CHAPTER XIV

The attainment of pure and permanent happiness, by either of the

attached persons, has always been held to be a leading aim of true

friendship. Mild surprise at the nature of the implements chosen for

such attainment is, perhaps, admissible. But no selfish disapproval can

be justified for a moment, if only the appreciative partner elects to

adhere fixedly to the new plan or newer friend.

Still, human nature is ever more philosophical in theory than in

practice; and the wayfaring Damon, _de retour_, rarely reaches that

pinnacle of sublime abnegation which glories in being superseded, or

expresses gratitude that Pythias has provided himself with another

Damon, ‘whose Christian name was John.’ Some natural distrust must ever

be felt, must be exhibited, let the fresher friend be in the highest

degree justifiable, heroic, adorable.

All the essayists on friendship notwithstanding, Mr. Neuchamp felt

distinctly aggrieved. There was he, rushing back upon the wings

of—well—intelligent and sympathetic friendship, willing to resume

the delightful æsthetic intercourse which compulsory absence had

alone interrupted, and now, apparently, he needed not to have come at

all. Antonia was fully occupied, no doubt interested, by the first

frivolous foreigner that came in her way, and was singing duets and so

on, as if she had no higher aspiration than to listen for ever to a

German band.

Entering the drawing-room, Ernest presented himself just as the Count

(of course it was the Count, confound him!) was singing the _dich der

folgen_ portion of the melody with, as Ernest thought, ridiculously

exaggerated emphasis. He made the most of his eyes—which were really

fine—rolled them in an excess of admiration, and throwing the fullest

expressive force into the concluding stanza, sighed and bowed low

with admiring respect to the fair pianist. She smiled not wholly with

displeasure, and as she turned she met the somewhat grave and fixed

regard of Ernest Neuchamp.

‘Pray excuse me for disturbing your musical entertainment, Miss

Frankston,’ he said, with a coldness unlike anything she had ever

observed in his manner before.

Antonia’s colourless face, which had flushed slightly at the suddenness

of the _contretemps_, regained its habitual serene delicacy of hue, as

she calmly observed—

‘The Count von Schätterheims and I have been practising German duets

for a _matinée_ that Mrs. Folleton gives next week, and that all

Sydney is wild about. It is quite a treat to have the aid of one who

understands the genius of the poetry and music so thoroughly. Permit me

to introduce you to the Count, Mr. Neuchamp.’

The foreign nobleman, a tall, fair man, with a moustache like a

Pandour, bowed graciously, and resumed the musical subject.

‘Ah! I did know Mendelssohn so well as mine fader. He lif at our house

when he come to Munich. He always say I was born for a _maestro_.’

‘And why did you not fulfil his prediction, Count?’ asked Antonia, much

interested.

‘De sword,’ said Von Schätterheims with a grave, sad air. ‘You vill

comprehent, he vas too moosh for de lyre. I join de movement of

freedom. I haf commant, wit poor Körner. He die in dese arms.’

‘The lyre—ahem!’ said Ernest, smiling grimly at his utterly

unjustifiable _mot_, ‘has reasserted his right, I should say. Did not

Körner die in 18—?’ (Here he quoted the memorable ‘Sword Song’ in the

original.)

‘Ha!’ said the Count, a new expression, not only of satisfaction,

pervading his features, ‘thou hast seen the Faderland. No Englander

ever learned a so _heimlich_ acsend who drank not in youth the beer at

_Studenten-Kneipe_—we must have _Brüderschaft_. Is it not so?’

‘Do you think we can manage “Die Schwalben,” Count?‘ asked Antonia.

‘But I haf bromiss to be at the house of Madame Folleton, to hear

mademoiselle bractise dat leedle Folks-lied. Besites, we read Heine

togeder. She is aisthetig—yaas—to de tips of her finkers. Adieu!’

‘And now, Mr. Ernest Neuchamp, what have you to say for yourself?’ said

Antonia, in a tone between jest and earnest, ‘in that you have been in

my presence for half an hour and have only smiled twice, have called me

Miss Frankston, and have looked at that delightful creature, the Count,

with an air of stern disapproval? Where do you expect to go to?’

‘Really,’ said Ernest, ‘I am unconscious of having done or looked

anything peculiarly unsatisfactory. But I thought you were so

exceedingly well contented with the Count’s society that I doubted

whether I was not making an undesirable third. And who is this Count?’

‘Well, he had letters to papa and old Captain Blockstrop; and all

Sydney is wild about him. No party is worth going to where he does not

come. He is the most accomplished and charming person—plays, sings,

paints, has been a soldier and desperately wounded. All the young

ladies of Sydney are wild about him. He is enormously rich, and gives

such parties on board his yacht!’

‘And is Miss Frankston one of the young ladies whom this

broken-Englished invincible has conquered?’ asked Ernest. ‘May I be

permitted to congratulate her?’

‘You must judge for yourself,’ said the girl, with so merry a look

and such a genuinely amused expression that Mr. Neuchamp’s slight

experience of the ways of womankind assured him that no great damage

to his pupil’s heart had as yet taken place. ‘But there is just time

for a stroll on the beach before dinner, and a slight sketch of your

adventures since you left us. You look quite a bushman now. How

sunburned you have managed to get!’

