CHAPTER X

"SMILES'" CONSECRATION

If, half an hour previous, Donald had been told that, during the first

evening of his long anticipated visit to his forest of enchantment, he

was to play the part of patient in a spiritual clinic, conducted by a

wandering backwood preacher for the instruction of a seventeen-year-old

mountain girl--as well as for his own enlightenment--he would have

scoffed at the idea; yet, oddly enough, he felt no sense of displeasure

or antagonism.

In the company of this unaffected man of God, the simple old mountaineer

and the equally simple girl only, vanished all the self-conscious

reserve and reticence which usually attacks the modern city dweller when

called upon to speak of things spiritual and eternal, and which had so

often bound Donald's tongue, even when his inner being cried aloud for

expression.

"I hardly blame you for your attitude of mind, doctor," began Mr.

Talmadge. "Although it is certain that the knowledge of God starts from

Himself a ray of pure white light, the dogmas, creeds and

theologies--invented by many men of many minds--have raised between it

and our spiritual eyes a glass clouded with earthly murkiness, through

which we now see darkly. Only as mankind grows in spiritual stature, and

lifts his head above the clouds, can he hope to see the ray in all its

purity and glory."

"Yes, I suppose that's so," assented Donald. "But I'm afraid that my

difficulties lie deeper than the unessential differences in dogma.

However, since our little friend is the one who has questions to ask,

let her conduct the catechism."

Rose was speechless with embarrassment, but finally managed to say, "I

reckon I'm so ignorant, that I can't say the things that are in my

heart. Please, Dr. Mac, you ask the reverend the questions and let me

just sit and listen. Only don't use too big words, for I want to

understand."

"All right, I'll be cross-examiner, but please believe, Mr. Talmadge,

that what I may say is not intended to be argumentative, but rather

honestly inquisitive. I really would like to find out if any one can

reasonably explain some of the many things in religion to the acceptance

of which I have been unable to reconcile myself."

"I'll do it gladly, if I can. But, before you begin, let me apologize

for what I said in ill-timed jest about doctors being atheists. I

suppose that, in one sense, there isn't a more truly religious class of

men in the world."

"I can't agree to that, either," said Donald.

"Perhaps not, but tell me this. Isn't the structure and functionings of

the human body infinitely more wonderful to you, who have made an

intimate study of it, than it can be to us who have not?"

"Undoubtedly. It's the most marvellous thing on God's earth," answered

Donald, unthinkingly employing an expression heard in childhood.

"There!" cried Mr. Talmadge. "He's convicted out of his own mouth, isn't

he, Rose? 'God's earth', he says."

"A mere figure of speech," the physician laughed.

"A statement of fact, sir. There are mighty few of you doctors who will

not, within your hearts of hearts, agree that a Supreme Being must have

designed this earthly temple which we call our body, the world we dwell

in, and established the laws that govern both. And, knowing, as none

others can, _how_ wonderfully the former is constructed, is not a

doctor's appreciation of the Almighty's power bound to be sincere?"

"Granted. But that isn't being religious," Donald protested.

"It is the foundation of all true religion," was the quiet answer.

The physician was still dubious. "Well, perhaps. Still, I doubt if many

ministers would agree that merely because a man may believe in a

superhuman creative power, he is religious, if, at the same time he

says--as I must--that he doesn't and can't subscribe to many of the

things which we were taught as children to believe as 'gospel truth.'"

There was the sound of a shocked and troubled "Oh," from Rose, but the

minister's composure was in no wise ruffled.

"The trouble is, I imagine, that you have mentally outgrown the

willingness to accept certain statements blindly, as children and

primitive minds do, and yet have made no really earnest endeavor to lift

the veil and look behind it with the intent of finding out if a simple

and understandable truth may not lie hidden there."

"But how is one going to get behind a plain statement of what is

apparently meant to be fact, such as the description of the creation in

Genesis?" demanded Donald, somewhat impatiently. "Science is absolute,

and I, for one, know that the Darwinian theory of life, or one

substantially like it, is true. Why, a study of human anatomy proves it,

even if we did not have conclusive evidence in anthropology and geology.

So, in the very first words of the Bible, we start off with a conflict

between its tenets, and what human learning shows us to be an

indisputable fact."

"Do we?" smiled the minister.

"Don't we?" answered Donald.

Rose sat looking first at one, then at the other, with a puzzled look in

her eyes, for it was all Greek to her.

