XVIII

A more beautiful October morning than that of the next day never beamed

into the Welland valleys. The yearly dissolution of leafage was setting

in apace. The foliage of the park trees rapidly resolved itself into the

multitude of complexions which mark the subtle grades of decay,

reflecting wet lights of such innumerable hues that it was a wonder to

think their beauties only a repetition of scenes that had been exhibited

there on scores of previous Octobers, and had been allowed to pass away

without a single dirge from the imperturbable beings who walked among

them. Far in the shadows semi-opaque screens of blue haze made mysteries

of the commonest gravel-pit, dingle, or recess.

The wooden cabin at the foot of Rings-Hill Speer had been furnished by

Swithin as a sitting and sleeping apartment, some little while before

this time; for he had found it highly convenient, during night

observations at the top of the column, to remain on the spot all night,

not to disturb his grandmother by passing in and out of the house, and to

save himself the labour of incessantly crossing the field.

He would much have liked to tell her the secret, and, had it been his own

to tell, would probably have done so; but sharing it with an objector who

knew not his grandmother's affection so well as he did himself, there was

no alternative to holding his tongue. The more effectually to guard it

he decided to sleep at the cabin during the two or three nights previous

to his departure, leaving word at the homestead that in a day or two he

was going on an excursion.

It was very necessary to start early. Long before the great eye of the

sun was lifted high enough to glance into the Welland valley, St. Cleeve

arose from his bed in the cabin and prepared to depart, cooking his

breakfast upon a little stove in the corner. The young rabbits, littered

during the foregoing summer, watched his preparations through the open

door from the grey dawn without, as he bustled, half dressed, in and out

under the boughs, and among the blackberries and brambles that grew

around.

It was a strange place for a bridegroom to perform his toilet in, but,

considering the unconventional nature of the marriage, a not

inappropriate one. What events had been enacted in that earthen camp

since it was first thrown up, nobody could say; but the primitive

simplicity of the young man's preparations accorded well with the

prehistoric spot on which they were made. Embedded under his feet were

possibly even now rude trinkets that had been worn at bridal ceremonies

of the early inhabitants. Little signified those ceremonies to-day, or

the happiness or otherwise of the contracting parties. That his own

rite, nevertheless, signified much, was the inconsequent reasoning of

Swithin, as it is of many another bridegroom besides; and he, like the

rest, went on with his preparations in that mood which sees in his stale

repetition the wondrous possibilities of an untried move.

Then through the wet cobwebs, that hung like movable diaphragms on each

blade and bough, he pushed his way down to the furrow which led from the

secluded fir-tree island to the wide world beyond the field.

He was not a stranger to enterprise, and still less to the contemplation

of enterprise; but an enterprise such as this he had never even outlined.

That his dear lady was troubled at the situation he had placed her in by

not going himself on that errand, he could see from her letter; but,

believing an immediate marriage with her to be the true way of restoring

to both that equanimity necessary to serene philosophy, he held it of

little account how the marriage was brought about, and happily began his

journey towards her place of sojourn.

He passed through a little copse before leaving the parish, the smoke

from newly lit fires rising like the stems of blue trees out of the few

cottage chimneys. Here he heard a quick, familiar footstep in the path

ahead of him, and, turning the corner of the bushes, confronted the foot-

post on his way to Welland. In answer to St. Cleeve's inquiry if there

was anything for himself the postman handed out one letter, and proceeded

on his route.

Swithin opened and read the letter as he walked, till it brought him to a

standstill by the importance of its contents.

They were enough to agitate a more phlegmatic youth than he. He leant

over the wicket which came in his path, and endeavoured to comprehend the

sense of the whole.

The large long envelope contained, first, a letter from a solicitor in a

northern town, informing him that his paternal great-uncle, who had

recently returned from the Cape (whither he had gone in an attempt to

repair a broken constitution), was now dead and buried. This

great-uncle's name was like a new creation to Swithin. He had held no

communication with the young man's branch of the family for innumerable

years,--never, in fact, since the marriage of Swithin's father with the

simple daughter of Welland Farm. He had been a bachelor to the end of

his life, and had amassed a fairly good professional fortune by a long

and extensive medical practice in the smoky, dreary, manufacturing town

in which he had lived and died. Swithin had always been taught to think

of him as the embodiment of all that was unpleasant in man. He was

narrow, sarcastic, and shrewd to unseemliness. That very shrewdness had

enabled him, without much professional profundity, to establish his large

and lucrative connexion, which lay almost entirely among a class who

neither looked nor cared for drawing-room courtesies.