Mr. Neuchamp was but mortal. The best of us, under certain conditions,

are weak. As Antonia shut down the piano and ran to get her straw

hat with girlish freedom of manner, he felt his justifiable wrath

evaporating. Long before they had finished that pleasant ramble in

the cool twilight, with the stars one by one appearing, the surge

voices whispering low and solemnly kind, the cool briny savour of the

ocean—a sea of enchantment to Ernest, but of yesterday from the inner

deserts—long before the somewhat emphasised dinner-bell rang, Ernest

repented of his pettishness. He knew that his friendship had suffered

neither wrong nor change. He felt that there were still feelings and

aspirations in that fresh, unspoiled, girlish heart to which he alone

had the password. He answered Mr. Frankston’s boisterous hail from the

verandah in a surprisingly nautical and cheery manner, and passed into

the enjoyment of dinner, and dinner talk, much relieved in mind.

‘What’s become of the Count, Antonia?’ said the old gentleman. ‘Try

that Chablis, Ernest, my boy; imported it since you were down. Old

Jedwood didn’t give you anything like that; thundering old screw, isn’t

he? good man for all that; trust him with your life. I thought you were

going to make the Count stay to dinner, Antonia.’

‘Well, it would have been pleasanter for Mr. Neuchamp, perhaps,’ said

the young lady demurely. ‘But he said he had to go to Mrs. Folleton’s.’

‘Oh! that was the attraction then,’ said Mr. Frankston. ‘They say he

admires Harriet Folleton tremendously. She will have twenty thousand

down; but as he is so wealthy himself, of course the cash can’t matter.’

‘You all seem to take it for granted that he is so very rich, and a

wonderful fellow in all respects,’ said Ernest. ‘He’s good-looking

enough, I admit; but who is to know whether he is really the man he

represents himself to be?’

‘Why should he not be himself,’ said Antonia, ‘more than any one else?’

‘For this reason,’ replied Ernest, ‘that it is much more easy for a

foreigner to impose upon English people, in a community like this, than

for an Englishman to practise a similar deceit. He has but to bring

manufactured introductions, and the whole difficulty is over to a man

of ordinary address and qualifications for sustaining such a part.’

‘Well, I must say,’ said Mr. Frankston, ‘that the letters I received

might have been written by any corresponding clerk in a German

counting-house. I took him and his letters for granted, and so did old

Blockstrop, just as we should have taken his bills properly endorsed.

But let me ask you, Ernest, my boy, doesn’t he look and speak like the

real thing?’

‘You must not be offended with me,’ said Ernest, conscious of a certain

flash in Antonia’s eyes, ‘or think me ungenerous, if I say that I

should like to take a little more time and have some opportunities of

intercourse before giving my opinion. You must remember that habitudes

of ceremonious behaviour pervade _all classes_ in continental countries

to an extent unknown in British communities. By superficial observers

a count and a courier, for instance, will not be perceived to differ

in manner or language; and the courier is often the more picturesque

personage of the two.’

‘And why not?’ inquired Antonia; ‘is there no difference between the

manners and the conversation of people of upper and lower rank, except

in England and English places?’

‘I do not say that; the contrary is the case, but the discrepancies are

sufficiently minute to escape British people not thoroughly acquainted

with the language. For the same reason no foreigner would discover the

difference between a good-looking, decently-educated Britisher who

dropped his aitches, and the real article. Thackeray somewhere gives a

case in point.’

‘Well, I suppose we shall be all at the great ball next week,’ said

Antonia, ‘and you will then be able to analyse Count von Schätterheims

to your heart’s content. They say he admires Harriet Folleton

extremely.’

‘It’s nothing to me whom he admires,’ said Ernest, ‘as long as he

leaves a certain independent-minded young lady friend of mine alone. I

should not like to see her carried off by any privateer hoisting false

colours.’

‘You are all jealous; that’s the truth, if you would but own it,’

laughed Antonia; ‘and indeed, if one thinks of the commotion the Count

has created among the Sydney young ladies, it seems reasonable enough.

If he had been a whole man-of-war compressed, he could not have been

more flattered and run after. And that is saying a great deal _here_,

you know.’

‘I am aware of that,’ said Ernest, with a slight bow; ‘short as has

been my experience, I have noticed so much.’

‘Well, I agree with Ernest to a certain extent,’ said old Paul

reflectively. ‘It’s as well to be cautious with these wonderful

strangers, especially foreigners. We haven’t quite forgotten Senor

Miranda yet, eh, Antonia?’

‘Yes, I did see him once, if that’s what you mean,’ said the girl,

looking at Ernest; ‘and I have always been very sorry that he should

have come to shame. He was a bad man, of course; but he was really so

very grand-looking, and when he spoke he had such a sweet, grave, deep

voice that you would have done whatever he asked you at once.’

‘What did he do, then?’ inquired Ernest.

‘Do?’ said Mr. Frankston. ‘Why, with forged letters of introduction he

commenced a business transaction with one of the banks; he placed to

his credit a large balance, which he took care to draw out; and the end

of it was that he walked off with five-and-twenty thousand pounds in

exchange for bills not worth _that_, and has never been seen or heard

of since.’

‘How many Germans are there?’ asked Antonia innocently.

‘Forty odd millions,’ answered Ernest.

‘And there are twenty-two millions of Spaniards,’ continued she, ‘for

I saw it to-day. Well, that makes so many—sixty millions, or more,

altogether. And we are to suspect and distrust all these people just

because Senor Miranda was a swindler. I wonder if foreign nations are

equally just to Englishmen on their travels.’

‘Come along and let us have our cigars,’ said the old gentleman.

