IX

Lady Constantine, if narrowly observed at this time, would have seemed to

be deeply troubled in conscience, and particularly after the interview

above described. Ash Wednesday occurred in the calendar a few days

later, and she went to morning service with a look of genuine contrition

on her emotional and yearning countenance.

Besides herself the congregation consisted only of the parson, clerk,

school-children, and three old people living on alms, who sat under the

reading-desk; and thus, when Mr. Torkingham blazed forth the denunciatory

sentences of the Commination, nearly the whole force of them seemed to

descend upon her own shoulders. Looking across the empty pews she saw

through the one or two clear panes of the window opposite a youthful

figure in the churchyard, and the very feeling against which she had

tried to pray returned again irresistibly.

When she came out and had crossed into the private walk, Swithin came

forward to speak to her. This was a most unusual circumstance, and

argued a matter of importance.

'I have made an amazing discovery in connexion with the variable stars,'

he exclaimed. 'It will excite the whole astronomical world, and the

world outside but little less. I had long suspected the true secret of

their variability; but it was by the merest chance on earth that I hit

upon a proof of my guess. Your equatorial has done it, my good, kind

Lady Constantine, and our fame is established for ever!'

He sprang into the air, and waved his hat in his triumph.

'Oh, I am so glad--so rejoiced!' she cried. 'What is it? But don't stop

to tell me. Publish it at once in some paper; nail your name to it, or

somebody will seize the idea and appropriate it,--forestall you in some

way. It will be Adams and Leverrier over again.'

'If I may walk with you I will explain the nature of the discovery. It

accounts for the occasional green tint of Castor, and every difficulty. I

said I would be the Copernicus of the stellar system, and I have begun to

be. Yet who knows?'

'Now don't be so up and down! I shall not understand your explanation,

and I would rather not know it. I shall reveal it if it is very grand.

Women, you know, are not safe depositaries of such valuable secrets. You

may walk with me a little way, with great pleasure. Then go and write

your account, so as to insure your ownership of the discovery. . . . But

how you have watched!' she cried, in a sudden accession of anxiety, as

she turned to look more closely at him. 'The orbits of your eyes are

leaden, and your eyelids are red and heavy. Don't do it--pray don't. You

will be ill, and break down.'

'I have, it is true, been up a little late this last week,' he said

cheerfully. 'In fact, I couldn't tear myself away from the equatorial;

it is such a wonderful possession that it keeps me there till daylight.

But what does that matter, now I have made the discovery?'

'Ah, it _does_ matter! Now, promise me--I insist--that you will not

commit such imprudences again; for what should I do if my Astronomer

Royal were to die?'

She laughed, but far too apprehensively to be effective as a display of

levity.

They parted, and he went home to write out his paper. He promised to

call as soon as his discovery was in print. Then they waited for the

result.

It is impossible to describe the tremulous state of Lady Constantine

during the interval. The warm interest she took in Swithin St.

Cleeve--many would have said dangerously warm interest--made his hopes

her hopes; and though she sometimes admitted to herself that great

allowance was requisite for the overweening confidence of youth in the

future, she permitted herself to be blinded to probabilities for the

pleasure of sharing his dreams. It seemed not unreasonable to suppose

the present hour to be the beginning of realization to her darling wish

that this young man should become famous. He had worked hard, and why

should he not be famous early? His very simplicity in mundane affairs

afforded a strong presumption that in things celestial he might be wise.

To obtain support for this hypothesis she had only to think over the

lives of many eminent astronomers.

She waited feverishly for the flourish of trumpets from afar, by which

she expected the announcement of his discovery to be greeted. Knowing

that immediate intelligence of the outburst would be brought to her by

himself, she watched from the windows of the Great House each morning for

a sight of his figure hastening down the glade.

But he did not come.

A long array of wet days passed their dreary shapes before her, and made

the waiting still more tedious. On one of these occasions she ran across

to the tower, at the risk of a severe cold. The door was locked.

Two days after she went again. The door was locked still. But this was

only to be expected in such weather. Yet she would have gone on to his

house, had there not been one reason too many against such precipitancy.

As astronomer and astronomer there was no harm in their meetings; but as

woman and man she feared them.

Ten days passed without a sight of him; ten blurred and dreary days,

during which the whole landscape dripped like a mop; the park trees

swabbed the gravel from the drive, while the sky was a zinc-coloured

archi-vault of immovable cloud. It seemed as if the whole science of

astronomy had never been real, and that the heavenly bodies, with their

motions, were as theoretical as the lines and circles of a bygone

mathematical problem.

She could content herself no longer with fruitless visits to the column,

and when the rain had a little abated she walked to the nearest hamlet,

and in a conversation with the first old woman she met contrived to lead

up to the subject of Swithin St. Cleeve by talking about his grandmother.

