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THE FOUR ROADS
by
SHEILA KAYE-SMITH
Author of “Sussex Gorse,” “The Challenge to Sirius,” etc.
[Illustration]
New York
George H. Doran Company
Copyright, 1921,
By George H. Doran Company
Printed in the United States of America
CONTENTS
PAGE
PART I
TOM 9
PART II
JERRY 66
PART III
THYRZA 115
PART IV
IVY 153
PART V
NELL 211
PART VI
BABY 241
PART VII
MR. SUMPTION 264
THE FOUR ROADS
THE FOUR ROADS
PART I: TOM
1
Four roads in Sussex mark out a patch of country that from the
wooded, sea-viewing hills behind Dallington slips down over fields
and ponds and spinneys to the marshes of Hailsham and Horse Eye. The
North Road, slatting the heights with its pale, hard streak, runs
from far Rye to further Lewes, a road of adventures and distances,
passing Woods Corner and Three Cups Corner, Punnetts Town and Cade
Street, till it joins the London Road at Cross-in-Hand. The South
Road borders the marsh, sometimes dry on the shelving ground above
it, sometimes soggy on the marsh level, or perhaps sheeted with the
overflow of the Hurst Haven. It comes from Senlac and Hastings, and
after skirting the flats, crosses the River Cuckmere, and runs tamely
into Lewes, where all roads meet. The East Road is short and shaggy,
running through many woods, from the North Road, which it joins at
Woods Corner, to the throws at Boreham Street. Along this road is a
string of farms—Cowlease, and Padgham, and Slivericks, mangy holdings
for the most part, with copses running wild and fields of thistles,
doors agape and walls atumble, and gable-ends stooping towards
the ponds. The West Road is grass-grown, and in July St. John’s
wort and rest-harrow straggle in the ruts and make the dust smell
sickly-sweet. It forks from the North Road at Punnetts Town, and runs
through Rushlake Green and the Foul Mile to Hailsham in the south.
In the swale of the day, towards Easter-time, the Reverend Mr.
Sumption was walking along the North Road from Dallington to Woods
Corner. Dallington is the mother-parish of the country bounded by
the Four Roads, though there is also a church at Brownbread Street,
in charge of a curate. Mr. Sumption had no truck with either Rector
or curate, for he was a minister of the Particular Baptists, who had
a Bethel in Sunday Street, as the lane was called which linked the
East Road with one that trailed in and out of farms and woods to
the throws at Bucksteep Manor. Not that the sect of the Particular
Baptists flourished in the parish of Dallington, but the Bethel being
midway between the church and the chapel, a fair congregation could
be raked in on wet Sundays from the middle district, where doctrine,
like most things in that land of farms, was swung by the weather.
The Reverend Mr. Sumption was a big, handsome man of forty-five, and
wore a semi-clerical suit of greenish-black, with a shabby hat and
a dirty collar. His face was brown, darkening round the jaw with a
beard that wanted the razor twice a day, but did not get it. His eyes
were dark and sunk deep in his head, gleaming like deep ditch-water
under eyebrows as smooth and black as broom-pods. His teeth were very
white, and his hair was grey and curly like a fleece.
As he walked he muttered to himself, and from time to time cracked
the joints of his fingers with a loud rapping sound. These two
habits helped form the local opinion that he was “queer,” an opinion
bolstered by more evidence than is usual in such cases. Women
standing in their cottage doors noticed him twice halt and stoop—once
to pick up a beetle which was laboriously crawling from ditch to
ditch, another time to pick up a swede dropped from some farm-cart.
He carefully put the beetle on the opposite bank—“Near squashed you,
my dear, I did. But He Who created the creeping things upon the
earth has preserved you from the boot of man.” The swede he dusted
and crammed in his pocket. It was known throughout the hamlets—the
“Streets” and “Greens”—of Dallington Parish that the minister was as
poor as he was unblushing about his poverty.
The evening was very still. Eddies and swells of golden, watery light
drifted over the hills round Dallington. In the north the sharp,
wooded hill where Brightling stood was like a golden cone, and the
kiln-shaped obelisk by Lobden’s House which marked the highest point
of South-east Sussex was also burnished to rare metal. The scent of
water, stagnant on fallen leaves, crept from the little woods where
the primroses and windflowers smothered old stumps in their pale
froth, or spattered with milky stars the young moss of the year. At
Woods Corner the smoke of a turf fire was rising from the inn, and
there was a smell of beer, too, as the minister passed the door,
and turned down the East Road towards Slivericks. The fire and the
beer both tempted him, for there was neither at the Horselunges, the
tumble-down old cottage where he lodged in Sunday Street. But the
former he looked on as an unmanly weakness, the latter as a snare of
the devil, so he swung on, humming a metrical psalm.
About a hundred yards below Woods Corner, just where the road, washed
stony by the rains, runs under the webbing of Slivericks oaks, he
turned into a field, across which a footpath led a pale stripe
towards Sunday Street. From the top of the field he could look down
over the whole sweep of country within the Four Roads, to the marshes
and the sea, or rather the saffron and purple mists where the marshes
and the sea lay together in enchantment. The yellow light wavered up
to him from the sunset, over the woods of Forges and Harebeating;
there was a sob of wind from Stilliands Tower, and a gleam of
half-hidden ponds in the spinneys by Puddledock. Mr. Sumption stood
still and listened.
The air was full of sunset sounds—the lowing of cows came up with
a mingled cuckoo’s cry, there was a tinkle of water behind him
in the ditch, and the soft swish of wind in the trees and in the
hedge, nodding ashes and sallows and oaks to and fro against the
light-filled sky. On the wind was a mutter and pulse, a throb which
seemed to be in it yet not of it, like the beating of a great heart,
strangely remote from all the gleam and softness of spring sunset,
pale fluttering cuckoo-flowers, and leaf-sweet pools of rain. A
blackbird called from the copse by Cowlease Farm, and his song was
as the voice of sunset and April and pooled rain ... still the great
distant heart throbbed on, its dim beats pulsing on the wind, aching
on the sunset, over the fields of peaceful England dropping asleep in
April.
The Reverend Mr. Sumption cracked his fingers loudly once or twice:
“You hear ’em pretty plain to-night ... the guns in France.”
2
He walked slowly on towards the stile, then stopped again and pulled
a letter out of his pocket. It was a dirty letter, written on cheap
note-paper with a smudged in indelible pencil.
“Dear Father,” it ran, “I reckon you’ll be wild when you get
this. I have left the Fackory and have enlisted in the R. Sussex
Regement. I could not stand that dirty tyke of Hubbard our forman
any more. So I’ve gone, for I’m sick of this, and there’s no fear
of my being fetched back, as I’m not satisfackory nor skilled in
particular, and should have been fetched out anyhow all in good
time, I reckon. So don’t go taking on about this, but please send
me some fags, and I should like some chockolate, and get some of
those kokernut buns at the shop with the crinkly paper round.
It is a week since I did it, but I have been to the Y.M.C.A.,
and bought some Cherry-blossom boot-pollish and a packet of
Players, and have no more money, and they said on a board ‘Write
home to-night.’ Well, dear Father, I hope you will not take this
too badly. Some good may come of it, for I am a soldier now and
going to fight the Germans. Good-bye and don’t forget to send the
things I said.
“Your loving son,
“JERRY.
“(467572 Pvte. Sumption, 9th Co. 18th Bn. R. Suss. Rejiment.)”
The minister crushed the letter back into the pocket already bulging
with the swede. “O Lord,” he groaned, “why doth it please Thee to
afflict Thy servant again? I reckon I’ve stood a lot on account
of that boy, and there seems no end to it. He’s the prodigal son
that never comes home, he’s the lost sheep that never gets into the
fold, and yet he’s my child and the woman from Ihornden’s....” His
mutterings died down, for he heard footsteps behind him.
A young man was crossing the field from Slivericks, a sturdy, stocky
fellow, about five-and-a-half feet high, with leggings and corduroy
riding-breeches, and a black coat which was a little too small for
him and as he drew near sent out an odour of moth-killer—evidently
some young farmer, unaccountably Sundified on a week-day evening.
“Hullo, Tom,” said the minister.
“Hullo, Mus’ Sumption.”
The boy stood aside for the older man to cross the stile. His head
hung a little over the unaccustomed stiffness of his collar, and his
eyes seemed full of rather painful thought. Mr. Sumption fumbled
in his pockets, drew out the letter, the swede, a pencil without
a point, a Testament, a squashed mass of chickweed, a tract, and
finally a broken-backed cigarette, which he handed to Tom.
“Bad news, I reckon?”
Tom nodded.
“They woan’t let me off. I wur afeard they wouldn’t. You see, there’s
faather and the boys left, and I couldn’t explain as how faather had
bad habits. You can’t bite back lik that on your own kin.”
“No, you can’t,” and Mr. Sumption carefully smoothed a dirty scrap
of paper as he put it back in his pocket. “By the way, my boy’s just
joined up. I heard from him this morning. He’s in the Eighteenth
Sussex—I shouldn’t wonder if you found yourselves together.”
“Lord, Mus’ Sumption! You doan’t tell me as he’s left the factory?”
“Reckon he has. Thought he’d like to fight for his King and country.
He was always a plucked ’un, and he couldn’t bear to see the lads
going to the front without him.”
There was a gleam in the minister’s eyes, and he cracked his fingers
loudly.
“I’m proud of him—I’m proud of my boy. He’s done a fine thing, for of
course he need never have gone. He’s been three years in munitions
now, and him only twenty. He went up to Erith when he was a mere lad,
no call for him to go, and now he’s joined up as a soldier when there
was no call for him to go, neither.”
Tom looked impressed.
“Maybe I ought to be feeling lik he does, but truth to tell it maakes
me heavy-hearted to be leaving the farm just now.”
“The Lord will provide.”
“I’m none so sure o’ that, wud faather and his habits, and the boys
so young and wild, and the girls wud their hearts in other things,
and mother, poor soul, so unsensible.”
“Well, what does the farm matter? Beware lest it become Naboth’s
vineyard unto you. Is this a time to buy cattle and vineyards and
olive-yards? This is the day which the Prophet said should burn like
an oven, and the proud, even the wicked, be as stubble. What’s your
wretched farm? Think of the farms round Ypers and Dixmood, think of
the farms round Rheims and Arrass—Stop!” and he seized Tom’s arm in
his hard, restless fingers—“Listen to those guns over in France.
Perhaps every thud you hear means the end of a little farm.”
Tom stood dejectedly beside him, the broken-backed cigarette, for
which the minister had unfortunately been unable to provide a light,
hanging drearily from his teeth. The soft mutter and thud pulsed
on. The sun was slowly foundering behind the woods of Bird-in-Eye,
sending up great shafts and spines of flowery light into the sky
which was now green as a meadow after rain.
