XXXV

The Sunday following this occasion he spent almost entirely with the

Muniments, with whom, since his return to his work, he had been able

to have no long, fraternising talk of the kind that had marked their

earlier relations. The present, however, was a happy day; it added its

large measure to the esteem in which he now held the inscrutable Paul.

The warm, bright, September weather enriched even the dinginess of

Audley Court, and while in the morning Rosy’s brother and their visitor

sat beside her sofa the trio amused themselves with discussing a dozen

different plans for giving a festive turn to the day. There had been

moments in the last six months when Hyacinth had the conviction he

should never again be able to enter into such ideas as that, and these

moments had been connected with the strange conversion taking place in

his mental image of the man whose hardness—of course he was obliged to

be hard—he had never expected to see turned upon a passionate admirer.

At present, for the hour at least, the darkness had cleared away and

Paul’s company become a sustaining, inspiring influence. He had never

been kinder, jollier, safer, as it were; it had never appeared more

desirable to hold fast to him and trust him. Less than ever would an

observer have guessed at a good reason why the two young men might

have winced as they looked at each other. Rosy naturally took part in

the question debated between her companions—the question whether they

should limit their excursion to a walk in Hyde Park; should embark at

Lambeth Pier on the penny steamer which would convey them to Greenwich;

or should start presently for Waterloo Station and go thence by train

to Hampton Court. Miss Muniment had visited none of these scenes,

but she contributed largely to the discussion, for which she seemed

perfectly qualified; talked about the crowd on the steamer and the

inconvenience arising from drunken persons on the return quite as if

she had suffered from such drawbacks; reminded the others that the

view from the hill at Greenwich was terribly smoky and at that season

the fashionable world—half the attraction of course—altogether absent

from Hyde Park; and expressed strong views in favour of Wolsey’s old

palace, with whose history she appeared intimately acquainted. She

threw herself into her brother’s holiday with eagerness and glee, and

Hyacinth marvelled again at the stoicism of the hard, bright creature,

polished, as it were, by pain, whose imagination appeared never to

concern itself with her own privations, so that she could lie in her

close little room the whole golden afternoon without bursting into sobs

as she saw the western sunbeams slant upon the shabby, ugly, familiar

paper of her wall and thought of the far-off fields and gardens she

should never see. She talked immensely of the Princess, for whose

beauty, grace and benevolence she could find no sufficient praise;

declaring that of all the fair faces that had ever hung over her

couch—and Rosy spoke as from immense opportunities for comparison—she

had far the noblest and most refreshing. She seemed to make a kind

of light in the room and to leave it behind after she had gone. Rosy

could call up her image as she could hum a tune she had heard, and

she expressed in her quaint, particular way how, as she lay there in

the quiet hours, she repeated over to herself the beautiful air. The

Princess might be anything, she might be royal or imperial, and Rosy

was well aware how little _she_ should complain of the dulness of a

life in which such apparitions as that could pop in any day. She made

a difference in the place—it gave it a regular finish for her to have

come there; if it was good enough for a princess it was good enough

for the likes of _her_, and she hoped she shouldn’t hear again of

Paul’s wishing her to move out of a room with which she should have

henceforth such delightful associations. The Princess had found her

way to Audley Court and perhaps wouldn’t find it to another lodging,

for they couldn’t expect her to follow them about London at their

pleasure; and at any rate she had evidently been altogether struck

with the little room, so that if they were quiet and canny who could

say but the fancy would take her to send them a bit of carpet or a

picture, or even a mirror with a gilt frame, to make it a bit more

tasteful? Rosy’s transitions from pure enthusiasm to the imaginative

calculation of benefits were performed with a serenity peculiar to

herself. Her chatter had so much spirit and point that it always

commanded attention, but to-day Hyacinth was less tolerant of it than

usual, because so long as it lasted Muniment held his tongue, and

what he had been anxious about was much more Paul’s impression of the

Princess. Rosy made no remark to him on the monopoly he had so long

enjoyed of this wonderful lady: she had always had the manner of an

indulgent incredulity about Hyacinth’s social adventures, and he saw

the hour might easily come when she would begin to talk of their grand

acquaintance as if she herself had been the first to discover her. She

had much to say, however, about the nature of the connexion Lady Aurora

had formed with her, and she was mainly occupied with the glory she

had drawn upon herself by bringing two such exalted persons together.

