Chapter 29

The thoughts of worldly men are for ever regulated by a moral law of

gravitation, which, like the physical one, holds them down to earth. The

bright glory of day, and the silent wonders of a starlit night, appeal

to their minds in vain. There are no signs in the sun, or in the moon,

or in the stars, for their reading. They are like some wise men, who,

learning to know each planet by its Latin name, have quite forgotten

such small heavenly constellations as Charity, Forbearance, Universal

Love, and Mercy, although they shine by night and day so brightly that

the blind may see them; and who, looking upward at the spangled sky,

see nothing there but the reflection of their own great wisdom and

book-learning.

It is curious to imagine these people of the world, busy in thought,

turning their eyes towards the countless spheres that shine above us,

and making them reflect the only images their minds contain. The man who

lives but in the breath of princes, has nothing in his sight but stars for

courtiers’ breasts. The envious man beholds his neighbours’ honours

even in the sky; to the money-hoarder, and the mass of worldly folk, the

whole great universe above glitters with sterling coin--fresh from the

mint--stamped with the sovereign’s head--coming always between them and

heaven, turn where they may. So do the shadows of our own desires stand

between us and our better angels, and thus their brightness is eclipsed.

Everything was fresh and gay, as though the world were but that morning

made, when Mr Chester rode at a tranquil pace along the Forest road.

Though early in the season, it was warm and genial weather; the trees

were budding into leaf, the hedges and the grass were green, the air was

musical with songs of birds, and high above them all the lark poured

out her richest melody. In shady spots, the morning dew sparkled on

each young leaf and blade of grass; and where the sun was shining, some

diamond drops yet glistened brightly, as in unwillingness to leave so

fair a world, and have such brief existence. Even the light wind, whose

rustling was as gentle to the ear as softly-falling water, had its hope

and promise; and, leaving a pleasant fragrance in its track as it went

fluttering by, whispered of its intercourse with Summer, and of his

happy coming.

The solitary rider went glancing on among the trees, from sunlight

into shade and back again, at the same even pace--looking about him,

certainly, from time to time, but with no greater thought of the day

or the scene through which he moved, than that he was fortunate (being

choicely dressed) to have such favourable weather. He smiled very

complacently at such times, but rather as if he were satisfied with

himself than with anything else: and so went riding on, upon his

chestnut cob, as pleasant to look upon as his own horse, and probably

far less sensitive to the many cheerful influences by which he was

surrounded.

In the course of time, the Maypole’s massive chimneys rose upon his

view: but he quickened not his pace one jot, and with the same cool

gravity rode up to the tavern porch. John Willet, who was toasting

his red face before a great fire in the bar, and who, with surpassing

foresight and quickness of apprehension, had been thinking, as he looked

at the blue sky, that if that state of things lasted much longer, it

might ultimately become necessary to leave off fires and throw the

windows open, issued forth to hold his stirrup; calling lustily for

Hugh.

‘Oh, you’re here, are you, sir?’ said John, rather surprised by the

quickness with which he appeared. ‘Take this here valuable animal into

the stable, and have more than particular care of him if you want to

keep your place. A mortal lazy fellow, sir; he needs a deal of looking

after.’

‘But you have a son,’ returned Mr Chester, giving his bridle to Hugh as

he dismounted, and acknowledging his salute by a careless motion of his

hand towards his hat. ‘Why don’t you make HIM useful?’

‘Why, the truth is, sir,’ replied John with great importance, ‘that my

son--what, you’re a-listening are you, villain?’

‘Who’s listening?’ returned Hugh angrily. ‘A treat, indeed, to hear YOU

speak! Would you have me take him in till he’s cool?’

‘Walk him up and down further off then, sir,’ cried old John, ‘and when

you see me and a noble gentleman entertaining ourselves with talk, keep

your distance. If you don’t know your distance, sir,’ added Mr Willet,

after an enormously long pause, during which he fixed his great dull

eyes on Hugh, and waited with exemplary patience for any little property

in the way of ideas that might come to him, ‘we’ll find a way to teach

you, pretty soon.’

Hugh shrugged his shoulders scornfully, and in his reckless swaggering

way, crossed to the other side of the little green, and there, with

the bridle slung loosely over his shoulder, led the horse to and fro,

glancing at his master every now and then from under his bushy eyebrows,

with as sinister an aspect as one would desire to see.

Mr Chester, who, without appearing to do so, had eyed him attentively

during this brief dispute, stepped into the porch, and turning abruptly

to Mr Willet, said,

‘You keep strange servants, John.’