Noticing this, Mr. Talmadge said, "I guess that we've started a bit too

strongly for our little listener, but we want her to accompany us from

the start," and he briefly, in simple words, outlined the Darwinian

theory, which brought an outraged grunt from Big Jerry. Then he turned

back to Donald, and said, "Take the story of ... well, say the prodigal

son, for an example. Was that the account of real happenings, think

you?"

"Of course not. Merely a parable." The other's mind reverted to the one

which he himself had preached by letter to little "Smiles."

"The Bible is filled with parables," said Mr. Talmadge, simply. "Why

should we regard certain stories as allegories merely, and others as

historically accurate statements of fact when they are difficult to

credit as such? Especially why should we do so in the face of the

obvious fact that the earlier part of the Old Testament is simply

tradition, handed down, orally at first, by an intensely patriotic and

rather vain race? _Sacred_ tradition it is, to be sure; but that should

not deter us from endeavoring to analyze it in the light of reason.

Besides, hasn't it ever occurred to you that in a translation from the

original Hebrew, some of the finer meanings of the old words are sure to

have been lost or distorted?"

"Yes, I suppose that is so."

"As a matter of fact, the Hebrew word '_Yom_,' which, in the story of

the Creation, has been translated 'day,' also means 'period.' And it is

a rather interesting thing, in this connection, that the biblical

account mentions an evening to each of the first six 'days,' but not to

the seventh, which shows that _it_ isn't finished yet. Science tells us

that this last period, since the creation of mankind, has already

lasted many thousands of years--although the length of time ascribed to

it varies greatly--and this gives us some idea of how long those other

'days' might have been. Besides, in this case, we do not have to be

'finicky' about the meaning of the ancient word, for in the Psalms there

is a verse which says that a thousand years in _His_ sight are ..."

"Are but as yesterday," Rose completed the quotation in her gentle

voice. "You see, those were God's days, not ours."

"Well, I'll be ... blessed," said Donald. "It is logical enough, isn't

it? The trouble in this case, at least, was that I never consciously

tried to reconcile what I regarded as the old and new beliefs."

"But, Mr. Talmadge," Smiles' perplexed voice broke in. "If human beings

just developed from a kind of monkey ..."

"The anthropoid ape wasn't exactly a monkey, although he may have looked

and acted like one," laughed Donald.

"Well, but how could the Good Book say that God created man in His own

image?"

"Do you remember what Paul said, in his wonderful epistle to the

Corinthians? He answered your question when he wrote, 'There is a

natural body, and there is a spiritual body ... and as we have borne the

image of the earthly, so shall we also bear the image of the heavenly.'

What does the Bible say that God is, Rose?"

"'God is a spirit,'" whispered Smiles, reverently.

"Exactly. And Dr. MacDonald will tell you that 'spirit' comes from a

Latin word which means 'breath.' When God perceived that some of the

earth creatures had, according to His plan, developed sufficiently in

mind so that they could rule the world, He breathed into them some of

His own spirit, and thus created them in His own image--for of course a

spirit hasn't form and shape like beings of flesh and blood."

"Hasn't He?" gasped the girl. "Why, there is a picture of Him, like a

great big man with long beard, in my Bible."

"Merely symbolic, dear child, and I have always felt that it was a vain

symbolism, in both senses of that word. You look them up in your new

dictionary to-morrow. In trying hard to picture God, men have made Him

in the likeness of the most wonderful things their eyes had ever

seen--themselves--and just increased His size. As for the beard, that is

supposed to be a sign of power and strength.

"Of course, in fact, God isn't a man or even a super-man, but a spirit,

combining the spiritual elements of both male and female."

"I reckon I jest hev ter think of er somebody fer ter worship," broke in

the hitherto silent Jerry. "Jest something like ther wind air er bit too

onsartain fer me."

"And for millions of others," answered the minister quickly. "Of course

there isn't the slightest bit of harm in people thinking of Our Heavenly

Father as a Being with a form which our eyes might see if they were only

given the power to behold heavenly, as well as earthly, things. The

conception of the Omnipotent as a physical embodiment has in the past

been of incalculable advantage in making an appeal to an aboriginal type

of mind, since it really requires some sort of material personification,

which it can at least visualize, the conception of which serves as an

incentive for well-doing, and a deterrent from evil doing. It is

therefore infinitely preferable as a working basis to an unembodied

force."

Big Jerry brought a smile to the lips of the other two men by bursting

out, "Durned ef I understand. Them words air too powerful ederkated fer

me."

