CHAPTER XXXII

MADGE IS MATTER-OF-FACT

"Well, I have come back to civilization and all its miseries," thought

Graydon. "I was among scenes that know not Wildmeres or Arnaults. 'Oh,

my prophetic soul!' I felt that there was something wrong, in spite of

her superb acting. Sweet Madge, dear sister Madge, as you ever will be

to me, the more I think of it the more clearly I see that you are the

one who first began to shatter my delusion. Since that morning when

I brought you home from your long vigil, and you revealed to me your

true, brave heart Stella Wildmere has never seemed the same, and the

revolt of my nature has been growing ever since."

His wish now was to avoid seeing every one until he had met his

brother. While the thought of his escape was uppermost in his mind,

he was consumed with anxiety to learn the result of Henry's efforts in

town. His commercial instincts were also very strong, and the thought

of what might happen fairly made him tremble.

He slipped down a back stairway and out into the darkness, then bent

his rapid steps to the depot, at which he arrived half an hour before

the train was due. Remembering that excited pacing up and down there

would not be very intelligent obedience to his brother's injunctions,

he started down a country road in the direction from which the train

would come, and paced to and fro in his strong excitement. At last the

train arrived, and his first glimpse of Henry's face and Madge's

was reassuring. The moment the former saw him he called out, "Hello,

Graydon! Have you a trout supper for us?"

"Yes," was the hearty response; and he hastened forward and shook

hands cordially, saying, in an aside, "Oh, Madge! I am so glad to see

you again!"

"You are! Tell that to the marines. The length of your stay proves it

to be a fish story."

"Here, Madge, we'll put you in the stage. I'll rest myself by walking

to the house with Graydon."

"Henry, you are all right?" said Graydon, eagerly, as soon as they

were out of earshot.

"Yes," was the quiet reply; "I raised the money, paid Arnault in full,

and have a good surplus in the bank."

"Thank Heaven! How did you raise it? How has all this knowledge

reached--"

"Patience, Graydon, patience. As soon as you are in the firm I shall

have no secrets from you. Until you are, you must let me manage in my

old way."

"I have indeed little claim on your confidence. I have been deceived,

and have acted like a fool. But it's all over now. Henry, you may

not believe me, but my nonsense would have ended to-night if I hadn't

received your letter, and all this had not occurred. I had been

disgusted with this Arnault business for some time, and had let Miss

Wildmere know my views. As I thought it over while away it all grew

so detestable to me that I resolved, if Arnault appeared again and

renewed his attentions, I would never renew mine. He's here again, as

you may have seen."

"Oh, yes; and I have talked with him. Please show no resentment. I

obtained my information in a way unknown to him, and there is nothing

unusual in our transaction on its face. How was it that you began to

grow critical toward Miss Wildmere?"

"Well, I don't mind telling you. There was not a ring of truth or

a stamp of nobility about her words and manner, and I have been

associating with a girl who is truth itself and twice as clever and

accomplished. Miss Wildmere was growing commonplace in contrast. I

learned to love Madge as a sister before she went away, and now no man

ever admired and loved a sister more."

Mr. Muir smiled broadly to himself in the darkness, and said: "Truly,

Graydon, you are giving satisfactory proofs of returning sanity.

We may as well conclude with the old saying, 'All's well that ends

well.'"

"I think I had better go to town Monday and resume business. It's time

I did something to retrieve myself."

"No, Graydon, not yet. I have everything in hand now, and believe the

tide has turned. I realized ten thousand to-day on a transaction that

I will tell you about. I am not doing much business now, only watching

things and waiting. It was the suddenness of Arnault's demand that

worried me--on Saturday, too, you know. He had about the same as said

that I might have the money as long as I wanted it, and I should not

have needed it much longer. In ordinary times I wouldn't have given it

a thought.

"You can help me more up here. It's growing warm, and Jack isn't

improving as I would like. After what has occurred I don't wish Mary

and Madge to meet these Wildmeres any longer, so I propose that you

and Madge go to the Kaaterskill Hotel on Monday and explore. If you

like the place, then you can take Mary and the children there. I've

had a little scare in town, and propose to realize on some more

property and make myself perfectly safe. By going to a higher-priced

hotel we increase our credit also, and add to the impression I made

to-day, that we are in no danger."