“This war queers me,” he said, and his voice, low and thick as it
was, like any Sussex countryman’s, yet was enough to drown the
beating of that alien heart. “I doan’t understand it. I can’t git the
hang od it nohow.”
“A lot of it queers me,” said Mr. Sumption, “and I reckon that in
many ways we’re all as godless as the Hun. It’s not only the Germans
that shall burn like stubble—it’s us. The oven’s prepared for us as
well as for them.”
They were walking together down steep fields, the ground dreamy with
grey light, while before them, beyond the sea, burned the great oven
of the sunset, full of horns of flame.
“I’m thinking of the farm,” continued Tom, his mind sticking to
its first idea. “I’m willing enough to go and fight for the farms
in France and Belgium, but seems to me a Sussex farm’s worth two
furrin’ ones. Worge aun’t a fine place, but it’s done well since I
wur old enough to help faather—help him wud my head as well as my
arms, I mean. Faather’s an unaccountable clever chap—you should just
about hear him talk at the pub, and the books he’s read you’d never
believe. But he’s got ways wot aun’t good for farming, and he needs
somebody there to see as things doan’t slide when he can’t look after
them himself.”
“Can’t your brother Harry do anything? He must be nearly sixteen.”
“Harry’s unaccountable wild-like. He’s more lik to git us into
trouble than help us at all.”
“Maybe your father will pull-to a bit when you’re gone and he sees
things depend on him.”
“Maybe he will, and maybe he woan’t. But you doan’t understand, Mus’
Sumption. You doan’t know wot it feels like to be took away from
your work to help along a war as you didn’t ask for and don’t see
the hang of. Maybe you’d think different of the war if you had to
fight in it, but being a minister of religion you aun’t ever likely
to have to join up. I’m ready to go and do my share in putting chaps
into the oven, as you say, but it’s no use or sense your telling
me as it doan’t matter about the farm, for matter it does, and I’m
unaccountable vrothered wud it all.”
He grunted, and spat out the fag. Mr. Sumption, taking offence at
once, waved his arms like a black windmill.
“Ho! I don’t understand, don’t I? with my only son just gone for a
soldier. D’you think you care for your dirty farm more than I care
for my Jerry. D’you think I wouldn’t rather a hundred times go myself
than that he should go? O Lord, that this boy should mock me! You’ll
be safe enough, young Tom. You’ve only the Germans to fear, but my
lad has to fear his own countrymen too. The army was not made for
gipsy-women’s sons. My poor Jerry! ... there in the ranks like a colt
in harness. He’ll be sorry he’s done it to-morrow, and then they’ll
kill him.... Oh, hold your tongue, Tom Beatup! Here we are in Sunday
Street.”
3
Sunday Street was the lane that linked up Pont’s Green on the
East Road with Bucksteep Manor at Four Throws. From the southern
distance it looked like the street of a town, oddly flung across
the hill—a streak of red houses, with the squat steeples of oasts,
an illusion of shops and spires, crumbling on near approach into a
few tumble-down cottages and the oasts of Egypt Farm. From the north
you saw the chimneys first, high above the roofs like rabbits’ ears
above their heads; then you tumbled suddenly upon the hamlet: the
Bethel, the Horselunges, the shop, the inn whose sign was the Rifle
Volunteer, the forge, the pond, the two farms—Worge and Egypt—with
their cottages, and the farmstead of Little Worge sidling away
towards Pont’s Green.
To-night it was fogged in the grey smoke of its own wood fires, with
here and there on its windows the lemon green of the sky. It smelled
faintly of wood-smoke, sweet mud and standing rain, of rot in lathes
and tiles. The Horselunges, the cottage where the minister lodged,
was the first house in the village after the forge. It stood opposite
the Bethel, a brick, eighteenth-century building with big gaunt
windows staring blindly over the fields to Puddledock. The Bethel had
been built in Georgian days when the Particular Baptists flourished
in greater numbers round Sunday Street, and a saint of theirs had
built it to “the glory of God and in memory of my dear wife Susannah
Odlarne, saved by Grace. For Many are called but Few are chosen.”
Mr. Sumption and Tom had walked the last of their way in silence. But
the minister’s anger had fizzled out as quickly as it had kindled,
and at the door of the forge he held out his hand very kindly to the
boy.
“Well, good-night to you, lad. I must look in and see Bourner here
for a minute or two. I hope your mother won’t be much distressed at
your news.”
“Reckon she will, but it can’t be helped.... Funny, you doan’t hear
the guns down here.”
“No more you do, but they’re going it just the same—knocking away
little farms.”
Tom nodded with a wry smile and walked off. The minister turned into
the forge.
Mr. Sumption could never pass the forge, and the glow and roar of
sparks from its chimney would call him over many a field, from
Galleybird or Harebeating, or even from the doors of sick people—if
they were not very sick. He was a blacksmith’s son.
His father had worked the smithy at the cross-roads by Bethersden in
Kent, and Ezra Sumption had grown up in the smell of hoof-parings
and the ring of smitten iron. His sketchy education finished, he had
taken his place beside his father at the anvil—he had held the meek
tasselled hoofs of the farm-horses, he had worked the great bellows
that sent the flames roaring up the chimney like Judgment Day, he had
swung the heavy smith’s hammer with an arm that in a few years grew
lustier than his dad’s, and in time had come to cast as good iron and
clap it on as surely as any smith in Kent.
But during his adolescence strange things had grown with his bulk and
girth. Lonely and Bible-bred, he came to work strange dreams into the
roaring furnace and clanging iron. In those sheeting, belching flames
he came to see the presage of that day which should burn like an
oven, the burning fiery furnace of Shadrach, Meshach and Abed-nego,
through which only those could walk unsinged who had with them the
Son of God. When he swung the hammer above his head he swung God’s
judgment down on the molten iron, shaping out of its fiery torment a
form of use. When the horse clumped out of the smithy with the new
iron on his hoofs, he felt that there went a soul saved, a child of
God passed through fire into service.
He became “queer.” He spoke his thoughts, and in time preached them
to the men who brought their horses to be shod. His father jeered at
him, his mother was afraid, but the minister of a neighbouring chapel
took him up. He thought he had found a rustic saint. He invited young
Sumption to his house, taught him, and encouraged him to enter the
ministry. The parents were flattered by the pastor’s notice, and he
found little difficulty in persuading them to let their boy leave
the forge and train as a minister of the Particular Baptists.
Rather bewildered and scared at the new life before him, young Ezra
Sumption, comely, burly, shock-headed, brown-skinned as a mushroom in
a wet field, passed into a training college of the sect, and emerged
a full-blown pastor, with black clothes on his unwieldy limbs and
a tongue for ever struggling with the niceties of English speech.
He was a great disappointment to his benefactor, for the smith in
him had triumphantly survived all genteel training and theological
examinations; he was to all intents the same boy who had heard
voices in the fire and had preached to the carters. His manners and
conversation had slightly improved, and his imaginings had been given
a dose of dogma, but his rough uncouthness, his “queerness” remained
as before. He was an utter failure as assistant pastor in a chapel
at Dover—the congregation was shocked by the violence and vulgarity
of his forge-born similes, his Judgment Day appeals, all the spate
and fume of the old Doomsday doctrines which were fast dying out of
Nonconformity. He pined for the country, and seemed unable to conform
to town habits. On his holidays he went back to the forge and helped
his father with the shoeing as if he had never worn a black coat. It
was on one of these holidays that he finally damned himself.
In a cottage at Ihornden where he had gone to visit a sick woman he
met a gipsy girl of the Rossarmescroes or Hearns. Her people had
given up their wandering life, and settled down in the neighbourhood,
where they owned several cottages. Nevertheless, to marry her,
as Sumption did soon after their third meeting, was his pastoral
suicide. He took her with him to Dover, where they were both
miserable for a few months. Then he had to give up his post. They
returned to the forge at Bethersden, where Sumption would have liked
to become a blacksmith again, if it had not been for the continual
restless yearning of the Word within him, that drop of the divine
which had somehow mixed with his clay, and made him drunken.
At the close of the year Meridian Sumption died at the birth of her
child. They had been ideally happy in their short married life, in
spite of the cage-bars of circumstances and the drivings of the Word
which divided them as in the beginning it had divided the waters from
the earth. After her death he became “queerer” than ever. He roamed
from village to village, preaching to farmers, gipsies, labourers,
tinkers, all who would hear him and some who would not—leaving his
child in his mother’s care.
Six years later the death of his father and mother made it necessary
that he should take the boy—named grotesquely Jeremiah Meridian, as
if to show his double origin in religion and vagabondage. At the
same time his first patron, the minister of Bethersden, offered to
recommend him for the pastorate of the Particular Baptist Chapel at
Sunday Street near Dallington. His conscience had long grieved over
the vagaries of his blacksmith saint, and in this empty pastorate he
saw a way of settling both. Sumption had acquired a certain fame as
a preacher among the ’dens of Kent, candidates for the Particular
Ministry were not so many as they used to be, and the pastorate of
Sunday Street, with its dwindling, bumpkin congregation, country
loneliness, and small revenues, was hard to fill. After various
difficulties, the new minister arrived with his black-eyed, swarthy
child. He had grown tired of his wanderings, and had conceived an
erratic, arbitrary affection for this pledge of gipsy love. He looked
forward to a settled country life and to preaching the Word in his
own Bethel.
The villagers, for the most part, liked him. His manners offended
them, and as they were mostly Church-people they seldom came to his
chapel except on wet Sundays, when it meant too much dirt and trouble
to go to hear old Mr. Foxe at Dallington or young Mr. Poullett-Smith
at Brownbread Street. But from the first he was as one of themselves,
treated with no respect and much kindness. He was seldom invited to
sick-beds or to officiate at funerals or marriages, but he never
lacked an invitation to a Harvest Supper or Farmers’ Club Dinner. For
his sake the neighbourhood tolerated the villainies of his Jerry, a
throw-back to the poaching, roving, thieving Rossarmescroes. None
the less, they were glad when at the outbreak of war he went to work
in a munition factory, first in London, then, through a series of
not very creditable wanderings, to Erith. Only the minister grieved,
for he loved Jerry as he had loved no human thing since his mother
died in the little apple-smelling room above the smithy. He was not
always kind to the boy, and the arm which had wielded the hammer
so lustily had on one or two shocking occasions nearly broken the
bones he loved. But he had for his son a half-spiritual, half-animal
affection, and the villagers pitied him when the boy went, though
they were glad to see him go.
“Mus’ Sumption wur more blacksmith nor he wur minister,” they said
when any local enthusiasm for him prevailed; and it was true that in
his loneliness and anxiety he would often find comfort in the forge
at Sunday Street, where he could sit and watch Bourner the smith
swing his hammer, or even sometimes himself, with coat thrown off and
shirt-sleeves rolled back over arms long and hairy as a gorilla’s,
smite the hot iron or scrape the patient hoof, while his face grew
red as copper in the firelight and the sweat ran over it and his
shaggy chest.
