Chapter LXXXII.

The Tower of London.

Helen's fleet steps carried her in a few minutes through the

intervening dungeons to the door which would restore to her eyes the

being with whose life her existence seemed blended. The bolts had

yielded to her hands. The iron latch now gave way; and the ponderous

oak, grating dismally on its hinges, she looked forward, and beheld the

object of all her solicitude leaning along a couch; a stone table was

before him, at which he seemed writing. He raised his head at the

sound. The peace of virtue was in his eyes, and a smile on his lips,

as if he had expected some angel visitant.

The first glance at his pale, but heavenly countenance struck to the

heart of Helen; veneration, anguish, shame, all rushed on her at once.

She was in his presence! but how might he turn from consolations he had

not sought! The intemperate passion of her step-mother now glared

before her; his contempt of the countess' unsolicited advances appeared

ready to be extended to her rash daughter-in-law; and with an

irrepressible cry, which seemed to breathe out her life, Helen would

have fled, but her failing limbs bent under her, and she fell senseless

into the dungeon. Wallace started from his reclining position. He

thought his senses must deceive him--and yet the shriek was Lady

Helen's. He had heard the same cry on the Pentland Hills; in the

chamber of Chateau Galliard! He rose agitated; he approached the

prostrate youth, and bending to the inanimate form, took off the Norman

hat; he parted the heavy locks which fell over her brow, and recognized

the features of her who alone had ever shared his meditations with his

Marion. He sprinkled water on her face and hands; he touched her

cheek; it was ashy cold, and the chill struck to his heart. "Helen!"

exclaimed he; "Helen, awake! Speak to thy friend!"

Still she was motionless. "Dead!" cried he, with increased emotion.

His eye and his heart in a moment discerned and understood the rapid

emaciation of those lovely features--now fearing the worst; "Gone so

soon!" repeated he, "gone to tell my Marion that her Wallace comes.

Blessed angel!" cried he, clasping her to his breast, with an energy of

which he was not aware, "take me, take me with thee!" The pressure,

the voice, roused the dormant life of Helen. With a torturing sigh she

unsealed her eyes from the death-like load that oppressed them, and

found herself in the arms of Wallace.

All her wandering senses, which from the first promulgation of his

danger had been kept in a bewildered state, now rallied; and, in

recovered sanity, smote her to the soul. Though still overwhelmed with

grief at the fate which threatened to tear him from her and life, she

now wondered how she could ever have so trampled on the retreating

modesty of her nature, as to have brought herself thus into his

presence; and in a voice of horror, of despair, believing that she had

forever destroyed herself in his opinion, she exclaimed: "O! Wallace!

how came I here? I am lost--and innocently; but God--the pure God--can

read the soul!"

She lay in hopeless misery on his breast, with her eyes again closed,

almost unconscious of the support on which she leaned.

"Lady Helen," returned he, "was it other than Wallace you sought in

these dungeons? I dared to think that the Parent we both adore had

sent you hither to be His harbinger of consolation!" Recalled to

self-possession by the kindness of these words, Helen turned her head

on his bosom, and in a burst of grateful tears, hardly articulated:

"And will you not abhor me for this act of madness? But I was not

myself. And yet, where should I live but at the feet of my benefactor?"

The steadfast soul of Wallace was subdued by this language, and the

manner of its utterance. It was the disinterested dictates of a pure

though agitated spirit, which he now was convinced did most exclusively

love him, but with the passion of an angel; and the tears of a sympathy

which spoke their kindred natures stole from his eyes as he bent his

cheek on her head. She felt them; and rejoicing in such an assurance

that she yet possessed his esteem, a blessed calm diffused itself over

her mind, and raising herself, with a look of virtuous confidence, she

exclaimed:

"Then you do understand me, Wallace? you pardon me this apparent

forgetfulness of my sex; and you recognize a true sister in Helen Mar?

I may administer to that noble heart, till--" she paused, turning

deathly pale, and then clasping his hand in both hers, in bitter agony

added, "till we meet in heaven!"

"And blissful, dearest saint, will be our union there," replied he,

"where soul meets soul, unencumbered of these earthly fetters; and

mingles with each other, even as thy tender teardrops now glide into

mine! But there, my Helen, we shall never weep. No heart will be left

unsatisfied; no spirit will mourn in unrequited love, for that happy

region is the abode of love--of love without the defilements or the

disquietudes of mortality, for there it is an everlasting, pure

enjoyment. It is a full, diffusive tenderness, which, penetrating all

hearts, unites the whole in one spirit of boundless love in the bosom

of our God! Who, the source of all love, as John the beloved disciple

saith, 'so loved a lost world, that he sent his only Son to redeem it

from its sins, and to bring it to eternal blessedness!'"