As the stage drew near the piazza Graydon hastened forward to

help Madge out. In doing so he saw Miss Wildmere greeting Arnault

cordially. As he passed up the steps with Madge, he caught Stella's

swift, appealing look at him. He only bowed politely and passed on. It

was Madge's triumphal entry now by the same door at which she had seen

him enter with Miss Wildmere but a few weeks before. How complete her

triumph was, even Madge did not yet know. While she went to her room

he sought the office and ordered some of the trout he had caught to

be prepared for supper. As he stood there Miss Wildmere left Arnault's

side, and said, "Mr. Muir, are you not going to shake hands with me?"

"Why, certainly, Miss Wildmere;" but there was little more than

politeness in his tone and manner. As there were many coming and

going, she drew away with a reproachful glance. "So long as Arnault is

with me, he will not be cordial," was her thought.

She looked around for her father, but he, nervous and apprehensive,

had disappeared. He felt that if he should be compelled to disclose

the failure of his predictions, she would pass into one of her sullen,

unmanageable moods. He feared that things were beyond his control,

and decided to let the young men manage for themselves. He was not,

however, exceedingly solicitous. He hoped that Arnault, aided by the

influence of his munificent offer, would have the skill to push his

suit to a prompt conclusion; but he believed that, if this suitor

should be dismissed, Graydon would not fail his daughter, and that all

might yet end well for her, and perhaps for himself.

The supper-room was again occupied by the late comers, many of whom

were accompanied by their families and friends. Mr. Muir's quiet eyes

fairly beamed over the group gathered at his table, and he felt that

but few moments of his life compared with those now passing. Twenty

four hours before he had seen himself drifting helplessly on a

lee shore, but a little hand had taken the helm when he had been

paralyzed, and now he saw clear sea-room stretching away indefinitely,

with a turning tide and favoring gales. The terrible evils threatening

him and his had been averted. The results of his lifework would not be

swept away, his idolized commercial standing could now be maintained,

his wife's brow remain unclouded by care, his children be amply

provided for, Graydon saved from a worse fate than financial disaster,

and, last but not least, the young fellow would be cured by Madge of

all future tendencies toward the Wildmere type. He never could think

of this hope without smiling to himself. He had at last obtained the

explanation of Madge's effort and success. By the superb result

he measured the strength of the love which had led to it. "Great

Scott!"--his favorite expletive--he had thought; "what a compass there

is in her nature! I had long suspected her secret, but when I touched

upon it last night she made my blood tingle by her magnificent

resentment. I would sooner have trifled with an enraged empress. Look

at her now, smiling, serene, and, although not in the least artful,

keeping all her secrets with consummate art. Who would imagine that

she was capable of such a volcanic outburst? If Graydon does not lay

siege to her now, the name of the future firm should be Henry Muir and

idiot."

That sagacious young man did not appear at all blighted by the wreck

of the hope he had cherished. He turned no wistful glances toward the

girl who had so long satisfied his eyes, and, as he had believed,

his heart. He felt much the same as if he had been imposed upon by a

cunning disguise. Unknown to her, he had caught a glimpse of what

the mask concealed, and his soul was shuddering at the deformities to

which he had so nearly allied himself. Her very beauty, with its false

promise, had become hateful to him.

"She is indeed a speculator," he thought, "and I'm a little curious

to see how she will continue her game." It afforded him vindictive

amusement that she often, yet furtively, turned her eyes toward him as

if he were still a factor in it.

She never looked once in Graydon's direction but that Arnault was

aware of the act. There was no longer any menace in his deportment

toward her--he was as devoted as the place and time would permit--but

in his eyes dwelt a vigilance and a resolution which should have given

her warning.

After supper Mr. and Mrs. Muir found a comfortable nook on the piazza,

and the banker smoked his cigar with ineffable content.

"Do you feel too tired for a waltz, Madge?" Graydon asked.

"The idea! when I've rested in the cars half a day."

"Oh, Madge!" he whispered; "dear, sweet little friend--you know I mean

sister, only I dare not say it--I'm so glad to be with you again! What

makes you look so radiant to-night? You look as though you had a world

of happy thoughts behind those sparkling eyes."

"Nonsense, Graydon! You are always imagining things. I have youth,

good health, have had my supper--a trout supper, too--and I like to

dance, just as a bird enjoys flying."

"You seem a bird-of-paradise. Happy the man who coaxes you into his

cage! Brother or not, when your beaux become too attentive they will

find me a perfect dragon of a critic."

"When I meet my ideal, you shall have nothing to say."

"I suppose not. I am at a loss to know where you will find him."

"I shan't find him; he must find me."

"He will be an idiot if he doesn't. Pardon me if I don't dance any

more to-night. I have had a long tramp over mountain paths, followed

by a long, rough ride in a farmer's wagon, and now have a very

important act to perform before I sleep. As a proof of my fraternal--I

mean friendly--confidence, I will tell you what it is, if you wish."

