It was a song of the old days, when all men were friendly to him, when

he was known as Grettir Asmundson and not Grettir the Outlaw; and as he

sang, his mind went back through the years of all that wild, troubled

life of his, and he remembered many things. Back again in the old home

at Biarg, free and happy once more he saw himself as he should have

been, head of his mother's household, his foot upon his own hearthstone,

his head under his own rooftree. And there should be no more foes to

fight, and no more hiding and night-riding; no noontime danger to be

faced down; no enemies that struck in the dark to be baffled. And he

would be free again; he would be among his fellows; he would touch the

hand of friends, would know the companionship of brave and honest men

and the love of good and honest women. Would it all be his again some

day? Would the old, old times come back again? Would there ever be a

home-coming for him? Fighter though he was, a hero and a warrior, and

though battles and man-slayings more than he could count had been his

portion, even though the shock of swords was music to him, there were

other things that made life glad. The hand the sword-hilt had calloused

could yet remember the touch of a maiden's fingers, and at times, such

as this, strange thoughts grew with a strange murmuring in his brain.

He was a young man yet; could he but make head against his enemies and

his untoward fortune till the sentence of outlawry was overpassed, he

might yet begin his life all new again. A wife should be his, and a son

should be born to him--a little son to watch at play, to love, to

cherish, to boast of, to be proud of, to laugh over, to weep over, to be

held against that mighty breast of his, to be enfolded ever so gently in

those mighty sword-scarred arms of his. Strange thoughts; strange,

indeed, for a wounded outlaw, on that storm-swept, barren rock in the

dark, dark hours before the dawn.

"I think," said Grettir after a while, "that now I may sleep a little."

Illugi made him comfortable upon the sheep-pelts, and put his rolled-up

cloak under his head; then, when Grettir had closed his eyes, put a new

log upon the fire and sat down nigh at hand.

Long time the lad sat thus watching his brother's face as sleep smoothed

from it the lines of pain; as the lips under the long, blond mustaches

relaxed a little, and the frown went from the forehead.

It was a kindly face, after all; none of the harshness in it, none of

the fierceness in it that so bitter a life as his should have stamped it

with--a kindly face, serious, grave even, the face of a big-hearted,

generous fellow who bore no malice, who feared no evil, who uttered no

complaint, and who looked fate fearless between the eyes.

Something shocked heavily at the door of the hut, and the Outlaw stirred

uneasily, and his blue eyes opened a little.

"It is only the old ram, brother," said Illugi. "He butts hard to get

in."

"Hard and over hard," muttered Grettir, and as he spoke the door split

in twain, and the firelight flashed upon the face of Thorbjorn Hook.

Instantly Illugi was on his feet, his spear in hand. It had come at

last, the end of everything. Fate at last was knocking at the door.

Grettir was to fight the Last Fight there in that narrow hut, there on

that night of storm, in the rain and under the scudding clouds.

Behind him, as he stood facing the riven door and the men that were

crowding into the doorway, he heard Grettir struggling to his feet. The

fire flared and smoked in the wind, and the rain, as it swept in from

without, hissed as it fell among the hot embers. From far down on the

beaches came the booming of the surf.

The onset hung poised. After that first splintering of the door The

Hook and his men made no move. No man spoke. Illugi, his spear held

ready, was a statue in the midst of the hut; Grettir, upon one knee,

with his great sword in his fist, one hand holding by Illugi's belt, did

not move. His eyes, steady, earnest, were upon those of The Hook, and

the two men held each other's glances for a moment that seemed

immeasurably long. Then at last:

"Who showed thee the way hither?" said Grettir quietly.

"God showed us the way," The Hook made answer.

"Nay, nay, it was the hag, thy foster-mother."