To-night, when Jerry had wounded him afresh, he turned to his
unfailing refuge. His pain was not the mere dread of death or
maiming of the lad—it was something more sinister, more intangible.
“The army is not for the gipsy woman’s son.” He feared for Jerry in
that organised system of rank and order and command. He would have
preferred him in the workshop even if the relative danger of the two
places had been reversed. Jerry was less likely to be smashed by a
German shell than by the system in which he had enrolled himself.
He would break his head against its discipline, hang himself in its
rules.... His dread for Jerry under martial law was the dread his
Meridian’s ancestors would have felt for her under a roof. It was a
fear based more on instinct than on reason, therefore all the more
bruising to the instinctive passion of fatherhood. It was well that
he had this refuge of iron and anvil, of hammer and hoof, this small
comforting similitude of the day which should burn as an oven....
Bourner the smith did not talk to him much. He made a few technical
remarks, and winked at his mate when Mr. Sumption boasted of Jerry’s
valour in joining the army. But gradually the tired, careworn look
on the minister’s face died away, his eyes ceased to smoulder and
roll; in the thick stuffy atmosphere, strong with the smell of hoofs
and the ammoniacal smell of hide and horses, grey with smoke and
noisy with the roar of flames and the ring of iron, he was going
back in peace to his father’s house, to the smithy at the throws by
Bethersden, before the burdens of divine and human love had come down
upon him.
4
After his companion had left him, Tom Beatup walked quickly down the
lane, past the Horselunges and the Rifle Volunteer, to where Worge
gate hung crooked across Worge drive, paintless and smeared with dew.
Here he stopped a minute, and looked at the huddle of the farm. It
was one black shape against the yellow of the sky, and the cones of
its oasts and the spires of its poplars seemed part of its block, so
that it looked grotesque and horned. He hesitated, rubbed his hand
along the top of the gate and licked the dew off his fingers, then
turned and walked eastward.
Beyond Egypt Farm and the cottages of Worge, just before the willow
pond that marked the end of the street, stood the shop, where Thyrza
Honey was “licensed to sell tobacco.” It was in darkness now, except
for a faint creep of light under the door. Had Thyrza “shut up”?
No—the handle turned, the little bell gave its buzzing ring, and the
warm light ran out for a moment into the darkling lane—with a smell
of tea and tobacco, sweets and sawdust, scrubbed floor and rotting
beams, the smell that was to Tom the same refuge as the smell of the
forge was to Mr. Sumption.
The shop was empty, but he could see a shadow moving to and fro
across the little window at the back—a ridiculous little window,
about a foot square, yet as gay with its lace curtains and pink
ribbons as the drawing-room bow of a Brighton lodging-house. The next
minute a face was pressed against it, then withdrawn, and the door at
the back of the shop opened.
“Good evenun, Mus’ Tom.”
“Good evenun, Mrs. Honey.”
She moved slowly to her place behind the counter. All her movements
were slow, which women sometimes found irritating, but never men,
who were always either consciously or unconsciously aware of a kind
of drawling beauty in her gait. She was fair, with hair like fluffy,
sun-bleached grass. Her skin was like that of an apricot, soft and
thick, of a deep creamy yellow, with soft dabs of colour on her wide
cheek-bones.
“A packet of woodbines, please,” said Tom.
She reached them from the shelf behind her.
“Have you got any bull’s-eyes?”
“Yes—three-ha’pence an ounce.”
“They’ve got dearer.”
“And they’ll get dearer still, I reckon.”
“Give me three penn’orth, please.”
She took them out of a glass bottle at her elbow.
“Got any monster telephones?”
“I dunno—I’m afeard we’re sold out.”
Thyrza always spoke of herself in a business capacity as “we.”
“Could you maake up two penn’orth? Harry and Zacky are unaccountable
fond of them.”
“You’re a kind brother—buying sweeties for all the family. I reckon
the bull’s-eyes are fur your sisters.”
“Reckon they are. No use giving monster telephones to girls—they
can’t be eaten dentical.”
This was obvious when Thyrza finally unearthed the telephones in an
old case under the ginger-beer box. They were long, black coiling
strings of liquorice, requiring sleight of hand, combined with a
certain amount of unfastidiousness, for their consumption. Tom was
disappointed that Thyrza had found them so soon. He stood by the
counter, fingering his purchases and wishing his money was not all
gone.
“I hear you’ve bin up at the Tribunal,” said Thyrza, coming to the
rescue.
“Yes—they woan’t let me off.”
“You’re sorry, I reckon.”
“Unaccountable. I doan’t know wot ull become of the farm.”
Thyrza sighed sympathetically, having nothing to say in the way of
comfort.
“They said as how I wurn’t really indispensable, faather being
able-bodied and having two lads besides me, and two ‘hands’”—he
laughed bitterly. “I’d like to show ’em the ‘hands’—two scarecrows,
you might say.”
“It’s a sad world,” remarked Thyrza comfortably.
Mrs. Honey was a widow, but never had more than a sentimental sigh
for her husband who had made her miserable, and then suddenly rather
proud—on that last day of October when the Royal Sussex had held the
road to Sussex against the fury of the Prussian Guard, and Sam Honey
died to save the home he had made so unhappy while he lived. He had
died bravely and she was proud of him, but he had lived meanly and
she could not regret him.
“Wot sort of a soldier d’you think I’ll make, Mrs. Honey?”
“A good one, surelye”—and she showed him teeth like curd.
“I’m naun so sure, though. I’m a farmer bred, and the life ull be
middling strange to me.”
“Maybe you’ll lik it. Sam liked it fine. There was no end o’ fun to
be had, he said, and foakes all giving you chocolate and woodbines,
just as if you wur the king.”
“Will you send me a postcard now and agaun, Mrs. Honey?”
“Reckon I will.”
There was silence for a minute or two in the shop. The oil lamp
swung, moving the shadows over the ceiling where the beams sagged
with the weight of Thyrza’s little bedroom. A clock in the back room
ticked loudly. Tom was still leaning across the counter, looking
at Thyrza. They both felt rather awkward, as they often felt in
each other’s company. Thyrza wondered when Tom was going. She
liked him—liked him unaccountable—but her bit of supper was on the
fire in the next room, there was some mending to be done, and many
other odds and ends of feminine business before it was time to set
the mouse-traps, put the milk-jug on the doorstep, and go to bed.
Besides, she knew he ought to be going back to Worge to tell his
family the news which should have been theirs before he brought it to
her.
“I reckon your mother ull be wondering how you’ve fared this
afternoon. Has your father gone home and told her?”
“I left faather at Woods Corner.”
“She’ll be worriting about him too, then.”
“Maybe I should ought to go home and tell them.”
He straightened himself with a sigh. He must leave his refuge of tea
and soap and candles, the peace of Thyrza Honey’s slow movements and
thick, sweet voice. She was sorry for him.
“You’ll look in again, Mus’ Tom?”
“Surelye.”
“Maybe you’ll bring your sister Ivy round for a cup of tea before you
go. Ull you be going soon?”
“In a fortnight.... Good evenun, Mrs. Honey.”
“Good evenun, Mus’ Tom.”
Again the bell gave its buzzing ring, as he opened the door and went
out.
5
Tom’s heart had sunk rather low before he came to Worge. He was
always dissatisfied with himself after seeing Thryza. He never seemed
able to find anything to say, just because she was the person he
liked most in the world to talk to. He felt that he must be very
different from the other men who came to see her—for men liked
Thyrza—who could make even the buying of a penn’orth of sweets an
occasion for artful sally and interesting conversation. That reminded
him that he had left all his purchases on the counter. What an
unaccountable fool he was! However, he would not go back for them.
They must wait till to-morrow. Still, he wished he hadn’t left them.
Thyrza would think him silly, and besides he had wanted to give those
sweets to his brothers and sisters. He nearly always brought them
something when he went into the town.
They were all at supper in the kitchen—he could hear their voices. He
wondered if his father had come back yet. He had not, for the first
question that greeted his entrance was:
“Whur’s your faather, Tom?”
“I left him at Woods Corner. I’d have thought he’d bin home by now.”
“Then you thought silly. ’T’aun’t likely as he’ll come home till they
close. You should have stopped along of un.”
“I thought I’d better git back home and tell you the news.”
“And wot’s that? Have they let you off?”
“Not they. A fortnight’s final.”
Mrs. Beatup began to cry. She was a large, stout woman with masses of
rough grey hair, and a broad, rather childish face, which now looked
more like a child’s than ever as it wrinkled up for crying.
“Now, mother, doan’t you taake on,” said Ivy, the eldest girl,
getting up and putting her arm round her.
“It’s a shaame, a hemmed shaame,” sobbed the woman. “No woander as
faather’s stopped at Woods Corner. To take our eldest boy as is the
prop and stay of the whole of us!”
“He aun’t no such thing,” said Ivy, who was a strapping girl—rather
like her mother, except that her round face ended in a sharp chin,
which gave her an unexpected air of shrewdness. The second girl,
Nell, was helping her brother to his supper of pork and cabbage.
“No one can say he’s indispensable,” she remarked in rather a pretty,
half-educated voice—she was pupil teacher in her second year at the
school in Brownbread Street. “There’s Harry just on sixteen, and
there’s Juglery and Elphick, and no one can say father isn’t a strong
man and able to look after the farm.”
“Your faather’s no use. Tom, did you tell them as your faather had
bad habits?”
“No, I didn’t,” said Tom sulkily, shovelling in the cabbage with his
knife.
“Then you wur a fool. You know as your faather aun’t himself three
nights out of five, and yet you go and say naun about it. How are
they to know if you doan’t tell them?”
“I wurn’t going to tell all the big folk round Senlac as my faather
drinks.”
“Hush, Tom! I never said as you wur to say that—but you might have
let ’em know, careful like, as he aun’t always able to look after the
farm as well as you might think.”
“It ud have done no good. Drunkenness aun’t a reason for exemption,
as they say. Besides, I’d middling little to do in the matter.
Faather was applying fur me, and he did all the talking—an
unaccountable lot of it, too. I wurn’t took because there wurn’t
enough said against it, I promise you. But seemingly before a farm
chap like me gits off, he’s got to have a certifickit from the War
Agricultural Committee, and they read a letter saying as they’d
recommended one to be given, but the Executive Committee or summat
hadn’t fallen in wud it. So there’s no use crying, mother, for go I
must, and it’ll be none the easier for you making all this vrother.”
He was cross because he was unhappy.
“Will you be in the Royal Sussex, Tom—along of Mus’ Dixon and Mus’
Archie?” asked Zacky, the youngest boy.
“I dunno.”
“When ull you be leaving?”
“In a fortnight, I’ve told you.”
“I hear as how Bill Putland ull be going soon,” said Mrs. Beatup.