‘Antonia, we must get you made Austrian consul. What—you haven’t

learned to smoke in the bush, Ernest? Never mind; come along all the

same. Cigars have more flavour in company, and the music will sound

better too.’

It was a superb night—one of the units of that wondrous wealth and

prodigality of perfect weather by which we should set greater store

were we compelled to undergo a quarter of the austerity of northern

Europe. Not a cloud was visible. The large and lustrous stars glowed

all unheeded by an accustomed world. All the intricacies of the harbour

seemed stretched and illumined by the glowing lights from the various

vessels outward, homeward bound, or at anchor. And yet all invisible

as was the sea, the presence of the majesty of the deep was manifest

in the salt savour of the air, in the half-heard murmur of the tide

ripples, in the far indistinctly wondrous tones of the surge upon the

distant beach.

As the old man lit his cigar and looked seaward, mechanically, the

first notes of a brilliant aria floated out upon the air from the

piano, and Ernest musingly realised the unostentatious luxury of the

household, the exquisite beauty of the scene and surroundings, and

contrasted them with the rude adjuncts of Garrandilla and its environs.

Next morning Mr. Windsor made his appearance immediately after

breakfast at Morahmee, and awaited commands.

‘What a pretty horse!’ said Antonia; ‘is that yours?’

‘That is Osmund, my first Australian hackney, and a great favourite,’

said Mr. Neuchamp, with a certain pride.

‘Well, you’ve done credit to your knowledge of horseflesh,’ said the

old gentleman; ‘he would fetch fifty pounds now in Sydney. And what

about my countryman who is on his back? I can tell his parish without

twice looking. He’s like the horse, a good-looking, upstanding young

one; but we can’t be so sure about _his_ value from appearance only.’

‘Jack Windsor is mine, too,’ said Ernest, ‘a good, clever fellow, I

think. It’s rather a long story how we first became acquainted. I’ll

tell it you some day. When I buy a run he will go with me as stockman

and right-hand man generally.’

‘So that’s the arrangement. I hope he will turn out a credit to you,

like the horse. He’s the cut of a good man, and I should have been very

glad to have shipped him in old days for a whaling cruise. You will

have to exercise your horse, now you have him stabled. Antonia would

like a canter, I daresay.’

‘I should, of all things,’ said that young lady. ‘My poor Waratah has

not been out for a week; she looks ready to fly over the moon with

nervousness. We might go this afternoon, if Mr. Neuchamp can spare the

time.’

Mr. Neuchamp declared that all his time was spare time now, and that

he should be charmed to be at Antonia’s disposal for any and every

afternoon as long as he remained in town.

So Jack and the gray horse were sent back to their stable, with orders

to return at three o’clock punctually.

‘And after the ball,’ said Mr. Frankston, ‘I shall take a holiday, so I

think we’ll have a sail and do a little fishing. At any rate we shall

see the harbour, and I can show you something choice in the way of

bays. How do you like the idea?’

Both of the young people protested that it was the exact thing they had

been longing for for months. And so, that arrangement being settled,

the old gentleman departed for town in his dogcart, and Ernest, having

a few things to do bordering upon business, accompanied him.

One of the minor perplexities which assail the student of human nature

arises from the fact that all, or nearly all, of the persons who arrive

in a colony conduct themselves after the same fashion. For a season,

which includes the first few months, they are wildly capricious, and

even reckless, in the matter of raiment. The idea is always uppermost

that, in a new country, it is not of the slightest consequence how

anybody dresses. That to no one, the newly-landed in particular, can

it possibly matter whether his fellow-mortals array themselves in

broadcloth or sackcloth, tweed or canvas, spotless linen or red shirt.

Another strongly implanted idea is, that the subdivisions of society,

set up by colonists among themselves, are vain, weak, and unnecessary.

These severely linear distinctions are adhered to in the old country,

and are _there_, doubtless, right and expedient. But, ye gods! in

this land, inhabited by the wandering savage but of yesterday, by

the confused crowd of hard and anxious colonists (all colonists

are necessarily rough and unceremonious), why revive these absurd,

exaggerated, old-world ceremonies?

Thus, during his little day of nonage, the emigrant Briton

disports himself, rejoicing in his newly-found emancipation from

conventionalities. He goes to a dinner party in a morning suit, and

finds himself the sole person not in evening dress. He pays visits in a

pilot’s jacket, and feels a thrill of pride and defiance as he observes

the young ladies of the house look wonderingly at him. He bears himself

as he would not dream of doing in his own country town, perhaps a more

primitive and deplorably dull neighbourhood than he could easily find

in the older districts of Australia. And for all this refusal to pay

the simple compliment of conformity to the kindly people among whom

he is entertained and made welcome, he has no better reason to give

himself or others than that it is a colony, and that it would be absurd

to expect the same social observances as in an old country.

Nothing could be more amiable than the general toleration which obtains

of this youthful eccentricity, were it not so thoroughly understood

that it is the ordinary early phase of griffinhood, and that it is

certain to wear out in time. It would be mortifying to the pride of the

contemner of social customs, could he but fully understand how every

one, from the mild uncritical senior to little miss in her teens, holds

these clothes-philosophical eccentricities in good-humoured contempt,

and relies upon the wearer becoming like everybody else, in a year or

two at farthest.

We know that much of this spirit possessed the aspiring soul of Ernest

Neuchamp when first he stood upon the balcony of the Royal Hotel and

gazed upon the crowd that passed below. But though he had abated not

a jot of some points of his original charter, he yet could not but

acknowledge that he was a very different individual, in opinion and in

feeling, from the ardent emigrant of only a year ago.