"But," said Rose, "what you say kind of frightens me, Mr. Talmadge. If

we can't ever see God, even in Heaven, how can we be sure that He _is_?"

"Have you ever seen ... love?" queried the minister softly.

"No, sir."

"Yet you know that _it_ is. You've never seen, tasted, touched or

smelled thought, but you know that it exists. In the same mysterious way

we know, and we shall know more perfectly hereafter, that the Great

Spirit--I've always loved that beautiful Indian expression--_is_."

"Yes," she said, somewhat uncertainly. "I _think_ that I understand. But

it's powerful hard to understand how I can be His little child if He

isn't a person."

"I don't wonder that it puzzles you, dear. It is hard for even the

oldest of us to try to imagine something entirely different from what we

have actually seen with our mortal eyes, and we can hardly conceive of a

spirit, or even a ghost, as something without some sort of a form, even

though it be a very misty one. But the _real_ you isn't the flesh that

we can see and touch, but the spirit that dwells inside, and, just as

some of your earthly father and mother is in your body, so you have

something of God within you, which was given you at birth. We call it

..."

"My soul."

"Yes. And as that was part of Him you are His child ... so are we

all--spiritual children."

"And Jesus? Was He His son in the same way?" whispered the girl.

"Exactly, only to a far greater degree than we can hope to be, for to

Him the Heavenly Father gave His spirit in fuller measure than He ever

had before to mankind, so that He might set an example to the world and

teach us the way we should try to live."

There was silence for a moment, and then Smiles spoke the thought that

had been troubling her. "But, Mr. Talmadge, if God hasn't any body and

our spirits are like him, why heaven ..."

Mr. Talmadge sent a glance of smiling appeal at the doctor as though to

say, "Now I'm in for it. How can I explain heaven as a spiritual

condition?" Aloud he said, "I won't pretend to know just what heaven is

like, but, of course, our spirits won't need an earth like this to walk

on."

"But," persisted the child, "the Good Book says that there are many

mansions there, and golden streets, and also that it is a land flowing

with milk and honey."

"So it does, and very likely there are, in the realms of the spirit,

things which correspond to those that we have known on earth, but I am

quite sure that they are not _material_ things."

"Ef thar haint no real heaven, thar haint no real hell," broke in Big

Jerry, whose mind had been slowly grasping the meaning of the minister's

words. "I reckon thar must be a place uv punishment fer sinners."

Painstakingly, as though explaining to a child, Mr. Talmadge answered,

"Mr. Webb, did you ever do something wrong, because of which your

conscience troubled you later?"

"Reckon I hev. Reckon I suffered the torments uv the damned fer hit."

"Did you ever burn your hand?"

"Yes, I done thet, too; powerful bad."

"Which caused you the most suffering, your conscience or your hand?"

"I erlows thet my conscience done hit."

"That is the answer to your implied question. God doesn't need to give

us new bodies, and send them into a place of fire and brimstone to

punish us for our sins. If the soul suffers, it is in hell, even though

it may still be in our mortal bodies. That it must suffer, when we do

wrong, we know. But, Mr. Webb, I do not think that it is meant to be

punishment in the sense of retribution--getting even--so much as it is

for correction. You know that men put gold through the fire to purge it

of the dross that makes it dim and lustreless. That is what the fires of

the spirit are for; that is why the Bible speaks of Hell as a place of

fire. It is another parable."

"Yes, I see," said Rose, but the old man shook his head, unconvinced.

Then the girl asked suddenly, "But why was God so good as to give us

part of Himself and let us make it impure and suffer, Mr. Talmadge?"

"Ah, now you are getting into the depths of religion and I'd rather not

discuss that until you have had a chance to think over what we have

talked about already. All that I wanted to do to-night was to get both

you, and the doctor, to thinking for yourselves. Come and see me,

doctor, if you want to continue this discussion. I've got theories on

any subject that you may mention, I guess," he laughed. "But I won't

count the evening wasted--even leaving out the pleasure I have had--if I

have helped to open your eyes, ever so little, to the light."

"Oh, you have ... and mine, too," answered Rose. "I mean to think

_hard_, but if I get very puzzled, I'll come to see you about it. But,

anyway, I mean to be God's little child all my life--as well as a

trained nurse. And I mean to help Dr. Mac, always, to be a child of our

heavenly Father, too," she added, simply. As Donald arose to bid the

minister good-night, his eyes were a little misty, for the girl's

unaffected declaration had moved him more deeply than he had ever been

moved in his life.

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