“He’d be company like fur you, Tom.”
“Bill!—he’s too unaccountable fine and grand fur me. He thinks no end
of himself being Mus’ Lamb’s chuvver. But I’ll tell you who’s joined
the Sussex, though, and that’s Jerry Sumption. I met Mus’ Sumption,
this evenun, and he toald me.”
“You doan’t mean to say as Jerry’s left the fackory?”
“Yes. He went and enlisted—minister says he’s unaccountable proud of
him.”
There was a crackle of laughter round the table.
“Well, we all of us know, and I reckon minister knows as we
know, that if Jerry had bin any sort of use at the munititions
they wouldn’t have let him join up. It’s a law that if you maake
munititions you doan’t have to join up.”
“Oh, Jerry’s bin never no good at naun. He’s jest a roving gipsy dog.”
Mrs. Beatup turned suddenly to Ivy:
“Did you know aught of this?”
“Not I!” said Ivy carelessly. “Jerry hasn’t written to me fur more’n
a month. Maybe this is why.”
“I’m justabout sorry fur Mus’ Sumption,” said Tom, whom his supper
had put in better humour. “He has a feeling as Jerry ull come to no
good in the army.”
“No more he will, nor nowhere, I’m thinking,” said Mrs. Beatup.
“Doan’t you never have naun to do wud him, Tom. I doan’t want my
children to git the splash of that gipsy muck——” And she threw
another half-defiant, half-furtive look at Ivy.
“Where’s Harry?” asked Tom.
“Out ratting,” Zacky informed him.
“Well, he woan’t find any supper’s bin kept fur him, that’s all,”
said Mrs. Beatup, rising and pushing back her chair. “Nell, put the
plaates on the tray and maake yourself useful fur wunst.”
A flush crept over Nell’s pale, pretty face, from her neck to the
roots of her reddish hair. She gingerly picked up two of the smelly,
greasy plates, then quickly put them down again.
“There’s faather.”
“Where?” Mrs. Beatup listened.
“I heard the gate—and there goes the side door.”
The next minute a heavy, uncertain footstep was heard in the passage,
then a bump as if someone had lurched into the wall. The family stood
stock-still and waited.
“Maybe he’ll hurt himself in the dark,” said Mrs. Beatup, “now
policeman woan’t let us have the light at the passage bend.”
“No, he’s all right. There he is scrabbling at the door.”
There was the sound of fingers groping and scratching. Then the door
opened and the farmer of Worge came in, his hat a little on one side,
a lock of hair falling over his red forehead, and the whole of his
waistcoat undone. He stood, supporting himself against the doorpost,
and glared at the family.
“Your supper’s still hot, Ned,” said Mrs. Beatup
hesitatingly—“leastways, the gals have eaten all the taters, but I
can hot you up....” She began to whimper as the bleared grey eyes
slowly rolled towards her.
“Be quiet, Mother,” said Ivy.
Mus’ Beatup, slowly and carefully, made his way towards a
broken-springed armchair beside the fire. He then sat down by the
simple process of falling into it backwards; then he stretched out a
foot that seemed made of clay and manure——
“Taake off my boots, Missus.”
6
It was quite dark before Tom was able to slip out to see to one or
two odd jobs that wanted doing in the barns. He felt himself obliged
to stay in the kitchen while his father was there, for though there
had not been more than a few occasions when surliness had blazed into
assault, he knew that it was always just possible that his father
might become violent, especially as his mother always went the worst
way—with tears, reproaches, arguments and lamentations. What would
happen when he was no longer at hand to watch over her he did not
like to think. It was all part of the load of anxiety and love which
was settling down on him.
If he had been a free man he would probably have felt quite ready
for the change ahead of him. Though his imagination had scarcely
taken hold of the war, and though the harrow and the plough, with the
thick sucking earth on his boots, and the drip of rain or stew of
sunshine on waiting fields, had absorbed most of the boyish spirit
of adventure which might have sent him questing out of stuffier
circumstances—though his was the country heart, which is the last
heart for warfare—in spite of all, he might have gone gaily to the
new life, with its wider reach and freedom, if he had not known that
his departure meant the crumbling of that little corner of England
which was his, which his arm had built and his back supported.
He knew that Worge leaned on him, for he felt the weight of it even
in his dreams. It was four years now since he had put his shoulder
against it; he was only just twenty, but he knew that if four years
ago he had not made up his mind to save the farm, his father would
have drunk, and the rest of the family muddled, the place into the
auction market, and the Beatups would now be scattered into towns
or soaking their humble-pie in beer on smallholdings. He had done
nothing very wonderful. The place was small and no more wanted a
giant to hold it up than a giant to knock it down. He had merely
worked while others slacked, thought while others slept, remembered
while others forgot. But, without any thrill of pride or adventure,
he knew that he had tided Worge through its bad hour, and that the
same little upheld it now. He was the real farmer, though he had
to be careful not to let his headship be seen. His father had not
explained things clearly to the tribunal—explaining things clearly
was not a quality of Tom’s either—he had been far too anxious to
preserve his own importance, which might have suffered had he said,
“My son runs the farm while I’m drinking at the pub.”
The others were not even as much good as his father. In the
intervals of drinking, which in spite of Mrs. Beatup’s three-in-five
calculation were often quite respectable, he was both hard-working
and resourceful, though of late his brain had grown spongier and
threatened a final rot. But the rest of the family had no upstanding
moments. Ivy was strong and comparatively willing, but Tom did not
believe in girls as farm-hands and never thought of Ivy even milking
the cows. She and her mother looked after the chickens and did the
housework, that was all. Nell was out all day and busy working in the
evenings for her examination; Zacky was still at school, and Harry
was a rover—the comrade of other farmers’ younger sons in ratting and
sparrow-hunting, in visiting fairs, in trespassing for birds’ eggs,
or sometimes solitary in strange obedience to the call of distant
wood or village green. Yet Harry was Tom’s one hope—a last, forlorn
one.
Tom was waiting for him now. He wanted to speak to his young brother
alone, not in the dim lath-smelling bedroom where Zacky would be
a third. Harry did not generally stop out late, though he had
occasionally roamed all night—hunger and fear of a beating (another
of Tom’s quasi-paternal tasks) usually brought him home just in time
to satisfy one and escape the other.
Tom looked into the cowshed—one of the cows had shown ailing signs
that day, but she seemed well enough now, with her large head lolling
against the stall, her eyes soft and untroubled in the brown glow of
his lantern. He would not see the calf which had caused him so much
half-proud anxiety; he wondered what would become of them both if it
should be born on one of Father’s “bad nights.” Then he went into the
stable, where the three farm-horses—the sorrel, the brown, and the
bay—stood stamping and chumbling, with the cold miasmic air like a
mist above the straw. Then he went back into the yard—saw that the
hen-house door was fast, that old Nimrod the watch-dog had his bone
and his water and a good length of chain. It was very cold, there
was a faint smell of rime on the motionless air, and the stars were
like spluttering candles in the frost-black sky. These April days
and nights were unaccountable tricky, he told himself. That noon the
very heart of the manure-heap had melted in the sun, and now it was
hardening again—his boot hardly sank into the stuff as he trod it
with his heel. Some of it ought to be carted to-morrow and put round
the apple-trees....
Harry was very late. He would go into the corn-chamber and do some
accounts. He was clumsy with his figures, and they kept him there
twisting and scratching his head till nearly ten o’clock, when he
heard a footfall, would-be stealthy, on the stones.
He rose quickly and ran round the yard to the backdoor just as a
shadow melted up against it.
“Here—you!” cried Tom surlily, for he was tired and muddled with
his sums—“doan’t you think to go slithering in quiet lik that, you
good-fur-naun.”
“I’ll come in when I like,” grumbled Harry. “You aun’t maaster here.”
“Well, I’m the bigger chap, anyways, so mind your manners. Where’ve
you bin?”
“Only down to Puddledock.”
“Puddledock aun’t sich a valiant plaace as you shud spend half a day
there. You’ve bin up to no good, I reckon. A fine chap you’ll be to
mind Worge when I’m gone.”
“You’re going, then?”
Harry’s voice was anxious, for he was fond of Tom, though he resented
his interference with his liberties.
“Yes—I’m going ... join up in a fortnight. Come in, Harry; I want to
spik to you.”
“I want my supper.”
“You’ll have your supper, though you doan’t desarve it, you
spannelling beggar. I’ll come and sit along of you; we must talk
business, you and I.”
“About Worge?”
“Yes.”
They were in the kitchen now, dark except for some gleeds of fire.
The rest of the family had gone to bed, but the broken supper was
still on the table—the hacked, hardening loaf, and the remains of
the bacon and cabbage under floating scabs of grease. Tom lit the
lamp and Harry sat down, hungry and uncritical. The two boys were
curiously alike, short and sturdy, with broad sunburnt faces, grey
eyes, big mouths, and small, defiant noses. Harry’s coat was covered
with clay all down one side, and the sleeve was torn—Tom was too
heavy-hearted for more scolding, just noted drearily a new item of
expenditure. The younger brother saw the elder’s cast-down looks:
“I’m unaccountable sorry, Tom,” he said sheepishly.
“Cos of wot? Cos I’m going or cos you aun’t worth your bed and keep?”
“Cos of both.”
“Well, there’s naun to do about one, but a sight to do about t’other.
Harry, you’ll have to mind Worge when I’m agone.”
“Wot can I do?”
“You can work instead of roaming, and you can see to things
when faather’s bad—see as there aun’t naun foolish done or jobs
disremembered. Elphick and Juglery have only half a head between
them. Before I go I’ll tell you all I’ve had in my head about the hay
in Bucksteep field, and the oats agaunst the Street and them fuggles
down by the Sunk. And you’ll have to kip it all in your head saum
as I’ve kipped it in mine, and see as things come out straight by
harvest. D’you understand?”
“Yes, Tom.”
“And there’s Maudie’s calf due next month, and a brood of them
Orpingtons, and I’d meant to buy a boar at Lewes Fair and kip him
for service. You’ll never have the sense to do it. You mun stop
your ratting and your roving, or Worge ull be at the auctioneer’s.
Faather’s a valiant clever chap when he’s sober, and book-larned too,
but the men are two old turnup-heads, and Zacky’s scarce more’n a
child, and the gals are gals—so it’s up to you, Harry, as they say,
to kip the plaace going.”
Harry groaned——
“Why wudn’t they let you stay?”
“Because they didn’t see no sense in kipping an a man on farm-work
when there wur plenty about to do his job. They doan’t understand
how things are, and when you coame to think of it, it’s a shaum as I
can’t go wud a free heart.”
“Do you want to go?”
“I dunno. I aun’t got the chance of knowing, wud all this vrothering
me. But I’d go easier if I cud think the plaace wouldn’t fall to
pieces as soon as I left it, and that if I’m killed....”
