CHAPTER XIV.

To be wise is the first part of happiness.--ANTIGONE.

They are excellently served and complete order reigns at the great

house, yet Mrs. Grandon is missed, in ways not altogether complimentary

if one put it into words. Marcia delights in playing at mistress. She

asks in some of her neighbors to dinner, but Violet, excusing herself,

goes over to the cottage. Floyd is not at home to be consulted, and she

does not wish to blunder or to annoy him. She wins Marcia's favor to a

certain extent, but her favor is the most unreliable gift of the gods.

She has no mind of her own, but is continually picking up ready-made

characteristics of her neighbors and trying them on as one would a

bonnet, and with about the same success. While the rest of her small

world is painfully aware of her inconsistency, she prides herself upon

a wide range of mental acquirements. She generously allows Violet to

try driving Dolly, who is as gentle as a lamb.

Violet draws some delicious breaths, when she feels quite like a bird,

but she does not know that it is freedom. She hardly misses Mr.

Grandon, who seems to be up at the factory or down to the city nearly

all the time. The piano stands open, daring innovation, and she plays

for hours, to Cecil's entrancement, and inducts her in the steps of a

fascinating little dance. Cecil is growing quite wild and wilful at

times, but she is always charming.

They all go up to the cottage one day to a lunch of Denise's preparing.

While Gertrude rests, Marcia insists upon visiting the place where

Cecil was rescued.

"You dear, brave child!" she cries, kissing Violet with rapture, "I

don't wonder Floyd fell in love with you on the spot! If you could only

pose just that way to me, and I could paint it! What a picture it would

be for exhibition!"

Violet flushes warmly, but by this time she shares the family distrust

of Marcia's splendid endeavors.

"Oh," Cecil whispers, clinging tightly to her hand and shuddering with

awe, "if I had fallen down over all those jagged rocks! I shall always,

always love you dearly; papa said I must."

How like a dream that far-off day appears!

There is a bit of wood fire burning on the hearth when they return, for

Violet remembers that Gertrude is always cold. The table is simple and

yet exquisite. Marcia is crazed with the china and some silver spoons

that date to antiquity or the first silversmiths.

"If I had money," she begins, when her appetite is a little sated,--"if

I had money I should have a house of my own, kept just to my fancy,

with an old French servant like Denise, only"--glancing around--"it

must be severely artistic. It is so hard that women cannot make

fortunes!" with a long sigh.

"I should enjoy one made for me quite as well," rejoins Gertrude, who

is always annoyed by Marcia's assumptions of or longings for manhood.

"What a lucky girl you are, or will be if Floyd's plans come out

right," and Marcia nods to Violet. "Only I should hate all that

wretched waiting!"

"How long must I wait?" There is a lurking smile in Violet's brown

eyes.

"How long?--don't _you_ know?" accenting the words with surprise. "Why

this is quite a mystery. I have heard of heiresses being kept in the

dark for evil purposes," and Marcia gives her head an airy toss. "Have

you never seen your father's will? Until you are twenty-five--but I

shouldn't feel at all obliged to Floyd for tying it up so securely. I

dare say he could have persuaded your father differently!"

Violet colors with a curious sense of displeasure. Gertrude gives a

warning look, and for fear of that failing in its mission, touches

Marcia's foot under the table.

"I suppose he--they both did what they thought best," Violet says, hurt

somehow at the signal and a consciousness of some secrecy.

"Oh, of course, of course! Men always do take their own way; they think

they are so much wiser than women, selfish beings!" exclaims Marcia, on

another tack. Gertrude bestirs herself to make a diversion, but a

latent wonder lingers in Violet's mind. She does not really care about

any knowledge being kept away from her, and she has known all along

that she was something of an heiress. Did not Mr. Grandon admit that

when they talked about the trousseau? A sense of mystery comes up about

her like a thick, gray mist, and she shivers. She cannot tell why, but

the joy of the day is over.

When they reach home there is company for Marcia, two especial guests,

that she takes up to her sanctum, and is seen no more until the

dinner-bell summons her. Eugene is in an uncomfortable mood and teases

Cecil. Violet seems always a little afraid of this handsome young man,

who has a way of making inscrutable remarks. Her music is melancholy

this evening, and Cecil is difficult to please, so she is glad when

bedtime comes and with it a _résumé_ of the times of the wonderful

Haroun al Raschid. But when Cecil falls asleep an intense feeling of

loneliness seizes her. It seems as if she was somewhere in a wide

desert waste.

Mr. Grandon is to spend the night in the city. She wonders where he is!