But the sound of voices broke the spell. In an instant the great

fight--the fight that would be told of in Iceland for hundreds of years

to come--burst suddenly forth like the bursting of a dyke. Illugi had

leaped forward, and through the smoke of the weltering fire his

spear-blade flashed, curving like the curving leap of a salmon in the

rapids of the Jokulsa. There was a cry, a rush of many feet, a parting

of the group in the doorway, and Hialti Thinbeard's hands shut their

death-grip upon the shaft of Illugi's spear as the blade of it tore out

between his shoulders.

But now men were upon the roof--Karr, son of Karr, thrall of

Tongue-stone, Vikaar and Haldarr of the household of Eirik of Good-dale,

Hafr of Meadness in the Fleets and Thorwald of Hegra-ness--tearing away

the thatch and thrusting madly downward with sword and spear. Illugi

dropped the haft of the weapon that had slain Hialfi, and catching up

another one, made as if to drive it through the hatch. But even as he

did so the whole roof cracked and sagged; then it gave way at one

corner, and Karr, son of Karr, fell headlong from above. Grettir caught

him on his sword-point as he fell, and at the same moment The Hook drave

a small boar-spear clean through Illugi's head.

And from that moment all semblance of consecutive action was lost.

Yelling, shouting, groaning, cursing, the men rushed together in one

blurred and furious grapple. The wrecked hut collapsed, crashing upon

their heads; the fire, kicked and trampled as the fight raged back and

forth, caught the thatch and sheep-pelts, and flamed up fiercely in and

around the combat. They fought literally in fire--in fire and thick

smoke and driving rain. The arms that thrust with spear or hewed with

sword rose and fell all ablaze. Those who fell, fell among hot coals

and fought their fellows--their own friends--to make way that they might

escape the torment.

Twice Grettir, dying though he was, flung the fight from him and rose to

his full height, a dreadful figure, alone for an instant, bloody,

dripping, charred with ashes, half naked, his clothes all burning; and

twice again they flung themselves upon him, and bore him down, so that

he disappeared beneath their mass. And ever and again from out the

swirl of the onset, from that unspeakable jam of men, mad with the

battle-madness that was upon them, crawled out some horrid figure,

staggering, gashed, and maimed, or even dying, done to death by the

great Outlaw in the last fight of his life. Thorfin, Gamli's man, had

both arms broken at the very shoulders; Krolf of Drontheim reeled back

from the battle with a sword-thrust through his hip that made him go on

crutches the rest of his life; Kolbein, churl of Svein, died two days

later of a spear-thrust through the bowels; Ognund, Hakon's son, never

was able to use his right arm after that night.

Hardly a man of all the twenty that did not for all the rest of his life

bear upon his body the marks of Grettir's death-fight. Still Grettir

bore up. He had with one arm caught Thorir, The Hook's stoutest

house-carle, around the throat, while his other arm, that wielded his

sword, hewed and hewed and smote and thrust as though it would never

tire. Even above the din of the others rose the clamour of Thorir's

agony. Once again Grettir cleared a space around him, and stood with

dripping sword, his left arm still crushing Thorir in that awful

embrace. Thorir was weaponless, his face purple. No thought of battle

was left in him, and frantic, he stretched out a hand to his fellows,

his voice a wail:

"Help me, Thorbjorn. He is killing me. For Christ's sake----"

And Grettir's blade nailed the words within his throat. The wretch slid

to the ground doubled in a heap, the blood gushing from his mouth.

Then those that yet remained alive, drawn off a little, panting, spent,

saw a terrible sight--the death of Grettir.

For a moment in that flicker of fire he seemed to grow larger. Alone,

unassailable, erect among those heaps of dead and dying enemies, his

stature seemed as it were suddenly to increase. He towered above them,

his head in swirls of smoke, the great bare shoulders gleaming with his

blood, the long braids of yellow hair soaked with it. Awful, gigantic,

suddenly a demi-god, he stood colossal, a man made more than human. The

eyes of him fixed, wide open, looked out into the darkness above their

heads, unwinking, unafraid--looked into the darkness and into the eyes

of Death, unafraid, unshaken.