'Ah, poor old heart; 'tis a bad time for her, my lady!' exclaimed the

dame.

'What?'

'Her grandson is dying; and such a gentleman through and through!'

'What! . . . Oh, it has something to do with that dreadful discovery!'

'Discovery, my lady?'

She left the old woman with an evasive answer, and with a breaking heart

crept along the road. Tears brimmed into her eyes as she walked, and by

the time that she was out of sight sobs burst forth tumultuously.

'I am too fond of him!' she moaned; 'but I can't help it; and I don't

care if it's wrong,--I don't care!'

Without further considerations as to who beheld her doings she

instinctively went straight towards Mrs. Martin's. Seeing a man coming

she calmed herself sufficiently to ask him through her dropped veil how

poor Mr. St. Cleeve was that day. But she only got the same reply: 'They

say he is dying, my lady.'

When Swithin had parted from Lady Constantine, on the previous

Ash-Wednesday, he had gone straight to the homestead and prepared his

account of 'A New Astronomical Discovery.' It was written perhaps in too

glowing a rhetoric for the true scientific tone of mind; but there was no

doubt that his assertion met with a most startling aptness all the

difficulties which had accompanied the received theories on the phenomena

attending those changeable suns of marvellous systems so far away. It

accounted for the nebulous mist that surrounds some of them at their

weakest time; in short, took up a position of probability which has never

yet been successfully assailed.

The papers were written in triplicate, and carefully sealed up with blue

wax. One copy was directed to Greenwich, another to the Royal Society,

another to a prominent astronomer. A brief statement of the essence of

the discovery was also prepared for the leading daily paper.

He considered these documents, embodying as they did two years of his

constant thought, reading, and observation, too important to be entrusted

for posting to the hands of a messenger; too important to be sent to the

sub-post-office at hand. Though the day was wet, dripping wet, he went

on foot with them to a chief office, five miles off, and registered them.

Quite exhausted by the walk, after his long night-work, wet through, yet

sustained by the sense of a great achievement, he called at a

bookseller's for the astronomical periodicals to which he subscribed;

then, resting for a short time at an inn, he plodded his way homewards,

reading his papers as he went, and planning how to enjoy a repose on his

laurels of a week or more.

On he strolled through the rain, holding the umbrella vertically over the

exposed page to keep it dry while he read. Suddenly his eye was struck

by an article. It was the review of a pamphlet by an American

astronomer, in which the author announced a conclusive discovery with

regard to variable stars.

The discovery was precisely the discovery of Swithin St. Cleeve. Another

man had forestalled his fame by a period of about six weeks.

Then the youth found that the goddess Philosophy, to whom he had vowed to

dedicate his whole life, would not in return support him through a single

hour of despair. In truth, the impishness of circumstance was newer to

him than it would have been to a philosopher of threescore-and-ten. In a

wild wish for annihilation he flung himself down on a patch of heather

that lay a little removed from the road, and in this humid bed remained

motionless, while time passed by unheeded.

At last, from sheer misery and weariness, he fell asleep.

The March rain pelted him mercilessly, the beaded moisture from the

heavily charged locks of heath penetrated him through back and sides, and

clotted his hair to unsightly tags and tufts. When he awoke it was dark.

He thought of his grandmother, and of her possible alarm at missing him.

On attempting to rise, he found that he could hardly bend his joints, and

that his clothes were as heavy as lead from saturation. His teeth

chattering and his knees trembling he pursued his way home, where his

appearance excited great concern. He was obliged at once to retire to

bed, and the next day he was delirious from the chill.

It was about ten days after this unhappy occurrence that Lady Constantine

learnt the news, as above described, and hastened along to the homestead

in that state of anguish in which the heart is no longer under the

control of the judgment, and self-abandonment even to error, verges on

heroism.

On reaching the house in Welland Bottom the door was opened to her by old

Hannah, who wore an assiduously sorrowful look; and Lady Constantine was

shown into the large room,--so wide that the beams bent in the

middle,--where she took her seat in one of a methodic range of chairs,

beneath a portrait of the Reverend Mr. St. Cleeve, her astronomer's

erratic father.

The eight unwatered dying plants, in the row of eight flower-pots,

denoted that there was something wrong in the house. Mrs. Martin came

downstairs fretting, her wonder at beholding Lady Constantine not

altogether displacing the previous mood of grief.

'Here's a pretty kettle of fish, my lady!' she exclaimed.

Lady Constantine said, 'Hush!' and pointed inquiringly upward.

'He is not overhead, my lady,' replied Swithin's grandmother. 'His

bedroom is at the back of the house.'