‘Strange enough to look at, sir, certainly,’ answered the host; ‘but out

of doors; for horses, dogs, and the likes of that; there an’t a better

man in England than is that Maypole Hugh yonder. He an’t fit for

indoors,’ added Mr Willet, with the confidential air of a man who felt

his own superior nature. ‘I do that; but if that chap had only a little

imagination, sir--’

‘He’s an active fellow now, I dare swear,’ said Mr Chester, in a musing

tone, which seemed to suggest that he would have said the same had there

been nobody to hear him.

‘Active, sir!’ retorted John, with quite an expression in his face;

‘that chap! Hallo there! You, sir! Bring that horse here, and go and

hang my wig on the weathercock, to show this gentleman whether you’re

one of the lively sort or not.’

Hugh made no answer, but throwing the bridle to his master, and

snatching his wig from his head, in a manner so unceremonious and hasty

that the action discomposed Mr Willet not a little, though performed at

his own special desire, climbed nimbly to the very summit of the maypole

before the house, and hanging the wig upon the weathercock, sent it

twirling round like a roasting jack. Having achieved this performance,

he cast it on the ground, and sliding down the pole with inconceivable

rapidity, alighted on his feet almost as soon as it had touched the

earth.

‘There, sir,’ said John, relapsing into his usual stolid state, ‘you

won’t see that at many houses, besides the Maypole, where there’s good

accommodation for man and beast--nor that neither, though that with him

is nothing.’

This last remark bore reference to his vaulting on horseback, as upon Mr

Chester’s first visit, and quickly disappearing by the stable gate.

‘That with him is nothing,’ repeated Mr Willet, brushing his wig with

his wrist, and inwardly resolving to distribute a small charge for dust

and damage to that article of dress, through the various items of his

guest’s bill; ‘he’ll get out of a’most any winder in the house. There

never was such a chap for flinging himself about and never hurting his

bones. It’s my opinion, sir, that it’s pretty nearly allowing to his

not having any imagination; and that if imagination could be (which it

can’t) knocked into him, he’d never be able to do it any more. But we

was a-talking, sir, about my son.’

‘True, Willet, true,’ said his visitor, turning again towards the

landlord with his accustomed serenity of face. ‘My good friend, what

about him?’

It has been reported that Mr Willet, previously to making answer,

winked. But as he was never known to be guilty of such lightness of

conduct either before or afterwards, this may be looked upon as

a malicious invention of his enemies--founded, perhaps, upon the

undisputed circumstance of his taking his guest by the third breast

button of his coat, counting downwards from the chin, and pouring his

reply into his ear:

‘Sir,’ whispered John, with dignity, ‘I know my duty. We want no

love-making here, sir, unbeknown to parents. I respect a certain young

gentleman, taking him in the light of a young gentleman; I respect a

certain young lady, taking her in the light of a young lady; but of the

two as a couple, I have no knowledge, sir, none whatever. My son, sir,

is upon his patrole.’

‘I thought I saw him looking through the corner window but this moment,’

said Mr Chester, who naturally thought that being on patrole, implied

walking about somewhere.

‘No doubt you did, sir,’ returned John. ‘He is upon his patrole of

honour, sir, not to leave the premises. Me and some friends of mine that

use the Maypole of an evening, sir, considered what was best to be done

with him, to prevent his doing anything unpleasant in opposing your

desires; and we’ve put him on his patrole. And what’s more, sir, he

won’t be off his patrole for a pretty long time to come, I can tell you

that.’

When he had communicated this bright idea, which had its origin in the

perusal by the village cronies of a newspaper, containing, among other

matters, an account of how some officer pending the sentence of some

court-martial had been enlarged on parole, Mr Willet drew back from his

guest’s ear, and without any visible alteration of feature, chuckled

thrice audibly. This nearest approach to a laugh in which he ever

indulged (and that but seldom and only on extreme occasions), never even

curled his lip or effected the smallest change in--no, not so much as a

slight wagging of--his great, fat, double chin, which at these times, as

at all others, remained a perfect desert in the broad map of his face;

one changeless, dull, tremendous blank.

Lest it should be matter of surprise to any, that Mr Willet adopted this

bold course in opposition to one whom he had often entertained, and who

had always paid his way at the Maypole gallantly, it may be remarked

that it was his very penetration and sagacity in this respect, which

occasioned him to indulge in those unusual demonstrations of jocularity,

just now recorded. For Mr Willet, after carefully balancing father and

son in his mental scales, had arrived at the distinct conclusion that

the old gentleman was a better sort of a customer than the young one.

