CHAPTER XVIII.

After the two friends had parted from the young lady, they passed

through the village, and entered the park gate of Braithwaite Hall,

pursuing a winding road through its beautiful scenery, which realized

all that Redclyffe had read or dreamed about the perfect beauty of

these sylvan creations, with the clumps of trees, or sylvan oaks,

picturesquely disposed. To heighten the charm, they saw a herd of deer

reposing, who, on their appearance, rose from their recumbent position,

and began to gaze warily at the strangers; then, tossing their horns,

they set off on a stampede, but only swept round, and settled down not

far from where they were. Redclyffe looked with great interest at these

deer, who were at once wild and civilized; retaining a kind of free

forest citizenship, while yet they were in some sense subject to man. It

seemed as if they were a link between wild nature and tame; as if they

could look back, in their long recollections, through a vista, into the

times when England’s forests were as wild as those of America, though

now they were but a degree more removed from domesticity than cattle,

and took their food in winter from the hand of man, and in summer

reposed upon his lawns. This seemed the last touch of that delightful

conquered and regulated wildness, which English art has laid upon the

whole growth of English nature, animal or vegetable.

“There is nothing really wild in your whole island,” he observed to the

Warden. “I have a sensation as if somebody knew, and had cultivated and

fostered, and set out in its proper place, every tree that grows; as if

somebody had patted the heads of your wildest animals and played with

them. It is very delightful to me, for the present; and yet, I think, in

the course of time, I should feel the need for something genuine, as

it were,--something that had not the touch and breath of man upon it. I

suppose even your skies are modified by the modes of human life that are

going on beneath it. London skies, of course, are so; but the breath of

a great people, to say nothing of its furnace vapors and hearth-smokes,

make the sky other than it was a thousand years ago.”

“I believe we English have a feeling like this occasionally,” replied

the Warden, “and it is from that, partly, that we must account for our

adventurousness into other regions, especially for our interest in what

is wild and new. In your own forests, now, and prairies, I fancy we find

a charm that Americans do not. In the sea, too, and therefore we are

yachters. For my part, however, I have grown to like Nature a little

smoothed down, and enriched; less gaunt and wolfish than she would be if

left to herself.”

“Yes; I feel that charm too,” said Redclyffe. “But yet life would be

slow and heavy, methinks, to see nothing but English parks.”

Continuing their course through the noble clumps of oaks, they by and

by had a vista of the distant hall itself. It was one of the old English

timber and plaster houses, many of which are of unknown antiquity; as

was the case with a portion of this house, although other portions had

been renewed, repaired, or added, within a century. It had, originally,

the Warden said, stood all round an enclosed courtyard, like the great

houses of the Continent; but now one side of the quadrangle had long

been removed, and there was only a front, with two wings; the beams of

old oak being picked out with black, and three or four gables in a line

forming the front, while the wings seemed to be stone. It was the timber

portion that was most ancient. A clock was on the midmost gable, and

pointed now towards one o’clock. The whole scene impressed Redclyffe,

not as striking, but as an abode of ancient peace, where generation

after generation of the same family had lived, each making the most of

life, because the life of each successive dweller there was eked out

with the lives of all who had hitherto lived there, and had in it

equally those lives which were to come afterwards; so that there was

a rare and successful contrivance for giving length, fulness, body,

substance, to this thin and frail matter of human life. And, as life was

so rich in comprehensiveness, the dwellers there made the most of it for

the present and future, each generation contriving what it could to add

to the cosiness, the comfortableness, the grave, solid respectability,

the sylvan beauty, of the house with which they seemed to be connected

both before and after death. The family had its home there; not merely

the individual. Ancient shapes, that had apparently gone to the family

tomb, had yet a right by family hearth and in family hall; nor did they

come thither cold and shivering, and diffusing dim ghostly terrors, and

repulsive shrinkings, and death in life; but in warm, genial attributes,

making this life now passing more dense as it were, by adding all the

substance of their own to it. Redclyffe could not compare this abode,

and the feelings that it aroused, to the houses of his own country; poor

tents of a day, inns of a night, where nothing was certain, save that

the family of him who built it would not dwell here, even if he himself

should have the bliss to die under the roof, which, with absurdest

anticipations, he had built for his posterity. Posterity! An American

can have none.