There he stood already dead, yet still upon his feet, rigid as iron, his

back unbent, his neck proud; while they cowered before him holding their

breaths waiting, watching. Then, like a mighty pine tree, stiff,

unbending, he swayed slowly forward. Stiff as a sword-blade the great

body leaned over farther and farther; slowly at first, then with

increased momentum inclined swiftly earthward. He fell, and they could

believe that the crash of that fall shook the earth beneath their feet.

He died as he would have wished to die, in battle, his harness on, his

sword in his grip. He lay face downward amid the dead ashes of the

trampled fire and moved no more.

_*The Guest of Honour*_

*PART ONE*

The doctor shut and locked his desk drawer upon his memorandum book with

his right hand, and extended the left to his friend Manning Verrill,

with the remark:

"Well, Manning, how are you?"

"If I were well, Henry," answered Verrill gravely, "I would not be

here."

The doctor leaned back in his deep leather chair, and having carefully

adjusted his glasses, tilted back his head, and looked at Verrill from

beneath them. He waited for him to continue.

"It's my nerves--I _suppose_," began Verrill. "Henry," he declared

suddenly leaning forward, "Henry, I'm scared; that's what's the matter

with me--I'm scared."

"Scared," echoed the doctor, "What nonsense! What of?"

"Scared of death, Henry," broke out Verrill, "scared _blue_!"

"It is your nerves," murmured the doctor. "You need travel and a

bromide, my boy. There's nothing the matter with you. Why, you're good

for another forty years,--yes, or even for another fifty years. You're

sound as a nut. You, to talk about death!"

"I've seen thirty--twenty-nine I should say, twenty-nine of my best

friends go."

The doctor looked puzzled a moment; then--"Oh! you mean that club of

yours," said he.

"Yes," said Verrill, "Great heavens! to think that I should be the last

man after all--well, one of us had to be the last. And that's where the

trouble is, Henry. It's been growing on me for the last two years--ever

since Curtice died. He was the twenty-sixth. And he died only a month

before the Annual Dinner. Arnold, Brill, Steve--Steve Sharrett, you

know, and I--just the four,--were left then; and we sat down to that big

table alone; and when we came to the toast of 'The Absent Ones' ...

Well, Henry, we were pretty solemn before we got through. And we knew

that the choice of the last man,--who would face those thirty-one empty

covers and open the bottle of wine that we all set aside at our first

dinner, and drink 'The Absent Ones,'--was narrowing down pretty fine.

"Next year there were only Arnold and Steve, and myself left.

Brill--well you know all about his death. The three of us got through

dinner somehow. The year after that we were still three, and even the

year after that. Then poor old Steve went down with the _Dreibund_ in

the bay of Biscay, and four months afterward Arnold and I sat down to

the table at the Annual, alone. I'm not going to forget that evening in

a hurry. Why, Henry--oh! never mind. Then--"

"Well," prompted the doctor as his friend paused:

"Arnold died three months ago. And the day of our Annual--I mean

my--the club's," Verrill changed his position. "The date of the dinner,

the Annual Dinner, is next month, and I'm the only one left."

"And, of course, you'll not go," declared the doctor.

"Oh, yes," said Verrill. "Yes, I will go, of course. But--" He shook

his head with a long sigh. "When the Last Man Club was organised," he

went on, "in '68, we were all more or less young. It was a great idea,

at least I felt that way about it, but I didn't believe that thirty

young men would persist in anything--of that sort very long. But no

member of the club died for the first five years, and the club met every

year and had its dinner without much thought of--of consequences, and of

the inevitable. We met just to be sociable."

"Hold on," interrupted the doctor, "you are speaking now of thirty. A

while ago you said thirty-one."

"Yes, I know," assented Verrill, "There were thirty in the club, but we

always placed an extra cover--for--for the Guest of Honour."

The doctor made a movement of impatience. Then in a moment, "Well," he

said, resignedly, "go on."