'How is he now?'

'He is better, just at this moment; and we are more hopeful. But he

changes so.'

'May I go up? I know he would like to see me.'

Her presence having been made known to the sufferer, she was conducted

upstairs to Swithin's room. The way thither was through the large

chamber he had used as a study and for the manufacture of optical

instruments. There lay the large pasteboard telescope, that had been

just such a failure as Crusoe's large boat; there were his diagrams,

maps, globes, and celestial apparatus of various sorts. The absence of

the worker, through illness or death is sufficient to touch the prosiest

workshop and tools with the hues of pathos, and it was with a swelling

bosom that Lady Constantine passed through this arena of his youthful

activities to the little chamber where he lay.

Old Mrs. Martin sat down by the window, and Lady Constantine bent over

Swithin.

'Don't speak to me!' she whispered. 'It will weaken you; it will excite

you. If you do speak, it must be very softly.'

She took his hand, and one irrepressible tear fell upon it.

'Nothing will excite me now, Lady Constantine,' he said; 'not even your

goodness in coming. My last excitement was when I lost the battle. . . .

Do you know that my discovery has been forestalled? It is that that's

killing me.'

'But you are going to recover; you are better, they say. Is it so?'

'I think I am, to-day. But who can be sure?'

'The poor boy was so upset at finding that his labour had been thrown

away,' said his grandmother, 'that he lay down in the rain, and chilled

his life out.'

'How could you do it?' Lady Constantine whispered. 'O, how could you

think so much of renown, and so little of me? Why, for every discovery

made there are ten behind that await making. To commit suicide like

this, as if there were nobody in the world to care for you!'

'It was done in my haste, and I am very, very sorry for it! I beg both

you and all my few friends never, never to forgive me! It would kill me

with self-reproach if you were to pardon my rashness!'

At this moment the doctor was announced, and Mrs. Martin went downstairs

to receive him. Lady Constantine thought she would remain to hear his

report, and for this purpose withdrew, and sat down in a nook of the

adjoining work-room of Swithin, the doctor meeting her as he passed

through it into the sick chamber.

He was there a torturingly long time; but at length he came out to the

room she waited in, and crossed it on his way downstairs. She rose and

followed him to the stairhead.

'How is he?' she anxiously asked. 'Will he get over it?'

The doctor, not knowing the depth of her interest in the patient, spoke

with the blunt candour natural towards a comparatively indifferent

inquirer.

'No, Lady Constantine,' he replied; 'there's a change for the worse.'

And he retired down the stairs.

Scarcely knowing what she did Lady Constantine ran back to Swithin's

side, flung herself upon the bed and in a paroxysm of sorrow kissed him.

X

The placid inhabitants of the parish of Welland, including warbling

waggoners, lone shepherds, ploughmen, the blacksmith, the carpenter, the

gardener at the Great House, the steward and agent, the parson, clerk,

and so on, were hourly expecting the announcement of St. Cleeve's death.

The sexton had been going to see his brother-in-law, nine miles distant,

but promptly postponed the visit for a few days, that there might be the

regular professional hand present to toll the bell in a note of due

fulness and solemnity; an attempt by a deputy, on a previous occasion of

his absence, having degenerated into a miserable stammering clang that

was a disgrace to the parish.

But Swithin St. Cleeve did not decease, a fact of which, indeed, the

habituated reader will have been well aware ever since the rain came down

upon the young man in the ninth chapter, and led to his alarming illness.

Though, for that matter, so many maimed histories are hourly enacting

themselves in this dun-coloured world as to lend almost a priority of

interest to narratives concerning those

'Who lay great bases for eternity

Which prove more short than waste or ruining.'

How it arose that he did not die was in this wise; and his example

affords another instance of that reflex rule of the vassal soul over the

sovereign body, which, operating so wonderfully in elastic natures, and

more or less in all, originally gave rise to the legend that supremacy

lay on the other side.

The evening of the day after the tender, despairing, farewell kiss of

Lady Constantine, when he was a little less weak than during her visit,

he lay with his face to the window. He lay alone, quiet and resigned. He

had been thinking, sometimes of her and other friends, but chiefly of his

lost discovery. Although nearly unconscious at the time, he had yet been

aware of that kiss, as the delicate flush which followed it upon his

cheek would have told; but he had attached little importance to it as

between woman and man. Had he been dying of love instead of wet weather,

perhaps the impulsive act of that handsome lady would have been seized on

as a proof that his love was returned. As it was her kiss seemed but the

evidence of a naturally demonstrative kindliness, felt towards him

chiefly because he was believed to be leaving her for ever.

