CHAPTER V

Papa Dercksz had not left much behind him, but Stefanie de Laders, the

only child of the first marriage, was a rich woman; and the reason

why old Mamma had only a little left of her first husband's fortune

was because she had never practised economy. Stefanie, however, had

saved and put by, never knowing why, from an inherited proclivity for

adding money to money. She lived in a small house in the Javastraat

and was known in philanthropic circles, devoting herself prudently and

thriftily to good works. Lot and Elly found Aunt at home: she rose from

her chair, amidst a twittering of little birds in little cages, and she

herself had something of a larger-sized little old bird: short, lean,

shrivelled, tripping with little bird-like steps, restless, in spite

of her years, with her narrow little shoulders and her bony hands,

she was a very ugly little old woman, a little witch. Never having

been married, devoid of passions, devoid of the vital flame, she had

grown old unscathed in her little egoisms, with only one great fear,

which had clung to her all her life: the fear of encountering Hell's

terrors after her death, which, after all, was drawing nearer. And so

she was very religious, convinced that Calvin knew all about it, for

everybody and for all subsequent ages; and, trusting blindly in her

faith, she read anything of this tendency on which she could lay hands,

from paper-covered tracts to theological works, though she did not

understand the latter, while the former left her full of shuddering.

"Quite a surprise, children!" Aunt Stefanie de Laders screamed, as

though Lot and Elly were deaf. "And when are you getting married?"

"In three months, Aunt."

"In church?"

"I don't think so, Aunt," said Lot.

"I thought as much!"

"Then you made a good guess."

"But it's not the thing. Don't you want to get married in church

either, Elly?"

"No, Aunt, I agree with Lot.... May I say Aunt?"

"Yes, certainly, child, say Aunt. No, it's not the thing. But you get

that from the Derckszes: they never thought of what might be in store

for them hereafter...."

The birds twittered and Aunt's high-pitched voice sounded aggressive.

"If Grandpapa could be at the wedding, I should do it perhaps, for his

sake," said Elly. "But he's too old to come. Mamma Steyn doesn't make a

point of it either."

"No, of course not!" screamed Aunt Stefanie.

"You see, Aunt, you're the only one in the family who _does_," said Lot.

He did not see Aunt Stefanie often; but, when he saw her, it amused him

to draw her out.

"And there's no need to do it for _my_ sake," said Aunt,

self-righteously; and she thought to herself, "They sha'n't come in for

a cent, if they don't get married in church and do the proper thing. I

had intended to leave them something: now I shall leave everything to

Harold's grandchildren. They at least behave properly...."

But, when Elly made as though to rise, Aunt, who was flattered at

having visitors, said:

"Well, stay a bit longer, come, Elly! I don't see Lot so often; and

he's his aunt's own nephew after all.... It's not the thing, my boy....

You know, _I_ just speak out. I've done so from a child. I'm the

eldest: with a family like ours, which has not always behaved properly,

I have always had to speak out.... I've shown a great deal of tact,

however. But for me, Uncle Anton would have been quite lost, though

even now he isn't always proper. But leave him to his fate I will

_not_. Uncle Daniel and especially Uncle Harold, with their children:

how often haven't they needed me!..."

"Aunt, you have always been invaluable," said Lot. "But you were not

able to do much for Aunt Thérèse: she turned Catholic; and that wasn't

due to your influence, surely!"

"Thérèse is lost!" cried Aunt Stefanie, violently. "I've long since

given up having anything to do with Thérèse.... But any one for whom

I can do anything ... I sacrifice myself for. For Uncle Harold I do

what I can, also for his children; to Ina I am a second mother, also to

D'Herbourg: now there's a proper man for you; and Leo and Gus are good

and proper boys...."

"Not forgetting Lily," said Lot, "who didn't hesitate to call her

first-born son after you, though I think Stefanus a queer sort of name!"