“All this sort of thing is beautiful; the family institution was

beautiful in its day,” ejaculated he, aloud, to himself, not to his

companion; “but it is a thing of the past. It is dying out in England;

and as for ourselves, we never had it. Something better will come up;

but as for this, it is past.”

“That is a sad thing to say,” observed the Warden, by no means

comprehending what was passing in his friend’s mind. “But if you wish

to view the interior of the Hall, we will go thither; for, harshly as

I have spoken of the owner, I suppose he has English feeling enough to

give us lunch and show us the old house of his forefathers.”

“Not at present, if you please,” replied Redclyffe. “I am afraid of

destroying my delightful visionary idea of the house by coming too near

it. Before I leave this part of the country, I should be glad to ramble

over the whole of it, but not just now.”

While Redclyffe was still enjoying the frank hospitality of his new

friend, a rather marked event occurred in his life; yet not so important

in reality as it seemed to his English friend.

A large letter was delivered to him, bearing the official seal of the

United States, and the indorsement of the State Department; a very

important-looking document, which could not but add to the importance of

the recipient in the eyes of any Englishman, accustomed as they are

to bow down before any seal of government. Redclyffe opened it rather

coolly, being rather loath to renew any of his political remembrances,

now that he was in peace; or to think of the turmoil of modern and

democratic politics, here in this quietude of gone-by ages and customs.

The contents, however, took him by surprise; nor did he know whether to

be pleased or not.

The official package, in short, contained an announcement that he had

been appointed by the President, by and with the advice of the Senate,

to one of the Continental missions, usually esteemed an object of

considerable ambition to any young man in politics; so that, if

consistent with his own pleasure, he was now one of the Diplomatic

Corps, a Minister, and representative of his country. On first

considering the matter, Redclyffe was inclined to doubt whether this

honor had been obtained for him altogether by friendly aid, though it

did happen to have much in it that might suit his half-formed purpose of

remaining long abroad; but with an eye already rendered somewhat oblique

by political practice, he suspected that a political rival--a rival,

though of his own party--had been exerting himself to provide an

inducement for Redclyffe to leave the local field to him; while he

himself should take advantage of the vacant field, and his rival be thus

insidiously, though honorably, laid on the shelf, whence if he should

try to remove himself a few years hence the shifting influences of

American politics would be likely enough to thwart him; so that, for the

sake of being a few years nominally somebody, he might in fine come back

to his own country and find himself permanently nobody. But Redclyffe

had already sufficiently begun to suspect that he lacked some qualities

that a politician ought to have, and without which a political life,

whether successful or otherwise, is sure to be a most irksome one: some

qualities he lacked, others he had, both almost equally an obstacle.

When he communicated the offer, therefore, to his friend, the Warden, it

was with the remark that he believed he should accept it.

“Accept it?” cried the Warden, opening his eyes. “I should think so,

indeed! Why, it puts you above the level of the highest nobility of

the Court to which you are accredited; simple republican as you are, it

gives you rank with the old blood and birth of Europe. Accept it? By all

means; and I will come and see you at your court.”

“Nothing is more different between England and America,” said Redclyffe,

“than the different way in which the citizen of either country looks

at official station. To an Englishman, a commission, of whatever kind,

emanating from his sovereign, brings apparently a gratifying sense of

honor; to an American, on the contrary, it offers really nothing of

the kind. He ceases to be a sovereign,--an atom of sovereignty, at all

events,--and stoops to be a servant. If I accept this mission, honorable

as you think it, I assure you I shall not feel myself quite the man I

have hitherto been; although there is no obstacle in the way of party

obligations or connections to my taking it, if I please.”

“I do not well understand this,” quoth the good Warden. “It is one of

the promises of Scripture to the wise man, that he shall stand before

kings, and that this embassy will enable you to do. No man--no man of

your country surely--is more worthy to do so; so pray accept.”

