, and at no distant period, to bring up the subject on which

his mind dwelt so much, and have it fairly discussed between them.

He was sometimes a little frightened at the position and circumstances

in which he found himself; a great disturbance there was in his being,

the causes of which he could not trace. It had an influence on his

dreams, through which the Doctor seemed to pass continually, and when he

awoke it was often with the sensation that he had just the moment before

been holding conversation with the old man, and that the latter--with

that gesture of power that he remembered so well--had been impressing

some command upon him; but what that command was, he could not possibly

call to mind. He wandered among the dark passages of the house, and up

its antique staircases, as if expecting at every turn to meet some one

who would have the word of destiny to say to him. When he went forth

into the park, it was as if to hold an appointment with one who had

promised to meet him there; and he came slowly back, lingering and

loitering, because this expected one had not yet made himself visible,

yet plucked up a little alacrity as he drew near the house, because the

communicant might have arrived in his absence, and be waiting for him in

the dim library. It seemed as if he was under a spell; he could neither

go away nor rest,--nothing but dreams, troubled dreams. He had ghostly

fears, as if some one were near him whom he could not make out; stealing

behind him, and starting away when he was impelled to turn round. A

nervousness that his healthy temperament had never before permitted him

to be the victim of, assailed him now. He could not help imputing it

partly to the influence of the generations who had left a portion of

their individual human nature in the house, which had become magnetic by

them and could not rid itself of their presence in one sense, though, in

another, they had borne it as far off as to where the gray tower of the

village church rose above their remains.

Again, he was frightened to perceive what a hold the place was getting

upon him; how the tendrils of the ivy seemed to hold him and would not

let him go; how natural and homelike (grim and sombre as they were) the

old doorways and apartments were becoming; how in no place that he had

ever known had he had such a home-like feeling. To be sure, poor fellow,

he had no earlier home except the almshouse, where his recollection of a

fireside crowded by grim old women and pale, sickly children, of course

never allowed him to have the reminiscences of a private, domestic home.

But then there was the Doctor’s home by the graveyard, and little Elsie,

his constant playmate? No, even those recollections did not hold him

like this heavy present circumstance. How should he ever draw himself

away? No; the proud and vivid and active prospects that had heretofore

spread themselves before him,--the striving to conquer, the struggle,

the victory, the defeat, if such it was to be,--the experiences for good

or ill,--the life, life, life,--all possibility of these was passing

from him; all that hearty earnest contest or communion of man with man;

and leaving him nothing but this great sombre shade, this brooding

of the old family mansion, with its dreary ancestral hall, its mouldy

dignity, its life of the past, its fettering honor, which to accept must

bind him hand and foot, as respects all effort, such as he had trained

himself for,--such as his own country offered. It was not any value for

these,--as it seemed to Redclyffe,--but a witchcraft, an indefinable

spell, a something that he could not define, that enthralled him, and

was now doing a work on him analogous to, though different from, that

which was wrought on Omskirk and all the other inhabitants, high and

low, of this old mansion.

He felt greatly interested in the master of the mansion; although

perhaps it was not from anything in his nature; but partly because he

conceived that he himself had a controlling power over his fortunes, and

likewise from the vague perception of this before-mentioned trouble

in him. It seemed, whatever it might be, to have converted an ordinary

superficial man of the world into a being that felt and suffered

inwardly, had pangs, fears, a conscience, a sense of unseen things. It

seemed as if underneath this manor-house were the entrance to the cave

of Trophonius, one visit to which made a man sad forever after; and that

Lord Braithwaite had been there once, or perhaps went nightly, or at

any hour. Or the mansion itself was like dark-colored experience, the

reality; the point of view where things were seen in their true lights;

the true world, all outside of which was delusion, and here--dreamlike

as its structures seemed--the absolute truth. All those that lived in it

were getting to be a brotherhood; and he among them; and perhaps before

the blood-stained threshold would grow up an impassable barrier, which

would cause himself to sit down in dreary quiet, like the rest of them.