She fancied them alluding, in the great world, to the occasion on which

“we first met—at Miss Muniment’s, you know”; and she related how Lady

Aurora, who had been in Audley Court the day before, had declared she

owed her a debt she could never repay. The two ladies had liked each

other more, almost, than they liked any one; and wasn’t it a rare

picture to think of them moving hand in hand, like great twin lilies,

through the bright upper air? Muniment inquired in rather a coarse,

unsympathetic way what the mischief she ever wanted of _her_; which led

Hyacinth to demand in return: “What do you mean? What does who want of

whom?”

“What does the beauty of beauties want of _our_ poor plain lady? She

has a totally different stamp. I don’t know much about women, but I can

see that.”

“Where do you see a different stamp? They both have the stamp of their

rank!” cried Rosy.

“Who can ever tell what women want, at any time?” Hyacinth asked with

the off-handedness of a man of the world.

“Well, my boy, if you don’t know any more than I you disappoint me!

Perhaps if we wait long enough she’ll tell us some day herself.”

“Tell you what she wants of Lady Aurora?”

“I don’t mind about Lady Aurora so much; but what in the name of long

journeys she wants with _us_!”

“Don’t you think you’re worth a long journey?” Rosy cried gaily. “If

you weren’t my brother, which is handy for seeing you, and I weren’t

confined to my sofa, I’d go from one end of England to the other to

make your acquaintance! He’s in love with the Princess,” she went on to

Hyacinth, “and he asks those senseless questions to cover it up. What

does any one want of anything?”

It was decided at last that the two young men should go down to

Greenwich, and after they had partaken of bread and cheese with Rosy

they embarked on a penny steamer. The boat was densely crowded, and

they leaned, rather squeezed together, in the fore part of it, against

the rail of the deck, and watched the big black fringe of the yellow

stream. The river had always for Hyacinth a deep beguilement. The

ambiguous appeal he had felt as a child in all the aspects of London

came back to him from the dark detail of its banks and the sordid

agitation of its bosom: the great arches and pillars of the bridges,

where the water rushed and the funnels tipped and sounds made an echo

and there seemed an overhanging of interminable processions; the miles

of ugly wharves and warehouses; the lean protrusions of chimney, mast

and crane; the painted signs of grimy industries staring from shore to

shore; the strange, flat, obstructive barges, straining and bumping

on some business as to which everything was vague but that it was

remarkably dirty; the clumsy coasters and colliers which thickened

as one went down; the small loafing boats whose occupants, somehow,

looking up from their oars at the steamer, as they rocked in the oily

undulations of its wake, appeared profane and sarcastic; in short all

the grinding, puffing, smoking, splashing activity of the turbid flood.

In the good-natured crowd, amid the fumes of vile tobacco, beneath

the shower of sooty particles and to the accompaniment of the bagpipe

of a dingy Highlander who sketched occasionally an unconvincing reel,

Hyacinth forbore to speak to his companion of what he had most at

heart; but later, as they lay in the brown, crushed grass on one of

the slopes of Greenwich Park and saw the river stretch away and shine

beyond the pompous colonnades of the Hospital, he asked him if there

were any truth in what Rosy had said about his being sweet on their

friend the Princess. He said “their friend” on purpose, speaking as

if, now that she had been twice to Audley Court, Muniment might be

regarded as knowing her almost as well as he himself did. He wished to

conjure away the idea that he was jealous of Paul, and if he desired

information on the point I have mentioned this was because it still

made him almost as uncomfortable as it had done at first that his

comrade should take the scoffing view. He didn’t easily see such a

fellow as Muniment wheel about from one day to the other, but he had

been present at the most exquisite exhibition he had ever observed

the Princess make of that divine power of conciliation which was not

perhaps in social intercourse the art she chiefly exercised but was

certainly the most wonderful of her secrets, and it would be remarkable

indeed that a sane young man shouldn’t have been affected by it. It

was familiar to Hyacinth that Muniment wasn’t easily reached or rubbed

up by women, but this might perfectly have been the case without

detriment to the Princess’s ability to work a miracle. The companions

had wandered through the great halls and courts of the Hospital; had

gazed up at the glories of the famous painted chamber and admired

the long and lurid series of the naval victories of England—Muniment

remarking to his friend that he supposed he had seen the match to all

that in foreign parts, offensive little travelled beggar that he was.