As one consequence of this altered tone of mind, he cheerfully accepted

Mr. Frankston’s offer of arranging his admission as honorary member

of one of the clubs. He began to feel a longing for the society of

his equals; and, as he could not be always lounging away the day at

Morahmee, and did not contemplate an immediate return to Garrandilla,

he saw the necessity of having some recognised place of temporary abode

wherein he might take his ease, in the society of gentlemen, and keep

himself _au courant_ with the progress of the world.

This transaction having been formally carried out by the ever-zealous

and kindly Paul, he was placed in receipt of a missive, signed by the

secretary, and announcing that he had been elected to be an honorary

member of the New Holland Club.

He was introduced next day by Mr. Frankston himself, and discovered

that he had the _entrée_ to a handsome commodious building, with a

larger extent of lawn and shrubbery than he had ever seen attached to

an institution of the nature before. The internal arrangements were

familiar, being precisely the same as those of the London Club, to

which he had been elected about five years after nomination.

There were the same grave, decorous servants, the same silent

appreciation of the same style of highly respectable cookery, the

same comfortable sitting-room, with—oh, pleasant sight!—good store of

magazines, _Punches_, _Saturdays_, _Pall Malls_, and all the priceless

luxuries of refined, if ephemeral, journalism. There was the same

deserted library, the same populous smoking-room, with billiard-room

ditto. To a few members old Paul had introduced him, and for the rest

he was aware that he must take his chance.

He found, after a day or two, that he had small reason to fear of

isolation. A gentlemanlike stranger needs but the evidence of this

quality to procure friendly acquaintances, if not intimates, at any

club.

He was soon known as ‘a young fellow who had been sent out to old

Frankston, and was going to buy a station. A decent sort of fellow

belonging to swell people, and so on. Going to do wonders, and make

important changes. That will wear off—we’ve all passed through that

mill. He’ll settle down and take to wool and tallow kindly, like all

the rest of us, in good time.’

Mr. Neuchamp made the discovery that, if he had been less obstinately

bent upon separating himself from the presumably prejudiced society of

the new land, in the fervour of his philanthropy, he might possibly

have met with other colonists, who, like Paul Frankston, would have

shielded him from harm, and proffered him good and true advice. In

his new home he made the acquaintance of more than one silver-haired

pioneer, who, while gently parrying the thrusts of his eager and

somewhat communistic theories, quietly put forward the dictates of

long experience and successful practice. Every one was disposed to be

tolerant, agreeable, even friendly, to the frank youngster, who was,

in spite of his crotchets, evidently ‘good form.’ And Ernest realised

fully, and rather unexpectedly, that even in a colony it is possible

for a stranger to fall among friends, and that colonists are not

invariably all stamped out of one pattern, whatever anticipations may

be compounded in the fancy of the emigrating critic.

In another respect Ernest found that his club privileges were valuable

as well as luxurious. Among the squatters, who composed the larger

proportion of the members, he had the advantage of hearing the question

of pastoral property discussed with fullest clearness and explanation,

in all its bearings. No one evaded giving a decided opinion upon the

chances of investment, though, according to temperament, and other

causes, the answers were various. All agreed, however, in one respect,

namely, that stock had touched a point of depression, below which it

seemed wellnigh impossible to fall. The great question, of course, was

whether such properties would ever rise, or whether such profits or

losses, as the case might be, must be accepted as permanently fixed.

‘I believe that cattle and sheep never _will_ rise a penny higher

during our lifetime, particularly cattle,’ said a slight, elegant,

cynical squatter, with whom Ernest had made acquaintance. ‘It’s of

course nothing but what any one ought to have expected in this infernal

country. What is there to keep stock up, I ask? As for wool, South

America will grow three bales to our one directly; and cattle and

horses will be slaughtered for their hides, as they are there.’

‘What a grumbler you are, Croker!’ said a stout cheery-looking

youngster, with a long fair moustache and a smooth face; ‘you run down

the country like a rival agent-general. Why do you stay in it, if it’s

so bad?’

‘I’d leave to-morrow if I could get any one fool enough to buy my

runs; take my passage by the mail and never be heard of here again.’

‘Well, you wouldn’t make a bad immigration agent, if the Government

wanted to appoint a prepossessing advertiser for Europe.’

‘Agent! why, what do you see in me to make you think I should accept

any such office?’

‘Only, this strikes me, that if you went on talking there in your

dissatisfied strain, the acute common people would be certain that you

had some reason of your own for dissuading them from embarking, and, so

thinking, would pour in by crowds.’

‘Likely enough,’ sneered the _avocat pour le diable_. ‘There are only

two sets of people in this rascally country—rogues and fools.’

‘And to which division of society do I belong, may I ask?’ inquired

Ernest, rather amused at the uncompromising nature of the denunciation.

‘Well, perhaps it’s not very polite, but, as you wish for the

information, I look upon you as a fool, for wishing to invest and waste

your life here; upon Compton as another, because he thinks well of the

place and people; and upon myself as the biggest one of the lot for

staying here, when I know so well what lies before the whole rotten

sham which calls itself a prosperous colony.’

‘Are matters then so bad?’ inquired Ernest, with some solicitude. ‘I

thought that the country was sound generally.’

