CHAPTER XII

A WEEK after this interview Tyrrel and Ethel were in New York. They

landed early in the morning, but the Judge and Ruth were on the pier to

meet them; and they breakfasted together at the fashionable hotel,

where an elegant suite had been reserved for the residence of the

Tyrrel-Rawdons until they had perfected their plans for the future.

Tyrrel was boyishly excited, but Ethel’s interest could not leave

her father and his new wife. These two had lived in the same home for

fifteen years, and then they had married each other, and both of them

looked fifteen years younger. The Judge was actually merry, and Ruth, in

spite of her supposed “docility,” had quite reversed the situation. It

was the Judge who was now docile, and even admiringly obedient to all

Ruth’s wifely advices and admonitions.

The breakfast was a talkative, tardy one, but at length the Judge went

to his office and Tyrrel had to go to the Custom House. Ethel was eager

to see her grandmother, and she was sure the dear old lady was anxiously

waiting her arrival. And Ruth was just as anxious for Ethel to visit her

renovated home. She had the young wife’s delight in its beauty, and she

wanted Ethel to admire it with her.

“We will dine with you to-morrow, Ruth,” said Ethel, “and I will come

very early and see all the improvements. I feel sure the house is

lovely, and I am glad father made you such a pretty nest. Nothing is too

pretty for you, Ruth.” And there was no insincerity in this compliment.

These two women knew and loved and trusted each other without a shadow

of doubt or variableness.

So Ruth went to her home, and Ethel hastened to Gramercy Park. Madam was

eagerly watching for her arrival.

“I have been impatient for a whole hour, all in a quiver, dearie,” she

cried. “It is nearly noon.”

“I have been impatient also, Granny, but father and Ruth met us at the

pier and stayed to breakfast with us, and you know how men talk and

talk.”

“Ruth and father down at the pier! How you dream!”

“They were really there. And they do seem so happy, grandmother. They

are so much in love with each other.”

“I dare say. There are no fools like old fools. So you have sold the

Court to Nicholas Rawdon, and a cotton-spinner is Lord of the Manor.

Well, well, how are the mighty fallen!”

“I made twenty thousand pounds by the sale. Nicholas Rawdon is

a gentleman, and John Thomas is the most popular man in all the

neighborhood. And, Granny, he has two sons--twins--the handsomest little

chaps you ever saw. No fear of a Rawdon to heir the Manor now.”

“Fortune is a baggage. When she is ill to a man she knows no reason. She

sent John Thomas to Parliament, and kept Fred out at a loss, too. She

took the Court from Fred and gave it to John Thomas, and she gives

him two sons about the same time she gives Fred one, and that one she

kidnaps out of his sight and knowledge. Poor Fred!”

“Well, grandmother, it is ‘poor Fred’s’ own doing, and, I assure you,

Fred would have been most unwelcome at the Court. And the squires and

gentry round did not like a woman in the place; they were at a loss what

to do with me. I was no good for dinners and politics and hunting.

I embarrassed them.” “Of course you would. They would have to talk

decently and behave politely, and they would not be able to tell their

choicest stories. Your presence would be a bore; but could not Tyrrel

take your place?”

“Granny, Tyrrel was really unhappy in that kind of life. And he was a

foreigner, so was I. You know what Yorkshire people think of foreigners.

They were very courteous, but they were glad to have the Yorkshire

Rawdons in our place. And Tyrrel did not like working with the earth; he

loves machinery and electricity.”

“To be sure. When a man has got used to delving for gold or silver,

cutting grass and wheat does seem a slow kind of business.”

“And he disliked the shut-up feeling the park gave him. He said we were

in the midst of solitude three miles thick. It made him depressed and

lonely.”

“That is nonsense. I am sure on the Western plains he had solitude sixty

miles thick--often.”

“Very likely, but then he had an horizon, even if it were sixty miles

away. And no matter how far he rode, there was always that line where

earth seemed to rise to heaven. But the park was surrounded by a brick

wall fourteen feet high. It had no horizon. You felt as if you were in

a large, green box--at least Tyrrel did. The wall was covered with roses

and ivy, but still it was a boundary you could not pass, and could not

see over. Don’t you understand, Granny, how Tyrrel would feel this?”

“I can’t say I do. Why didn’t he come with you?”

“He had to go to the Customs about our trunks, and there were other

things. He will see you to-morrow. Then we are going to dine with

father, and if you will join us, we will call at six for you. Do,

Granny.”

“Very well, I shall be ready.” But after a moment’s thought she

continued, “No, I will not go. I am only a mortal woman, and the company

of angels bores me yet.”

“Now, Granny, dear.”

“I mean what I say. Your father has married such a piece of perfection

that I feel my shortcomings in her presence more than I can bear. But

I’ll tell you what, dearie, Tyrrel may come for me Saturday night at

six, and I will have my dinner with you. I want to see the dining-room

of a swell hotel in full dress; and I will wear my violet satin and

white Spanish lace, and look as smart as can be, dear. And Tyrrel may

buy me a bunch of white violets. I am none too old to wear them. Who

knows but I may go to the theater also?”

“Oh, Granny, you are just the dearest young lady I know! Tyrrel will be

as proud as a peacock.”