There was the reception to the professor, there was a grand dinner for

gentlemen only, at the house of some famous person, there has been

business. She would like to imagine the scene for her own interest. How

strange, she thinks, to sit three or four hours over a dinner, and yet,

if the professor talked, she could listen forever. Does Mr. Grandon

ever talk in that manner? A fine thrill speeds along her nerves, a sort

of pride in him, a secret joy that he is hers.

Oh, it is only nine o'clock! Violet tries to interest herself in a

novel, but it is stupid work. There are voices down-stairs and she

catches Marcia's inane little laugh. They never ask her down, because

she is in deep mourning, and Gertrude has kindly told her that people

do not go in society for at least six months when they have lost a near

relative. She has been married only two months, and it has seemed as

long as any other six months in her whole life.

Then she wonders why the marriages of books are so different from

the marriages of real life. There was Linda Radford, one of her

schoolmates, who went away last year to be married to an Englishman and

live at Montreal. Linda had a fortune, and the gentleman was a distant

cousin. They had always been engaged. Linda had written two letters

afterward, about her handsome house and elegant clothes. Then little

Jeanne Davray had a lover come from France, who married her in the

convent chapel and took her away. Once she wrote back to Sister

Catharine. There was a bright, wilful girl, a Protestant, placed in

the convent, who ran away with a married man and shocked the small

community so much that the mention of her name was forbidden. Right

here are Laura and Mr. Delancy, who are not story-book lovers, either.

Oh, which is true? She hides a blushing longing face on Cecil's pillow,

and sighs softly, secretly, for what she has not. Denise would call

it a sin, for she thinks every word and act of Mr. Grandon's exactly

right. Then, somehow, _she_ must be wrong. Are the books and poems all

wrong? She prays to be kept from all sin, not to desire or covet what

may not be meant for her. Oh, what a long, long evening!

Floyd Grandon is a guest at Madame Lepelletier's table. There are three

rooms, divided by silken portières, which are now partially swung

aside. The lamps in the other rooms are burning low, there is a sweet,

faint perfume, a lovely suggestiveness, a background fit for a picture,

and this cosey apartment, hung with shimmering silk, and lighted from a

cluster of intense, velvety tropical flowers, soften the glare and add

curious tints of their own, suggestive of sunlight through a garden. It

is not the dining-room proper. Madame has ways quite different from

other people, surprises, delicate, delicious, and dares to defy fashion

when she chooses, though most people would consider her a scrupulous

observer. The four would not be half so effective in the large

apartment. There is a handful of fire in the low grate, and the windows

are open to temper the air through the silken curtains. Mrs. Grandon is

looking her best, a handsome, middle-aged woman. Madame Lepelletier is

in an exquisite shade of bluish velvet that brings out every line and

tint in a sumptuous manner. The square-cut corsage and elbow sleeves

are trimmed with almost priceless ivory-tinted lace; and except the

solitaire diamonds in her ears, she wears no jewels. There are two or

three yellow rose-buds low down in her shining black hair, and two half

hidden in the lace on her bosom. The skirt of her dress is long and

plain, and makes crested billows about her as she sits there.

The dinner is over, and it was perfect; the dessert has been taken out,

the wine, fruit, and nuts remain; the waiter is dismissed, the chairs

are pushed back just to a degree of informality and comfort, and they

have reached that crowning delight, an after-dinner chat.

Madame has been posting herself on antiquities and discoveries. There

seems nothing particularly new about her knowledge; she is at home in

it, and in no haste to air it; she keeps pace with them in a leisurely

way, as if not straying out of her usual course. Floyd Grandon feels

conscience-smitten that he once believed her wholly immersed in

wedding-clothes and fashions. What a remarkable, many-sided woman she

is! a perfect queen of _all_ society, and an admirable one at that.

Everything she says is fresh and crisp, and her little jest well told

and well chosen. The professor beams and smiles, though he is no great

lady's man. She might be a _bon camarade_, so free is she from the airy

little nothings of society that puzzle scholarly men. There is

something charming, too, in the way Mrs. Grandon is made one of the

circle,--a part of them, not merely an outside propriety. Every moment

she grudges that fascinating woman for her son; she is almost jealous

when the professor listens with such rapt deference and admiration.

That Floyd's own unwisdom should have placed the bar between himself

and this magnificent woman is almost more than she can endure.