He stopped. Strangely enough, he had never thought of being killed
till now.
7
Tom’s calling-up papers did not arrive till a few days later. It was
a showery morning, with a flooding blue sky, smeethed and streaked
with low floats of cloud. The rain was cracking on the little green
panes of the kitchen window, and the spatter of the drops, with
the soft humming song of the kitchen fire, was in Tom’s ears as he
studied the sheet which entitled one horse, one bicycle, one mule,
one (asterisked) private soldier to travel cost-free to Lewes. He
opened his mouth to say, “My calling-up papers have come,” but said
nothing, just sat with his mouth open. The shower rattled and the
fire hummed, then a sudden spill of sunshine came from the dripping
edge of a cloud into the room, making the drops on the pane like
golden beads, and lighting up the breakfast table, so that the
mangled loaf and the dirty cups became almost as wonderful as the
shining faces round them.
Mus’ Beatup was himself this morning—they still called it “himself,”
though of late his real self had seemed more and more removed from
the lusty headacheless man who sat among them to-day, more and more
closely coiled with that abject thing of sickness and violence which
came lurching down the fields at dusk from the Rifle Volunteer. He
was studying his share of the post—an invitation to an auction at
Rushlake Green, where Galleybird Farm was up for sale with all its
live and dead stock. Mrs. Beatup had never had a letter in her life,
nor apparently wanted one. She always exclaimed at the post, and
wondered why Ivy should have all those postcards. In her young days
no one sent postcards to girls. If a chap wanted you for wife he hung
around the gate, if he did not want you for wife he took no manner
of notice of you. A dozen chaps could not want Ivy for wife—her with
as many freckles as a foxglove, and all blowsy too, and sunburnt as
a stack—and yet there were nearly a dozen postcards strewn round her
plate this morning. Some were field postcards, whizz-bangs, from
Sussex chaps in France, some were stamped with the red triangle of
the Y.M.C.A., some were views of furrin Midland places where Sussex
chaps were in training, and some were funny ones that made Ivy
throw herself back in her chair, and show her big, white, friendly
teeth, and laugh “Ha! ha!” till the others said, “Let’s see, Ivy,”
and the picture of the Soldier come home on leave to find twins, or
the donkey chewing the Highlander’s kilt, or the Kaiser hiding in a
barrel from “_Ach Gott! die_ Royal Sussex!” would be passed round the
table. To-day one of the pictures of the gentleman with twins—it was
a popular one in the Sussex, and Ivy had two this morning—was from
Jerry Sumption.
“Says he’s fed up,” said Ivy. “He reckons I knew about his joining.
How was I to know? He’s at Waterheel Camp; and he’s met Sid Viner and
young Kadwell. They kip those boys far enough from home.”
“And a good thing too,” said Mrs. Beatup. “We doan’t want Minister’s
gipsy spannelling round.”
“Spik for yourself, mother—there aun’t a lad at Waterheel as I
wuldn’t have here if I cud git him.”
“You’ll come to no good,” grumbled her father, and pretty Nell, with
her anæmic flush, shrugged away from her sister’s sprawling elbow.
She herself had had only one postcard, which she slipped hastily into
the front of her blouse—unlike Ivy, who left hers scattered over the
table even when the family had risen from their meal. There was not
much in the postcard to justify such preferential treatment, for it
ran—“There will be a meeting of the Sunday-school teachers to-morrow
in church at 5.30. H. Poullett-Smith.”
Nell began to collect her books for school. She carefully dusted
the crumbs from her skirt, smoothed her pretty marigold hair before
the bit of mirror by the fireplace, put on her hat and jacket, and
was gone. The rest of the family began to disperse. Zacky had to go
to school too, but his going was an unwilling, complicated matter
compared with Nell’s. His mother had to find his cap, his sister
to mend his bootlace, his father to cuff his head, and finally his
brother Tom to set him marching with a kick in his rear.
Ivy tied on a sacking apron and began to slop soapsuds on the floor
of the outer kitchen, Mrs. Beatup set out on a quest—which experience
told would last the morning—after a plate of potatoes she could have
sworn she had set in the larder overnight. Mus’ Beatup went off to
his fields with Harry at his tail, and calling to Tom—
“Have you bin over to Egypt about them roots?”
“No—I’m going this mornun.”
“Then you can tell Putland as it’s taake or leave—he pays my price or
he doan’t have my wurzels.”
“Yes, Father.”
Tom went off very quietly, fingering the summons in his pocket. How
many times now would he go on these errands to Egypt, Cowlease,
Slivericks and other farms? His father would have to go, or if unfit,
then Harry would be sent—Harry who would sell you a cart of swedes
for tuppence or exchange a prize pig for a ferret. That was an
unaccountable queer little bit of paper in his pocket. He could tear
it in two, but it could also do the same for him, and in any conflict
it must come out winner. It was, as it were, a finger of that
invisible hand which was being thrust down through the clouds to grab
Tom and other little people. The huge, unseen, unlimited, unmerciful
force of a kingdom’s power lay behind it, and Tom’s single body and
soul must obey without hope of escape the great Manhood that demanded
them both, as a potter demands clay and scoops up the helpless earth
to bake in his oven....
All this in a more or less rag-and-tag state was passing through
his mind as he walked down the drive of Worge, with Speedwell
a-bloom between the ruts, and came to the Inn whose painted sign
was a volunteer of Queen Victoria’s day. It was an old house, with
a huge windward sprawl of roof, but had not been licensed more than
sixty years. Tom disliked it as a temptation which Providence had
tactlessly dumped at their door. If Mus’ Beatup had had to walk to
the Crown at Woods Corner or the George at Brownbread Street he would
have been more continuously the smart, upstanding man he was this
morning.
Egypt Farm was just across the road. It was smaller than Worge, but
also brighter and more prosperous-looking. There was new white paint
round the windows and on the cowls of the oasts, and the little patch
of garden by the door was trim, with hyacinths a-blowing and early
roses spotting the trellis with their first buds.
“Mornun, Tom,” called Mrs. Putland cheerily. She was putting a suet
pudding into the oven, with the kitchen door wide open, and saw him
as he crossed the yard.
“Mornun, ma’am. Is the maaster at home?”
“Maaster’s over at Satanstown buying a calf. Can I give him your
message?”
“Faather says as it’s taake it or leave it about them roots.”
“Then I reckon he’ll taake it. He never wur the man to higgle-haggle,
and the roots is good roots.”
“Justabout valiant—I never got a tidier crop out of Podder’s field.”
Mrs. Putland had come to the door and stood looking at him, with her
arms akimbo. She was a small, trim woman, buttoned and sleeked, and
somehow the expression of her face was the same as the expression
of the house—the clean, kindly, enquiring look of Egypt with its
white-framed staring windows and smooth, ruddy tiles.
“It’ll be unaccountable sad fur your faather to lose you. You’ve bin
the prop-stick of Worge this five year.”
“Can’t be helped. I’ve got to go. Had my calling-up paapers this
mornun.”
“That’s queer. So did Bill. Reckon you’ll go together.”
“Didn’t Bill try fur exemption, then?”
“No—Mus’ Lamb wouldn’t have it. Besides, there wurn’t no reason as he
should stay. We’ve done wudout him here since he went to the Manor,
and Mus’ Lamb ull kip his plaace fur him till he comes back.”
Tom envied Bill his free heart.
“I’ll give him a call,” continued Bill’s mother. “He aun’t due up at
the Manor fur an hour yit, and he wur saying only last night as he
never sees you now.”
A few minutes later Bill answered his mother’s call, and sauntered
round the corner of the house, his hands in his pockets, his
chauffeur’s cap a little on one side. He had a handsome,
fresh-coloured face, strangely cheeky for a country boy’s, and Tom
always felt rather ill at ease in his presence, a little awed by the
fact that though his hands might sometimes be brown and greasy with
motor-oil, his body was of a well-washed whiteness unknown at Worge.
“Hullo, Bill.”
“Hullo, Tom.”
There had never been a very deep friendship between them; Bill was
inclined to be patronising, and Tom both to resent it and to envy
him. But to-day a new, mysterious bond was linking them. In the
pocket of Bill’s neat livery there was a paper exactly like that in
Tom’s manure-slopped corduroys.
“I hear you’ve bin called up, Bill.”
“Yes—in a fortnight, they say.”
“I’m going too—in a fortnight.”
“Pleased?”
“No. I’m unaccountable vrothered at leaving the farm. Wot d’you feel
about it?”
“Oh, me?—I’m not sorry. They’ll keep my place open for me at the
Manor, and I shall like getting a hit at Kayser Bill. Besides, the
gals think twice as much of you if you’re in uniform.”
This was a new complexion on the case, and Tom’s thoughts wandered
down to the shop.
“I shall like being along of Mus’ Archie, too—he told me I could be
along of him. We’re all eighteenth Sussex hereabouts. I reckon you’ll
be in with us.”
“I dunno.”
Tom’s brows were crinkled, for he was thinking hard. He was chewing
the fact that for a free man there might be something rather pleasant
in soldiering. This happy, conceited, self-confident little chauffeur
was teaching him that the soldier’s lot was not entirely dark.
“Called up”—“taken”—“fetched along”—those were the words of his
conscript’s vocabulary. But now for the first time he saw something
beyond them, a voluntary endeavour beyond the conscript’s obedience,
a corporate enthusiasm beyond his lonely unwillingness. “We’re all
eighteenth Sussex hereabouts....”
8
April was May before Tom’s weeks of grace had run. The field hollows
were white with drifts of hawthorn, and the pale purplish haze of the
cuckoo-flower had given place to the buttercups’ dabble of gold. The
papery-white of the wild cherry had gone from the woods, which were
green now, thick, and full of the nutty smell of leaves. The ditches
were milky with fennel, and on the high meadows by Thunders Hill the
broom and the gorse clumped their yellows together, making the hill a
flaming cone to those who saw it from the marshes of Horse Eye.
The farmers of Dallington watched their hayfields rust. There was
little corn in that country bounded by the Four Roads, so as the sun
climbed higher noon by noon, the neighbourhood grew gipsy-brown—the
straw-coloured feathers of the grass veiled a glowing heart of
clover, and above them opened the white ox-eyes and pools of
sorrel....
Tom Beatup watched ripen the fields whose harvest he would not see.
There were some twenty acres of hay at Worge, and two fields in which
the green corn was his hope and dread. The crop was promising on the
whole—a bit sedge-leaved perhaps, but firm in its seed. There were
the hops, too, in the low fields by Puddledock, where Forges Wood
shut off the north-east wind. He trundled the insect-sprayer round
the bines, and afterwards loved the smell of his green, sticky hands.