They had not ordered a fish-dinner either at the “Trafalgar” or the

“Ship”—having a frugal vision of tea and shrimps with Rosy on their

return—but they had laboured up and down the steep undulations of the

shabby, charming park; made advances to the tame deer and seen them

amble foolishly away; watched the young of both sexes, hilarious and

red in the face, roll in promiscuous accouplement over the slopes;

gazed at the little brick observatory, perched on one of the knolls,

which sets the time to English history and in which Hyacinth could see

that his companion took an expert, a technical interest; wandered out

of one of the upper gates and admired the trimness of the little villas

at Blackheath, where Muniment declared it his conception of supreme

social success to be able to live. He pointed out two or three small

semi-detached houses, faced with stucco and with “Mortimer Lodge” or

“The Sycamores” inscribed on the gate-posts, and Hyacinth guessed these

to be the sort of place where he would like to end his days—in high

pure air, with a genteel window for Rosy’s couch and a cheerful view

of suburban excursions. It was when they came back into the Park that,

being rather hot and a little sated, they stretched themselves under a

tree and Hyacinth yielded to his curiosity.

“Sweet on her—sweet on her, my boy!” said Muniment. “I might as well be

sweet on the dome of Saint Paul’s, which I just make out off there.”

“The dome of Saint Paul’s doesn’t come to see you and doesn’t ask you

to return the visit.”

“Oh I don’t return visits—I’ve got plenty of jobs of my own to attend

to. If I don’t put myself out for the Princess isn’t that a sufficient

answer to your question?”

“I’m by no means sure,” said Hyacinth. “If you went to see her, simply

and civilly, because she asked you, I shouldn’t regard it as a proof

you had taken a fancy to her. Your hanging off is more suspicious; it

may mean that you don’t trust yourself—that you’re in danger of falling

in love if you go in for a more intimate acquaintance.”

“It’s a rum go, your wanting me to make up to her. I shouldn’t think

it would suit your book,” Muniment returned while he stared at the sky

with his hands clasped under his head.

“Do you suppose I’m afraid of you?” his comrade asked. “Besides,”

Hyacinth added in a moment, “why the devil should I care now?”

Paul made for a little no rejoinder; he turned over on his side and,

with his arm resting on the ground, leaned his head on his hand.

Hyacinth felt his eyes on his own face, but he also felt himself

colouring and didn’t meet them. He had taken a private vow never to

indulge, to this companion, in certain inauspicious references, and the

words just spoken had slipped out of his mouth too easily. “What do you

mean by that?” Paul demanded at last; and when Hyacinth looked at him

he saw nothing but the strong, fresh, irresponsible, the all so manly

and sturdy face. Its owner had had time before speaking to prefigure a

meaning.

Suddenly an impulse he had never known before, or rather that he

had always resisted, took possession of our young man. There was a

mystery which it concerned his happiness to clear up, and he became

unconscious of his scruples, of his pride, of the strength he had

ever believed to be in him—the strength for going through his work and

passing away without a look behind. He sat forward on the grass with

his arms round his knees and offered his friend a presence quickened by

his difficulties. For a minute the two pairs of eyes met with extreme

clearness, and then Hyacinth brought out: “What an extraordinary chap

you are!”

“You’ve hit it there!” Paul smiled.

“I don’t want to make a scene or work on your feelings, but how will

you like it when I’m strung up on the gallows?”

“You mean for Hoffendahl’s job? That’s what you were alluding to just

now?” Muniment lay there in the same position, chewing a long blade of

dry grass which he held to his lips with his free hand.

“I didn’t mean to speak of it; but after all why shouldn’t it come up?

Naturally I’ve thought of it a good deal.”

“What good does that do?” Muniment returned. “I hoped you didn’t—I

noticed you never spoke of it. You don’t like it. You’d rather chuck it

up,” he added.

There was not in his voice the faintest note of irony or contempt, no

sign whatever that he passed judgement on such an attitude. He spoke

in a quiet, human, memorising manner, as if it had originally quite

entered into his thought to allow for weak regrets. Nevertheless the

complete reasonableness of his tone itself cast a chill on Hyacinth’s

spirit; it was like the touch of a hand at once very firm and very

soft, yet strangely cold. “I don’t want in the least to repudiate

business, but did you suppose I liked it?” our hero asked with rather

a forced laugh.

“My dear fellow, how could I tell? You like a lot of things I don’t.

You like excitement and emotion and change, you like remarkable

sensations—whereas I go in for a holy calm, for sweet repose.”

“If you object, for yourself, to change, and are so fond of still

waters, why have you associated yourself with a revolutionary

movement?” Hyacinth demanded with a little air of making rather a good

point.

“Just for that reason!” Paul blandly said. “Isn’t our revolutionary

movement as quiet as the grave? Who knows, who suspects anything like

the full extent of it?”