Throwing his landlord into the same scale, which was already turned by

this consideration, and heaping upon him, again, his strong desires

to run counter to the unfortunate Joe, and his opposition as a general

principle to all matters of love and matrimony, it went down to the very

ground straightway, and sent the light cause of the younger gentleman

flying upwards to the ceiling. Mr Chester was not the kind of man to be

by any means dim-sighted to Mr Willet’s motives, but he thanked him as

graciously as if he had been one of the most disinterested martyrs that

ever shone on earth; and leaving him, with many complimentary reliances

on his great taste and judgment, to prepare whatever dinner he might

deem most fitting the occasion, bent his steps towards the Warren.

Dressed with more than his usual elegance; assuming a gracefulness of

manner, which, though it was the result of long study, sat easily upon

him and became him well; composing his features into their most serene

and prepossessing expression; and setting in short that guard upon

himself, at every point, which denoted that he attached no slight

importance to the impression he was about to make; he entered the bounds

of Miss Haredale’s usual walk. He had not gone far, or looked about him

long, when he descried coming towards him, a female figure. A glimpse

of the form and dress as she crossed a little wooden bridge which lay

between them, satisfied him that he had found her whom he desired to

see. He threw himself in her way, and a very few paces brought them

close together.

He raised his hat from his head, and yielding the path, suffered her to

pass him. Then, as if the idea had but that moment occurred to him, he

turned hastily back and said in an agitated voice:

‘I beg pardon--do I address Miss Haredale?’

She stopped in some confusion at being so unexpectedly accosted by a

stranger; and answered ‘Yes.’

‘Something told me,’ he said, LOOKING a compliment to her beauty, ‘that

it could be no other. Miss Haredale, I bear a name which is not unknown

to you--which it is a pride, and yet a pain to me to know, sounds

pleasantly in your ears. I am a man advanced in life, as you see. I am

the father of him whom you honour and distinguish above all other

men. May I for weighty reasons which fill me with distress, beg but a

minute’s conversation with you here?’

Who that was inexperienced in deceit, and had a frank and youthful

heart, could doubt the speaker’s truth--could doubt it too, when the

voice that spoke, was like the faint echo of one she knew so well, and

so much loved to hear? She inclined her head, and stopping, cast her

eyes upon the ground.

‘A little more apart--among these trees. It is an old man’s hand, Miss

Haredale; an honest one, believe me.’

She put hers in it as he said these words, and suffered him to lead her

to a neighbouring seat.

‘You alarm me, sir,’ she said in a low voice. ‘You are not the bearer of

any ill news, I hope?’

‘Of none that you anticipate,’ he answered, sitting down beside her.

‘Edward is well--quite well. It is of him I wish to speak, certainly;

but I have no misfortune to communicate.’

She bowed her head again, and made as though she would have begged him

to proceed; but said nothing.

‘I am sensible that I speak to you at a disadvantage, dear Miss

Haredale. Believe me that I am not so forgetful of the feelings of my

younger days as not to know that you are little disposed to view me

with favour. You have heard me described as cold-hearted, calculating,

selfish--’

‘I have never, sir,’--she interposed with an altered manner and a firmer

voice; ‘I have never heard you spoken of in harsh or disrespectful

terms. You do a great wrong to Edward’s nature if you believe him

capable of any mean or base proceeding.’

‘Pardon me, my sweet young lady, but your uncle--’

‘Nor is it my uncle’s nature either,’ she replied, with a heightened

colour in her cheek. ‘It is not his nature to stab in the dark, nor is

it mine to love such deeds.’

She rose as she spoke, and would have left him; but he detained her with

a gentle hand, and besought her in such persuasive accents to hear him

but another minute, that she was easily prevailed upon to comply, and so

sat down again.

‘And it is,’ said Mr Chester, looking upward, and apostrophising the

air; ‘it is this frank, ingenuous, noble nature, Ned, that you can wound

so lightly. Shame--shame upon you, boy!’

She turned towards him quickly, and with a scornful look and flashing

eyes. There were tears in Mr Chester’s eyes, but he dashed them

hurriedly away, as though unwilling that his weakness should be known,

and regarded her with mingled admiration and compassion.