The reds of sunset passed, and dusk drew on. Old Hannah came upstairs to

pull down the blinds and as she advanced to the window he said to her, in

a faint voice, 'Well, Hannah, what news to-day?'

'Oh, nothing, sir,' Hannah replied, looking out of the window with sad

apathy, 'only that there's a comet, they say.'

'A WHAT?' said the dying astronomer, starting up on his elbow.

'A comet--that's all, Master Swithin,' repeated Hannah, in a lower voice,

fearing she had done harm in some way.

'Well, tell me, tell me!' cried Swithin. 'Is it Gambart's? Is it

Charles the Fifth's, or Halley's, or Faye's, or whose?'

'Hush!' said she, thinking St. Cleeve slightly delirious again. ''Tis

God A'mighty's, of course. I haven't seed en myself, but they say he's

getting bigger every night, and that he'll be the biggest one known for

fifty years when he's full growed. There, you must not talk any more

now, or I'll go away.'

Here was an amazing event, little noise as it had made in the happening.

Of all phenomena that he had longed to witness during his short

astronomical career, those appertaining to comets had excited him most.

That the magnificent comet of 1811 would not return again for thirty

centuries had been quite a permanent regret with him. And now, when the

bottomless abyss of death seemed yawning beneath his feet, one of these

much-desired apparitions, as large, apparently, as any of its tribe, had

chosen to show itself.

'O, if I could but live to see that comet through my equatorial!' he

cried.

Compared with comets, variable stars, which he had hitherto made his

study, were, from their remoteness, uninteresting. They were to the

former as the celebrities of Ujiji or Unyamwesi to the celebrities of his

own country. Members of the solar system, these dazzling and perplexing

rangers, the fascination of all astronomers, rendered themselves still

more fascinating by the sinister suspicion attaching to them of being

possibly the ultimate destroyers of the human race. In his physical

prostration St. Cleeve wept bitterly at not being hale and strong enough

to welcome with proper honour the present specimen of these desirable

visitors.

The strenuous wish to live and behold the new phenomenon, supplanting the

utter weariness of existence that he had heretofore experienced, gave him

a new vitality. The crisis passed; there was a turn for the better; and

after that he rapidly mended. The comet had in all probability saved his

life. The limitless and complex wonders of the sky resumed their old

power over his imagination; the possibilities of that unfathomable blue

ocean were endless. Finer feats than ever he would perform were to be

achieved in its investigation. What Lady Constantine had said, that for

one discovery made ten awaited making, was strikingly verified by the

sudden appearance of this splendid marvel.

The windows of St. Cleeve's bedroom faced the west, and nothing would

satisfy him but that his bed should be so pulled round as to give him a

view of the low sky, in which the as yet minute tadpole of fire was

recognizable. The mere sight of it seemed to lend him sufficient

resolution to complete his own cure forthwith. His only fear now was

lest, from some unexpected cause or other, the comet would vanish before

he could get to the observatory on Rings-Hill Speer.

In his fervour to begin observing he directed that an old telescope,

which he had used in his first celestial attempts, should be tied at one

end to the bed-post, and at the other fixed near his eye as he reclined.

Equipped only with this rough improvisation he began to take notes. Lady

Constantine was forgotten, till one day, suddenly, wondering if she knew

of the important phenomenon, he revolved in his mind whether as a fellow-

student and sincere friend of his she ought not to be sent for, and

instructed in the use of the equatorial.

But though the image of Lady Constantine, in spite of her kindness and

unmistakably warm heart, had been obscured in his mind by the heavenly

body, she had not so readily forgotten him. Too shy to repeat her visit

after so nearly betraying her secret, she yet, every day, by the most

ingenious and subtle means that could be devised by a woman who feared

for herself, but could not refrain from tampering with danger,

ascertained the state of her young friend's health. On hearing of the

turn in his condition she rejoiced on his account, and became yet more

despondent on her own. If he had died she might have mused on him as her

dear departed saint without much sin: but his return to life was a

delight that bewildered and dismayed.

One evening a little later on he was sitting at his bedroom window as

usual, waiting for a sufficient decline of light to reveal the comet's

form, when he beheld, crossing the field contiguous to the house, a

figure which he knew to be hers. He thought she must be coming to see

him on the great comet question, to discuss which with so delightful and

kind a comrade was an expectation full of pleasure. Hence he keenly

observed her approach, till something happened that surprised him.

When, at the descent of the hill, she had reached the stile that admitted

to Mrs. Martin's garden, Lady Constantine stood quite still for a minute

or more, her gaze bent on the ground. Instead of coming on to the house

she went heavily and slowly back, almost as if in pain; and then at

length, quickening her pace, she was soon out of sight. She appeared in

the path no more that day.