CHAPTER XIV

MISS WILDMERE'S STRATEGY

As we have seen, Madge could not resume her old relations with Graydon

Muir. Indeed, the turning-point in her life had been the impulse and

decision to escape them by going away. She was also right in thinking

that this inability would rather help than hinder her cause. If he

had come back and realized his expectations, he would have bestowed

unstintedly the placid affection of a brother, given her his

confidence, his aid, anything she wished, except his thoughts. While

she lost much else, she retained these in a way that puzzled and even

provoked him, in view of his devotion to Miss Wildmere. The very fact

that he resented the way in which he had been treated by Madge made

him think of her, although admitting to himself that it might all turn

out for the best. He would have soon accepted changes in externals,

and her added accomplishments, but there were other and more subtle

changes which he could not grasp. It began to pique him that he had

already been forced to abandon more than one impression in regard to

her character. It was somewhat humiliating that he, who had seen the

world, especially in its social aspects, should be perplexed by a

young girl scarcely twenty, and that this girl of all others should

be little Madge. He had intimated that she had become imbued with

sentimentality and aspirations after ideals, and was hoping to meet

a male embodiment of these traits, which he regarded as prominently

lackadaisical. Her merry and half ironical laugh was not the natural

response of a woman of the intense and aesthetic type.

"I don't understand her yet," he admitted; and he again assured

himself that it was not necessary that he should. She had not merely

drifted away from him, but had deliberately chosen that others should

guide and help in the new development. The thing for him to do now was

to secure the girl of his heart, who was not shrouded in mystery. It

was evident that Mr. Arnault had been an urgent suitor, and that she

was not already engaged to him proved, as he believed, that she had

been under the influence of a restraint readily explained by her more

than manner toward himself. "She will have to choose between us soon,"

he thought. "She understands us both, and her heart will soon give its

final verdict, if it has not already done so."

Miss Wildmere's heart would have slight voice in the verdict. Indeed,

it never had been permitted to say very much, and was approaching the

condition of a mute. She had her preference, however, and still hoped

to be able to follow it. She smiled upon Graydon almost as sweetly

as ever during the next two days, but he felt that she had grown

more elusive. She lured him on unmistakably, but permitted no

near approach. With consummate art, she increased the spell of her

fascinations, and added to the glamour which dazzled him. He might

look his admiration, and, more, he might compliment indefinitely;

but when he spoke too plainly, or sought stronger indications of her

regard, she was on the wing instantly, and he was too fine in his

perceptions to push matters against her will. One thing appeared

hopeful to him--she seemed possessed by a carefully veiled jealousy

of Madge. In his downright earnestness, he determined to give her no

cause for this, and treated Madge much as he did Mrs. Muir, allowing

for difference in age and relation. He determined that Miss Wildmere

should discover no ambiguity in his course or intentions. If thoughts

of him had kept her waiting through years, he would justify those

thoughts by all the means in his power. Casting about with a lover's

ingenuity for an explanation of her tantalizing allurement, yet

elusiveness, it occurred to him that she was unwilling to yield

readily and easily, from very fear that he might surmise the cause of

her freedom--that she had given him her love before it had been asked.

Therefore, it was not impossible that she now proposed for him a

somewhat thorny probation as an open suitor. She would not appear to

be easily won, and perhaps she thought that, since this was to be the

last wooing she could enjoy, she would make the most of it. He also

resolved to make the most of this phase of life, and to enjoy to the

utmost all of her shy witchery, her airy, hovering nearness to the

thought uppermost in his mind, as if she were both fascinated by it

and afraid. He little dreamed that her feminine grace and _finesse_

were but the practical carrying out of her father's suggestion, to

"keep him well in hand."

Madge felt herself neglected and partially forgotten. She saw that

Miss Wildmere's spell grew stronger upon Graydon every day. It was

not in her nature to seek to attract his attention or in the slightest

degree to enter the lists openly against her rival. During the first

three days of the week, her chief effort was to be so active and

cheerful that her deep despondency should be hidden from all. She was

the life of every little group of which she formed a part. Wherever

she appeared, mirth and laughter soon followed. The young girls in the

house began to acknowledge her as a natural leader, the boyish young

fellows to adore her, and the maturer men to discover that she could

hold her own with them in conversation, while another class learned,

to their chagrin, that she would not flirt. For every walking

expedition started she was ready with her alpenstock, and the experts

in the bowling alley found a strong, supple competitor, with eye and

hand equally true. Graydon, as far as his preoccupation permitted,

saw all this with renewed perplexity. She now appeared to him as

a beautiful, vigorous girl, with healthful instincts and a large

appetite for enjoyment.