‘I never until now,’ he said, ‘believed, that the frivolous actions of a

young man could move me like these of my own son. I never knew till now,

the worth of a woman’s heart, which boys so lightly win, and lightly

fling away. Trust me, dear young lady, that I never until now did

know your worth; and though an abhorrence of deceit and falsehood has

impelled me to seek you out, and would have done so had you been the

poorest and least gifted of your sex, I should have lacked the fortitude

to sustain this interview could I have pictured you to my imagination as

you really are.’

Oh! If Mrs Varden could have seen the virtuous gentleman as he said

these words, with indignation sparkling from his eyes--if she could have

heard his broken, quavering voice--if she could have beheld him as he

stood bareheaded in the sunlight, and with unwonted energy poured forth

his eloquence!

With a haughty face, but pale and trembling too, Emma regarded him in

silence. She neither spoke nor moved, but gazed upon him as though she

would look into his heart.

‘I throw off,’ said Mr Chester, ‘the restraint which natural affection

would impose on some men, and reject all bonds but those of truth and

duty. Miss Haredale, you are deceived; you are deceived by your unworthy

lover, and my unworthy son.’

Still she looked at him steadily, and still said not one word.

‘I have ever opposed his professions of love for you; you will do me

the justice, dear Miss Haredale, to remember that. Your uncle and myself

were enemies in early life, and if I had sought retaliation, I might

have found it here. But as we grow older, we grow wiser--bitter, I would

fain hope--and from the first, I have opposed him in this attempt. I

foresaw the end, and would have spared you, if I could.’

‘Speak plainly, sir,’ she faltered. ‘You deceive me, or are deceived

yourself. I do not believe you--I cannot--I should not.’

‘First,’ said Mr Chester, soothingly, ‘for there may be in your mind

some latent angry feeling to which I would not appeal, pray take this

letter. It reached my hands by chance, and by mistake, and should have

accounted to you (as I am told) for my son’s not answering some other

note of yours. God forbid, Miss Haredale,’ said the good gentleman, with

great emotion, ‘that there should be in your gentle breast one causeless

ground of quarrel with him. You should know, and you will see, that he

was in no fault here.’

There appeared something so very candid, so scrupulously honourable,

so very truthful and just in this course--something which rendered the

upright person who resorted to it, so worthy of belief--that Emma’s

heart, for the first time, sunk within her. She turned away and burst

into tears.

‘I would,’ said Mr Chester, leaning over her, and speaking in mild and

quite venerable accents; ‘I would, dear girl, it were my task to banish,

not increase, those tokens of your grief. My son, my erring son,--I will

not call him deliberately criminal in this, for men so young, who have

been inconstant twice or thrice before, act without reflection, almost

without a knowledge of the wrong they do,--will break his plighted faith

to you; has broken it even now. Shall I stop here, and having given you

this warning, leave it to be fulfilled; or shall I go on?’

‘You will go on, sir,’ she answered, ‘and speak more plainly yet, in

justice both to him and me.’

‘My dear girl,’ said Mr Chester, bending over her more affectionately

still; ‘whom I would call my daughter, but the Fates forbid, Edward

seeks to break with you upon a false and most unwarrantable pretence. I

have it on his own showing; in his own hand. Forgive me, if I have had

a watch upon his conduct; I am his father; I had a regard for your peace

and his honour, and no better resource was left me. There lies on his

desk at this present moment, ready for transmission to you, a letter,

in which he tells you that our poverty--our poverty; his and mine, Miss

Haredale--forbids him to pursue his claim upon your hand; in which he

offers, voluntarily proposes, to free you from your pledge; and talks

magnanimously (men do so, very commonly, in such cases) of being in

time more worthy of your regard--and so forth. A letter, to be plain, in

which he not only jilts you--pardon the word; I would summon to your

aid your pride and dignity--not only jilts you, I fear, in favour of the

object whose slighting treatment first inspired his brief passion for

yourself and gave it birth in wounded vanity, but affects to make a

merit and a virtue of the act.’

She glanced proudly at him once more, as by an involuntary impulse, and

with a swelling breast rejoined, ‘If what you say be true, he takes much

needless trouble, sir, to compass his design. He’s very tender of my

peace of mind. I quite thank him.’

‘The truth of what I tell you, dear young lady,’ he replied, ‘you will

test by the receipt or non-receipt of the letter of which I speak.

Haredale, my dear fellow, I am delighted to see you, although we meet

under singular circumstances, and upon a melancholy occasion. I hope you

are very well.’