However, what Dr. St. Cleeve had been as a practitioner matters little.

He was now dead, and the bulk of his property had been left to persons

with whom this story has nothing to do. But Swithin was informed that

out of it there was a bequest of 600 pounds a year to himself,--payment

of which was to begin with his twenty-first year, and continue for his

life, unless he should marry before reaching the age of twenty-five. In

the latter precocious and objectionable event his annuity would be

forfeited. The accompanying letter, said the solicitor, would explain

all.

This, the second letter, was from his uncle to himself, written about a

month before the former's death, and deposited with his will, to be

forwarded to his nephew when that event should have taken place. Swithin

read, with the solemnity that such posthumous epistles inspire, the

following words from one who, during life, had never once addressed him:--

'DEAR NEPHEW,--You will doubtless experience some astonishment at

receiving a communication from one whom you have never personally

known, and who, when this comes into your hands, will be beyond the

reach of your knowledge. Perhaps I am the loser by this life-long

mutual ignorance. Perhaps I am much to blame for it; perhaps not. But

such reflections are profitless at this date: I have written with

quite other views than to work up a sentimental regret on such an

amazingly remote hypothesis as that the fact of a particular pair of

people not meeting, among the millions of other pairs of people who

have never met, is a great calamity either to the world in general or

to themselves.

'The occasion of my addressing you is briefly this: Nine months ago a

report casually reached me that your scientific studies were pursued

by you with great ability, and that you were a young man of some

promise as an astronomer. My own scientific proclivities rendered the

report more interesting than it might otherwise have been to me; and

it came upon me quite as a surprise that any issue of your father's

marriage should have so much in him, or you might have seen more of me

in former years than you are ever likely to do now. My health had

then begun to fail, and I was starting for the Cape, or I should have

come myself to inquire into your condition and prospects. I did not

return till six months later, and as my health had not improved I sent

a trusty friend to examine into your life, pursuits, and

circumstances, without your own knowledge, and to report his

observations to me. This he did. Through him I learnt, of favourable

news:--

'(1) That you worked assiduously at the science of astronomy.

'(2) That everything was auspicious in the career you had chosen.

'Of unfavourable news:--

'(1) That the small income at your command, even when eked out by the

sum to which you would be entitled on your grandmother's death and the

freehold of the homestead, would be inadequate to support you

becomingly as a scientific man, whose lines of work were of a nature

not calculated to produce emoluments for many years, if ever.

'(2) That there was something in your path worse than narrow means,

and that that something was a _woman_.

'To save you, if possible, from ruin on these heads, I take the

preventive measures detailed below.

'The chief step is, as my solicitor will have informed you, that, at

the age of twenty-five, the sum of 600 pounds a year be settled on you

for life, provided you have not married before reaching that age;--a

yearly gift of an equal sum to be also provisionally made to you in

the interim--and, vice versa, that if you do marry before reaching the

age of twenty-five you will receive nothing from the date of the

marriage.

'One object of my bequest is that you may have resources sufficient to

enable you to travel and study the Southern constellations. When at

the Cape, after hearing of your pursuits, I was much struck with the

importance of those constellations to an astronomer just pushing into

notice. There is more to be made of the Southern hemisphere than ever

has been made of it yet; the mine is not so thoroughly worked as the

Northern, and thither your studies should tend.

'The only other preventive step in my power is that of exhortation, at

which I am not an adept. Nevertheless, I say to you, Swithin St.

