3. VII. AN OLD TABERNACLE IN A NEW ASPECT

The October day thickened into dusk, and Jocelyn sat musing beside the

corpse of Mrs. Pierston. Avice having gone away nobody knew whither, he

had acted as the nearest friend of the family, and attended as well as

he could to the sombre duties necessitated by her mother's decease. It

was doubtful, indeed, if anybody else were in a position to do so. Of

Avice the Second's two brothers, one had been drowned at sea, and the

other had emigrated, while her only child besides the present Avice had

died in infancy. As for her friends, she had become so absorbed in her

ambitious and nearly accomplished design of marrying her daughter to

Jocelyn, that she had gradually completed that estrangement between

herself and the other islanders which had been begun so long ago as

when, a young woman, she had herself been asked by Pierston to marry

him. On her tantalizing inability to accept the honour offered, she and

her husband had been set up in a matter-of-fact business in the stone

trade by her patron, but that unforgettable request in the London studio

had made her feel ever since a refined kinship with sculpture, and a

proportionate aloofness from mere quarrying, which was, perhaps, no more

than a venial weakness in Avice the Second. Her daughter's objection to

Jocelyn she could never understand. To her own eye he was no older than

when he had proposed to her.

As he sat darkling here the ghostly outlines of former shapes taken by

his Love came round their sister the unconscious corpse, confronting

him from the wall in sad array, like the pictured Trojan women beheld by

AEneas on the walls of Carthage. Many of them he had idealized in

bust and in figure from time to time, but it was not as such that he

remembered and reanimated them now; rather was it in all their natural

circumstances, weaknesses, and stains. And then as he came to himself

their voices grew fainter; they had all gone off on their different

careers, and he was left here alone.

The probable ridicule that would result to him from the events of the

day he did not mind in itself at all. But he would fain have removed

the misapprehensions on which it would be based. That, however, was

impossible. Nobody would ever know the truth about him; what it was he

had sought that had so eluded, tantalized, and escaped him; what it was

that had led him such a dance, and had at last, as he believed just now

in the freshness of his loss, been discovered in the girl who had left

him. It was not the flesh; he had never knelt low to that. Not a woman

in the world had been wrecked by him, though he had been impassioned

by so many. Nobody would guess the further sentiment--the cordial

loving-kindness--which had lain behind what had seemed to him the

enraptured fulfilment of a pleasing destiny postponed for forty years.

His attraction to the third Avice would be regarded by the world as the

selfish designs of an elderly man on a maid.

His life seemed no longer a professional man's experience, but a ghost

story; and he would fain have vanished from his haunts on this

critical afternoon, as the rest had done. He desired to sleep away

his tendencies, to make something happen which would put an end to his

bondage to beauty in the ideal.

So he sat on till it was quite dark, and a light was brought. There was

a chilly wind blowing outside, and the lightship on the quicksand afar

looked harassed and forlorn. The haggard solitude was broken by a ring

at the door.

Pierston heard a voice below, the accents of a woman. They had a ground

quality of familiarity, a superficial articulation of strangeness. Only

one person in all his experience had ever possessed precisely those

tones; rich, as if they had once been powerful. Explanations seemed to

be asked for and given, and in a minute he was informed that a lady was

downstairs whom perhaps he would like to see.

'Who is the lady?' Jocelyn asked.

The servant hesitated a little. 'Mrs. Leverre--the mother of the--young

gentleman Miss Avice has run off with.'

'Yes--I'll see her,' said Pierston.

He covered the face of the dead Avice, and descended. 'Leverre,' he said

to himself. His ears had known that name before to-day. It was the name

those travelling Americans he had met in Rome gave the woman he supposed

might be Marcia Bencomb.

A sudden adjusting light burst upon many familiar things at that moment.

He found the visitor in the drawing-room, standing up veiled, the

carriage which had brought her being in waiting at the door. By the dim

light he could see nothing of her features in such circumstances.

'Mr. Pierston?'

'I am Mr. Pierston.'

'You represent the late Mrs. Pierston?'

'I do--though I am not one of the family.'

'I know it.... I am Marcia--after forty years.'

'I was divining as much, Marcia. May the lines have fallen to you in

pleasant places since we last met! But, of all moments of my life, why

do you choose to hunt me up now?'