He would have been rightly offended if anyone had told him that his
chief pangs of parting were for the farm. None the less, there was
a lingering wistfulness in his last dealings with it which was not
in his intercourse with his family. He loved his mother, he admired
his father, he felt for his brothers and sisters an elder brother’s
half-anxious, half-contemptuous fondness; but in his last services
for Worge, whether in field or barn, there was something almost
sacramental. His duties were rites—he was the unconscious priest of
that tumble-down altar before which the manure smoked as incense and
on which the burnt-offering of his boyhood lay.
He had, too, a hunger for the fields, not only the fields of Worge,
but for all those within the Four Roads—which he did not see as
roads leading to adventure, but as boundaries fencing home. When his
tasks allowed he would roam in the webbing of tracks that the farms
have spun between the lanes—he would go to Starnash or Oxbottom
Town, watch the lightless sky grow purple over Muddles Green, and
the big stars begin to spark it as the moon hung like a red lamp
above Mystole Wood. High on the zenith the sky would be rainy green,
and he would watch it deepen to purple round the crimson moon, all
unconscious of its beauty, loving it only because it hung above
this clay in which his feet were stuck, because from it came the
brightness which waked the homely things he had put in the earth to
sleep....
Sometimes he would be disturbed by another quest, and would beat
slowly up and down on the road outside the shop, longing to go in
and yet strangely reluctant. He felt all tied-up and dumb. He could
not tell Thyrza Honey what he felt at leaving her any more than
he could have told Starnash or Thunders Hill—than he could have
told the little brother who lay against him on cold nights—or the
dreamy-eyed cows he milked—or even the grinning, whining watch-dog
who muddied him with his love. He was dumb, as all these were dumb.
He felt unaccountable vrothered at having to leave them all, and that
was the utmost he could say; and yet he knew that in Thyrza’s case,
at any rate, it was not enough. A man with a better tongue than he
would have gone into that shop, and shut himself into the light and
tea-smelling warmth, instead of pacing up and down under the cold
stars.
9
On the last day of all he plucked up courage. He could not go without
saying good-bye, and he had always brought her the big things of his
life—from his buying of a horse-rake to the news of the Tribunal’s
decision—though each time he had wrapped his need in some penny
purchase of tobacco or sweets.
The little bell buzzed and ting’d. The shop was empty and rather
dark, for a grey starless dusk was on the fields after a rainy day.
The wind rattled the door he had shut behind him, and moaned round
the little leaded window banked up with penny toys and tins of fruit.
It had a long sighing sweep over the fields from Bird-in-Eye, and
just across the road was a willow pond, from which it seemed to
drink sadness. Over the banks of papered tins and paint-slopped toys
he could see the grey bending backs of the willows, and the steely
ruffle of the pond under the wind. His throat grew tight with a word
that was stuck in it—“Good-bye.”
The door of the back room opened, and there was a leap of firelight
and the song of a kettle before it shut.
“Evenun, Mus’ Tom,” said Mrs. Honey.
“Evenun,” said Tom. “A packet of Player’s, please.”
Thyrza put it on the counter. “Any sweeties?”
“Yes. I’ll taake a quarter of bull’s-eyes and four-penn’orth of
telephones. I woan’t leave them behind me this time”—and Tom grinned
sheepishly.
“Your brothers and sisters ull miss you,” said Thyrza, poking with a
knife at the sticky wedge of the bull’s-eyes.
“Not more’n I’ll miss them and the whole plaace.”
“I reckon it’s sad to say good-bye.”
“Unaccountable sad.”
Her eyes were fixed on him very tenderly. She was sorry for Tom
Beatup—had always been a little sorry for him—she could not quite
tell why.
“It’ll be a long time before I see you again, Thyrza.”
“Maybe not—you may git leave and come to see us.”
He shook his head——“Not yet awhile.”
His parcels lay before him, but she did not expect him to go. He was
leaning across the counter, staring at her with big, solemn eyes,
and she knew that she liked his face, broad and ruddy as a September
moon, that she liked the whole sturdy set of him.
“Stay and have a bit of supper wud me, Tom.” It was quite
unconsciously that they had become Tom and Thyrza to each other.
The colour burned into his cheeks, but he shook his head.
“No, thank you kindly. I’ve got to git back hoame. I’ve a dunnamany
things to do this last evenun.”
“Then come on your fust leave.”
“Reckon I will——Oh, Thryza!”
His hunger had outrun his shyness. He was trembling. She had lifted
her hand to smooth back the soft fuzz of her hair, which in the dusk
had become the colour of hay in starlight, and as she dropped her
hand, he caught it, and held it, then kissed it. It was warm and wide
and soft and rather sticky.
“Oh, Tommy——”
“D’you mind, Thyrza?”
“I?—Lord, no, dear.”
He was still holding her hand across the counter, and now he slowly
pulled her towards him. Her darling face was coming closer to him out
of the shadows; he could smell her hair....
Buzz—Ting.
Their hands dropped and they started upright, both looking utterly
foolish. The Reverend Henry Poullett-Smith sniffed an air of
constraint as he entered.
“Good evening, Mrs. Honey. I came to leave this—er—notice about the
Empire Day performance at the schools. Perhaps you’ll be so kind as
to show it in the window, and—er—come yourself.”
“Thank you, sir. I’ll put it here by the tinned salmon. That’s what
gets looked at most.”
“Thank you, Mrs. Honey. Hullo, Beatup—I didn’t see you in this dim
light.”
“I’ll be gitting the lamp,” said Thyrza.
Tom swept his parcels off the counter into his pockets, and muttered
something about “hoame.”
“This is your last day, isn’t it?” asked the curate.
“Yessir. Off to-morrow.”
“Sorry?”
“Middling sorry, for some reasons.”
“But it will be a big experience for you.”
The curate was young, and sometimes vaguely hankered after that
adventure in which no priests but those of godless France might
share. It was hard to see it being wasted on a pudding-headed chap
like Beatup.
Tom only grunted his reply to this challenge. He was angry with
the parson for having come into the shop, discreet as had been his
entry. He did not think of waiting till he had gone, for somehow no
one, especially a man, ever left Thyrza’s shop in a hurry, as if
the tranquil dawdle of the shopkeeper communicated itself to her
customers, making them lounge and linger long after their purchases
were made.
“Good-bye, Mrs. Honey.”
“Good-bye, Tom.”
“Good-bye, and good luck,” said the curate, shaking hands.
The bell buzzed again, and Tom was out in the throb and shudder of
the wind, while Thyrza lit the lamp in the house behind him.
10
When he reached home he found all the family at supper, except Harry,
who after a fortnight’s doubtful virtue had, on his brother’s last
night at home, escapaded off with two young Sindens from Little
Worge. Mrs. Beatup was inclined to be tearful about it. “Wot we’ll
do when you’re agone, Tom, Lord only knows.” Of late she had taken
to treating Tom’s departure as a voluntary, not to say capricious,
act, and her frequent lamentations were gabbled with reproach,
vague hints that if he had liked he could have prevented the
catastrophe—precisely how, she never told him.
Mus’ Beatup was not drunk. Only a negative statement could describe
him, for neither was he sober. An alcoholic Laodicean, neither hot
nor cold, he lolled over the head of the table, and argued with
Nell, the pupil-teacher, on the utter futility of the Church of
England, or, indeed, any sort of Church. It was characteristic of
Nell that she would argue with her father, drunk or sober. She had
championed her causes against a far less responsible adversary than
she had before her to-day. Her cheeks were pink with refutation,
and her little sighs and exclamations and chipped beginnings of
phrases popped like corks round Mus’ Beatup’s droning eloquence—that
eloquence which so filled Tom with admiration and made him boast of
his father’s book-learning among the farms.
“It’s as plain as the nose on your face, and has all bin proved over
and over again as there wuren’t no such persons as Adam and Eve.
There’s a chap called Darwin’s proved as we’re the offsprings of
monkeys, and a chap called Bradlaugh ’s proved as we all come out of
stuff called prottoplasm—so where are your Adam and Eve, I’d lik to
know?”
“But, father, as if it mattered. The Church....”
“The Church is there to prove as the world was maade in six days,
when it’s bin proved over and over again as it hasn’t.”
“The Church is there for no such thing—it’s——”
“I tell you it’s bin proved as it’s there for that very purpose.”
“Who’s proved it?”
“Darwin and Huxley and Bradlaugh, and a lot more clever chaps.”
“But they lived years ago, and it’s——”
“Not so many years ago as your Adam and Eve, and yet you go and
believe in them....”
“I don’t. Not in the sense....”
“When it’s bin proved as there never wur no Adam and Eve. The fust
people wur monkeys, descended from prottoplasm, and then caum the
missing lynx and then caum us. I tell you it’s all bin proved over
and over again, and parson chaps and silly gals aun’t likely to prove
anything different.”
Tom listened respectfully, if rather grudgingly, to this learned
conversation. He wanted to talk to his father about one or two
matters concerning the farm, but knew there would be no chance for
him to-night. He kept up at intervals a grunting intercourse with his
mother, who wanted every other minute to know where he’d been and
where Harry had got to, and what in the Lord’s name they were to do
without him. Into the bargain, he ate a hearty supper, for though he
was in love and rather miserable, he was also a healthy young animal,
sharp-set after a day in the open air.
At last the theological argument ended, not because it was any nearer
solution or had indeed moved at all from its first premises, but
because the end of supper dispersed the combatants, Nell to her work,
and Mus’ Beatup, ignominiously, to the kitchen sink. Having relieved
his stomach of its load of bad beer and half-masticated food, he
went grumbling upstairs to bed, wondering what we were all coming to
nowadays, and why nobody stopped the war.
Mrs. Beatup reckoned, with a sigh, that she had better go to bed too,
as Maaster didn’t like it if she disturbed him later. So she lit her
candle, and went slowly creaking upstairs, leaving Ivy to clear away
the supper. Just where the stairs bent, she suddenly stood still, as
if a thought had struck her.
“Tom,” she called.
He was cleaning his boots in the outer kitchen, but when he heard her
he ran up to where she stood, thick against her monstrous shadow in
the angle of the stairs.
“It’s queer as you never think of kissing your mother.”
He had not kissed her for weeks, but now, suddenly troubled, he did
so.
“I’m sorry, mother.”
“And so you may be—on your last night, too.”
He stood looking at her sheepishly.
“Well, git down to your business. I mustn’t linger, or Maaster ull be
gitting into bed in his boots.”
He went downstairs, feeling suddenly smartingly sorry for his mother
as she waddled upwards to this drunkard’s bed. He saw that her lot
was a hard one.
11
The passage was in darkness, and Tom did not see, but felt, the side
door swing open, with a damp drench of wind from the yard. There was
a grey mist in the passage. The next minute a white stick-like thing
flew out of it, suddenly like the wind, and then bumped into Tom,
with the unexpected contact of warm flesh against his hands, and
“Oo-er,” in Harry’s voice.
“Harry....”
“Oh, that’s you, Tom? Lemme git up and fetch some cloathes.”