Wednesday morning was cool and cloudy, and a large party was forming

to climb to Spy Rock. Graydon was longing for more activity, and since

the day was so propitious, Miss Wildmere consented to go. Of course

Madge was in readiness, and in charming costume for a walk. The moment

they were on the steep path he had to admit that she appeared the

superior of Miss Wildmere. The one owed her bloom to artificial and

metropolitan life; the other had gone to nature, and now acted as

if her foot were on her native heath. Her step was light, yet never

uncertain. Her progress was easy, and, although different, was quite

as graceful as if she were promenading the piazza, proving that she

was an adept in mountain-climbing. It was evident, however, that

to Miss Wildmere a mountain was a _terra incognita_. She trod

uncertainly, her feet turned on loose stones that hurt her, and before

the first steep ascent was passed, she panted and was glad to sit down

with others, more or less exhausted.

Madge's breathing was only slightly quickened, and color was beginning

to come in her usually pale face, yet she had lent a helping hand more

than once.

"How easily you climb, Miss Alden!" gasped Miss Wildmere. "Have you

taken lessons?"

"Yes," she replied, smiling sweetly, "and from a master."

Miss Wildmere also was beginning to discover a problem in Madge; she

could not patronize, snub, or apparently touch her with shafts of

satire. The young girl treated her with cordial indifference, as

one-of the guests of the house. She appeared to be capable of enjoying

herself thoroughly, with scarcely a consciousness of the belle's

existence, unless, as in the present case, she was addressed. Then she

would reply with perfect courtesy, but in some such ambiguous way. It

soon became evident to Graydon that the two girls were hostile, and

this both amused and vexed him. He was beginning to learn that Madge

was the more skilful opponent. She was never aggressive, yet seemed

clad in polished armor when attacked, and her quick replies flashed

back under the light of her smile. By acting, however, as if Miss

Wildmere were never in her thoughts, except when in some way obtruded

upon them, she gave the keenest wound. The flattered girl enjoyed

being envied, hated, and even detested by her own sex, but to be

politely ignored was a new and unwelcome experience, and she chafed

under it, not so secretly but that Graydon observed her annoyance.

After a rest they started on again, he with Miss Wildmere falling to

the rear. Before Madge passed around a curve in the path she saw a

lily on a bank above her, and with the aid of her alpenstock sprang

upon the mossy shelf, plucked the flower, and leaped down with an

effort so quick and agile that it seemed like the impulse of a bird

to get something and pass on. She put the flower in her belt, and a

moment later was hidden from view.

"I hope you observed that feat," Miss Wildmere remarked. "Indeed, Miss

Alden appears inclined to call attention to her feet this morning."

"I hope the ladies will observe them," he replied; "the gentlemen

will, for they are pretty. Did you not note that her boots are adapted

to walking? You could climb with twice the ease if your heels were not

so high. For mountain scrambling a lady needs short skirts, and boots

like those that Miss Alden wears. You should see the English girls

walking in the Alps. It's my good-fortune, however, that you are

partially disabled this morning. Here's a steep place. Take my arm and

put all the weight upon it you can--the more the better. Lean on me as

if you trusted me."

There was a slight frown on her brow, as he began his speech, but it

soon passed, and she said, softly, as she still lingered, "Well, I'm

not an athlete. I should value more a man's strong arm than strength

of my own."

"You know that the arm of one man is ever at your service."

"'Ever' implies more patience than any man possesses."

"I should think so; yet you will find me reasonably patient."

"Everything is a matter of reason with men."

"Our reason assures us that certain things are a matter of the heart

with women. Therefore we hope."

"Men are much too exacting. They reason a thing out and make up their

minds. If they base any hopes on women's hearts, they should remember

what unreasoning organs they are--full of hesitations, doubts, absurd

fears, and more absurd confidence at times. Have you ever seen a bird

hovering in the air, not knowing where to alight? Give it time, and

it makes its selection and swiftly follows its choice. No good

hunter rushes at it in the hope of capturing it during the moment of

indecision."