“I think I shall,” said Redclyffe.

Much as the Warden had seemed to affectionize Redclyffe hitherto, the

latter could not but be sensible, thereafter, of a certain deference in

his friend towards him, which he would fain have got rid of, had it been

in his power. However, there was still the same heartiness under it all;

and after a little he seemed, in some degree, to take Redclyffe’s

own view of the matter;--namely, that, being so temporary as these

republican distinctions are, they really do not go skin deep, have no

reality in them, and that the sterling quality of the man, be it higher

or lower, is nowise altered by it;--an apothegm that is true even of

an hereditary nobility, and still more so of our own Honorables and

Excellencies. However, the good Warden was glad of his friend’s dignity,

and perhaps, too, a little glad that this high fortune had befallen one

whom he chanced to be entertaining under his roof. As it happened, there

was an opportunity which might be taken advantage of to celebrate the

occasion; at least, to make it known to the English world so far as the

extent of the county. [Endnote: 1.]

It was an hereditary custom for the warden of Braithwaite Hospital,

once a year, to give a grand dinner to the nobility and gentry of the

neighborhood; and to this end a bequest had been made by one of the

former squires or lords of Braithwaite which would of itself suffice

to feed forty or fifty Englishmen with reasonable sumptuousness. The

present Warden, being a gentleman of private fortune, was accustomed to

eke the limited income, devoted for this purpose, with such additions

from his own resources as brought the rude and hearty hospitality

contemplated by the first founder on a par with modern refinements of

gourmandism. The banquet was annually given in the fine old hall where

James II. had feasted; and on some of these occasions the Warden’s table

had been honored with illustrious guests; especially when any of them

happened to be wanting an opportunity to come before the public in an

after-dinner speech. Just at present there was no occasion of that sort;

and the good Warden fancied that he might give considerable _éclat_ to

his hereditary feast by bringing forward the young American envoy, a

distinguished and eloquent man, to speak on the well-worn topic of the

necessity of friendly relations between England and America.

“You are eloquent, I doubt not, my young friend?” inquired he.

“Why, no,” answered Redclyffe, modestly.

“Ah, yes, I know it,” returned the Warden. “If one have all the natural

prerequisites of eloquence; a quick sensibility, ready thought, apt

expression, a good voice--and not making its way into the world through

your nose either, as they say most of your countrymen’s voices do. You

shall make the crack speech at my dinner; and so strengthen the bonds

of good fellowship between our two countries, that there shall be no

question of war for at least six months to come.”

Accordingly, the preparations for this stately banquet went on with

great spirit; and the Warden exhorted Redclyffe to be thinking of some

good topics for his international speech; but the young man laughed it

off, and told his friend that he thought the inspiration of the moment,

aided by the good old wine which the Warden had told him of, as among

the treasures of the Hospital, would perhaps serve him better than any

elaborate preparation.

Redclyffe, being not even yet strong, used to spend much time, when the

day chanced to be pleasant, (which was oftener than his preconceptions

of English weather led him to expect,) in the garden behind the Warden’s

house. It was an extensive one, and apparently as antique as the

foundation of the establishment; and during all these years it had

probably been growing richer and richer. Here were flowers of ancient

race, and some that had been merely field or wayside flowers when first

they came into the garden; but by long cultivation and hereditary care,

instead of dying out, they had acquired a new richness and beauty, so

that you would scarcely recognize the daisy or the violet. Roses too,

there were, which Doctor Hammond said had been taken from those white

and red rose-trees in the Temple Gardens, whence the partisans of York

and Lancaster had plucked their fatal badges. With these, there were

all the modern and far-fetched flowers from America, the East, and

elsewhere; even the prairie flowers and the California blossoms were

represented here; for one of the brethren had horticultural tastes, and

was permitted freely to exercise them there. The antique character of

the garden was preserved, likewise, by the alleys of box, a part of

which had been suffered to remain, and was now grown to a great height

and density, so as to make impervious green walls. There were also

yew trees clipped into strange shapes of bird and beast, and uncouth

heraldic figures, among which of course the leopard’s head grinned

triumphant; and as for fruit, the high garden wall was lined with pear

trees, spread out flat against it, where they managed to produce a cold,

flavorless fruit, a good deal akin to cucumbers.