He has dropped in one morning and accompanied them to a _matinée_. A

foreign friend has sent madame tickets, and he had an hour or two on

his hands while waiting for proofs. In all these interviews Violet's

name has not been mentioned. His marriage is a matter of course, he is

not sailing under any false colors, he has made no protestations of

friendship, still he has an uneasy feeling. If Violet only could go

into society, yet he knows intuitively the two women never could be

friends, though he has no great faith in the friendship of women for

women; it is seldom the sort of a stand-up affair for all time that

pins a man's faith to another. He wonders, too, what Violet is doing.

How she would enjoy these lovely rooms! She could not sit at the head

of a table a queen, but then she is young yet. Madame was not

perfection at seventeen, and he strongly suspects that he was a prig.

Could he take Violet to a _matinée_? If there was someone he dared ask.

It is midnight when the two men walk home to their hotel. Grandon feels

as if he has taken too much wine, though he is always extremely

moderate.

"She is perfection!" declares the professor, enthusiastically. "You

have many charming women, but I have seen none as superb as she. There

is an atmosphere of courts about her, and so well informed, so delicate

with her knowledge, not thrusting it at you with a shout. You have

given me the greatest of pleasure. If I were not an old tramp, with a

knapsack on my shoulder, I do not know what would happen! I might be

the fly in the flame!"

Floyd laughs amusedly. There is about as much danger of Freilgrath

falling in love with her as there is of himself. Would he have, he

wonders, if other events had not crowded in and almost taken the right

of choice from him? It would not have been a bad match if Cecil had

loved her, and she _does_ love Violet. His heart gives a great throb as

he thinks of the two in each other's arms, sleeping sweetly. All the

passion of his soul is still centred in Cecil.

Yet he feels a trifle curious about himself. Is he stock or stone? He

has known of strong men being swept from their moorings when duty,

honor, and all that was most sacred held them elsewhere; nay, he has

even seen them throw away the world and consider it well lost for a

woman's love. If he should never see madame again he would not grieve

deeply, but being here he will see her often, and there is no danger.

By some curious cross-light of mental retrospect he also knows that if

Violet were the beloved wife of any other man--the large-hearted

professor, for instance--he could see her daily without one covetous

pang. He likes her very, very much, she is dear to him, but he is not

in love, and he rather exults in being so cool-headed. Is it anything

but a wild dream, soon burned out to ashes?

Madame Lepelletier, in the solitude of her room, studies her superb

figure, with its rich and affluent lines. No mere beauty of pink

cheeks, dimples, of seventeen, can compare with it, and she understands

the art of keeping it fresh and perfect for some years to come at

least. Floyd Grandon is just beginning a career that will delight and

satisfy him beyond anything he dreams of to-night. He is not in love

with his wife; he did not want her fortune, there were others already

made at hand. A foolish pity, the remnant of youth, moved him, and some

day he will look back in amazement at his folly. But all the same he

has put a slight upon her preference, shown to him, but not in any wise

confessed. She has no silly sentiment, neither would she cloud her

position for a prince of the blood royal, or what is saying more, for

the man she _could_ love, but society has devious turns and varying

latitudes. One need not run squarely against the small fences it puts

up, to gain satisfaction.

Prof. Freilgrath comes up home with his friend the next morning. There

are some dates to verify, some designs to decide upon, but he will not

remain to luncheon. Grandon steps out to greet Denise, when the

opposite door opens, and two quaint laughing figures appear. Violet is

wrapped in her shepherd's plaid, the corner twisted into a bewitching

hood and surmounted by a cluster of black ribbon bows. She holds Cecil

by the hand, who looks a veritable Red Ridinghood, tempting enough to

ensnare any wolf. Both are bright and vivid, and have a fresh,

blown-about look that walking in the wind invariably imparts. Cecil

springs into his arms, and still holding her he bends to kiss Violet.

"You have not walked up?" he asks, in surprise.

"It was not very far, and it is such a lovely, glowing morning," Violet

says, with a touch of deprecation.

"We ran," cries Cecil, with her exuberant spirits in her tone. "We ran

races, and I beat! And we played a wolf was coming. Mamma has seen real

wolves in Canada. But if we had a pony carriage,--because Aunt Marcia

is stingy sometimes----"

"O Cecil!" interposes Violet, in distress.

"Would you like one, Violet? You could soon learn to drive," and he

glances into her deep, dewy eyes, her face that is a glow of delight.

"Marcia has been very kind, and has let me drive Dolly a little. I

should not be afraid, and it would be so delightful."

"You quite deserve it, I have to leave you so much to entertain

yourselves. Now rest a little and I will walk back with you."