“I see. You take only the quiet parts!”

In speaking these words Hyacinth had had no derisive intention, but a

moment later he flushed with the sense that they had a sufficiently low

sound. Paul, however, appeared to see no offence in them, and it was

in the gentlest, most suggestive way, as if he had been thinking over

what might comfort his little mate, that he replied: “There’s one thing

you ought to remember—that it’s quite on the cards the beastly call may

never be made.”

“I don’t desire that reminder,” Hyacinth said; “and moreover you must

let me tell you I somehow don’t easily fancy _you_ mixed up with things

that don’t come off. Anything you have to do with will come off, I

think.”

Muniment reflected a moment, as if his little mate were charmingly

ingenious. “Surely I’ve nothing to do with the particular job——!”

“With the execution, perhaps not; but how about the idea of it? You

seemed to me to have a great deal to do with it the night you took me

to see him.”

Paul changed his posture, raising himself, and in a moment was seated

Turk-fashion beside his friend. He put his arm over his shoulder and

drew him, studying his face; and then in the kindest manner in the

world he brought out: “There are three or four definite chances in your

favour.”

“I don’t want second-rate comfort, you know,” said Hyacinth with his

eyes on the distant atmospheric mixture that represented London.

“What the devil _do_ you want?” Paul asked, still holding him and with

perfect good humour.

“Well, to get inside of _you_ a little; to know how a chap feels when

he’s going to part with his particular pal.”

“To part with him?” this character repeated.

“I mean putting it at the worst.”

“I should think you’d know by yourself—if you’re going to part with

_me_.”

At this Hyacinth prostrated himself, tumbled over to the grass on

his face, which he buried in his hands. He remained in this attitude,

saying nothing, a long time; and while he lay there he thought, with

a sudden, quick flood of association, of many strange things. Most of

all he had the sense of the brilliant charming day; the warm stillness,

touched with cries of amusement; the sweetness of loafing there in an

interval of work with a chum who was a tremendously fine fellow even if

he didn’t understand the inexpressible. Paul also kept the peace, and

Hyacinth felt him all unaffectedly puzzled. He wanted now to relieve

him, so that he pulled himself together again and turned round, saying

the first thing he could think of, in relation to the general subject

of their talk, that would carry them away from the personal question.

“I’ve asked you before, and you’ve told me, but somehow I’ve never

quite grasped it—so I just touch on the matter again—exactly what good

you think it will do.”

“The stroke of work, eh? Well, you must remember that as yet we know

only very vaguely what it is. It’s difficult therefore to measure

closely the importance it may have, and I don’t think I’ve ever, in

talking with you, pretended to fix that importance. I don’t suppose

it will matter immensely whether your own engagement’s carried out or

not; but if it is it will have been a detail in a scheme of which the

general effect will be decidedly useful. I believe, and you pretend to

believe, though I’m not sure you do, in the advent of the democracy. It

will help the democracy to get possession that the classes that keep

them down shall be admonished from time to time that they’ve a very

definite and very determined intention of doing so. An immense deal

will depend upon that. Hoffendahl’s a jolly admonisher.”

Hyacinth listened to this explanation with an expression of interest

that was not feigned; and after a moment he returned: “When you say you

believe in the democracy I take for granted you mean you positively

wish for their coming into power, as I’ve always supposed. Now what

I really have never understood is this—why you should desire to put

forward a lot of people whom you regard almost without exception as

rather dismal donkeys.”

“Ah my dear lad,” Paul laughed, “when one undertakes to meddle in human

affairs one must deal with human material. The upper classes have the

longest ears.”

“I’ve heard you say you were working for an equality in human

conditions—to abolish the immemorial inequality. What you want then for

all mankind is the selfsame shade of asininity.”

“That’s very neat; did you pick it up in France? Damn the too-neat, you

know; it’s as bad as the too-rotten. The low tone of our fellow-mortals

is a result of bad conditions; it’s the conditions I want to alter.

When those who have no start to speak of have a good one it’s but fair

to infer they’ll go further. I want to try them, you know.”

“But why equality?” Hyacinth asked. “Somehow that word doesn’t say so

much to me as it used to. Inequality—inequality! I don’t know whether

it’s by dint of repeating it over to myself, but _that_ doesn’t shock

me as it used.”

“They didn’t put you up to that in France, I’m sure!” Paul exclaimed.

“Your point of view’s changed. You’ve risen in the world.”

“Risen? Good God, what have I risen to?”

