I ate my supper, and went to bed as usual.

You will expect to hear that I got out of bed, and stole away in the

night.

Not so. I kept my bed till the usual hour for rising, though I slept

scarce a wink. The thought of my important purpose kept me awake, and

during the few snatches of sleep I had, I dreamt of big ships and

rolling seas, of climbing up tall masts, and dragging black, tarry

ropes, till my fingers were in blisters.

I had at first partly made up my mind to take my departure in the night,

which I could easily have effected without danger of disturbing any one.

There were no burglars in our quiet little village, nor had any been

heard of for years, so that most people left their outside doors on the

latch. The door of my uncle's house was on that night particularly free

of egress, for, it being summer, and the weather extremely hot, it had

been left "on the jar." I could have slipped out without causing it

even to creak.

But though so very young, I was not without some powers of

ratiocination; and I reasoned that if I ran away in the night, I should

be missed at an early hour of the morning, and consequently sought for.

The searchers, or some portion of them, would be pretty certain to

follow me to the seaport town, and find me there as a matter of course.

I should be in no better position than if I had given John the slip on

the preceding day. Moreover, it was but five or six miles to the town--

I should go over the ground in two hours at most--I should arrive too

early, before the people of the ship would be stirring--the captain

would be a-bed, and therefore I could not see him to offer myself as a

volunteer in his service. These were the considerations that induced me

to remain at home until morning, although I waited impatiently for the

hour.

I ate my breakfast along with the rest. Some one observed that I looked

pale and "out of sorts." John attributed it to my journey of the

preceding day, under the hot sun; and this explanation seemed to satisfy

every one.

After breakfast I was afraid I should be ordered to some work--such as

driving a horse, from which I might not easily get off--some one might

be set to a task along with me, who might report me too soon if I should

absent myself. Fortunately there was no work fit for me on that

particular day, and I was not ordered about anything.

Taking advantage of this, I brought out my sloop, which I was

occasionally in the habit of amusing myself with during hours of

leisure. There were other boys who had sloops, and schooners, and

brigs, and we used to have races over the pond in the park. It was

Saturday. There was no school on Saturday, and I knew that some of

these boys would repair to the pond as soon as they had breakfasted, if

not sooner. This would be a capital excuse for my going there; and with

the sloop ostentatiously carried I passed through the farmyard, and

walked in the direction of the park. I even entered the enclosure, and

proceeded to the pond, where, as I had conjectured, I found several of

my companions with their little ships going, in full sail.

"Oh," thought I, "if I were to declare my intentions! what a stir it

would make if the boys only knew what I was about to do with myself?"

I was welcomed by the boys, who seemed glad to see me once more among

them. The reason of this was, that of late I had been kept almost

constantly at work, and found but few occasions when I could join them

at play, and I believe I had formerly been a play favourite with most of

them.

But I remained among them only during the time in which the fleet made

one voyage across the lake--a miniature regatta, in which my own sloop

was conqueror--and taking the little vessel under my arm, I bade them

good-day, and left them.

They wondered at my going away so abruptly, but I found some excuse that

satisfied them.

As I crossed the park wall, I glanced back upon the companions of my

childhood, and the tears ran down my cheeks as I turned away from them

for ever.

I crouched along the wall, and soon got into the high road that led from

our village to the seaport town. I did not remain upon the road, but

crossed it, and took into the fields on the opposite side. My object in

doing this was to get under cover of some woods that ran for a good

distance nearly parallel to the direction of the road. Through these I

intended to travel, as far as they would screen me from observation; for

I knew that if I kept on the road I should run the chance of being

passed or met by some of the villagers, who would report having seen me,

and thus guide the pursuit in the right direction. I could not guess at

what hour the ship might weigh anchor, and therefore I could not make my

time for absenting myself from the village. This had been the thought

that troubled me all the morning. I feared to arrive too soon, lest the

vessel might not sail until I should be missed, and people sent after

me. On the other hand, I dreaded lest I might reach the port too late,

and find the ship gone. This would have been a disappointment worse

than to be taken back, and whipped for the attempt at running away--at

least, so I should have considered it at the time. I say, then, that

this was the thought that had annoyed me all the morning, and still

continued to do so; for it no longer occurred to me that there was any

danger of my being refused once I offered myself on the ship. I had

even forgotten that I was so small a boy. The magnitude of my designs

had magnified me, in my own estimation, to the dimensions of a man.

I reached the woods, and traversed them from end to end unseen. I met

neither ranger nor gamekeeper. When I had passed through the timber, I

took into some fields; but I was now at a good distance from the road,

and I was less afraid of meeting any one who knew me. I could tell how

far I was from the road, by keeping the sea in sight, for I knew that

the former ran close to the beach.

The tall spires of the seaport town at length came in sight, and by

these I was enabled to guide myself in the proper direction. After

crossing a great many drains and ditches, and scrambling through

numerous hedges--here and there making a bit upon private roads that ran

in the right course--I arrived on the outskirts of the town. I made no

pause there, but directing my steps among the houses, I soon found a

street that led towards the quay. I saw the tall masts as I approached,

and wildly beat my heart as my eyes rested upon the tallest of all, with

its ensign drawn up to the main truck, and floating proudly in the

breeze.

I took note of nothing more; but, hurrying forward, I scrambled over the

broad plank staging; and having crossed the gangway, stood upon the deck

of the _Inca_.

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