Mr. Croker bestowed upon him a look of pity, mingled with contempt, and

in his most acid tones replied—

‘If you knew half as much as I do about the banks and mercantile

transactions, if you were a little behind the scenes as I have,

perhaps unluckily, been, you would know that a crash must come—_must_

come—within the next two or three years. I expect to see all the banks

in the hands of official assignees—they’ll be the only solvent people.

As for the merchants——’

‘Well, Mr. Jermyn Croker, “as for the merchants”?‘ said a jolly voice,

and Paul Frankston’s rubicund and reassuring countenance appeared in

the little group which had gathered to listen to the lamentations of

this latter-day seer—‘how about the merchants?’

‘Why,’ returned Mr. Croker, totally unabashed, ‘I expect to see you,

and Holder Brothers, and Deloraine and Company, and the rest, begging

in the streets.’

‘Ha! ha! ha! capital. Well done, Jermyn; put a half-crown or two in

your pocket against that day; I know you’d like to relieve honest

poverty. In the meantime come and dine with me on Thursday, will you,

and Compton, and Neuchamp? Better come soon, you know, while that

Roederer holds out. “Let us eat and drink,” you know, etc. I say, what

will you take for that cattle station of yours at Lake Wondah? No use

holding, you know, eh?’

‘Two pounds a head, for three thousand—calves given in.’

‘What dates?’

‘Cash down! Do you think I’d take any man’s bills now? No, not if

Levison himself were to endorse.’

‘Hem—ha—I learn the cattle are baddish, but the run is understocked.

How long will you leave it open?’

‘Oh! a month; three months if you like. Send me a cheque at any time

for six thousand and I will send you an order to take possession; that

is, as soon as I find the cheque all right.’

‘Ha! ha! not bad, Croker. It would be the first cheque of Paul

Frankston’s that ever was unpaid, so far. But you’ll not forget

Thursday, all of you, boys. We must try and shake Croker out of the

blues, or he’ll ruin the prospects of every squatter in New South

Wales.’

Mr. Neuchamp’s spirits were not so permanently affected by the

alarming vaticinations of Mr. Jermyn Croker as that he was prevented

from exhibiting Osmund’s figure and paces past the club verandah that

afternoon, followed by Mr. Windsor on Ben Bolt, on his way to keep

tryst with Antonia.

There may be a pleasanter species of locomotion, on a fine day, than

that afforded by a good horse in top condition over a smooth road,

in the immediate vicinity of a valued lady friend; let us say there

may be, but we have yet to discover it. The yacht, sweeping like a

seamew over the rippling, gaily-breaking billow, with courses free

and a merry company aboard, holds high excitement and joyous freedom

from the world’s cankering cares; the mail-phaeton with a pair of

well-bred steppers, or, better still, a high drag behind a fresh team,

well matched and better-mouthed, has its own peculiar fascination as

one is whirled through the summer air, or borne fast and free through

the gathering twilight homewards and dinnerwards; even the smooth,

irresponsible rush of the express train yields not wholly disagreeable

sensation of a victory over time and space, as we whirl down the flying

grades and round the somewhat _risque_ curves. But the personal element

which the rider shares with the bonny brown, or gallant grey, that

strides with joyous elasticity beneath him, had a thrill, in the ‘brave

old days of pleasure and pain,’ that dwarfed all other recreation. If

anything can intensify the feeling of joyance, it is the presence,

similarly equipped, of the possible princess. Then the fairy glamour

is complete—in the forest glades are the leaflets hung with diamonds,

the half-heard music is full of unearthly cadences—and as the graceful

form sways with movement of her eager palfrey, the good knight’s head

must be harder than his casque if heart and sword and fame, past,

present, and to come, be not laid, then and there, at the feet of that

ladye-fayre.

Miss Frankston rode, like most Australian girls, extremely well, and

with an unconscious grace and security of seat only to be attained by

those who, like her, had enjoyed the fullest opportunities of practice

from earliest childhood. Her dark bay mare was thoroughbred, having

been carried off by Mr. Frankston five minutes after she lost her first

race at Randwick. She had been indifferently brought out, and, as a

sporting friend said, was not fit to run for a saddle in a shearers’

sweepstakes.

Antonia had taken a strong fancy to her personal appearance, and Paul,

as usual, had then and there gratified his pet. Waratah, which was the

filly’s name, proving after trial high-couraged and temperate, had been

installed at Morahmee as the description of dumb favourite for which,

in the springtime of life, the heart of a woman is prone to crave.

On this particular afternoon it was proposed by Antonia that they

should ride to Bondi. ‘One of our show places, you must know,’ she

said; ‘and as the wind is coming in strong from the south, we shall

have the surf-thunder in perfection.’

‘Don’t ride _into_ the breakers, that’s all, as you tried to do last

time we were there; if you and Waratah were carried off your feet, your

poor old father would never see his pet again.’

‘How do you know? You silly old papa. Can’t we both swim?’ said the

girl, laying her hand tenderly on his weather-beaten cheek; ‘you will

make Mr. Neuchamp think that I’m as wild as a hawk, instead of being

the sober-minded damsel that I really am. However, you need not be

afraid of my running any foolish risks to-day.’

The morning had been clear, with that suspicion of chill which told

that at no great distance from the coast there had been a strong change

of temperature. In and around Sydney the atmospheric tendency had been

softened into a composite of warmth, tempered with freshness wonderful

to experience and exhilarating past all description.