“True enough; you were always a bloated little swell!” And the so

useful man at the great chemical works gave his young friend a sociable

slap on the back. There was a momentary bitterness in its being imputed

to such a one as Hyacinth, even in joke, that he had taken sides with

the lucky beggars as a class, and he had it on his tongue’s end to

ask his friend if he had never guessed what his proud titles were—the

bastard of a murderess, spawned in a gutter out of which he had been

picked by a poor sewing-girl. But his lifelong reserve on this point

was a habit not easily broken, and before such a challenge could burn

through it Paul had gone on: “If you’ve ceased to believe we can do

anything it will be rather awkward, you know.”

“I don’t know what I believe, God help me!” Hyacinth remarked in a tone

of an effect so lugubrious that his mate indulged in prompt hilarity of

attenuation. But our young man added: “I don’t want you to think I’ve

ceased to care for the people. What am I but one of the poorest and

meanest of them?”

“You, my boy? You’re a duke in disguise, and so I thought the first

time I ever saw you. That night I took you to our precious ‘exchange

of ideas’—I liked the beggar’s name for it—you had a little way with

you that made me forget it; I mean that your disguise happened to be

better than usual. As regards caring for the people there’s surely no

obligation at all,” Muniment continued. “I wouldn’t if I could help

it—you can bet your life on that. It all depends on what you see. The

way _I_’ve used my eyes in that sink of iniquity off there has led

to my seeing that present arrangements won’t do. They won’t do,” he

repeated placidly.

“Yes, I see that too,” said Hyacinth, with the same dolefulness that

had marked his tone a moment before—a dolefulness begotten of the

rather helpless sense that, whatever he saw, he saw—and this was always

the case—so many other things besides. He saw the immeasurable misery

of the people, and yet he saw all that had been, as it were, rescued

and redeemed from it: the treasures, the felicities, the splendours,

the successes of the world. This quantity took the form sometimes, to

his imagination, of a vast, vague, dazzling presence, an irradiation of

light from objects undefined, mixed with the atmosphere of Paris and of

Venice. He presently added that a hundred things Muniment had told him

about the foul horrors of the worst districts of London, pictures of

incredible shame and suffering that he had put before him, came back to

him now with the memory of the passion they had kindled at the time.

“Oh I don’t want you to go by what I’ve told you; I want you to go by

what you’ve seen yourself. I remember there were things you told _me_

that weren’t bad in their way.” And at this Paul Muniment sprang to his

feet, as if their conversation had drawn to an end or they must at all

events be thinking of their homeward way. Hyacinth got up too while his

companion stood there. Paul was looking off toward London with a face

that expressed all the healthy singleness of his vision. Suddenly he

remarked, as if it occurred to him to complete, or at any rate confirm,

the declaration he had made a short time before: “Yes, I don’t believe

in the millennium, but I do believe in the democracy with a _chance_.”

He struck Hyacinth while he spoke these words as such a fine embodiment

of the spirit of the people; he stood there in his powerful, sturdy

newness with such an air of having learnt what he had learnt and of

good nature that had purposes in it, that our hero felt the simple

inrush of his old, frequent pride at having a person of that promise,

a nature of that capacity, for a friend. He passed his hand into the

arm that was so much stronger and longer than his own and said with

an imperceptible tremor of voice: “It’s no use your saying I’m not to

go by what you tell me. I’d go by what you tell me anywhere. There’s

no awkwardness to speak of. I don’t know that I believe exactly what

you believe, but I believe in _you_, and doesn’t that come to the same

thing?”

Paul evidently appreciated the cordiality and candour of this little

tribute, and the way he showed it was by a motion of his elbow, to

check his companion, before they started to leave the spot, and by

looking down at him with a certain anxiety of friendliness. “I should

never have taken you to that shop that night if I hadn’t thought you’d

jump at the job. It was that flaring little oration of yours, at the

club, when you floored Delancey for saying you were afraid, that put me

up to it.”

“I did jump at it—upon my word I did; and it was just what I was

looking for. That’s all correct!” said Hyacinth cheerfully as they

went forward. There was a strain of heroism in these words—of heroism

of which the sense was not conveyed to Muniment by a vibration in

their interlocked arms. Hyacinth didn’t make the reflexion that he

was infernally literal; he dismissed the sentimental problem that had

worried him; he condoned, excused, admired—he merged himself, resting

happy for the time, in the consciousness that Paul was a grand person,

that friendship was a purer feeling than love, and that there was an

immense deal of affection between them. He didn’t even observe at that

moment that it was preponderantly on his own side.

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