Redclyffe, as has been intimated, had an unavowed--unavowed to

himself--suspicion that the master of the house cherished no kindly

purpose towards him; he had an indistinct feeling of danger from him;

he would not have been surprised to know that he was concocting a plot

against his life; and yet he did not think that Lord Braithwaite had the

slightest hostility towards him. It might make the thing more horrible,

perhaps; but it has been often seen in those who poison for the sake of

interest, without feelings of personal malevolence, that they do it as

kindly as the nature of the thing will permit; they, possibly, may even

have a certain degree of affection for their victims, enough to induce

them to make the last hours of life sweet and pleasant; to wind up the

fever of life with a double supply of enjoyable throbs; to sweeten and

delicately flavor the cup of death that they offer to the lips of him

whose life is inconsistent with some stated necessity of their own.

“Dear friend,” such a one might say to the friend whom he reluctantly

condemned to death, “think not that there is any base malice, any

desire of pain to thee, that actuates me in this thing. Heaven knows,

I earnestly wish thy good. But I have well considered the matter,--more

deeply than thou hast,--and have found that it is essential that one

thing should be, and essential to that thing that thou, my friend,

shouldst die. Is that a doom which even thou wouldst object to with such

an end to be answered? Thou art innocent; thou art not a man of evil

life; the worst thing that can come of it, so far as thou art concerned,

would be a quiet, endless repose in yonder churchyard, among dust of

thy ancestry, with the English violets growing over thee there, and

the green, sweet grass, which thou wilt not scorn to associate with thy

dissolving elements, remembering that thy forefather owed a debt,

for his own birth and growth, to this English soil, and paid it

not,--consigned himself to that rough soil of another clime, under the

forest leaves. Pay it, dear friend, without repining, and leave me to

battle a little longer with this troublesome world, and in a few years

to rejoin thee, and talk quietly over this matter which we are now

arranging. How slight a favor, then, for one friend to do another, will

seem this that I seek of thee.”

Redclyffe smiled to himself, as he thus gave expression to what he

really half fancied were Lord Braithwaite’s feelings and purposes

towards him, and he felt them in the kindness and sweetness of his

demeanor, and his evident wish to make him happy, combined with his own

subtile suspicion of some design with which he had been invited here, or

which had grown up since he came.

Whoever has read Italian history must have seen such instances of this

poisoning without malice or personal ill-feeling.

His own pleasant, companionable, perhaps noble traits and qualities,

may have made a favorable impression on Lord Braithwaite, and perhaps he

regretted the necessity of acting as he was about to do, but could not

therefore weakly relinquish his deliberately formed design. And, on his

part, Redclyffe bore no malice towards Lord Braithwaite, but felt really

a kindly interest in him, and could he have made him happy at any less

cost than his own life, or dearest interests, would perhaps have been

glad to do so. He sometimes felt inclined to remonstrate with him in

a friendly way; to tell him that his intended course was not likely to

lead to a good result; that they had better try to arrange the matter

on some other basis, and perhaps he would not find the American so

unreasonable as he supposed.

All this, it will be understood, were the mere dreamy suppositions of

Redclyffe, in the idleness and languor of the old mansion, letting his

mind run at will, and following it into dim caves, whither it tended. He

did not actually believe anything of all this; unless it be a lawyer,

or a policeman, or some very vulgar natural order of mind, no man really

suspects another of crime. It is the hardest thing in the world for a

noble nature--the hardest and the most shocking--to be convinced that

a fellow-being is going to do a wrong thing, and the consciousness of

one’s own inviolability renders it still more difficult to believe that

one’s self is to be the object of the wrong. What he had been fancying

looked to him like a romance. The strange part of the matter was, what

suggested such a romance in regard to his kind and hospitable host, who

seemed to exercise the hospitality of England with a kind of refinement

and pleasant piquancy that came from his Italian mixture of blood? Was

there no spiritual whisper here?

So the time wore on; and Redclyffe began to be sensible that he must

soon decide upon the course that he was to take; for his diplomatic

position waited for him, and he could not loiter many days more away in

this half delicious, half painful reverie and quiet in the midst of his

struggling life. He was yet as undetermined what to do as ever; or, if

we may come down to the truth, he was perhaps loath to acknowledge to

himself the determination that he had actually formed.