"No, you'll never call your children after me," screamed Aunt, in

between the birds, "not though you get a dozen girls! What do you want

me to say, my boy? Uncle Harold's family has always shown me more

affection than your mother's family has; I got most perhaps from the

Trevelley children! And yet God alone knows what your mother owes to

me: but for me, Lot, she would have been lost! I'm not saying it to be

unpleasant, my boy; but she would have been lost, Lot, but for me! Yes,

you can feel grateful to me! You can see for yourself, your dear Mamma,

twice divorced, from her first two husbands: no, Lot, that was anything

but proper."

"My dear Aunt, Mamma has always been the black sheep of our virtuous

family."

"No, no, no!" said Aunt Stefanie, shaking her restless little bird-like

head; and the birds around her agreed with her and twittered their

assent. "The family's not so virtuous as that. Generally speaking, it

has never been proper! I won't say a word against my mother, but this

much is certain: she lost my father too early. You can't _compare_ Papa

Dercksz with _him_."

"Of course, there's no comparing a Dercksz with a De Laders," said Lot.

"You're being sarcastic!" said Aunt; and the birds twittered their

indignation in sympathy. "But there's many a true word spoken in jest.

I'm not saying it because of your mother, who's a dear child, whom

I'm fond of, but all the other Derckszes, with the exception of Uncle

Harold, are ..."

"Are what, Aunt Stefanie?"

"Are a sinful, hysterical crew!" cried Aunt Stefanie, aggressively.

"Uncle Anton, Uncle Daan, Aunt Thérèse and, my boy--though she's not

a Dercksz, it's in her blood--your sister Ottilie as well! They're a

sinful, hysterical, crew!" And she thought, "Your mother's one of them

too, my boy, though I'm not saying so."

"Then I'm once more glad," said Lot, "that _my_ Dercksz hysteria is

steadied by a certain Pauws calmness and sedateness." And he thought,

"Aunt's quite right, but it all comes from her own mother ... only it

happened to pass over Aunt Stefanie."

But Aunt went on, seconded by the birds:

"I'm not saying it to say anything unpleasant about the family, my boy.

I daresay I'm hard, but I speak out properly. Who speaks out properly

in our family?"

"You do, Aunt, you do!"

"Yes, I do, I, I, I!" cried Aunt; and all the birds in all the cages

twittered their agreement. "Don't go away just yet, stay a little

longer, Elly. I think it's so nice of you to have come. Elly, just

ring the bell, will you? Then Klaartje will bring a brandy-cherry: I

make them after the recipe of Grandmamma's Anna; and she makes them

properly."

"Aunt, we must really be getting on."

"Come, just one cherry!" Aunt insisted; and the birds joined in the

invitation. "Otherwise Aunt will think that you're angry with her for

speaking out...."

The brandy-cherries were tasted; and this put Aunt in a good humour,

even when Lot exclaimed, through the twittering of the birds:

"Aunt ... have _you_ never been hysterical?"

"I? Hysterical? No! Sinful, yes: I am sinful still, as we all are! But

hysterical, thank God, I have never been! Hysterical, like Uncle Anton,

Aunt Thérèse and ... your sister Ottilie, I have never been, never!"

The birds could not but confirm this.

"But you've been in love, Aunt! I hope you'll tell me the story of your

romance one day; then I'll make it into a very fine book."

"You've put too much about the family into your sinful books, as

it is, for Aunt ever to tell you that, though she had been in love

ten times over. For shame, boy! You ought to be ashamed of yourself!

Write a moral book that's a comfort to read, but don't go digging up

sinfulness for the sake of describing it, however fine the words you

choose may be."

"So at any rate you think my words fine?"

"I think nothing fine that you write, it's accursed books that you

write!... Are you really going now, Elly? Not because I don't admire

Lot's books, I hope? No? Then just one more cherry. You should get the

recipe from Anna, at Grandmamma's. Well, good-bye, children; and think

over what sort of present you'd like from Aunt. You can choose your

own, child, you can choose your own. Aunt'll give a present that's the

proper thing."

The birds agreed and, as Lot and Elly took their leave, twittered them

lustily out of the room.

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