“Well, I am not as young as I might be, but I am a deal younger than I

look. Listen, dearie, I have never FELT old yet! Isn’t that a thing to

be grateful for? I don’t read much poetry, except it be in the Church

Hymnal, but I cut a verse out of a magazine a year ago which just suits

my idea of life, and, what is still more wonderful, I took the trouble

to learn it. Oliver Wendell Holmes wrote it, and I’ll warrant him for

a good, cheerful, trust-in-God man, or he’d never have thought of such

sensible words.”

“I am listening, Granny, for the verse.”

“Yes, and learn it yourself. It will come in handy some day, when Tyrrel

and you are getting white-haired and handsome, as everyone ought to get

when they have passed their half-century and are facing the light of the

heavenly world:

“At sixty-two life has begun;

At seventy-three begins once more;

Fly swifter as thou near’st the sun,

And brighter shine at eighty-four.

At ninety-five,

Should thou arrive,

Still wait on God, and work and thrive.”

Such words as those, Ethel, keep a woman young, and make her right glad

that she was born and thankful that she lives.”

“Thank you for them, dear Granny. Now I must run away as fast as I can.

Tyrrel will be wondering what has happened to me.”

In this conjecture she was right. Tyrrel was in evening dress, and

walking restlessly about their private parlor. “Ethel,” he said,

plaintively, “I have been so uneasy about you.”

“I am all right, dearest. I was with grandmother. I shall be ready in

half an hour.”

Even if she had been longer, she would have earned the delay, for she

returned to him in pink silk and old Venice point de rose, with a pretty

ermine tippet across her shoulders. It was a joy to see her, a delight

to hear her speak, and she walked as if she heard music. The dining-room

was crowded when they entered, but they made a sensation. Many rose

and came to welcome them home. Others smiled across the busy space and

lifted their wineglass in recognition. The room was electric, sensitive

and excited. It was flooded with a soft light; it was full of the

perfume of flowers. The brilliant coloring of silks and satins, and the

soft miracle of white lace blended with the artistically painted walls

and roof. The aroma of delicate food, the tinkle of crystal, the low

murmur of happy voices, the thrill of sudden laughter, and the delicious

accompaniment of soft, sensuous music completed the charm of the room.

To eat in such surroundings was as far beyond the famous flower-crowned

feasts of Rome and Greece as the east is from the west. It was

impossible to resist its influence. From the point of the senses, the

soul was drinking life out of a cup of overflowing delight. And it was

only natural that in their hearts both Tyrrel and Ethel should make a

swift, though silent, comparison between this feast of sensation and

flow of human attraction and the still, sweet order of the Rawdon

dining-room, with its noiseless service, and its latticed win-dows open

to all the wandering scents and songs of the garden.

Perhaps the latter would have the sweetest and dearest and most abiding

place in their hearts; but just in the present they were enthralled and

excited by the beauty and good comradeship of the social New York dinner

function. Their eyes were shining, their hearts thrilling, they went to

their own apartments hand in hand, buoyant, vivacious, feeling that life

was good and love unchangeable. And the windows being open, they walked

to one and stood looking out upon the avenue. All signs of commerce

had gone from the beautiful street, but it was busy and noisy with the

traffic of pleasure, and the hum of multitudes, the rattle of carriages,

the rush of autos, the light, hurrying footsteps of pleasure-seekers

insistently demanded their sympathy.

“We cannot go out to-night,” said Ethel. “We are both more weary than we

know.”

“No, we cannot go to-night; but, oh, Ethel, we are in New York again!

Is not that joy enough? I am so happy! I am so happy. We are in New York

again! There is no city like it in all the world. Men live here, they

work here, they enjoy here. How happy, how busy we are going to be,

Ethel!”

During these joyful, hopeful expectations he was walking up and down the

room, his eyes dilating with rapture, and Ethel closed the window and

joined him. They magnified their joy, they wondered at it, they were

sure no one before them had ever loved as they loved. “And we are going

to live here, Ethel; going to have our home here! Upon my honor, I

cannot speak the joy I feel, but”--and he went impetuously to the piano

and opened it--“but I can perhaps sing it--

“‘There is not a spot in this wide-peopled earth

So dear to the heart as the Land of our Birth;

‘Tis the home of our childhood, the beautiful spot

Which Memory retains when all else is forgot.

May the blessing of God ever hallow the sod,

And its valleys and hills by our children be trod!

“‘May Columbia long lift her white crest o’er the wave,

The birthplace of science and the home of the brave.

In her cities may peace and prosperity dwell,

And her daughters in virtue and beauty excel.

May the blessing of God ever hallow the sod,

And its valleys and hills by our children be trod.’”

With the patriotic music warbling in his throat he turned to Ethel,

and looked at her as a lover can, and she answered the look; and thus

leaning toward each other in visible beauty and affection their new life

began. Between smiles and kisses they sat speaking, not of the past with

all its love and loveliness, but of the high things calling to them

from the future, the work and duties of life set to great ends both

for public and private good. And as they thus communed Tyrrel took his

wife’s hand and slowly turned on her finger the plain gold wedding ring

behind its barrier of guarding gems.

“Ethel,” he said tenderly, “what enchantments are in this ring of gold!

What romances I used to weave around it, and, dearest, it has turned

every Romance into Reality.”

“And, Tyrrel, it will also turn all our Realities into Romances. Nothing

in our life will ever become common. Love will glorify everything.”

“And we shall always love as we love now?”

“We shall love far better, far stronger, far more tenderly.”

“Even to the end of our lives, Ethel?”

“Yes, to the very end.”

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