Here, in these genial old arbors, Redclyffe used to recline in the

sweet, mild summer weather, basking in the sun, which was seldom too

warm to make its full embrace uncomfortable; and it seemed to him, with

its fertility, with its marks everywhere of the quiet long-bestowed care

of man, the sweetest and cosiest seclusion he had ever known; and two

or three times a day, when he heard the screech of the railway train,

rushing on towards distant London, it impressed him still more with a

sense of safe repose here.

Not unfrequently he here met the white-bearded palmer in whose chamber

he had found himself, as if conveyed thither by enchantment, when he

first came to the Hospital. The old man was not by any means of

the garrulous order; and yet he seemed full of thoughts, full of

reminiscences, and not disinclined to the company of Redclyffe. In fact,

the latter sometimes flattered himself that a tendency for his society

was one of the motives that brought him to the garden; though the amount

of their intercourse, after all, was not so great as to warrant the

idea of any settled purpose in so doing. Nevertheless, they talked

considerably; and Redclyffe could easily see that the old man had

been an extensive traveller, and had perhaps occupied situations far

different from his present one, and had perhaps been a struggler

in troubled waters before he was drifted into the retirement where

Redclyffe found him. He was fond of talking about the unsuspected

relationship that must now be existing between many families in England

and unknown consanguinity in the new world, where, perhaps, really the

main stock of the family tree was now existing, and with a new spirit

and life, which the representative growth here in England had lost by

too long continuance in one air and one mode of life. For history and

observation proved that all people--and the English people by no means

less than others--needed to be transplanted, or somehow renewed, every

few generations; so that, according to this ancient philosopher’s

theory, it would be good for the whole people of England now, if

it could at once be transported to America, where its fatness, its

sleepiness, its too great beefiness, its preponderant animal character,

would be rectified by a different air and soil; and equally good, on the

other hand, for the whole American people to be transplanted back to the

original island, where their nervousness might be weighted with heavier

influences, where their little women might grow bigger, where their

thin, dry men might get a burden of flesh and good stomachs, where their

children might, with the air, draw in a reverence for age, forms, and

usage.

Redclyffe listened with complacency to these speculations, smiling at

the thought of such an exodus as would take place, and the reciprocal

dissatisfaction which would probably be the result. But he had greater

pleasure in drawing out some of the old gentleman’s legendary lore, some

of which, whether true or not, was very curious. [Endnote: 2.]

As Redclyffe sat one day watching the old man in the garden, he could

not help being struck by the scrupulous care with which he attended

to the plants; it seemed to him that there was a sense of justice,--of

desiring to do exactly what was right in the matter, not favoring one

plant more than another, and doing all he could for each. His progress,

in consequence, was so slow, that in an hour, while Redclyffe was off

and on looking at him, he had scarcely done anything perceptible. Then

he was so minute; and often, when he was on the point of leaving one

thing to take up another, some small neglect that he saw or fancied

called him back again, to spend other minutes on the same task. He

was so full of scruples. It struck Redclyffe that this was conscience,

morbid, sick, a despot in trifles, looking so closely into life that it

permitted nothing to be done. The man might once have been strong and

able, but by some unhealthy process of his life he had ceased to be so

now. Nor did any happy or satisfactory result appear to come from these

painfully wrought efforts; he still seemed to know that he had left

something undone in doing too much in another direction. Here was a lily

that had been neglected, while he paid too much attention to a rose; he

had set his foot on a violet; he had grubbed up, in his haste, a little

plant that he mistook for a weed, but that he now suspected was an herb

of grace. Grieved by such reflections as these, he heaved a deep sigh,

almost amounting to a groan, and sat down on the little stool that he

carried with him in his weeding, resting his face in his hands.