"That's about the essentials," answered Verrill. "The first death was in

'73. And from that year on the vacant places at the table have steadily

increased. Little by little the original bravado of the thing dropped

out of it all for me; and of late years--well I have told you how it is.

I've seen so many of them die, and die so fast, so regularly--one a year

you might say,--that I've kept saying 'who next, who next, who's to go

this year?' ... And as they went, one by one, and still I was left ... I

tell you, Henry, the suspense was, ... the suspense is ... You see I'm

the last now, and ever since Curtice died, I've felt this thing weighing

on me. _By God, Henry, I'm afraid; I'm afraid of Death! It's

horrible!_ It's as though I were on the list of 'condemned' and were

listening to hear my name called every minute."

"Well, so are all of us, if you come to that," observed the doctor.

"Oh, I know, I know," cried Verrill, "it is morbid and all that. But

that don't help me any. Can you imagine me one month from to-morrow

night. Think now. I'm alone, absolutely, and there is the long empty

table, with the thirty places set, and the extra place, and those places

are where all my old friends used to sit. And at twelve I get up and

give first 'The Absent Ones,' and then 'The Guest of the Evening.' I

gave those toasts last year, but there were two of us, then, and the

year before there were three. But ever since Curtice died and we were

narrowed down to four, this thing has been weighing on me--this idea of

death, and I've conceived a horror of it--a--a dread. And now I am the

last. I had no idea this would ever happen to me; or if it did, that it

would be like this. I'm shaken, Henry, shaken. I've not slept for three

nights. So I've come to you. You must help me."

"So I will, by advising you. You give up the idiocy. Cut out the

dinner this year; yes, and for always."

"You don't understand," replied Verrill, calmly. "It is impossible. I

could not keep away. I _must_ be there."

"But it's simple lunacy," expostulated the doctor. "Man, you've worked

upon your nerves over this fool club and dinner, till I won't be

responsible for you if you carry out this notion. Come, promise me you

will take the train for, say Florida, tomorrow, and _I'll_ give you

stuff that will make you sleep. St. Augustine is heaven at this time of

year, and I hear the tarpon have come in. Shall--"

Verrill shook his head.

"You don't understand," he repeated. "You simply don't understand. No,

I shall go to the dinner. But of course I'm--I'm nervous--a little. Did

I say I was scared? I didn't mean that. Oh, I'm all right; I just want

you to prescribe for me, something for the nerves. Henry, death is a

terrible thing,--to see 'em all struck down, twenty-nine of

'em--splendid boys. Henry, I'm not a coward. There's a difference

between cowardice and fear. For hours last night I was trying to work

it out. Cowardice--that's just turning tail and running; but I shall go

through that Annual Dinner, and that's ordeal enough, believe me. But

fear,--it's just death in the abstract that unmans me. _That's_ the

thing to fear. To think that we all go along living and working and

fussing from day to day, when we _know_ that this great Monster, this

Horror, is walking up and down the streets, and that sooner or later

he'll catch us,--that we can't escape. Isn't it the greatest curse in

the world! We're so used to it we don't realise the Thing. But suppose

one could eliminate the Monster altogether. _Then_ we'd realise how

sweet life was, and we'd look back at the old days with horror--just as

I do now."

"Oh, but this is rubbish," cried the doctor, "simple drivel. Manning,

I'm ashamed of you. I'll prescribe for you, I suppose I've got to. But

a good rough fishing-and-hunting-trip would do more for you than a

gallon of drugs. If you won't go to Florida, get out of town, if it's

only over Sunday. Here's your prescription, and _do_ take a

Friday-to-Monday trip. Tramp in the woods, get tired, and _don't go to

that dinner_!"

"You don't understand," repeated Verrill, as the two stood up. He put

the prescription into his pocket-book. "You don't understand. I

couldn't keep away. It's a duty, and besides--well I couldn't make you

see. Good-by. This stuff will make me sleep, eh? And do my nerves

good, too, you say? I see. I'll come back to you if it don't work.