One day, at dinner, which now came on after candle-light, he and Lord

Braithwaite sat together at table, as usual, while Omskirk waited at the

sideboard. It was a wild, gusty night, in which an autumnal breeze

of later autumn seemed to have gone astray, and come into September

intrusively. The two friends--for such we may call them--had spent a

pleasant day together, wandering in the grounds, looking at the old

house at all points, going to the church, and examining the cross-legged

stone statues; they had ridden, too, and taken a great deal of healthful

exercise, and had now that pleasant sense of just weariness enough which

it is the boon of the climate of England to incite and permit men

to take. Redclyffe was in one of his most genial moods, and Lord

Braithwaite seemed to be the same; so kindly they were both disposed

to one another, that the American felt that he might not longer refrain

from giving his friend some light upon the character in which he

appeared, or in which, at least, he had it at his option to appear. Lord

Braithwaite might or might not know it already; but at all events it

was his duty to tell him, or to take his leave, having thus far neither

gained nor sought anything from their connection which would tend to

forward his pursuit--should he decide to undertake it.

When the cheerful fire, the rare wine, and the good fare had put them

both into a good physical state, Redclyffe said to Lord Braithwaite,--

“There is a matter upon which I have been some time intending to speak

to you.”

Braithwaite nodded.

“A subject,” continued he, “of interest to both of us. Has it ever

occurred to you, from the identity of name, that I may be really, what

we have jokingly assumed me to be,--a relation?”

“It has,” said Lord Braithwaite, readily enough. “The family would be

proud to acknowledge such a kinsman, whose abilities and political rank

would add a public lustre that it has long wanted.”

Redclyffe bowed and smiled.

“You know, I suppose, the annals of your house,” he continued, “and have

heard how, two centuries ago, or somewhat less, there was an ancestor

who mysteriously disappeared. He was never seen again. There were tales

of private murder, out of which a hundred legends have come down to

these days, as I have myself found, though most of them in so strange a

shape that I should hardly know them, had I not myself a clue.”

“I have heard some of these legends,” said Lord Braithwaite.

“But did you ever hear, among them,” asked Redclyffe, “that the lost

ancestor did not really die,--was not murdered,--but lived long, though

in another hemisphere,--lived long, and left heirs behind him?”

“There is such a legend,” said Lord Braithwaite.

“Left posterity,” continued Redclyffe,--“a representative of whom is

alive at this day.”

“That I have not known, though I might conjecture something like it,”

said Braithwaite.

The coolness with which he took this perplexed Redclyffe. He resolved to

make trial at once whether it were possible to move him.

“And I have reason to believe,” he added, “that that representative is

myself.”

“Should that prove to be the case, you are welcome back to your own,”

said Lord Braithwaite, quietly. “It will be a very remarkable case, if

the proofs for two hundred years, or thereabouts, can be so distinctly

made out as to nullify the claim of one whose descent is undoubted. Yet

it is certainly not impossible. I suppose it would hardly be fair in me

to ask what are your proofs, and whether I may see them.”

“The documents are in the hands of my agents in London,” replied

Redclyffe; “and seem to be ample, among them being a certified genealogy

from the first emigrant downward, without a break. A declaration of

two men of note among the first settlers, certifying that they knew

the first emigrant, under a change of name, to be the eldest son of the

house of Braithwaite; full proofs, at least on that head.”

“You are a lawyer, I believe,” said Braithwaite, “and know better than

I what may be necessary to prove your claim. I will frankly own to you,

that I have heard, long ago,--as long as when my connection with this

hereditary property first began,--that there was supposed to be an heir

extant for a long course of years, and that there, was no proof that

that main line of the descent had ever become extinct. If these things

had come fairly before me, and been represented to me with whatever

force belongs to them, before my accession to the estate,--these and

other facts which I have since become acquainted with,--I might have

deliberated on the expediency of coming to such a doubtful possession.

The property, I assure you, is not so desirable that, taking all things

into consideration, it has much increased my happiness. But, now, here I

am, having paid a price in a certain way,--which you will understand,

if you ever come into the property,--a price of a nature that cannot

possibly be refunded. It can hardly be presumed that I shall see your

right a moment sooner than you make it manifest by law.”

“I neither expect nor wish it,” replied Redclyffe, “nor, to speak

frankly, am I quite sure that you will ever have occasion to defend your

title, or to question mine. When I came hither, to be your guest, it was

almost with the settled purpose never to mention my proofs, nor to

seek to make them manifest. That purpose is not, I may say, yet

relinquished.”