"I don't propose to fail in any friendly obligations, Graydon,"

she replied, laughing, as they strolled out into the summer night,

followed by Miss Wildmere's half-desperate eyes.

As they walked down a path, Graydon said, "Take my arm; the pavement

is a little rough. Dear Madge, you look divine to night. Every time

I see you my wonder increases at what you accomplished out on the

Pacific coast. That great, boundless, sparkling ocean has given you

something of its own nature."

"Graydon, you must be more sensible. When a fellow takes your arm you

don't squeeze it against your side and say, 'Dear Tom,' 'Sweet Dick,'

or 'Divine Harry,' no matter how good friends they may be. Friends

don't indulge in sentimental, far-fetched compliments."

"I certainly never did with any friends of mine. On this very walk you

told me that you were not my sister, and added, 'There is no use in

trying to ignore nature.' See how true this last assertion is proving,

now that I am again under your influence, and so enjoy your society

that I cannot ignore nature. During all those years when you were

growing from childhood to womanhood I treated you as a sister, thought

of you as such. It was nature, or rather the accord of two natures,

that formed and cemented the tie, and not an accident of birth.

Even when you were an invalid, and I was stupid enough to call you

'lackadaisical,' your presence always gave me pleasure. Often when I

had been out all the evening I would say, with vexation, 'I wish I had

stayed at home with the little ghost.' How you used to order me about

and tyrannize over me from your sofa when you were half child and half

woman! I can say honestly, Madge, it was never a bore to me, for you

had an odd, piquant way of saying and doing things that always amused

me; your very weakness was an appeal to my strength, and a claim upon

it. You always appeared to have a sister's affection for me, and your

words and manner proved that I brought some degree of brightness into

your shadowed life. In learning to love you as a sister in all those

years, wherein did I ignore nature? During my absence my feelings did

not change in the least, as I proved by my attempts at correspondence,

by my greeting when we met. Then you perplexed and worried me more

than you would believe, and I imagined all sorts of ridiculous things

about you; but on that drive, after your vigil with that poor, dying

girl, I felt that I understood you fully at last. Indeed, ever since

your rescue of the little Wilder child from drowning my old feelings

have been coming back with tenfold force. I can't help thinking of

you, of being proud of you. I give you my confidence to-night just

as naturally and unhesitatingly as if we had been rocked in the

same cradle. I am not wearying you with this long explanation and

preamble?"

"No, Graydon," she replied, in a low tone.

"I am very glad. I don't think well of myself to-night at all, and I

have a very humiliating confession to make--one that I could make only

to such a sister as you are, or rather would have been, were there

a natural tie between us. I would not tell any Tom, Dick, and Harry

friends in the world what I shall now make known to you. If I didn't

trust you so, I wouldn't speak of it, for what I shall say involves

Henry as well as myself. Madge, I've been duped, I've been made both

a fool and a tool, and the consequences might have been grave indeed.

Henry, who has so much quiet sagacity, has in some way obtained

information that proved of immense importance to him, and absolutely

vital to me. I shudder when I think of what might have happened, and

I am overwhelmed with gratitude when I think of my escape. I told

you that Miss Wildmere was humoring that fellow Arnault to save her

father, and consequently her mother and the child. This impression,

which was given me so skilfully, and at last confirmed by plain words,

was utterly false. Henry has been in financial danger; Wildmere knew

it, and he also knew that Arnault had lent Henry money, which to-day

was called in with the hope of breaking him down. They would have

succeeded, too, had he not had resources of which they knew nothing.

You, of course, can't realize how essential a little ready money

sometimes is in a period of financial depression; but Henry left a

note which gave me an awful shock, while, at the same time, it made

clear Miss Wildmere's scheme. She had simply put me off, that she

might hear from Wall Street. If Henry had failed she would have

decided for Arnault, and I believe my attentions led to his tricky

transaction--that he loaned the money and called it in when he

believed that Henry could not meet his demand. I must be put out

of his way, for he reasoned justly that the girl would drop me if

impoverished. Thus indirectly I might have caused Henry's failure--a

blow from which I should never have recovered. Henry is safe now, he

assures me; and, oh, Madge, thank God, I have found her out before

it was too late! I had fully resolved while oft trouting that I would

break with her finally if I found Arnault at her side again. Now he

may marry her, for all I care, and I wish him no worse punishment.