“But where’s those as you went out in?”
“I dunno. I’ll tell you afterwards, but I’m coald, and I want my
supper.”
The slow, facile anger of his type went tingling into Tom’s speech
and hands.
“Supper! I’m hemmed if you git so much as a bite. Tell me this wunst
where you left your cloathes or I’ll knock your head off, surelye.”
He laid violent hands on Harry, who was, however, far too slippery
to hold. He was free in a minute and dashed into the outer kitchen,
slamming the door after him.
When Tom came in he was sitting tailor-fashion on the table, gnawing
the top of a cottage loaf. The elder brother could not help laughing
at him, he looked such a queer goblin creature.
“Doan’t be vrothered, Tom,” whined Harry, taking advantage of his
relenting—“it’s your last night at home.”
Tom winced—they were always throwing it at him, his “last night.”
“Lucky fur you as it is—and unlucky fur me—and unlucky fur Worge if
this is the way you’re going on when I’m a-gone. Where’ve you bin?”
“Only over to Bucksteep, Tom.”
“But wot have you done wud your clothes?”
“Mus’ Archie’s got ’em.”
“Wot d’you mean? Spik the truth.”
“It’s Bible truth. Willie and Peter Sinden and Bob Pix and me thought
as how we’d bathe by moonlight in Bucksteep pond, and Mus’ Archie’s
hoame on leave, and he wur walking wud his young woman in the
paddock, and he sawed us, and took all our cloathes whiles we wur in
the water. He thought as how he’d got us then, and that we couldn’t
git away wudout our cloathes. But he’s found he’s wrong, fur we
climbed up the far bank into Throws Wood, and ran hoame.”
“You mean to tell me as you’ve come in your skin all the way from
Bucksteep?”
Harry nodded, and laughed at some Puckish memory.
“Well, all I wonder is as you wurn’t took and put in gaol—you would
have been if policeman had met you—and you’ll catch your death of
cold.”
He pulled off his coat and most ungently bundled Harry into it. Then
another idea struck him. He groaned, and scratched his head.
“I must write to Mus’ Archie this wunst.”
“Why, Tom?”
“To git your clothes back. We can’t afford to lose a good suit of
clothes.”
He turned wearily to the cupboard, and took out a penny ink-bottle, a
pen, and some cheap writing-paper.
“Tom—he’ll know it wur me if you write.”
“I can’t help that—we must git your clothes back.”
“But they were only old cloathes.”
“Adone-do, Harry. We can’t afford to lose so much as an old shirt.
Oh, you’re vrothering me to madness wud your doings.”
He began to scrawl in his slow, round hand. He was no letter-writer,
and found it difficult to put his request into words. He also wanted
to plead for Harry, to explain a little of his own hard case, and ask
that the matter might be allowed to stop at the scare and scolding
Harry had received, for “I am joining up to-morrow, and it is very
hard to leave them all like this, from your obedient servant Thomas
Beatup.”
Harry watched him, bobbing over the sheet, every now and then passing
his tongue over his lips in the agony of composition. Then suddenly
he slid towards him across the table and put his arm round his neck.
Tom shook him off.
“Git away.”
“I’m sorry I’m such a hemmed curse to you, Tom.”
“You’re a hemmed curse indeed. I ask you to be a man in my plaace,
and you’re no more than a tedious liddle child.”
A sudden sense of the hopelessness of it all came over him—the net in
which he struggled, in which he was being dragged away from those he
could help and love. He dropped his head in his hands. Harry stood
for a moment awestruck beside him, a grotesque figure with Tom’s coat
hanging over his bare thighs. Then he turned and crept away to bed.
The clock struck nine, and Tom lifted his head. He was utterly weary,
but he knew that if he did not take his letter over to Bucksteep
to-night he would not have time in the morning. There was no good
leaving it to other hands to deliver, for he felt that his mother
would resent its humble tone, and perhaps send instead an angry
demand which, by rousing Mus’ Archie’s rage, might end by landing
Harry before the Senlac Bench. So he put on his father’s driving
coat, which hung in the passage and smelt of manure and stale
spirits, and let himself out into the soft, throbbing darkness, lit
only by a few dim stars of the Plough.
12
Bucksteep Manor was the smaller kind of country-house, smuggled away
from the cross-roads in a larch plantation, with a tennis lawn at the
back, and a more open view swinging over a copsed valley to Rushlake
Green. It had once been a farmhouse, but a wing had been added in
modern style, and inside, the low raftering had been swept away,
so that when Tom stood in the dimly-lighted hall, which had once
been the kitchen, he could look up to a ceiling dizzily high to his
sag-roofed experience.
The Lambs were the aristocracy of Dallington, a neighbourhood
strikingly empty of “society” in the country-house sense. They had
themselves been yeoman farmers a couple of generations back, and the
present squire still interested himself shamefacedly in Bucksteep’s
hundred acres. The Beatups had but little truck with the Manor;
precarious yeomen, no rents or dues demanded intercourse, and Mus’
Beatup had often been heard to say that some folks were no better
than other folks, for all their airs and acres.
Tom had given his letter to a rustling parlourmaid, and stood
meekly waiting for an answer, his large bovine eyes blinking with
sleepiness. From an adjoining room came the throaty music of a
gramophone, playing:
“When we wind up the Watch on the Rhine
Everything will be Potsdam fine....”
There was girls’ laughter, too—probably Miss Marian Lamb and Mus’
Archie’s intended—and every now and then he heard Mrs. Lamb’s voice
go rocketing up. He did not feel envious of all this jollity, neither
did it grate upon him; he just stood and waited under the shaded
lamps of the hall, and had nearly fallen asleep on his legs when
suddenly the door opened, with a flood of light and noise, and shut
again behind Mus’ Archie.
“Good evening, Beatup. Sorry to have kept you waiting. I couldn’t
make this out at first—had no idea your young brother was one of the
culprits to-night, or I shouldn’t have played that trick on ’em.”
“It doan’t matter, sir. Harry desarved it. It’s only as we can’t
afford to lose the clothes.”
“No, no, of course not. Come with me and pick his out of the pile,
and you can take them home.”
“Thank you, Mus’ Archie.”
He followed young Lamb into a little gun-room opening on the hall,
and was able to pick out Harry’s rather bobtail toilet from a muddle
of Sinden and Pix raiment.
“That’s all, is it? Wan’t anything to wrap ’em in?”
“No, sir, it aun’t worth it. Thank you kindly for letting me have the
things.”
“There was never any question of you not having them. I’ve no right
to keep ’em. So you’re joining up to-morrow?”
He was in uniform, but without his belt. Somehow to Tom he seemed a
burlier, browner man than the young squire whom before the war he
used to see out hunting, or shooting, or driving girls in his car.
“Yes, I’m joining up, as they say.”
“You don’t seem over-pleased about it.”
“I aun’t, particular.”
“Well, I’m not going to tell you it’s the grandest job on earth, and
that all the chaps out there are having the time of their lives. It
wouldn’t be true, though I expect the Tribunal told you so.”
“Yessir; they said as if they were only ten years younger they’d all
be in it.”
“Of course they did. Well, I’ve been out there, and I’ve seen.... But
never mind; you’ll find that out for yourself, Beatup. However, I’ll
say this much—it isn’t a nice job, or a grand job, or even a good
job; but it’s a job that’s got to be done, and when it’s done we’ll
like to think that Sussex chaps helped do it.”
Tom’s heart warmed a little towards Mus’ Archie. He was making him
feel as he had felt when Bill Putland said, “We’re all eighteenth
Sussex hereabouts.”
“It aun’t the going as un vrother me, if it wurn’t fur leaving
Worge. I’m fretted as the plaace ull land at the auctioneer’s if I’m
long away. You see, I’ve always done most of the work, in my head
as well as wud my hands. Faather, he aun’t a healthy man, and the
others aun’t much help nuther. There’s only Harry lik to be any use,
and he’s such an unaccountable limb of wickedness—for ever at his
tricks—to-night’s only one of them.”
“Perhaps he’ll pull himself together and work for Worge when he sees
you’ve gone to fight for it.”
This was new light on the matter for Tom. Hitherto he had always
thought of himself as deserting Worge in its hour of need—it had
never occurred to him that his going was the going of a champion, not
of a traitor.
“Maybe it’s as you say, Mus’ Archie. Leastways, we’ll hope so.”
They were in the hall again now, and the gramophone was singing in
its spooky voice. “You called me Baby Doll a year ago.” Tom slowly
turned the handle of the front door, sidling out on to the step.
“Thank you for the clothes, Mus’ Archie. I’ll try and talk some sense
into Harry before I go.”
“Good night, Beatup, and good luck to you. I expect I’ll see some
more of you in the near future. All the chaps round here seem to
be drafted into the eighteenth. Bill Putland will be in our little
crowd, and Jerry Sumption—there’ll be quite a Dallington set at
Waterheel.”
“I hope I’ll be with you, Mus’ Archie.”
“I hope you will, Beatup. Good night.”
“Good night, sir.”
The door shut, and he was out in the drive, where the larches swung
against the moon.
Archie Lamb went back into the drawing-room, and put a new record on
the gramophone.
“Queer chap, Beatup,” he said to his mother. “I don’t know how he’ll
shape. He looks strong and steady, but I should say about as smart as
a mangold-wurzel.”
13
Tom swung along the dim road, where the shadows ran before him. The
new-risen moon looked over the hedge, an amber disc just past the
full, swimming against the wind from Satanstown. In the heart of the
wind seemed still to beat the pulse of those far-off guns, the ghost
of their day-long thunder. Over and over in his mind Tom turned his
new thought—that he was going to fight for Worge.
In a quarter of an hour he had come to Sunday Street. He could see
the moonlight lying like frost on the southward slope of the roofs,
and the windows of the Bethel were ghostly with it, as they stared
away to the marshes. The Bethel alone seemed awake in the little
huddle of sleeping cottages—it had a strange look of watchfulness
and waiting, its gaunt Georgian windows never had that comfortable
blinking air of the cottage lattices.... Tom did not like the Bethel
at night.
He looked across the road to the Horselunges, where Mr. Sumption
lived. A crack of light showed under the blind of the minister’s
room, and Tom’s heart gave a little thump of self-reproach, for he
had not till then thought of saying good-bye to him. He had not seen
much of Mr. Sumption lately, and had been too much absorbed in his
own concerns to think of him, but now he made up his mind to call
and say good-bye; it was past ten o’clock and he was very tired and
sleepy, nevertheless he walked up to the door of the Horselunges and
knocked.
Mrs. Hubble was in bed, as the hour demanded, so the door was opened
by her lodger.
“Hello, Tom. Anything the matter? Do they want me at Worge?”