The girl slacked the rein of her eager mare, and the excited horses

swept along the smooth, winding, dark-red road. Before them lay the

dark blue plain of ocean, fading into a misty, troubled haze which

met the far horizon. Gradually they increased their distance from the

gay gardens and villas of the more populous suburbs, the spires and

terraces of the city.

‘This has always been a favourite excursion of mine,’ said Antonia.

‘From the moment we pass Waverley and front the ocean in all his

wondrous strength and beauty, I feel as if I could shout for joy.

Morahmee is very pretty, but the harbour has always a kind of lakelike

prettiness to me; like the beds in a flower garden, while here——’

‘And here?’ said Ernest, smiling, as the southern maiden fixed her

earnest gaze upon the wide glory of the unbounded sea, with a passion

and tenderness of regard which he had never observed before.

‘Here,’ said she, ‘I feel lifted from my daily small pleasures and

_very_ minute cares into a world of thought and vision, exalted,

infinite in grandeur and richness of colouring. My mind travels

across that region of mystery and wonder which the sea has ever been

to adventurous and practical minds, and all my heroes stand visibly

presented before me.’

‘Please to introduce me,’ said Ernest.

‘I see Walter Raleigh, courtier, poet, warrior, sailor, statesman, and

can mourn over him, as though I had seen that noblest of heads upon the

cruel block but yesterday. I see Francis Drake with his crisp curls

and dauntless spirit; I see Columbus ever calm, watchful, indomitable;

Ponce de Leon, pacing up and down his lonely beach at Hispaniola, and

can fancy him setting forth upon his half-melancholy, half-ludicrous

expedition to _la fontain de jouvences_; even Bimini—oh! the many, many

friends and companions that have ever been associated with the sea in

my mind since my earliest childhood.’

‘I am afraid,’ said Ernest, translating an unacknowledged thought,

‘that you must be something like a cocoa-palm, or your own Norfolk

Island pine, unable to exist out of hearing of the sound of the sea.’

‘I never thought about that,’ answered the girl with a half-curious

look, as if back from the unreal world. ‘I have always fancied that

I would do whatever other people would do. But we all have our pet

fancies, which we spoil like children, or which spoil us, and the

prosaic part of our life has to go on notwithstanding.’

‘Have you ever seen anything of the bush?’ inquired Ernest.

‘Nothing more than a very hasty visit to one or two of the inland

towns. I have always wished to go to a real station and see something

of bush life, but papa never could spare me sufficiently long. What is

it like? All riding about, from morning to night, and being very sleepy

in the evening?’

‘There is a good deal of that,’ said he, ‘but not quite so much as

might be thought. There is a great want of books, and of the habit

of reading, in many places, though I know of course that it is not

universal. But I think when I have a place of my own that I can manage

to unite work and play, real exertion with an intellectual alternation,

and this should be the perfection of existence.’

‘I don’t see why it could not be managed,’ said Antonia. ‘Many of the

young squatters have told me that they could not get books, and that

they were becoming frightfully ignorant; but I always said it must be

their own fault. Any one who _must_ read will read, no matter what

their circumstances are.’

‘So I believe,’ answered Ernest, with most appreciative accents. ‘When

young people, or people of any age, say they have not time to read,

it sounds in my ears as if they said that they had not time to eat

their dinners, or to bathe, or say their prayers, or to talk to their

friends. For these duties and other distractions they generally find

leisure, and if the time be really fully occupied, a quarter of an hour

almost in converse with some authors would provide the mind with new

and instructive thoughts for the whole livelong day.’

‘Well, we must see how Mr. Neuchamp carries out his ideas when he has a

station of his own,’ said Antonia archly. ‘He must have everything very

nice, very superior to the ordinary ways of colonists, and must make

money also; _that_ is indispensable.’

‘I will answer for his trying to have things pleasantly and perhaps

artistically arranged,’ said Ernest, following out the sketch; ‘but

as for the making money, I have so little interest in it as one of the

fine arts, that I may fail in that.’

‘But that is the foundation of all the good deeds that you may do, so

at least papa says. If a man doesn’t make money, I heard him say once,

he shows all the world that there is some quality lacking in him, and

any little that he can say or do will not have its just weight; he is

regarded only as an unpractical, unsuccessful enthusiast.’

‘I hate the word enthusiast,’ said Mr. Neuchamp, ‘or rather the sense

of disparagement in which it is generally used. It has come to mean,

a man who is obstinately bent on a course of conduct which is wrong,

or who exaggerates the degree or importance of his practice in what is

right.’

‘I cannot say that I am particularly fond of the word or of the idea

myself, woman as I am; and you know that we are supposed to be full of

enthusiasm on every conceivable subject from parasols to politics.’

‘And why does Miss Frankston add her powerful influence to the world’s

Philistinism, already sufficient for its needs?’ asked Ernest, with a

slight tinge of satire.

‘I don’t say that I deny or distrust enthusiasm in men; and I can

imagine a sincere respect and liking for the individual to go with a

distrust of the quality, and for this reason. We may have the greatest

admiration for this lofty feeling and generous self-denial which go

to compose the character of the enthusiast; but we may smile at the

likelihood of any of his great schemes issuing in glory and success.’

‘But, surely,’ pleaded Ernest, ‘many of the great deeds which

embellish history and which have ennobled our common natures have been

nurtured in the brains, wrought out by the hands of men whom the world

call enthusiasts.’