At these words the young lady raised her eyes, which were filled with

tears; and seeing that her uncle indeed stood before them, and being

quite unequal to the trial of hearing or of speaking one word more,

hurriedly withdrew, and left them. They stood looking at each other, and

at her retreating figure, and for a long time neither of them spoke.

‘What does this mean? Explain it,’ said Mr Haredale at length. ‘Why are

you here, and why with her?’

‘My dear friend,’ rejoined the other, resuming his accustomed manner

with infinite readiness, and throwing himself upon the bench with a

weary air, ‘you told me not very long ago, at that delightful old

tavern of which you are the esteemed proprietor (and a most charming

establishment it is for persons of rural pursuits and in robust health,

who are not liable to take cold), that I had the head and heart of an

evil spirit in all matters of deception. I thought at the time; I

really did think; you flattered me. But now I begin to wonder at your

discernment, and vanity apart, do honestly believe you spoke the truth.

Did you ever counterfeit extreme ingenuousness and honest indignation?

My dear fellow, you have no conception, if you never did, how faint the

effort makes one.’

Mr Haredale surveyed him with a look of cold contempt. ‘You may evade an

explanation, I know,’ he said, folding his arms. ‘But I must have it. I

can wait.’

‘Not at all. Not at all, my good fellow. You shall not wait a moment,’

returned his friend, as he lazily crossed his legs. ‘The simplest thing

in the world. It lies in a nutshell. Ned has written her a letter--a

boyish, honest, sentimental composition, which remains as yet in

his desk, because he hasn’t had the heart to send it. I have taken a

liberty, for which my parental affection and anxiety are a sufficient

excuse, and possessed myself of the contents. I have described them

to your niece (a most enchanting person, Haredale; quite an angelic

creature), with a little colouring and description adapted to our

purpose. It’s done. You may be quite easy. It’s all over. Deprived of

their adherents and mediators; her pride and jealousy roused to the

utmost; with nobody to undeceive her, and you to confirm me; you will

find that their intercourse will close with her answer. If she receives

Ned’s letter by to-morrow noon, you may date their parting from

to-morrow night. No thanks, I beg; you owe me none. I have acted for

myself; and if I have forwarded our compact with all the ardour even you

could have desired, I have done so selfishly, indeed.’

‘I curse the compact, as you call it, with my whole heart and soul,’

returned the other. ‘It was made in an evil hour. I have bound myself

to a lie; I have leagued myself with you; and though I did so with a

righteous motive, and though it cost me such an effort as haply few men

know, I hate and despise myself for the deed.’

‘You are very warm,’ said Mr Chester with a languid smile.

‘I AM warm. I am maddened by your coldness. ‘Death, Chester, if your

blood ran warmer in your veins, and there were no restraints upon me,

such as those that hold and drag me back--well; it is done; you tell me

so, and on such a point I may believe you. When I am most remorseful

for this treachery, I will think of you and your marriage, and try to

justify myself in such remembrances, for having torn asunder Emma and

your son, at any cost. Our bond is cancelled now, and we may part.’

Mr Chester kissed his hand gracefully; and with the same tranquil face

he had preserved throughout--even when he had seen his companion

so tortured and transported by his passion that his whole frame was

shaken--lay in his lounging posture on the seat and watched him as he

walked away.

‘My scapegoat and my drudge at school,’ he said, raising his head

to look after him; ‘my friend of later days, who could not keep his

mistress when he had won her, and threw me in her way to carry off the

prize; I triumph in the present and the past. Bark on, ill-favoured,

ill-conditioned cur; fortune has ever been with me--I like to hear you.’

The spot where they had met, was in an avenue of trees. Mr Haredale not

passing out on either hand, had walked straight on. He chanced to turn

his head when at some considerable distance, and seeing that his late

companion had by that time risen and was looking after him, stood still

as though he half expected him to follow and waited for his coming up.

‘It MAY come to that one day, but not yet,’ said Mr Chester, waving his

hand, as though they were the best of friends, and turning away. ‘Not

yet, Haredale. Life is pleasant enough to me; dull and full of heaviness

to you. No. To cross swords with such a man--to indulge his humour

unless upon extremity--would be weak indeed.’

For all that, he drew his sword as he walked along, and in an

absent humour ran his eye from hilt to point full twenty times. But

thoughtfulness begets wrinkles; remembering this, he soon put it up,

smoothed his contracted brow, hummed a gay tune with greater gaiety of

manner, and was his unruffled self again.

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