Redclyffe deemed that he might be doing the old man a good service by

interrupting his melancholy labors; so he emerged from the opposite door

of the summer-house, and came along the adjoining walk with somewhat

heavy footsteps, in order that the palmer might have warning of his

approach without any grounds to suppose that he had been watched

hitherto. Accordingly, when he turned into the other alley, he found the

old man sitting erect on his stool, looking composed, but still sad, as

was his general custom.

“After all your wanderings and experience,” said he, “I observe that

you come back to the original occupation of cultivating a garden,--the

innocentest of all.”

“Yes, so it would seem,” said the old man; “but somehow or other I do

not find peace in this.”

“These plants and shrubs,” returned Redclyffe, “seem at all events to

recognize the goodness of your rule, so far as it has extended over

them. See how joyfully they take the sun; how clear [they are] from all

these vices that lie scattered round, in the shape of weeds. It is a

lovely sight, and I could almost fancy a quiet enjoyment in the plants

themselves, which they have no way of making us aware of, except by

giving out a fragrance.”

“Ah! how infinitely would that idea increase man’s responsibility,” said

the old palmer, “if, besides man and beast, we should find it necessary

to believe that there is also another set of beings dependent for their

happiness on our doing, or leaving undone, what might have effect on

them!”

“I question,” said Redclyffe, smiling, “whether their pleasurable or

painful experiences can be so keen, that we need trouble our consciences

much with regard to what we do, merely as it affects them. So highly

cultivated a conscience as that would be a nuisance to one’s self and

one’s fellows.”

“You say a terrible thing,” rejoined the old man. “Can conscience be too

much alive in us? is not everything however trifling it seems, an item

in the great account, which it is of infinite importance therefore to

have right? A terrible thing is that you have said.”

“That may be,” said Redclyffe; “but it is none the less certain to me,

that the efficient actors--those who mould the world--are the persons

in whom something else is developed more strongly than conscience. There

must be an invincible determination to effect something; it may be

set to work in the right direction, but after that it must go onward,

trampling down small obstacles--small considerations of right and

wrong--as a great rock, thundering down a hillside, crushes a thousand

sweet flowers, and ploughs deep furrows in the innocent hillside.”

As Redclyffe gave vent to this doctrine, which was not naturally his,

but which had been the inculcation of a life, hitherto devoted to

politics, he was surprised to find how strongly sensible he became of

the ugliness and indefensibleness of what he said. He felt as if he were

speaking under the eye of Omniscience, and as if every word he said were

weighed, and its emptiness detected, by an unfailing intelligence. He

had thought that he had volumes to say about the necessity of consenting

not to do right in all matters minutely, for the sake of getting out an

available and valuable right as the whole; but there was something that

seemed to tie his tongue. Could it be the quiet gaze of this old man,

so unpretending, so humble, so simple in aspect? He could not tell, only

that he faltered, and finally left his speech in the midst.

But he was surprised to find how he had to struggle against a certain

repulsion within himself to the old man. He seemed so nonsensical,

interfering with everybody’s right in the world; so mischievous,

standing there and shutting out the possibility of action. It seemed

well to trample him down; to put him out of the way--no matter

how--somehow. It gave him, he thought, an inkling of the way in which

this poor old man had made himself odious to his kind, by opposing

himself, inevitably, to what was bad in man, chiding it by his very

presence, accepting nothing false. You must either love him utterly,

or hate him utterly; for he could not let you alone. Redclyffe, being a

susceptible man, felt this influence in the strongest way; for it was

as if there was a battle within him, one party pulling, wrenching him

towards the old man, another wrenching him away, so that, by the agony

of the contest, he felt disposed to end it by taking flight, and never

seeing the strange individual again. He could well enough conceive how a

brutal nature, if capable of receiving his influence at all, might find

it so intolerable that it must needs get rid of him by violence,--by

taking his blood if necessary.

All these feelings were but transitory, however; they swept across him

like a wind, and then he looked again at the old man and saw only his

simplicity, his unworldliness,--saw little more than the worn and feeble

individual in the Hospital garb, leaning on his staff; and then turning

again with a gentle sigh to weed in the garden. And then Redclyffe

went away, in a state of disturbance for which he could not account to

himself.

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