Good-by again. _This_ door, is it? Not through the waiting-room, eh?

Yes, I remember.... Henry, did you ever--did you ever face death

yourself--I mean--"

"Nonsense, nonsense, nonsense," cried the doctor. But Verrill persisted.

His back to the closed door, he continued:

"_I_ did. _I_ faced death once,--so you see I should know. It was when

I was a lad of twenty. My father had a line of New Orleans packets and

I often used to make the trip as super-cargo. One October day we were

caught in the equinox off Hatteras, and before we knew it we were

wondering if she would last another half-hour. Along in the afternoon

there came a sea aboard, and caught me unawares. I lost my hold and

felt myself going, going.... I was sure for ten seconds that it was the

end,--_and I saw death then, face to face_!

"And I've never forgotten it. I've only to shut my eyes to see it all,

hear it all--the naked spars rocking against the grey-blue of the sky,

the wrench and creak of the ship, the threshing of rope ends, the

wilderness of pale-green water, the sound of rain and scud.... No, no,

I'll not forget it. And death was a horrid specter in that glimpse I got

of him. I--I don't care to see him again. Well, good-by once more."

"Good-by, Manning, and believe me, this is all hypochondria. Go and

catch fish. Go shoot something, and in twenty-four hours you'll believe

there's no such thing as death."

The door closed. Verrill was gone.

*PART TWO*

The banquet hall was in the top story of one of the loftiest

sky-scrapers of the city. Along the eastern wall was a row of windows

reaching from ceiling to floor, and as the extreme height of the

building made it unnecessary to draw the curtains whoever was at the

table could look out and over the entire city in that direction. Thus

it was that Manning Verrill, on a certain night some four weeks after

his interview with the doctor, sat there at his walnuts and black coffee

and, absorbed, abstracted, looked out over the panorama beneath him,

where the Life of a great nation centered and throbbed.

To the unenlightened the hall would have presented a strange spectacle.

Down its center extended the long table. The chairs were drawn up, the

covers laid. But the chairs were empty, the covers untouched; and but

for the presence of the one man the hall was empty, deserted.

At the head of the table Verrill, in evening dress, a gardenia in his

lapel, his napkin across his lap, an unlighted cigar in his fingers, sat

motionless, looking out over the city with unseeing eyes. Of thirty

places around the table, none was distinctive, none varied. But at

Verrill's right hand the thirty-first place, the place of honour,

differed from all the rest. The chair was large, massive. The oak of

which it was made was black, while instead of the usual array of silver

and porcelain, one saw but two vessels,--an unopened bottle of wine and

a large silver cup heavily chased.

From far below in the city's streets eleven o'clock struck. The sounds

broke in upon Verrill's reverie and he stirred, glanced about the room

and then, rising, went to the window and stood there for some time

looking out.

At his feet, far beneath lay the city, twinkling with lights. In the

business quarter all was dark, but from the district of theatres and

restaurants there arose a glare into the night, ruddy, vibrating, with

here and there a ganglion of electric bulbs upon a "fire sign"

emphasising itself in a whiter radiance. Cable-cars and cabs threaded

the streets with little starring eyes of coloured lights, while

underneath all this blur of illumination, the people, debouching from

the theatres, filled the sidewalks with tiny ant-like swarms, minute,

bustling.

Farther on in the residence district, occasional lighted windows watched

with the street-lamps gazing blankly into the darkness. In particular

one house was all ablaze. Every window glowed. No doubt a great

festivity was in progress and Verrill could almost fancy that he heard

the strains of the music, the rustle of the silks.

Then nearer at hand, but more to the eastward, where the office

buildings rose in tower-like clusters and somber groups, Verrill could

see a vista of open water--the harbour. Lights were moving here, green

and red, as the great hoarse-voiced freighters stood out with the tide.