Mr. Sumption was always childishly eager for some demand on his
pastoral ministrations, a demand which was seldom made, as he had
a disruptive bedside manner and the funds of his chapel did not
admit of the doles which made sick Dallington people endure the
consolations of the Church.
“No, thank you, they doan’t. I’ve just come to say good-bye.”
The minister’s forehead clouded—
“Oh, you’ve remembered me at last, have you? Thought it just as well
not to forget old friends before you go off to make new ones. Come
in.”
Tom, who had expected this greeting, followed Mr. Sumption upstairs
into the room which he called his study, but which had few points of
difference from any cottage living-room in Sunday Street. There was
a frayed carpet with a lot of dirt trodden into it, and a sun-sucked
wall-paper adhering as closely as possible to walls complicate of
beams and bulges. A solitary book-shelf supported _Jessica’s First
Prayer_, _Edwin’s Trial or The Little Christian Witness_, and kindred
works, cheek-by-jowl with _Burton’s Four Last Things_ and a cage of
white mice. There was another cage hanging in the window, containing
a broken-winged thrush which the pastor, after the failure of many
anathemas, had bought from one of those mysterious gangs of small
boys which prowl round villages. An old, old cat sat before the empty
grate, too decrepit to make more than one attempt a day on the thrush
or the mice, and now purring wheezily in the intervals of scratching
a cankered ear.
On the table was a wild, unwieldy parcel, from whose bursting sides
the contents were already beginning to ooze forth.
“I’m packing a parcel for Jerry,” said the minister. “I’d just
finished when you knocked.”
“It looks as if it was coming undone,” said Tom.
“So it does”—and Mr. Sumption glanced deprecatingly at his
handiwork. “If only I had some sealing-wax ... but the shop’s shut.”
“It’ll be open to-morrow,” said Tom, and pictured Thyrza pulling up
the blind and dusting the salmon-tins in the window ... long after he
had gone to catch the early train from Hailsham.
“Well, to-morrow’s time enough, as I can’t post it before then. It ud
be a pity for anything to get lost. There’s three shillings’ worth of
things in that parcel.”
“Have you had any more letters from Jerry?”
“Yes, I had one yesterday”—no need to tell Tom there had been no
others—“He wants chocolate and cigarettes, and I put in a tin of
cocoa besides, and some little squares to make soup of. He’ll be
unaccountable pleased.”
“How’s he gitting on?”
“Valiant. He likes being along of the other lads. The only thing that
worrits him is your sister.”
“My sister?”
“Yes, your sister Ivy. Seemingly she never answered a postcard he
wrote her ten days back, and you knows he’s unaccountable set on Ivy.”
“It aun’t no use, Mus’ Sumption. Ivy’s got no thought for him, I’m
certain sure, and he’s only wasting time over her.”
The minister’s comely face darkened, and he cracked his fingers once
or twice.
“It’s a pity, a lamentable pity. That boy of mine’s crazy on Ivy
Beatup. Are you sure she doesn’t care about him, Tom?”
“Well, who knows wot a gal thinks? I can only put two and two
together. But seemingly if she’d cared she’d have answered his
postcard.”
“Could you put in a word for him?”
Young Beatup shook his head—
“I woan’t meddle. If Ivy doan’t care I can’t maake her, and I reckon
mother’s unaccountable set against it too.”
He had said the wrong thing. Mr. Sumption’s eyes became like burning
pits. He swung his hands up and cracked them like a pistol.
“Set against it, is she? Set against my Jerry? Maybe he isn’t good
enough for her—a clergyman’s son for a farmer’s daughter.”
“I never said naun of that,” mumbled Tom uneasily, remembering his
mother’s reference to “gipsy muck.”
“It’s I as might be set against it,” continued the minister. “I tell
you that boy’s been bred and cut above your sister. I never sent him
to a board school along of farmers’ children—I taught him myself,
everything I learned at college. He’d know as much I do if he hadn’t
forgotten it. Yet I’m not proud; I know the boy wants your sister Ivy
and ull do something silly if he can’t get her, so when he writes to
me, ‘Where’s Ivy? Find out why she didn’t answer my postcard, and
tell her I’ll go mad if she doesn’t take some notice of me’—why,
then, I do my best—and get told my son’s not good enough for your
father’s daughter.”
“I never told you any such thing,” said Tom doggedly, “but I woan’t
spik to Ivy. She knows her own business best. If I were you I’d tell
Jerry straight as no good ull come of his going after her. She doan’t
want him—I’m certain sure of that.”
The pastor’s wrath had died down into something more piteous.
“I daresay you’re right, Tom, and maybe I did wrong to speak like
that. After all, I was only a blacksmith till the Lord called me
away.... I pray that He may not require my boasting of me.”
“Well, I’m unaccountable sorry about Ivy being lik that, but I
thought it better to spik plain.”
Mr. Sumption sat down rather heavily at the table.
“O Lord, how shall I tell Jerry? If I tell him he’ll do something
wild, sure as he’s Jerry Sumption.”
“Doan’t tell him. He’ll find out for himself soon enough.”
Mr. Sumption groaned.
“Tom Beatup,” he said slowly, “I reckon you think I’m a faithless,
unprofitable steward so to set my heart on human flesh and blood. But
you’ll understand a bit of what I feel ... some day, when you’re the
father of a son.”
14
The pale morning ray came slanting over the sky from Harebeating
towards the last stars. Slowly the trees and hedges loomed out
against the trembling yellow pools of the dawn. Colours woke in the
fields, soft hazy greens, and blues and greys that ran together like
smoke ... ponds began to gleam among the spinneys, discs of mirrored
sky, that from lustreless white became glassy yellow, then kindled
from glass to fire, then smouldered from fire to rust.
Tom saw the window square light up and frame the familiar picture
of a life’s mornings—the oasthouse, the lombardy poplar topping the
barn, the little patch of distant fields seen between the oast and
the jutting farmhouse gable. The bed was pulled up close to the
window, to allow of the door being opened, and he could lie on his
side and look straight out at the loved common things which perhaps
he might never see just so again.
It all looked very quiet, and rather cold, and the early sunless
light gave it a peculiar lifelessness, as if it was something
painted, or cut in cardboard. Even Tom was conscious of its cold,
dreamlike quality; he always said that “the yard looked corpsy
at break o’ day.” Then the distant view of little fields suddenly
swam into golden light, as a long finger of sunlight stroked the
barn-roofs, then stabbed in at the window, throwing a shaft of
dancing golden motes across the room. Tom rose, climbed out of bed
over Zacky, and in about three square feet of floor space shaved and
dressed. Then he went downstairs, unlocked the house door and stole
out to his last morning’s work.
No one was about; it was not till more than an hour later that the
two antique farm-hands, Elphick and Juglery, came up from Worge
Cottages. By that time Tom had milked the cows, mixed the chicken
food, and driven the horses down to Forges field. He gave the two
unskilled labourers their orders for the day as if he expected to be
there to see them carried out. By that time Ivy was hunting for eggs,
and Mrs. Beatup was struggling with the kitchen fire, while Mus’
Beatup, in practical, unlearned mood, had gone to the Sunk field to
inspect the ewes.
As Ivy came out of the hen-house and crossed the yard, cheery,
healthy, blowsy, with eggs in a bowl, Tom had a sudden thought of
giving her Mr. Sumption’s message. But he held his tongue. He had
meant what he said when he told the minister he was not going to
meddle. He had long been convinced of the fact that his sister knew
her own business; besides, Jerry ... that lousy gipsy chap.... Pastor
might say he was getting on valiant, but all Dallington knew that he
had been given seven days C.B. within a week of his joining.
So, with nothing for Ivy but a nod, Tom went in to breakfast. Time
was short, but the breakfast was still in a rudimentary state. Mrs.
Beatup fought with the kitchen fire among whorls of smoke, while
Nell, coughing pathetically, laid the table. Harry in a fit of
brotherly love was cleaning Tom’s best boots ready for his journey
to Lewes—no one ever went to Lewes in any but Sunday clothes.
“Oh, is that you, Tom? I hope as you aun’t in a hurry. This fire’s
bewitched. Nell, give your brother a cut off the loaf. You’d better
git started, Tom, or you’ll lose your train.”
So Tom’s last breakfast at Worge was eaten in confusion and mess,
the family dropping in one by one for cuts off the loaf or helpings
of cold bacon spotted with large blisters of grease. Last of all the
breakfast arrived, in the shape of the tea-pot, and a special boiled
egg for Tom. He was not able to do more than gulp down the egg and
scald himself with the tea. Then it was time to go. He had already
tied up a few little things in a handkerchief—a razor, a piece of
soap, an old frosted Christmas card which for some obscure reason he
treasured—so there was nothing to do but to say good-bye and beat it
for Hailsham, a good seven miles.
Mus’ Beatup put down his tea-cup and looked solemn.
“Well, good-bye, my lad. I reckon you’ve got to go. Everyone’s off
to fight now, seemingly, so I suppose you must do wot others do. Not
that I think so much of this war as some folks seem to—it’s bin going
on nigh two years now, and I can’t see as we’re any of us a penny the
better off. Howsumdever....”
“He’s going to stop it,” said Nell, her face pink.
“Ho, is he? Well, I’ve no objection. Maybe I’ll write you a letter,
Tom, when Maudie calves.”
“I’d be much obliged if you would, faather, and tell me how the wheat
does this year, and them new oats by the Street.”
“Good-bye, Tom,” said Harry. “I shall miss you unaccountable.”
“And I’ll miss you, too,” said Zacky, “but there’ll be more room in
the bed.”
Tom kissed them sheepishly all round, then walked out of the door
without a word.
He was in the yard, when he heard footsteps creaking after him, and
turned round to see his mother.
“Wait a bit, Tom,” she panted; “I’ll go wud you to the geate.”
He was surprised, but it did not strike him to say so. They walked
down the drive together almost in silence, the boy hanging his head.
Mrs. Beatup sniffed and choked repeatedly.
“Doan’t go near those Germans, Tom,” she said, when they came to a
standstill. “If you do, you’ll be killed for certain sure.”
“I’ll go where I’m put, surelye,” said Tom gloomily.
“Well, be careful, that’s all. Kip well behind the other lads, and
doan’t go popping your head over walls or meddling wud cannons. And
kip your feet dry, Tom, and doan’t git into temptation.”
“I promise, mother,” he mumbled against her neck, and they kissed
each other many times before she let him go.
The Rifle Volunteer looked down from his sign, where he stood in the
grey uniform and mutton-chop whiskers of an earlier dispensation,
and stared at the stocky, shambling little figure that trudged its
unwilling way to sacrifice—past Worge Cottages, stewing in the
sunshine like pippins, past Egypt Farm (which Bill Putland would
leave later and more conveniently in his father’s dog-cart), past the
shop, with a glance half shy, half beseeching, at the drawn blinds,
past the willow pond, out of Sunday Street, into the long yellow road
that led to the unsought, undesired adventure.