“Yet I am to infer from your words that it is shaken?” said Braithwaite.

“You find the estate, then, so delightful,--this life of the old

manor-house so exquisitely agreeable,--this air so cheering,--this moral

atmosphere so invigorating,--that your scruples are about coming to

an end. You think this life of an Englishman, this fair prospect of a

title, so irresistibly enticing as to be worth more than your claim, in

behalf of your American birthright, to a possible Presidency.”

There was a sort of sneer in this, which Redclyffe did not well know how

to understand; and there was a look on Braithwaite’s face, as he said

it, that made him think of a condemned soul, who should be dressed in

magnificent robes, and surrounded with the mockery of state, splendor,

and happiness, who, if he should be congratulated on his fortunate and

blissful situation, would probably wear just such a look, and speak in

just that tone. He looked a moment in Braithwaite’s face.

“No,” he replied. “I do not think that there is much happiness in it.

A brighter, healthier, more useful, far more satisfactory, though

tumultuous life would await me in my own country. But there is about

this place a strange, deep, sad, brooding interest, which possesses me,

and draws me to it, and will not let me go. I feel as if, in spite of

myself and my most earnest efforts, I were fascinated by something in

the spot, and must needs linger here, and make it my home if I can.”

“You shall be welcome; the old hereditary chair will be filled at last,”

said Braithwaite, pointing to the vacant chair. “Come, we will drink to

you in a cup of welcome. Take the old chair now.”

In half-frolic Redclyffe took the chair.

He called to Omskirk to bring a bottle of a particularly exquisite

Italian wine, known only to the most deeply skilled in the vintages

of that country, and which, he said, was oftener heard of than

seen,--oftener seen than tasted. Omskirk put it on the table in its

original glass, and Braithwaite filled Redclyffe’s glass and his own,

and raised the latter to his lips, with a frank expression of his mobile

countenance.

“May you have a secure possession of your estate,” said he, “and live

long in the midst of your possessions. To me, on the whole, it seems

better than your American prospects.”

Redclyffe thanked him, and drank off the glass of wine, which was not

very much to his taste; as new varieties of wine are apt not to be. All

the conversation that had passed had been in a free, careless sort of

way, without apparently much earnestness in it; for they were both men

who knew how to keep their more serious parts within them. But Redclyffe

was glad that the explanation was over, and that he might now remain

at Braithwaite’s table, under his roof, without that uneasy feeling of

treachery which, whether rightly or not, had haunted him hitherto. He

felt joyous, and stretched his hand out for the bottle which Braithwaite

kept near himself, instead of passing it.

“You do not yourself do justice to your own favorite wine,” observed

Redclyffe, seeing his host’s full glass standing before him.

“I have filled again,” said Braithwaite, carelessly; “but I know not

that I shall venture to drink a second glass. It is a wine that does not

bear mixture with other vintages, though of most genial and admirable

qualities when taken by itself. Drink your own, however, for it will be

a rare occasion indeed that would induce me to offer you another bottle

of this rare stock.”

Redclyffe sipped his second glass, endeavoring to find out what was this

subtile and peculiar flavor that hid itself so, and yet seemed on the

point of revealing itself. It had, he thought, a singular effect upon

his faculties, quickening and making them active, and causing him to

feel as if he were on the point of penetrating rare mysteries, such as

men’s thoughts are always hovering round, and always returning from.

Some strange, vast, sombre, mysterious truth, which he seemed to have

searched for long, appeared to be on the point of being revealed to him;

a sense of something to come; something to happen that had been waiting

long, long to happen; an opening of doors, a drawing away of veils; a

lifting of heavy, magnificent curtains, whose dark folds hung before a

spectacle of awe;--it was like the verge of the grave. Whether it was

the exquisite wine of Braithwaite, or whatever it might be, the American

felt a strange influence upon him, as if he were passing through the

gates of eternity, and finding on the other side the revelation of some

secret that had greatly perplexed him on this side. He thought that

Braithwaite’s face assumed a strange, subtile smile,--not malicious,

yet crafty, triumphant, and at the same time terribly sad, and with that

perception his senses, his life, welled away; and left him in the deep

ancestral chair at the board of Braithwaite.

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