"Ah!" cried Helen, throwing herself on her knees in holy enthusiasm;

"join then your prayers with mine, most revered of friends, that I may

be admitted into such blessedness! Petition our God to forgive me, and

do you forgive me, that I have sometimes envied the love you bear your

Marion! But now I love her so entirely, that to be her and your

ministering spirit in Paradise would amply satisfy my soul."

"O! Helen," cried Wallace, grasping her uplifted hands in his, and

clasping them to his heart, "thy soul and Marion's are indeed one, and

as one I love ye!"

This unlooked-for declaration almost overpowered Helen in its flood of

happiness; and, with a smile, which seemed to picture the very heavens

opening before her, she turned her eyes from him to a crucifix which

stood on a table, and bowing her head on its pedestal, was lost in the

devotion of rapturous gratitude.

At this juncture, when, perhaps, the purest bliss that ever descended

on woman's heart now glowed in that of Helen, the Earl of Gloucester

entered. His were not visits of consolation, for he knew that his

friend, who had built his heroism on the rock of Christianity, did not

require the comfortings of any mortal hand. At sight of him Wallace

pointing to the kneeling Helen, beckoned him into the inner cell, where

his straw pallet lay; and there, in a low voice, declared who she was,

and requested the earl to use his authority to allow her to remain with

him to the last.

"After that," said he, "I rely on you, generous Gloucester, to convey

safely back to her country a being who seems to have nothing of earth

about her but the terrestrial body which enshrines her angelic soul!"

The sound of a voice speaking with Wallace roused Helen from her happy

trance. Alarmed that it might be the fatal emissaries of the tyrant,

come prematurely to summon him to his last hour, she started on her

feet. "Where are you, Wallace?" cried she, looking distractedly around

her; "I must be with you even in death!"

Hearing her fearful cry, he hastened into the dungeon, and relieved her

immediate terror by naming the Earl of Gloucester, who followed him.

The conviction that Wallace was under mortal sentence, which the

heaven-sent impression of his eternal bliss had just almost

obliterated, now glared upon her with redoubled horrors. This world

again rose before her in the person of Gloucester. It reminded her

that she and Wallace were not yet passed into the hereafter, whose

anticipated reunion had wrapt her in such sweet elysium. He had yet

the bitter cup of death to drink to the dregs; and all of human

weakness again writhed within her bosom. "And is there no hope?"

faltered she, looking earnestly on the disturbed face of Gloucester,

who had bowed with a pitying respect to her as he approached her. And

then, while he seemed hesitating for an answer, she more firmly, but

imploringly resumed: "Oh, let me seek your king? once he was a crusade

prince! The cross was then on his breast, and the love of Him who came

to redeem lost man, nay, even his direst enemies, from death unto life,

must have been then in your king's heart. Oh, if once there, it cannot

be wholly extinguished now! Let me, gracious earl, but recall to him

that he was then beloved by a queen who to this day is the glory of her

sex. On that spot of holy contest she preserved his life from an

assassin's poison, by daring the sacrifice of her own! But she lived

to bless him, and to be blessed herself! While Sir William Wallace,

also a Christian knight, anointed by virtue and his cause, hath only

done for his own country and its trampled land what King Edward then

did for Christendom in Palestine. And he was roused to the defense, by

a deed worse than ever infidel inflicted! The wife of his bosom--who

had all of angel about her, but that of her mortal body--was stabbed by

a murderous Southron governor in Scotland, because she would not betray

her husband to his desolating brand! I would relate this on my knees,

to your royal Edward, and call on the spirit of his sainted queen to

enforce my suit, by the memory of her love and her devotedness."

Helen, who had risen in her energy of speech and supplication, suddenly

paused, clasped her hands, and stood with upward eyes, looking as if

she beheld the beatified object of her invocation.

"Dearest sister of my soul!" cried Wallace, who had forborne to

interrupt her, taking her clasped hands in his, "thy knees shall never

bend to any less than to the blessed Lord of all mankind, for me! Did

He will my longer pilgrimage on this earth, of which my spirit is

already weary, it would not be in the power of any human tyrant to hold

me in these bonds. And, for Edward! believe, that not all thy tender

eloquence could make one impression, where a long obdurate ambition

hath set so deep a seal. I am content to go, my sister--and angels

whisper me," (and his voice became subdued, though still calm, while he

added, in a lowered tone, like that angel whisper) "that thy bridal bed

will be in William Wallace's grave!" She spoke not, but at this

assurance turned her tearful eyes upon him, with a beam of delight;

with such delight, the vestal consigns herself to the cloister; with

such delight, the widowed mourner lays her head to rest on the tomb of

him she loved. But with such delight none are acquainted who know not

what it is to be wedded to the soul of a beloved being, when the body

which was once its vestment lies moldering in the earth.