And beyond this was the sea itself, and more lights, very, very faint

where the ships rolled leisurely in the ground swells; ships bound to

and from all ports of the earth,--ships that united the nations, that

brought the whole world of living men under the view of the lonely

watcher in the empty Banquet Hall.

Verrill raised the window. At once a subdued murmur, prolonged,

monotonous,--the same murmur as that which disengages itself from

forests, from the sea, and from sleeping armies,--rose to meet him. It

was the mingling of all the night noises into one great note that came

simultaneously from all quarters of the horizon, infinitely vast,

infinitely deep,--a steady diapason strain like the undermost bourdon of

a great organ as the wind begins to thrill the pipes.

It was the stir of life, the breathing of the Colossus, the push of the

nethermost basic force, old as the world, wide as the world, the murmur

of the primeval energy, coeval with the centuries, blood-brother to that

spirit which in the brooding darkness before creation, moved upon the

face of the waters.

And besides this, as Verrill stood there looking out, the night wind

brought to him, along with the taint of the sea, the odour of the

heaped-up fruit in the city's markets and even the suggestion of the

vegetable gardens in the suburbs.

Across his face, like the passing of a long breath, he felt the abrupt

sensation of life, indestructible, persistent.

But absorbed in other things, Verrill, unmoved, and only dimly

comprehending, closed the window and turned back into the room. At his

place stood an unopened bottle and a glass as yet dry. He removed the

foil from the neck of the bottle, but after looking at his watch, set it

down again without drawing the cork. It lacked some fifteen minutes to

midnight.

Once again, as he had already done so many times that evening, Verrill

wiped the moisture from his forehead. He shut his teeth against the

slow thick labouring of his heart. He was alone. The sense of

isolation, of abandonment, weighed down upon him intolerably as he

looked up and down the the empty table. Alone, alone; all the rest were

gone, and he stood there, in the solitude of that midnight; he, last of

all that company whom he had known and loved. Over and over again he

muttered:

"All, all are gone, the old familiar faces." Then slowly Verrill began

to make the circuit of the table, reading, as if from a roll call, the

names written on the cards which lay upon the place-plates. "Anderson,

... Evans, ... Copeland,--dear old 'crooked-face' Copeland, his camp

companion in those Maine fishing-trips of the old days, dead now these

ten years.... Stryker,--'Buff' Stryker they had called him, dead,--he

had forgotten how long,--drowned in his yacht off the Massachusetts

coast; Harris, died of typhoid somewhere in Italy; Dick Herndon, killed

in a mine accident in Mexico; Rice, old 'Whitey Rice' a suicide in a

California cattle town; Curtice, carried off by fever in Durban, South

Africa." Thus around the whole table he moved, telling the bead-roll of

death, following in the footsteps of the Monster who never relented, who

never tired, who never, never,--never forgot.

His own turn would come some day. Verrill, sunken into his chair, put

his hands over his eyes. Yes his own turn would come. There was no

escape. That dreadful face would rise again before his eyes. He would

bow his back to the scourge of nations, he would roll helpless beneath

the wheels of the great car. How to face that prospect with fortitude!

How to look into those terrible grey eyes with calm! Oh, the terror of

that gorgon face, oh, the horror of those sightless, lightless grey

eyes!

But suddenly midnight struck. He heard the strokes come booming upward

from the city streets. His vigil was all but over.

Verrill opened the bottle of wine, breaking the seal that had been

affixed to the cork on the night of the first meeting of the club.

Filling his glass, he rose in his place. His eyes swept the table, and

while for the last time the memories came thronging back, his lips

formed the words:

"To the Absent Ones: to you, Curtice, Anderson, Brill, to you, Copeland,

to you, Stryker, to you, Arnold, to you all, my old comrades, all you

old familiar faces who are absent to-night."

He emptied the glass, but immediately filled it again. The last toast

was to be drunk, the last of all. Verrill, the glass raised,

straightened himself.

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