‘Of that fact I am not so sure,’ answered Antonia. ‘I should rather

say that the successful heroes were men of steadfast nature, not

particularly acted upon by joy or despondency, whom success did not

exhilarate, nor adversity bow down; through good and evil report,

failure, or the harder trial of success, they bore themselves calmly

and strongly.’

‘But how about the sea—and the mysterious intoxication communicated

by its very appearance?’ asked Ernest mischievously. ‘Is there no

enthusiasm about such a feeling?’

‘All those sensations,’ laughed the girl, ‘belong to the ideal Antonia

Frankston, of which only a glimpse is permitted to any one from time to

time. The real Miss Frankston——’

‘What does she do?’

‘Makes puddings, keeps the household accounts, orders dinner, and has

distinct ideas on the subject of the main chance; _very_ prosaic this

last. Is not that a lovely nook, and _such_ a pretty house?’

At this turn of the subject, and the turn of the road, they had

unexpectedly come upon a villa embosomed in an almost Alpine fir grove;

the trim lawns and delicately-coloured parterres, amid which it was

placed, giving the whole place the appearance of a Watteau, framed in

sombre green.

‘It is a living picture,’ said Ernest; ‘how that wonderful

Bougainvillea has draped the whole height of the north wing of the

house; it is in full and splendid bloom, and mingled with it are

the snowy flowers of the delicate myosotis. How charmingly secluded

it is; they can look straight from their parlours across those

dwarf-walls—across the Pacific Ocean. But where is the shepherdess?’

‘There she is; do you not see that young girl sitting reading by

the fountain? Calm and untroubled she looks; she reclines upon the

low terrace facing the sea; by her side is a great vase filled with

flowers. A child with a wide sash runs out from the house towards her.

Can anything more closely realise a deep dream of peace?’

‘Nothing, indeed,’ assented Ernest admiringly. ‘I could live all

my days in such a nook, with one fair spirit to be my minister,

and perhaps defer finishing my own and other people’s education

indefinitely.’

‘Look!’ continued Antonia, ignoring the personal element, ‘with what

a bold, sweeping curve the coastline recedes; leaving the loveliest

little landlocked bay, with silver sands and a grand sandstone bluff

guarding and walling-in the farther point like a grim jealous giant.

But now we have such a piece of road, before we reach Bondi—smooth,

soft, and slightly ascending. We _must_ have a gentle breather.’

She took Waratah by the head, and slightly bending forward on her

saddle, the eager thoroughbred went away at once, causing the heart

of Mr. Neuchamp to palpitate with a nervous dread of accident. Of

course Osmund followed suit, though it gave him quite enough to do to

keep pace with the bounding, elastic stride of the well-bred flyer.

In a three-mile race he could have run Waratah hard. However, for

the half-mile spin it took a little hustling to prevent his being

distanced. At the steep ascent of the hill above the far-famed beach,

Antonia reined in her steed, which possessed the rare compromise, good

temper with high courage.

‘I suppose that our stupid scientific men will never find out any

way for us to fly,’ said she, ‘but a good gallop must be as near the

sensation as we can hope for. What a glorious feeling it is! I envy men

their hunting, perhaps more than any of their exclusive pastimes.’

‘But ladies hunt, at any rate in England,’ said Ernest, ‘and very

straight they go too.’

‘So they do, I have been told; but in Australia there are hardly enough

of us to keep one another countenance; and besides, papa does not like

it; the fences are so very dangerous.’

‘All things considered, I agree with Mr. Frankston.’

‘But what a view of views!’

They had now reached the crest of the hill, the deep-toned ceaseless

roll of the surf-billows had long been in their ears.

‘That is Bondi,’ said Antonia, pointing southward. ‘I have heard that

sound at intervals all my life. I used to dream of it when I was a

little child.’

Ernest looked southward over a rolling, rugged down, flecked with

patches of low underwood and heath, to where a broad, milk-white beach

received the vast rollers of a boundless ocean. No point or headland

broke the continuous distance of the immense dark blue plain which

stretched to the utmost boundary of vision.

It was no day of gale or tempest, but there had been sufficient wind

on this and the previous day to set in motion the unresting surges

which failed not the year through to moan and thunder upon this broad

clear shining beach. Great crags lay to the westward, shutting off

this bay from the other portions of the coast, while a projection to

the eastward tended to isolate the bay of surges. Far out, from time

to time a shining sail came from the under-world and swept placidly

towards the city, or a stately ocean steamer, with throbbing screw or

mighty paddle, left a long line of smoke trailing behind her as she

drove haughtily against wind or tide on her appointed course.

‘How one drinks in all this grandeur and loveliness of Dame Nature,’

said Ernest. ‘An instinctive constitutional craving seems satiated only

by gazing at a scene like this.’

‘I fully comprehend the condition of mind,’ said Antonia. ‘You have

been shut up at Garrandilla, where in time, except from information,

you would begin to doubt the existence of the sea altogether.’

‘It is an astonishing contrast,’ assented Mr. Neuchamp. ‘How awfully

hot it must be there now. I daresay old Doubletides is just coming in,

half melted after his day’s work, looking for lost sheep—counting one

flock, and ordering another to come in to-morrow.’

‘Surely it must be a terrible life,’ said Antonia apprehensively. ‘Is

that why people in the bush go mad sometimes?’

‘It’s hard to say. I really don’t think he or Jedwood are even dull

or distrait, or unduly impressed with the nothingness of existence. I

think very energetic people have certain advantages. Their tuglike,

unremitting habit of doing something keeps the machine going, until

some fine day a cogwheel catches, or a rivet breaks, and one more human

unit mingles its dust with the forgotten millions.’