'Why--I am the step-mother and only relation of the young man your bride

eloped with this morning.'

'I was just guessing that, too, as I came downstairs. But--'

'And I am naturally making inquiries.'

'Yes. Let us take it quietly, and shut the door.'

Marcia sat down. And he learnt that the conjunction of old things and

new was no accident. What Mrs. Pierston had discussed with her nurse and

neighbour as vague intelligence, was now revealed to Jocelyn at first

hand by Marcia herself; how, many years after their separation, and

when she was left poor by the death of her impoverished father, she had

become the wife of that bygone Jersey lover of hers, who wanted a tender

nurse and mother for the infant left him by his first wife recently

deceased; how he had died a few years later, leaving her with the boy,

whom she had brought up at St. Heliers and in Paris, educating him as

well as she could with her limited means, till he became the French

master at a school in Sandbourne; and how, a year ago, she and her son

had got to know Mrs. Pierston and her daughter on their visit to the

island, 'to ascertain,' she added, more deliberately, 'not entirely for

sentimental reasons, what had become of the man with whom I eloped in

the first flush of my young womanhood, and only missed marrying by my

own will.'

Pierston bowed.

'Well, that was how the acquaintance between the children began, and

their passionate attachment to each other.' She detailed how Avice had

induced her mother to let her take lessons in French of young Leverre,

rendering their meetings easy. Marcia had never thought of hindering

their intimacy, for in her recent years of affliction she had acquired

a new interest in the name she had refused to take in her purse-proud

young womanhood; and it was not until she knew how determined Mrs.

Pierston was to make her daughter Jocelyn's wife that she had objected

to her son's acquaintance with Avice. But it was too late to hinder what

had been begun. He had lately been ill, and she had been frightened by

his not returning home the night before. The note she had received from

him that day had only informed her that Avice and himself had gone to be

married immediately--whither she did not know.

'What do you mean to do?' she asked.

'I do nothing: there is nothing to be done.... It is how I served her

grandmother--one of Time's revenges.'

'Served her so for me.'

'Yes. Now she me for your son.'

Marcia paused a long while thinking that over, till arousing herself she

resumed: 'But can't we inquire which way they went out of the island, or

gather some particulars about them?'

'Aye--yes. We will.'

And Pierston found himself as in a dream walking beside Marcia along the

road in their common quest. He discovered that almost every one of the

neighbouring inhabitants knew more about the lovers than he did himself.

At the corner some men were engaged in conversation on the occurrence.

It was allusive only, but knowing the dialect, Pierston and Marcia

gathered its import easily. As soon as it had got light that morning one

of the boats was discovered missing from the creek below, and when the

flight of the lovers was made known it was inferred that they were the

culprits.

Unconsciously Pierston turned in the direction of the creek, without

regarding whether Marcia followed him, and though it was darker than

when Avice and Leverre had descended in the morning he pursued his way

down the incline till he reached the water-side.

'Is that you, Jocelyn?'

The inquiry came from Marcia. She was behind him, about half-way down.

'Yes,' he said, noticing that it was the first time she had called him

by his Christian name.

'I can't see where you are, and I am afraid to follow.'

Afraid to follow. How strangely that altered his conception of her.

Till this moment she had stood in his mind as the imperious, invincible

Marcia of old. There was a strange pathos in this revelation. He went

back and felt for her hand. 'I'll lead you down,' he said. And he did

so.

They looked out upon the sea, and the lightship shining as if it had

quite forgotten all about the fugitives. 'I am so uneasy,' said Marcia.

'Do you think they got safely to land?'

'Yes,' replied some one other than Jocelyn. It was a boatman smoking in

the shadow of the boathouse. He informed her that they were picked up by

the lightship men, and afterwards, at their request, taken across to

the opposite shore, where they landed, proceeding thence on foot to

the nearest railway station and entering the train for London. This

intelligence had reached the island about an hour before.

'They'll be married to-morrow morning!' said Marcia.

'So much the better. Don't regret it, Marcia. He shall not lose by it. I

have no relation in the world except some twentieth cousins in the isle,

of whom her father was one, and I'll take steps at once to make her a

good match for him. As for me... I have lived a day too long.'

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