"Indeed, Miss Wildmere, if I understand your little parable, I think

Mr. Arnault errs egregiously, yet he does not frighten the bird into a

very distant flight."

"You do not know how distant it is."

"No; I only see that he goes straight for the bird the moment he sees

her."

"He might have found a more considerate policy wiser." Then she added,

gravely, with a little reproach in her voice: "Mr. Arnault is an old

friend and a friend of papa's, whom he often favors in business. I

think my manner toward you should prove that I am not inclined to be

disloyal toward old friends. You have just defended Miss Alden against

a little feminine spite on my part. That was nice. In the same way

I defend Mr. Arnault, whom, for reasons equally absurd, you do not

altogether like. I'm only a woman, you know, and a little spite is one

of our prerogatives. After all, it doesn't amount to anything. I would

do as much for Miss Alden as for any one in the house." (Quite true,

which was nothing.) "You know how girls are."

"Certainly, especially when both are reigning belles."

"The men are always the rulers sooner or later; and I shall give

my allegiance to those gentlemen friends who are the least like

myself--tolerant, patient, you know. Mr. Arnault is coming to-night to

spend the Fourth. I must give him more or less of my time--I should be

ungrateful if I did not--but I don't wish you to feel toward me or him

as I should toward you and Miss Alden if I saw that you were together

a great deal. How you see how frank I am, and what a compliment I pay

to your masculine superiority."

"Miss Wildmere, I think I understand you; I hope I do. Your manner of

greeting me on my return from long absence proved that you were not

disloyal to one old friend. If you could keep me in mind for years, I

can hope I am not forgotten during the hours when others have claims

upon you. I have ever kept you in mind, and I might say more. If women

have a little natural spite, men in some situations are endowed with

enormous selfishness, and the bump of appropriation grows almost into

a deformity."

"I never expect to see deformities of any kind in Graydon Muir," she

said, laughing. "Now that we understand each other so well, give me

your hand and pull me up this steep place before which we have stood

so long, while getting over another little steep place that lay in our

path. I'm glad the others have all gone on, for now you can help me

all you choose, and I shan't care."

He did help her, with a touch and freedom that grew into something

like caresses. He felt that he had revealed himself almost as

completely as if he had spoken his love, and that he had received and

was receiving more than encouragement. She did not rebuke his manner,

which was that of a lover. There was no committal in that, nothing

that could bind her. She permitted the avowal of his hope, that he

had been in her thoughts during his long absence, and the natural

inference that her hand was still free because of his hold upon her

heart. This belief filled him with gratitude, and inspired him, as she

intended it should, with generous thoughts and impulses toward her.

What if she did prefer to maintain a little longer the delicate half

reserve that precedes a positive engagement? It only insured that the

cup of happiness should be sipped and enjoyed more leisurely. She had

seen too much of life, and enjoyed too many of its pleasures, to act

with precipitation now. She understood him, and yet loved him well

enough to be jealous of one whom she believed that he regarded as a

sister. With amusement he thought: "She is not even that to me now.

Hanged if I know what she is to me beyond a pretty, vexatious puzzle!"

Miss Wildmere's strategy had accomplished one thing, however.

Believing that he was absolved by Madge's course from everything

beyond cordial politeness, he had resolved to carry out her rival's

wishes. It was no great cross to forego Madge's society, and if Miss

Wildmere saw that he was not consoling himself during the hours she

spent with Arnault, she would shorten them in his behalf.

After reaching a certain point he suggested: "Instead of scaling

that rocky height after the rest of the party, suppose we follow this

grassy wood-road to parts unknown. It will be easier for you than

climbing, and you are better society than a crowd."

She assented smilingly, and Madge did not see Graydon again until they

met at dinner.

She was pale, and looked weary. "Oh," she thought, "perhaps my hopes

are already vain! They have been alone all the morning. He may have

spoken; he looks so happy and content that he must have spoken and

received the answer he craved. If so, I shall soon join the Waylands

in my native village, for I can't keep up much longer without a little

hope."

"You are tired, Madge," he said, not unkindly.

"A little," she replied, carelessly. "A short nap this afternoon will

insure my being ready for the hop to-night."

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