I shall go to my room now and write to her that everything is over

between us. The fact is, Madge, you spoiled Miss Wildmere for me on

that morning drive the other day. After leaving your society and going

into hers I felt the difference keenly, and while I should then have

fulfilled the obligations which I had so stupidly incurred, I had

little heart in the affair. Her acting was consummate, but a true

woman's nature had been revealed to me, and the glamour was gone from

the false one. Now you see what absolute confidence I repose in you,

and how heavily this strange story bears against myself. Could I have

given it to any one for whom I had not a brother's love, and in whom I

did not hope to find a sister's gentle charity? I show you how unspent

is the force of all those years when we had scarcely a thought which

we could not tell each other. I have little claim, though, to be a

protecting brother, when I have been making such an egregious fool of

myself. You have grown wiser and stronger than I. You won't think very

harshly of me, will you, Madge?"

"No, Graydon."

"And you won't condemn my fraternal affection as contrary to nature?"

She was sorely at a loss. She had listened with quickened breath, a

fluttering pulse, and in a growing tumult of hope and fear, to this

undisguised revelation of his attitude toward her. She almost thought

that she detected between the lines, as it were, the beginning of a

different regard. He believed that he had been frankness itself,

and his words proved that he looked upon his fraternal affection and

confidence as the natural, the almost inevitable, sequence of the

past. She could not meet him on the fraternal ground that he was

taking again, nor did she wish him to occupy it in his own mind. To

maintain the attitude which she had adopted would require as much

delicacy as firmness of action, or he would begin to query why she

could not go back to their old relations as readily as he could. She

had listened to the twice-told tale of the events of the past few

days with almost breathless interest, because his words revealed

the workings of his own mind, and she had not the least intention

of permitting him to settle down into the tranquil affection of a

brother.

While she hesitated, he asked, gently, "Don't you feel a little of

your old sisterly love for me?"

"No, Graydon, I do not," she replied, boldly. "I suppose you will

think me awfully matter-of-fact. I love Mary as my sister, I have the

strongest esteem and affection for Henry as my brother-in-law, and I

like you for just what you are to me, neither more nor less. The truth

is, Graydon, when I woke up from my old limp, shadowy life I had to

look at everything just as it was, and I have formed the habit of so

doing. I think it is the best way. You did not see Miss Wildmere as

she was, but as you imagined her to be, and you blame yourself too

severely because you acted as you naturally would toward a girl for

whom you had so high a regard. When we stick to the actual, we escape

mistakes and embarrassment. Every one knows that we are not brother

and sister; every one would admit our right to be very good friends.

I have listened to you with the deep and honest sympathy that is

perfectly natural to our relations. I think the better of you for

what you have told me, but I'm too dreadfully matter-of-fact," she

concluded beginning to laugh, "to do anything more."

He sighed deeply.

"Now, there is no occasion for that sigh, Graydon. Recall that morning

drive to which you have alluded. What franker, truer friendship could

you ask than I gave evidence of then? Come now, be sensible. You

live too much in the present moment, and yield to your impulses. Miss

Wildmere was a delusion and a snare, but there are plenty of true

women in the world. Some day you will meet the right one. She won't

object to your friends, but she probably would to sisters who are not

sisters."

Graydon laughed a little bitterly as he said, "So you imagine that

after my recent experience I shall soon be making love to another

girl?"

"Why not? Because Miss Wildmere is a fraud do you intend to spite

yourself by letting some fair, true girl pass by unheeded? That might

be to permit the fraud to injure you almost as much as if she had

married you."

He burst out laughing, as he exclaimed, "Well, your head is level."

"Certainly it is. My head is all right, even though I have not much

heart, as you believe. I told you I could be a good fellow, and I

don't propose to indulge you in sentiment about what is past and

gone--natural and true as it was at the time--or in cynicism for the

future. I shall dance at your wedding, and you won't be gray, either.

Come; the music has ceased, and it must be almost Sunday morning."

"Very well. On the day when you rightly boxed my ears, and I asked you

to make your own terms of peace, I resolved to submit to everything

and anything."

"You don't 'stay put,' is the trouble. Did I look and act so very

cross that morning?"

"You looked magnificent, and you spoke with such just eloquent

indignation that you made my blood tingle. No, my brave, true

friend--I may say that, mayn't I?--it was not a little thing for

you to go away alone to fight so heroic a battle and achieve such a

victory; and, Madge, I honor you with the best homage of my heart. You

have taught me how to meet trouble when it comes."

As they went up the steps, Arnault, with a pale, stern face, and

looking neither to the right nor to the left, passed them and strode

away.

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