Cleeve, don't make a fool of yourself, as your father did. If your

studies are to be worth anything, believe me, they must be carried on

without the help of a woman. Avoid her, and every one of the sex, if

you mean to achieve any worthy thing. Eschew all of that sort for

many a year yet. Moreover, I say, the lady of your acquaintance avoid

in particular. I have heard nothing against her moral character

hitherto; I have no doubt it has been excellent. She may have many

good qualities, both of heart and of mind. But she has, in addition

to her original disqualification as a companion for you (that is, that

of sex), these two serious drawbacks: she is much older than

yourself--'

'_Much_ older!' said Swithin resentfully.

'--and she is so impoverished that the title she derives from her late

husband is a positive objection. Beyond this, frankly, I don't think

well of her. I don't think well of any woman who dotes upon a man

younger than herself. To care to be the first fancy of a young fellow

like you shows no great common sense in her. If she were worth her

salt she would have too much pride to be intimate with a youth in your

unassured position, to say no worse. She is old enough to know that a

_liaison_ with her may, and almost certainly would, be your ruin; and,

on the other hand, that a marriage would be preposterous,--unless she

is a complete goose, and in that case there is even more reason for

avoiding her than if she were in her few senses.

'A woman of honourable feeling, nephew, would be careful to do nothing

to hinder you in your career, as this putting of herself in your way

most certainly will. Yet I hear that she professes a great anxiety on

this same future of yours as a physicist. The best way in which she

can show the reality of her anxiety is by leaving you to yourself.

Perhaps she persuades herself that she is doing you no harm. Well,

let her have the benefit of the possible belief; but depend upon it

that in truth she gives the lie to her conscience by maintaining such

a transparent fallacy. Women's brains are not formed for assisting at

any profound science: they lack the power to see things except in the

concrete. She'll blab your most secret plans and theories to every

one of her acquaintance--'

'She's got none!' said Swithin, beginning to get warm.

'--and make them appear ridiculous by announcing them before they are

matured. If you attempt to study with a woman, you'll be ruled by her

to entertain fancies instead of theories, air-castles instead of

intentions, qualms instead of opinions, sickly prepossessions instead

of reasoned conclusions. Your wide heaven of study, young man, will

soon reduce itself to the miserable narrow expanse of her face, and

your myriad of stars to her two trumpery eyes.

'A woman waking a young man's passions just at a moment when he is

endeavouring to shine intellectually, is doing little less than

committing a crime.

'Like a certain philosopher I would, upon my soul, have all young men

from eighteen to twenty-five kept under barrels; seeing how often, in

the lack of some such sequestering process, the woman sits down before

each as his destiny, and too frequently enervates his purpose, till he

abandons the most promising course ever conceived!

'But no more. I now leave your fate in your own hands. Your well-

wishing relative,

'JOCELYN ST. CLEEVE,

_Doctor in Medicine_.'

As coming from a bachelor and hardened misogynist of seventy-two, the

opinions herein contained were nothing remarkable: but their practical

result in restricting the sudden endowment of Swithin's researches by

conditions which turned the favour into a harassment was, at this unique

moment, discomfiting and distracting in the highest degree.

Sensational, however, as the letter was, the passionate intention of the

day was not hazarded for more than a few minutes thereby. The truth was,

the caution and bribe came too late, too unexpectedly, to be of

influence. They were the sort of thing which required fermentation to

render them effective. Had St. Cleeve received the exhortation a month

earlier; had he been able to run over in his mind, at every wakeful hour

of thirty consecutive nights, a private catechism on the possibilities

opened up by this annuity, there is no telling what might have been the

stress of such a web of perplexity upon him, a young man whose love for

celestial physics was second to none. But to have held before him, at

the last moment, the picture of a future advantage that he had never once

thought of, or discounted for present staying power, it affected him

about as much as the view of horizons shown by sheet-lightning. He saw

an immense prospect; it went, and the world was as before.

He caught the train at Warborne, and moved rapidly towards Bath; not

precisely in the same key as when he had dressed in the hut at dawn, but,

as regarded the mechanical part of the journey, as unhesitatingly as

before.

And with the change of scene even his gloom left him; his bosom's lord

sat lightly in his throne. St. Cleeve was not sufficiently in mind of

poetical literature to remember that wise poets are accustomed to read

that lightness of bosom inversely. Swithin thought it an omen of good

fortune; and as thinking is causing in not a few such cases, he was

perhaps, in spite of poets, right.

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