1. VI. ON THE BRINK

Miss Bencomb was leaving the hotel for the railway, which was quite near

at hand, and had only recently been opened, as if on purpose for this

event. At Jocelyn's suggestion she wrote a message to inform her father

that she had gone to her aunt's, with a view to allaying anxiety and

deterring pursuit. They walked together to the platform and bade each

other good-bye; each obtained a ticket independently, and Jocelyn got

his luggage from the cloak-room.

On the platform they encountered each other again, and there was a light

in their glances at each other which said, as by a flash-telegraph: 'We

are bound for the same town, why not enter the same compartment?'

They did.

She took a corner seat, with her back to the engine; he sat opposite.

The guard looked in, thought they were lovers, and did not show other

travellers into that compartment. They talked on strictly ordinary

matters; what she thought he did not know, but at every stopping station

he dreaded intrusion. Before they were halfway to London the event

he had just begun to realize was a patent fact. The Beloved was again

embodied; she filled every fibre and curve of this woman's form.

Drawing near the great London station was like drawing near Doomsday.

How should he leave her in the turmoil of a crowded city street? She

seemed quite unprepared for the rattle of the scene. He asked her where

her aunt lived.

'Bayswater,' said Miss Bencomb.

He called a cab, and proposed that she should share it till they arrived

at her aunt's, whose residence lay not much out of the way to his own.

Try as he would he could not ascertain if she understood his feelings,

but she assented to his offer and entered the vehicle.

'We are old friends,' he said, as they drove onward.

'Indeed, we are,' she answered, without smiling.

'But hereditarily we are mortal enemies, dear Juliet.'

'Yes--What did you say?'

'I said Juliet.'

She laughed in a half-proud way, and murmured: 'Your father is my

father's enemy, and my father is mine. Yes, it is so.' And then their

eyes caught each other's glance. 'My queenly darling!' he burst out;

'instead of going to your aunt's, will you come and marry me?'

A flush covered her over, which seemed akin to a flush of rage. It was

not exactly that, but she was excited. She did not answer, and he feared

he had mortally offended her dignity. Perhaps she had only made use of

him as a convenient aid to her intentions. However, he went on-- 'Your

father would not be able to reclaim you then! After all, this is not

so precipitate as it seems. You know all about me, my history, my

prospects. I know all about you. Our families have been neighbours

on that isle for hundreds of years, though you are now such a London

product.'

'Will you ever be a Royal Academician?' she asked musingly, her

excitement having calmed down.

'I hope to be--I WILL be, if you will be my wife.'

His companion looked at him long.

'Think what a short way out of your difficulty this would be,' he

continued. 'No bother about aunts, no fetching home by an angry father.'

It seemed to decide her. She yielded to his embrace.

'How long will it take to marry?' Miss Bencomb asked by-and-by, with

obvious self-repression.

'We could do it to-morrow. I could get to Doctors' Commons by noon

to-day, and the licence would be ready by to-morrow morning.'

'I won't go to my aunt's, I will be an independent woman! I have been

reprimanded as if I were a child of six. I'll be your wife if it is as

easy as you say.'

They stopped the cab while they held a consultation. Pierston had rooms

and a studio in the neighbourhood of Campden Hill; but it would be

hardly desirable to take her thither till they were married. They

decided to go to an hotel.

Changing their direction, therefore, they went back to the Strand, and

soon ensconced themselves in one of the venerable old taverns of Covent

Garden, a precinct which in those days was frequented by West-country

people. Jocelyn then left her and proceeded on his errand eastward.

It was about three o'clock when, having arranged all preliminaries

necessitated by this sudden change of front, he began strolling slowly

back; he felt bewildered, and to walk was a relief. Gazing occasionally

into this shop window and that, he called a hansom as by an inspiration,

and directed the driver to 'Mellstock Gardens.' Arrived here, he rang

the bell of a studio, and in a minute or two it was answered by a young

man in shirt-sleeves, about his own age, with a great smeared palette on

his left thumb.

'O, you, Pierston! I thought you were in the country. Come in. I'm

awfully glad of this. I am here in town finishing off a painting for an

American, who wants to take it back with him.'

Pierston followed his friend into the painting-room, where a pretty

young woman was sitting sewing. At a signal from the painter she

disappeared without speaking.

'I can see from your face you have something to say; so we'll have it

all to ourselves. You are in some trouble? What'll you drink?'

'Oh! it doesn't matter what, so that it is alcohol in some shape or

form.... Now, Somers, you must just listen to me, for I HAVE something

to tell.'

Pierston had sat down in an arm-chair, and Somers had resumed his

painting. When a servant had brought in brandy to soothe Pierston's

nerves, and soda to take off the injurious effects of the brandy, and

milk to take off the depleting effects of the soda, Jocelyn began his

narrative, addressing it rather to Somers's Gothic chimneypiece, and

Somers's Gothic clock, and Somers's Gothic rugs, than to Somers himself,

who stood at his picture a little behind his friend.

'Before I tell you what has happened to me,' Pierston said, 'I want to

let you know the manner of man I am.'

'Lord--I know already.'

'No, you don't. It is a sort of thing one doesn't like to talk of. I lie

awake at night thinking about it.'

'No!' said Somers, with more sympathy, seeing that his friend was really

troubled.

'I am under a curious curse, or influence. I am posed, puzzled

and perplexed by the legerdemain of a creature--a deity rather; by

Aphrodite, as a poet would put it, as I should put it myself in marble.

... But I forget--this is not to be a deprecatory wail, but a defence--a

sort of Apologia pro vita mea.'

'That's better. Fire away!'

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