XVIII

Night-Thoughts on the Hardness of Religious Fellows,

compelling you to be Hard, too; Happier Things again, such as

Hugo, Europe, Trousseaux, etc.; concluding with a Letter from

Texas and a Little Vulgarian in a Red Hat.

The tireless William retraced the wet streets to the Dabney House in

ample time for Mrs. Heth, but the Chairman of the Finance Committee,

being in agreeable converse with fellow philanthropists, came home in

Mrs. Byrd's car instead, after all. Accordingly she did not say to

William, "Miss Carlisle decided not to come, Banks?"--which she liked to

call William for the English sound of it--and Banks, or William, did not

look respectfully surprised and say, "Yas'm, she came ..."

Arriving at home, the good little lady presently ascended to the third

floor, where she entered her daughter's room without knocking, according

to her wont. However, Carlisle had been ready for her for some time.

"You stayed," was mamma's arch conjecture, "to write a ream to Hugo,

dear fellow, I suppose?..."

"No, I went!" said Cally, now in the last stages of an evening toilette.

"Only when I got there, and peeped in, it all looked so dreary and

hopeless that my heart failed me, and I turned right around and came

back! Was it--"

"You did! How long were you there? There's a little too much powder on

your nose, my dear--there! Did you come upstairs?"

"Oh, no! I just slipped in for a moment or two and glanced about that

queer old court downstairs. Quaint and interesting, isn't it? How was

the meeting?"

"Most interesting and gratifying," said mamma, sinking into a rose-lined

chair. "We begin a noble work. You may go now, Flora. I am made a

governor, as well as chairman of the most important committee...."

She monologized for some time, in a rich vein of reminiscence and

autobiography, revealing among other things that she had rather broadly

hinted, to Mrs. Byrd and others, who was the anonymous donor of the

Settlement House; a certain wealthy New Yorker, to wit. However, it was

clear that she saw nothing amiss, nor did she say anything more germane

to her daughter's inner drama than, in the moment of parting:

"Rub your cheeks a little with the soft cloth. You look quite pale."

Carlisle rubbed faithfully, aware of a lump of lead where her heart

should have been. Later she went downstairs, and then on for dinner at

the McVeys'. Most grateful she was for this mental distraction; to-night

she would have played three-hand bridge with papa and Mattie Allen with

enthusiasm.

Evey's dinner, of course, was far ahead of three-hand. The McVeys were

very rich, far richer than the Heths (theirs had been the marriage of

McVey's Drygoods and Notions, Wholesale Only, and Herkimer's Fresh

Provisions), and were considered "not quite" by some people, though Evey

certainly went everywhere and was very refined. Accordingly, the

evening's viands were of the best and the table talk at least good

enough for all practical purposes. Carlisle, who was almost feverishly

animated, lingered till the last possible moment: Evey actually asked

her to spend the night, and she actually came very near doing it.

Escorted home in a maritime hackney-coach by young Mr. Robert Tellford

(whose heart had been lacerated by rumors that persistently reached

him), Canning's betrothed permitted Robert to linger in the library,

positively detained him in the library, till eleven-thirty o'clock:

courtesies which would have run like wine to the young Tellford head but

for the lady's erratic and increasing distraitness....

The bibulous metaphor is here reversible. It possessed mutuality, so to

say. Cally herself would drown trouble to-night with intoxicating

draughts of human society. But there came a time when this resource was

denied her; when the human bars closed, as it were; in short, when all

the society in reach must sorrowfully put on his tall hat and go. And

then there came the nocturnal stillness of the house, and then the

solitariness of the bedchamber, and after that the dark.

Now the question that had rumbled all evening cloud-like in the

background of her consciousness, swam and took shape in the midnight

shadows, dangling before the eye of her mind in gigantic and

minatory capitals:

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