2. V. THE RESUMPTION TAKES PLACE

Having returned to London he mechanically resumed his customary life;

but he was not really living there. The phantom of Avice, now grown to

be warm flesh and blood, held his mind afar. He thought of nothing

but the isle, and Avice the Second dwelling therein--inhaling its salt

breath, stroked by its singing rains and by the haunted atmosphere of

Roman Venus about and around the site of her perished temple there. The

very defects in the country girl became charms as viewed from town.

Nothing now pleased him so much as to spend that portion of the

afternoon which he devoted to out-door exercise, in haunting the

purlieus of the wharves along the Thames, where the stone of his native

rock was unshipped from the coasting-craft that had brought it thither.

He would pass inside the great gates of these landing-places on the

right or left bank, contemplate the white cubes and oblongs, imbibe

their associations, call up the genius loci whence they came, and almost

forget that he was in London.

One afternoon he was walking away from the mud-splashed entrance to one

of the wharves, when his attention was drawn to a female form on the

opposite side of the way, going towards the spot he had just left. She

was somewhat small, slight, and graceful; her attire alone would

have been enough to attract him, being simple and countrified

to picturesqueness; but he was more than attracted by her strong

resemblance to Avice Caro the younger--Ann Avice, as she had said she

was called.

Before she had receded a hundred yards he felt certain that it was Avice

indeed; and his unifying mood of the afternoon was now so intense that

the lost and the found Avice seemed essentially the same person. Their

external likeness to each other--probably owing to the cousinship

between the elder and her husband--went far to nourish the fantasy. He

hastily turned, and rediscovered the girl among the pedestrians. She

kept on her way to the wharf, where, looking inquiringly around her for

a few seconds, with the manner of one unaccustomed to the locality, she

opened the gate and disappeared.

Pierston also went up to the gate and entered. She had crossed to the

landing-place, beyond which a lumpy craft lay moored. Drawing nearer,

he discovered her to be engaged in conversation with the skipper and an

elderly woman--both come straight from the oolitic isle, as was apparent

in a moment from their accent. Pierston felt no hesitation in making

himself known as a native, the ruptured engagement between Avice's

mother and himself twenty years before having been known to few or none

now living.

The present embodiment of Avice recognized him, and with the artless

candour of her race and years explained the situation, though that was

rather his duty as an intruder than hers.

'This is Cap'n Kibbs, sir, a distant relation of father's,' she said.

'And this is Mrs. Kibbs. We've come up from the island wi'en just for a

trip, and are going to sail back wi'en Wednesday.'

'O, I see. And where are you staying?'

'Here--on board.'

'What, you live on board entirely?'

'Yes.'

'Lord, sir,' broke in Mrs. Kibbs, 'I should be afeard o' my life to tine

my eyes among these here kimberlins at night-time; and even by day, if

so be I venture into the streets, I nowhen forget how many turnings to

the right and to the left 'tis to get back to Job's vessel--do I, Job?'

The skipper nodded confirmation.

'You are safer ashore than afloat,' said Pierston, 'especially in the

Channel, with these winds and those heavy blocks of stone.'

'Well,' said Cap'n Kibbs, after privately clearing something from his

mouth, 'as to the winds, there idden much danger in them at this time

o' year. 'Tis the ocean-bound steamers that make the risk to craft like

ours. If you happen to be in their course, under you go--cut clane in

two pieces, and they never lying-to to haul in your carcases, and nobody

to tell the tale.'

Pierston turned to Avice, wanting to say much to her, yet not knowing

what to say. He lamely remarked at last: 'You go back the same way,

Avice?'

'Yes, sir.'

'Well, take care of yourself afloat.'

'O yes.'

'I hope--I may see you again soon--and talk to you.'

'I hope so, sir.'

He could not get further, and after a while Pierston left them, and went

away thinking of Avice more than ever.

The next day he mentally timed them down the river, allowing for the

pause to take in ballast, and on the Wednesday pictured the sail down

the open sea. That night he thought of the little craft under the bows

of the huge steam-vessels, powerless to make itself seen or heard, and

Avice, now growing inexpressibly dear, sleeping in her little berth at

the mercy of a thousand chance catastrophes.

Honest perception had told him that this Avice, fairer than her mother

in face and form, was her inferior in soul and understanding. Yet the

fervour which the first could never kindle in him was, almost to his

alarm, burning up now. He began to have misgivings as to some queer

trick that his migratory Beloved was about to play him, or rather the

capricious Divinity behind that ideal lady.

A gigantic satire upon the mutations of his nymph during the past twenty

years seemed looming in the distance. A forsaking of the accomplished

and well-connected Mrs. Pine-Avon for the little laundress, under

the traction of some mystic magnet which had nothing to do with

reason--surely that was the form of the satire.

But it was recklessly pleasant to leave the suspicion unrecognized as

yet, and follow the lead.

In thinking how best to do this Pierston recollected that, as was

customary when the summer-time approached, Sylvania Castle had been

advertised for letting furnished. A solitary dreamer like himself, whose

wants all lay in an artistic and ideal direction, did not require such

gaunt accommodation as the aforesaid residence offered; but the spot was

all, and the expenses of a few months of tenancy therein he could well

afford. A letter to the agent was dispatched that night, and in a few

days Jocelyn found himself the temporary possessor of a place which he

had never seen the inside of since his childhood, and had then deemed

the abode of unpleasant ghosts.

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