Gloucester contemplated this chaste union of two spotless hearts, with

an admiration almost amounting to devotion. "Noble lady," said he,

"the message that I came to impart to Sir William Wallace bears with it

a show of hope; and, I trust that your gentle spirit will yet be as

persuasive as consolatory. A deputation has just arrived from our

border-counties, headed by the good Barons de Hilton and De

Blenkinsopp, praying the royal mercy for their gallant foe, who had

been most generous to them, they set forth, in their extremity. And

the king was listening to them, with what temper I know not, when a

private embassy, as opportunely, made its appearance from France, on

the same errand; in short, to negotiate with Edward for the safety of

our friend, as a prince of that realm. I left the embassadors,"

continued the earl, turning to Wallace, "in debate with his majesty;

and he has at length granted a suspension--nay, has even promised a

repeal of the horrible injustice that was to be completed to-morrow, if

you can be brought to accord with certain proposals, now to be laid

before you. Accept them, and Edward will comply with all King Philip's

demands in your behalf."

"Then you will accept them!" cried Helen, in a tumult of suspense. The

communication of Gloucester had made no change in the equable pulse of

Wallace; and he replied, with a look of tender pity upon her animated

countenance. "The proposals of Edward are too likely to be snares for

that honor which I would bear with me uncontaminated to the grave.

Therefore, dearest consoler of my last hours, do not give way to hopes

which a greater King than Edward may command me to disappoint." Helen

bowed her head in silence. The color again faded from her cheek, and

despair once more seized on her heart.

Gloucester resumed; and, after narrating some particulars concerning

the conference between the king and the embassadors, he suggested the

impracticality of secretly retaining Lady Helen, for any length of

time, in the state dungeon. "I dare not," continued he, "be privy to

her presence here, and yet conceal it from the king. I know not what

messengers he may send to impart his conditions to you; and should she

be discovered, Edward, doubly incensed, would tear her from you; and,

as an accessory, so involve me in his displeasure, that I should be

disabled from serving either of you further. Were I so to honor his

feelings as a man as to mention it to him, I do not believe that he

would oppose her wishes; but how to reveal such a circumstance with any

regard to her fair fame, I know not; for all are not sufficiently

virtuous to believe her spotless innocence."

Helen hastily interrupted Gloucester, and with firmness said, "When I

entered these walls, the world and I parted forever. The good or the

evil opinion of the impure in heart can never affect me--they shall

never see me more. The innocent will judge me by themselves, and by

the end of my race. I came to minister with a sister's duty to my own

and my father's preserver; and while he abides here, I will never

consent to leave his feet. When he goes hence, if it be to bless

mankind again, I shall find the longest life too short to pour forth

all my gratitude; and for that purpose I will dedicate myself in some

nunnery of my native land. But should he be taken from a world so

unworthy of him, soon, very soon, I shall cease to feel its aspersions

in the grave."

"No aspersions which I can avert, dearest Helen," cried Wallace, "shall

ever tarnish the fame of one whose purity can only be transcended by

her who is now made perfect in heaven! Consent, noblest of women, to

wear, for the few days I may yet linger here, a name which thy sister

angel has sanctified to me. Give me a legal right to call you mine,

and Edward himself will not then dare to divide what God has joined

together!"

Helen paused--even her heart seemed to cease its pulsation in the awful

moment. Did she hear aright? and was she indeed going to invade the

rights of the wife she had so often vowed to regard as the sole object

of Wallace's dearest wishes? Oh, no; it was not the lover that shone

in his luminous eyes; it was not the mistress that glowed in her bosom.

Words might be breathed; but no change would be wrought in the souls

of them who were already separated from the earth. With these thoughts

Helen turned toward Wallace; she attempted to answer, but the words

died on the seraphic smile which beamed upon her lips, and she dropped

her head upon his breast.

Gloucester, who saw no other means of insuring to his friend the

comfort of her society, was rejoiced at this mutual resolution. He had

longed to propose it; but considering the peculiarities of their

situation, knew not how to do so without seeming to mock their

sensibility and fate. It was now near midnight; and having read the

consent of Helen in the tender emotion which denied her speech, without

further delay he quitted the apartment to summon the confessor of the

warden to unite their hands.

On his re-entrance, he found Helen sitting, dissolved in tears, with

her hand clasped in his friend's. The sacred rite was soon performed

which endowed her with all the claims upon Wallace which her devoted

heart had so long contemplated with resigned hopelessness--to be his

helpmate on earth, his partner in the tomb, his dear companion in

heaven! With the last benediction she threw herself on her knees

before him, and put his hand to her lips in eloquent silence.

Gloucester, with a look of kind farewell, withdrew with the priest.

