IV

For a long time he had only his thoughts for company. They were not

pleasant. He felt alone, as he had never felt so utterly lonely and

deserted before anywhere in the System. Now he realized that even

since his landing on Asgard, he had had companionship of a sort--that

the twin voices murmuring in his brain had been more real than he had

realized. A living warmth, a sense of--of _presence_--had been with him

then.

But it was gone now. Its absence left a black void within him. He stood

alone.

And Kari.... If he saw her again when his hands were free, he would

kill her. He knew that. But--but her shining smile lightened the

darkness that engulfed him now. He had never seen loveliness like

Kari's, and he had known so many women, so many, too many.... A man who

has fought his way Sunward and back again by way of Pluto's chasmed

midnight is not so easily misled by the smile of a pretty woman.

Kari was no ordinary woman--God knew she was not! Perhaps not even

human, perhaps not even real at all. It might be that very touch of

alienage that had stamped her shining image upon his memory, but he

could not put the image aside now. He saw her clearly in the darkness

of his captivity and the deeper dark of his loneliness, now that the

voices were stilled. Lovely, exotic, with the eyes full of longing and

terror--what lies they told!--and that lovely, that dazzling smile.

Bitterness made a wry taste in his mouth. Either she was one of the

Aesir, or she served them. Served them well. A knife in the heart was

the only answer he had for her, and he meant to give her that edged

answer if he lived. But she was so very lovely....

Slowly the veil of darkness lifted. He saw a face he had seen

before--the harsh, seamed features of the burly Earthman in the pit.

And beyond him, the slim Martian girl. All motionless, standing like

statues beside him ... beside him! For Stuart was one of them now. He

was in the pit, with the other captives.

Sensation came back slowly. With it came a tingling, a warm vibration

along his spine ... about his throat ... inside his brain. He

could not move, but at the corner of his range of vision flamed a

crimsonness--the cloak. He still wore it.

He wondered if the other captives could see him, if their minds were

as active as his in their congealed bodies. Or whether the chill of

deathlike silence held their brains along with their frozen limbs.

A slow, volcanic fury began to glow within him. Kari--traitor and

murderess! Was she Aesir? Was she Earth-born? And that black-cloaked,

cowled creature ... which was not real. Another projector of the Aesir,

as the giants had been?

_You were sent by the Protectors._

Memory of Kari's phrase came back to Stuart now. And with it, as though

he had somehow unbarred a locked gate, opened it a mere crack, came

a--a whispering.

Not audible. Faint, faraway, like the shadow of a wind rustling ghosts

of autumn leaves, the murmur rose and fell ... calling him.

The scarlet cloak moved ... writhed ... flowed more closely about him.

Fainter grew the voices.

Stuart strained after them. His soul sprang up ... reaching toward

those friendly, utterly inhuman whispers that came from nowhere.

A dull lethargy numbed him. The cloak drew tighter....

He ignored it. Deep in the citadel of his mind, he made himself

receptive, all his being focused on that--that strange calling from

beyond.

And, suddenly, there were words....

"_Derek Stuart. Can you hear us? Answer!_"

His stiff lips could not speak, but his thoughts formed an answer. And,

rising and falling as though the frequency of that incredible telepathy

pulsed and changed continually, the message came--

"We have lost. You have lost too, Stuart. But we will stay with you--we

_must_ stay now--and perhaps your death will be easier because of

that...."

"Who are you?" he thought, oddly awed by the personality he sensed

behind that voice that was really two voices.

"There is little time." The--sound?--faded into a thin whisper, then

grew stronger. "The cloak makes it hard for us to communicate with you.

And now we can give you none of our power at all. It is a monstrous

thing--a blasphemy such as only the Aesir would create. Half-alive--it

makes an artificial synapse between the individual and outside mental

contacts. We cannot help you--"

"Who are you?"

"We are the Protectors. Listen now, Stuart, for soon you must walk the

Long Orbit with the others. We removed some of your memories, so the

Aesir could not read your mind and have time to prepare themselves--we

hoped we might destroy them this time. But--we have failed again.

Now--we give you your memories back."

Like a slowly rising tide, Stuart's past began to return. He did not

question how this was done; he was too busy lifting the veil that had

darkened his mind since--since that night at the Singing Star in New

Boston. A few drinks with the tired-eyed man, and then darkness--

But the curtain was lifting now. He remembered....

* * * * *

He remembered a tiny, underground room, with armed men--not many of

them--staring at him. A voice that said, "You must either join us or

die. We dare run no risks. For hundreds of years a tiny band of us has

survived, only because the Aesir did not know we existed."

"Rebels?" he had asked.

"Sworn to destroy the Aesir," the man told him, and an answering glow

burned briefly in the eyes of the others.

Stuart laughed.

"You have courage," the man said. "You'll need it. I know why you

laugh. But we don't fight alone. Have you ever heard of the Protectors?"

"Never."

"Few have. They aren't human, any more than the Aesir are. But they are

not evil. They're humanity's champions. They have sworn to destroy the

Aesir, as we have--and so we serve them."

"Who are they, then? What are they?"

"No man knows," the other said quietly. "Who--and where--they are is a

secret they keep to themselves. But we hear their messages. And once in

a lifetime, not oftener, they tell us where we may find some man they

have winnowed the planets to discover. In our lifetime, Stuart, you are

the man."

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