'THE PALACE, MELCHESTER,
_June_ 28, 18--.
'MY DEAR LADY CONSTANTINE,--During the two or three weeks that have
elapsed since I experienced the great pleasure of renewing my
acquaintance with you, the varied agitation of my feelings has clearly
proved that my only course is to address you by letter, and at once.
Whether the subject of my communication be acceptable to you or not, I
can at least assure you that to suppress it would be far less natural,
and upon the whole less advisable, than to speak out frankly, even if
afterwards I hold my peace for ever.
'The great change in my experience during the past year or two--the
change, that is, which has resulted from my advancement to a
bishopric--has frequently suggested to me, of late, that a
discontinuance in my domestic life of the solitude of past years was a
question which ought to be seriously contemplated. But whether I
should ever have contemplated it without the great good fortune of my
meeting with you is doubtful. However, the thing has been considered
at last, and without more ado I candidly ask if you would be willing
to give up your life at Welland, and relieve my household loneliness
here by becoming my wife.
'I am far from desiring to force a hurried decision on your part, and
will wait your good pleasure patiently, should you feel any
uncertainty at the moment as to the step. I am quite disqualified, by
habits and experience, for the delightful procedure of urging my suit
in the ardent terms which would be so appropriate towards such a lady,
and so expressive of my inmost feeling. In truth, a prosy cleric of
five-and-forty wants encouragement to make him eloquent. Of this,
however, I can assure you: that if admiration, esteem, and devotion
can compensate in any way for the lack of those qualities which might
be found to burn with more outward brightness in a younger man, those
it is in my power to bestow for the term of my earthly life. Your
steady adherence to church principles and your interest in
ecclesiastical polity (as was shown by your bright questioning on
those subjects during our morning walk round your grounds) have
indicated strongly to me the grace and appropriateness with which you
would fill the position of a bishop's wife, and how greatly you would
add to his reputation, should you be disposed to honour him with your
hand. Formerly there have been times when I was of opinion--and you
will rightly appreciate my candour in owning it--that a wife was an
impediment to a bishop's due activities; but constant observation has
convinced me that, far from this being the truth, a meet consort
infuses life into episcopal influence and teaching.
'Should you reply in the affirmative I will at once come to see you,
and with your permission will, among other things, show you a few
plain, practical rules which I have interested myself in drawing up
for our future guidance. Should you refuse to change your condition
on my account, your decision will, as I need hardly say, be a great
blow to me. In any event, I could not do less than I have done, after
giving the subject my full consideration. Even if there be a slight
deficiency of warmth on your part, my earnest hope is that a mind
comprehensive as yours will perceive the immense power for good that
you might exercise in the position in which a union with me would
place you, and allow that perception to weigh in determining your
answer.
'I remain, my dear Lady Constantine, with the highest respect and
affection,--Yours always,
'C. MELCHESTER.'
'Well, you will not have the foolhardiness to decline, now that the
question has actually been popped, I should hope,' said Louis, when he
had done reading.
'Certainly I shall,' she replied.
'You will really be such a flat, Viviette?'
'You speak without much compliment. I have not the least idea of
accepting him.'
'Surely you will not let your infatuation for that young fellow carry you
so far, after my acquainting you with the shady side of his character?
You call yourself a religious woman, say your prayers out loud, follow up
the revived methods in church practice, and what not; and yet you can
think with partiality of a person who, far from having any religion in
him, breaks the most elementary commandments in the decalogue.'
'I cannot agree with you,' she said, turning her face askance, for she
knew not how much of her brother's language was sincere, and how much
assumed, the extent of his discoveries with regard to her secret ties
being a mystery. At moments she was disposed to declare the whole truth,
and have done with it. But she hesitated, and left the words unsaid; and
Louis continued his breakfast in silence.
When he had finished, and she had eaten little or nothing, he asked once
more, 'How do you intend to answer that letter? Here you are, the
poorest woman in the county, abandoned by people who used to be glad to
know you, and leading a life as dismal and dreary as a nun's, when an
opportunity is offered you of leaping at once into a leading position in
this part of England. Bishops are given to hospitality; you would be
welcomed everywhere. In short, your answer must be yes.'
'And yet it will be no,' she said, in a low voice. She had at length
learnt, from the tone of her brother's latter remarks, that at any rate
he had no knowledge of her actual marriage, whatever indirect ties he
might suspect her guilty of.
Louis could restrain himself no longer at her answer. 'Then conduct your
affairs your own way. I know you to be leading a life that won't bear
investigation, and I'm hanged if I'll stay here any longer!'
Saying which, Glanville jerked back his chair, and strode out of the
room. In less than a quarter of an hour, and before she had moved a step
from the table, she heard him leaving the house.