‘Contemplation is very nice,’ said Antonia, ‘but I think it tends to

lower the spirits, whereas work of any kind, with or without a purpose,

tends to raise them; and now we must ride for it, or we shall be late

for dinner, which I know from experience does not tend to raise papa’s

spirits.’

The roads were perfect, and the kindly twilight as they swept past

the line plantations of Randwick, and adown the noble avenue which

in the future will be one of the glories of Sydney, through the wide

half-redeemed expanse of Moore Park, and so home by Woollahra, gave

them every opportunity of lengthening their _tête-à-tête_, and yet

arriving at Morahmee in time for dinner. It necessitated a hasty toilet

on both sides, but at the last notes of the bell Antonia appeared,

looking very fresh and animated after the expedition, and Ernest, whose

appetite had not yet relapsed into metropolitan apathy, looked forward

to dinner with feelings of almost youthful anticipation.

‘Well, what do you think of Bondi?’ asked the old gentleman. ‘I was

nearly drowned there when I was a youngster swimming in the surf. In

fact I _was_ drowned to all intents and purposes, except that I am here

now. I was sucked back by the undertow time after time, till I was

quite beaten. I had a few minutes’ awful struggle; then collapse and

half a minute’s choke; then lovely music in my ears; and I left the

world—as I thought—for good.’

‘You dear old naughty boy of a father,’ said Antonia, with tears half

gathering to her eye, ‘I am sure you were bathing unlawfully, like the

boys in the story-book. But what restored you to life?’

‘Well, a Maori, who happened to come up at the time in a fishing-boat.

He could _swim_.’

‘But I thought you said that you were swimming in the surf and did your

best to fight through it?’ inquired Ernest.

‘Maoris and Kanakas can _swim_’, repeated the old man sarcastically.

’White men like you and me can only paddle. Anyhow, he dived and

brought me up, and ten minutes after I was suffering the frightful

torture, “coming to.” So, as perhaps you may have guessed, I did not

die that time.’

‘Oft in danger, yet alive,

We are come to, fifty-five,’

quoted Ernest. ‘I daresay you have had all sorts of hairbreadth

escapes, if you would only tell them to us.’

‘Escapes! well, I have had a few,’ chuckled the old man. ‘Some day I

must make Antonia write them out, and we’ll publish the _Surprising

Adventures of Paul Frankston_. I wonder if I could put in some of my

stories? Ha! ha! ha! How they would laugh.’

‘I think your life would make a capital book,’ said Antonia, ‘and you

could afford to leave the stories out.’

‘Ha! well, I don’t know; some people might object; but I have seen some

queer places and people, and had some very narrow squeaks. I was a ship

boy in the _Lloyd_ when the Maoris took her at the Bay of Islands.’

‘What did they do?’ asked Ernest.

‘Do? Only murdered every living soul except a little girl and myself!

Old Parson Ramsden came down months after and ransomed us. He could

go anywhere. That little girl is a grandmother now. I could show you

such a splendid bit of tattooing just—Antonia, my dear, you needn’t be

afraid.’

‘Don’t be foolish, papa,’ said Antonia, blushing. ‘Mr. Neuchamp, he is

only joking.’

‘Joking,’ said the old man; ‘if you’d only had those patterns printed

out slowly and indelibly, like me and Mrs. Lutton, poor thing, you’d

have known it was no joke.’

‘Well, they didn’t eat you that time, at any rate,’ said Ernest, coming

to the rescue; ‘a hero can’t be killed in the first volume; and what

was the next narrow escape?’

‘Years afterwards I was cast away in the south seas, and came ashore

on a spar at an island where they’d never heard of a white man. They

had sacrifices and prayers and made a kind of lottery about whether

they should eat me; when, as luck would have it, the chief had lost his

eldest son a year before, and the priests said I was him come back. So

I was turned into a Kanaka Prince of Wales.’

‘And was the rank properly kept up?’

‘Jolliest place I ever was in, before or since; I had been starved

and shipwrecked, and I tell you it was a pleasant change; I was the

second man in the island. I had a palace, partly leaves, but cool and

pleasant. I had thirty—well—hum—ha—more attendants than I knew what to

do with. I cried, I know, when a Yankee whaler took me off six months

after. But come, this won’t do, Master Ernest, you mustn’t keep me

spinning sea-yarns all night about myself. You haven’t half told us

about your doings. Was Captain Jinks really a pleasant sort of fellow?

And how about the lock-up?’

‘Come, papa,’ said Antonia, ‘it’s hardly fair to Mr. Neuchamp to

laugh at him about that little mistake—any one might be taken in by a

nice-looking, clever, plausible man.’

‘Well, I confess,’ said Ernest boldly, ‘I _was_ taken in, though I

ought to have known better. If I had seen a seedy aristocrat in my own

country, I should not have made a travelling companion of him. But

he was very clever and good-looking, and I thought there was nothing

wonderful in such a man being out of luck in a colony.’

‘Never mind; fault on the right side,’ said Mr. Frankston—‘anything’s

better than being suspicious; you’ll cut your wisdom teeth before

you’ve done with us.’

END OF VOL. I

_Printed by_ R. & R. CLARK, _Edinburgh_.

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Transcriber's note:

Obvious typographical errors have been silently corrected. Other

variations in hyphenation, spelling and punctuation remain unchanged.

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