The professor comes out. "They will stay for lunch, good Denise," he

announces, quite peremptorily. "Good morning, Mrs. Grandon; good

morning, little one! We have been sadly dissipated fellows, going

around on what you call 'larks,' and you ought to scold us both."

"I don't know why!" she rejoins, with a bright smile. She is suddenly

very happy; it tingles along every nerve.

"What a pretty--hood, do you call it?" says Grandon, rather awkwardly,

trying to unfasten Violet's wrap.

"And the little one is a picture!" adds the professor, glancing from

one to the other.

"Mamma made mine," cries Cecil. "She had one when she was a little

girl, and her papa brought it from Paris."

Grandon laughs. They go to look at the designs, and Violet makes

business-like little comments that surprise them both. She is so eager

to have the book done, to see it in proper shape with her own eyes. "I

shall really feel famous," she declares, with a pretty air of

consequence, archly assumed.

The lunch is delightful, and Violet confesses that yesterday they all

entered with felonious intent, and did eat and drink, and surreptitiously

waste and destroy.

"You didn't get Gertrude here?" asks Floyd. "What magic did you use?"

"And Denise made such a lovely fire for her," says Cecil. "She wasn't a

bit cold. I wish we could live here, it is so little and nice."

That seems to amuse the professor greatly. He feeds Cecil grapes, and

plans how it shall be. Grandon, too, seems in unusual spirits; and

presently they have an enchanting walk home. The October day is

gorgeous, and they find some chestnuts. The pony carriage is talked

over again, and Floyd promises to look it up immediately.

That evening at dinner Marcia says, suddenly, "Did you and the

professor dine with madame last night? Mother's letter came this

morning, in which she spoke of expecting you. Of course madame looked

like a queen in

"'The folds of her wine-dark velvet dress.'"

"It was--blue or green or something, only _not_ wine-color," says

Floyd.

"Was any one else there?"

"No, it was just for the professor."

"She might have had the goodness to remember there were more in the

family. Mrs. Grandon and myself," declares Eugene, almost in a tone of

vexation.

"What was the opera? I think you _are_ getting very----"

"'Martha,'" he interrupts, quickly. "An acquaintance of madame's sang

as _Plunkett_, and did extremely well; a young Italian who only a year

or two ago lost his fortune."

"Brignoli used to be divine as _Lionel_," says Marcia. "I don't believe

I should like another person in that _rôle_. Of course madame is making

a great sensation in New York. What a wonderfully handsome woman she

is, and--do you remember, Gertrude, whether any one ever made any great

fuss about her in her youth?"

Gertrude colors at this thrust of ancient memory.

"She is the handsomest woman I ever saw," begins Eugene, and his glance

falls upon Violet. "Of course she was handsome always, and you need not

hint enviously of a lost youth, Marcia. She looks younger than any of

you girls to-day. There wasn't one at Newport who could hold a candle

to her. The men were mowed down 'n swaths. Not one could stand before

her."

"Then _I_ say she is a coquette," is Marcia's decisive reply. "I dare

say there will be no end of dinners and Germans and lovers. It's

fearfully mean in Laura not to take a house for the winter and invite a

body down. It is horrid dull here! Floyd, do _you_ mean to stay up all

winter?"

"Why not? I have not spent a winter here since I was a boy, in the old

farm-house with Aunt Marcia."

"What an awful place it was!" Marcia is quite forgetting her _rôle_ of

severe high art. "I believe she always chose the coldest days in winter

and the warmest days in summer to invite us. I don't see how you

endured it!"

"I not only endured it," says Floyd, meditatively, "but I liked it."

"Well, one _might_ like it with a fortune in the background," Eugene

rejoins, with covert insolence.

The dessert is being brought in, which causes a lull in the family

strictures. Floyd frowns and is silent. When they rise, Cecil runs to

the drawing-room, and the two follow her.

"Play a little," says her husband; and Violet sits down, thinking of

the handsome woman she has never yet seen, but who seems to have

bewitched all the family.

Floyd is down twice again before the day on which he escorts his mother

home. On one of these occasions he buys the pony. Violet and Cecil are

both filled with delight, and Floyd gives his wife a little driving

practice. He is so good to her, she thinks, but she sometimes wishes he

would talk to her about madame.

They are quite enthusiastic at Mrs. Grandon's return, but her distance

and elegance chill Violet to the very soul. She has no part in the

general cordiality, and Floyd finds himself helpless to mend matters.

For the first time since he has come home he regrets that this great

house is his portion, and that half, at least, had not gone to the

rest. He has a desperate desire to take Violet and live in the cottage,

as Cecil has proposed.

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