"Thou noble daughter of the noblest Scot!" said Wallace, raising her

from the ground, "this bosom is thy place, and not my feet. Long it

will not be given me to hold thee here; but even in the hours of years

of our separation my spirit will hover near thee, to bear thine to our

everlasting home."

The heart of Helen alternatively beat violently, and stopped, as if the

vital current were suddenly impeded. Hope and fear agitated her by

turns; but clinging to the flattering ideas which the arrival of the

embassadors had excited, she timidly breathed a hope that, by the

present interferences of King Philip, Edward might not be found

inexorable.

"Disturb not the holy composure of your soul by such an expectation,"

returned Wallace; "I know my adversary too well to anticipate his

relinquishing the object of his vengeance but at a price more infamous

than the most ignoble death. Therefore, best beloved of all on earth!

look for no deliverance for thy Wallace but what passes through the

grave; and to me, dearest Helen, its gates are on golden hinges

turning; for all is light and bliss which shines on me from within

their courts!"

Helen's thoughts, in the idea of his being torn from her, could not

wrest themselves from the dire images of his execution; she shuddered,

and in faltering accents replied, "Ah! could we glide from sleep into

so blessed a death, I would hail it even for thee! But the threatened

horrors, should they fall on thy sacred head, will in that hour, I

trust, also divorce my soul from this grievous world!"

"Not so, my Helen," returned he, "keep not thy dear eyes forever fixed

on the gloomy appendages of death. The scaffold and the grave have

naught to do with the immortal soul; it cannot be wounded by the one

nor confined by the other. And is not the soul thy full and perfect

Wallace? It is that which now speaks to thee--which will cherish thy

beloved idea forever. Lament not, then, how soon this body, its mere

apparel, is laid down in the dust. But rejoice still in my existence,

which, through Him who 'led captivity captive,' will never know a

pause? Comfort then thy heart, my soul's dear sister, and sojourn a

little while on this earth to bear witness for thy Wallace to the

friends he loves."

Helen, who felt the import of his words in her heart, gently bowed her

head, and he proceeded:

"As the first who stemmed with me the torrent which, with God's help,

we so often laid into a calm, I mention to you my faithful men of

Lanark. Many of them bled and died in the contest; and to their

orphans, with the children of those who yet survive, I consign all of

the world's wealth that yet belongs to William Wallace; Ellerslie and

its estates are theirs.** To Bruce, my sovereign and my friend--the

loved companion of the hour in which I freed you, my Helen, from the

arms of violence! to him I bequeath this heart, knit to him by bonds

more dear than even loyalty. Bear it to him; and when he is summoned

to his heavenly throne, then let his heart and mine fill up one urn.

To Lord Ruthven, to Bothwell, to Lockhart, to Scrymgeour, and to

Kirkpatrick I give my prayers and blessings."

**This bequest of Wallace is a fact.

Here Wallace paused. Helen had listened to him with a holy attention,

which hardly allowed a sigh to breathe from her steadfast heart. She

spoke, but the voice was scarcely audible.

"And what for him who loves you dearer than life--for Edwin? He cannot

be forgotten!"

Wallace started at this; then she was ignorant of the death of that

too-faithful friend! In a hurrying accent he replied, "Never

forgotten! Oh, Helen. I asked for him life; and Heaven gave him long

life, even forever and ever!"

Helen's eyes met his, with a look of inquiry:

"That would mean he is gone before you?"

The countenance of Wallace answered her.

"Happy Edwin!" cried she, and the tears rained over her cheeks as she

bent her head on her arms. Wallace continued--

"He laid down his life to preserve mine in the hovel of Lumloch. The

false Monteith could get no Scot to lay hands on their true defender;

and even the foreign ruffians he brought to the task might have spared

the noble boy, but an arrow from the traitor himself pierced his heart.

Contention was then no more, and I resigned myself, to follow him."

"What a desert does the world become!" exclaimed Helen; then turning on

Wallace with a saint-like smile, she added, "I would hardly now

withhold you. You will bear him Helen's love, and tell him how soon I

shall be with you. If your Father would not allow my heart to break,

in his mercy he may take my soul in the prayers which I shall hourly

breathe to him!"

"Thou hast been lent to me as my sweet consolation here, my Helen,"

replied he, "and the Almighty dispenser of that comfort will not long

banish you from the object of your innocent wishes."

While they thus poured into each other's bosoms the ineffable balm of

friendship's purest tenderness, the eyes of Wallace insensibly closed.

"Your gentle influence," gently murmured he, "brings that sleep to my

eyelids which has not visited them since I first entered these walls.

Like my Marion, Helen, thy presence brings healing on its wings."

"Sleep, then," replied she, "and Marion's angel spirit will keep watch

with mine."

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